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oh what to do [19 May 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | Twiztid...Fucmyself ]

Oh what to do..what to do...see there is this person that is in my life ... and like this girl i care about alot she is just so fresh and i wonder what to do about it...see i never thought i could fall for someone else or maybe i havent i dunno what to really say or do about the situation at this point in my life...see then there is my other one...the girl ive gone through all this shit with the one ive tried to embrace on such a far more physical level like none other...and out of all of this im so insecure with my own feelings about her bc it seems like all she does is lie to me...lie and lie and lie.... and it scares me so much bc i remember when i was this person that was like " Fuck relationships and chicks" and now i can see why i was like that.. a true gangster to no end is what i used to be...maybe i deserve it though considering all of the bullshit i have caused other ppl...maybe it is my karma coming back to haunt me...I do deserve it though i wont lie...I keep watching these hands of my time spin out of control in front of me and i am so helpless bc i deserve it...i dont really hate anyone ... and im not a good person at all and these ppl are drawn to me but then when my head is turned they talk about me..." if he is so in love why does he flirt" or " i couldnt be with someone that everyone else wants" or " Steve why are you such an asshole" Truth is i don't know why i am the way i am..I am just this kid who has basically made his life into this fucking image of not giving a shit but when all is said and done i do care i hate when ppl are mad at me and i hate when ppl hate me even though it is my fault in the end ...and i just wonder if my memory gospel is what it should be...I've told so many lies in my lifetime....and heard so many lies in return...i always turn my back on someone when they truly need me .... and then i wonder why no one is there for me when i need them...my life has spun out of control when i lost my granparents and i didnt even realize it...im on the road to self destruction and i cant seem to stop it no matter how bad i want to... i dont want ppl to hate me and i dont want to be mad at anyone ...not anymore it so stressful i hate it...i miss everyone ive ever hurt...Tamara..Lacy...Jen oh do i ever miss you i wish i would have stayed friends with you...i wish i wouldnt have hurt you the way i did....Tyson im sorry for all the nonsense and shit...Natalie ive hurt you...by being with you....my sister i left you pretty much your whole life...Sophia... and even Amanda .... its my fault we dont get along all in all...butthen again not really..bc you are just a lying ass bitch so fuck you cunt....Vachon You absolutely adored me and stuck by me through the Lacy problems...and i did nothing in return for you...Just so many fucking ppl...i just wish i could change the hands of time... and wind them back and have never run away from home when i was 16 it was probably the dumbest fucking thing iever did in my entire life...all bc i was a fucking idiot and it was my fault i lost everything..mine mine mine...Cat i hurt you mentally so bad...Crystal and JugglaJen...you two...Vyn...Raven...all these girls i was sexually involved with...ive been so sexually involved with so many girls and i would just fuck em and leave em and some i would stick around with...and let infatuation lie to me and pretend i loved them but i loved them for the wrong reasons....god i fucking hate myself...blah im gonna relax and lay down...

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Ohhhh shit im An Aspiring sociopathic alchoholic [13 May 2004|06:49pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Shinobi...Give me ]

Verse 1

I'm a slow typer, a so-so writer
Been the shit ever since I was an infant in diapers
And I'ma be dope, all the way to the end
From the cradle to the grave, the Pampers to the Depends
Get enough love, got enough friends
But on a regular basis it's safe to say I've got the benz
And I didn't mean to ignore that vibe you sent
I guess my mind was probably on my rent
Oh I got my mind on my tummy, and my tummy on my mind
Some assembly required, let me run it down the line
The factory is open, time card punched
Until lunch time it's crunch time, back to work
Fool, the first rule is to keep the verse true
Even if it hurts you, you gotta wear the pain like a stain
Respect the listener, respect the game
Because there's more to game than some dinner and fame

(Hook)
Give me the money
Don't you dare stop there
Give me the mic
That's the tool, and I play it cool
Give me the life
I've seen things that used to be dreams
Give me the love
My name's Shinobi, give me a pound or a hug

And I'ma play this game, I just wanna say
All I really want is for you to remember my name
And I'ma run for as long as I'm allowed
And hope to God I inspire some of ya'll

(Verse 2)
See I'm that cat that used to sit in the back and study
Looking for some proof, that God loves ugly
Flash forward a decade later in your time
Somehow, a good number of ya'll got down
And it's solid, fresh, dope, whatever you wanna call it
(Not back) An aspiring sociopathic alcoholic
(Ahh shit) Look at Shinobi still rockin' the same outfit
Tryin to make the belly grow bigger than the wallet
Ay yo man, how you doing, (what?), how you been?
Just been makin it cool to rap about love again
Not that hippie stuff I'm talkin 'bout that bitch that gives you nuts
Did he say bitch? Yeah I'm sorry, don't tell my baby's mommy
Speakin of baby, when done, there'll be a crate full of albums
For my son to page through, thinking daddy was a gun
With a handful of heads that put me up
til they had some samples from Ant, and faith in What the Fuck?
I said, still goin, still maintainin, still standing in the land of snow and purple rain
And I'm still waitin for my date to kiss me or slap me
Cause there ain't no way that I can be happy, when I'm half me


Give me the money
Don't you dare stop there
Give me the mic
That's the tool, and I play it cool
Give me the life
I've seen things that used to be dreams
Give me the love
My names Shinobi, give me a pound or a hug

And I'ma play this game, I just wanna say
All I really want is for you to remember my name
And I'ma run for as long as I'm allowed
And hope to God I inspire some of ya'll

(Verse 3)
I've had the pleasure of speaking with some of you
Yeah you, come on now, don't act like you don't know who I'm talking to
After that show, when you approached me like you know me
The cd I sold you, the secrets that you told me
On that world you vision, through the layers of tears
The ones you choke and keep hidden when the players are near
I watch you chase it with beer, some frustration and fear
Try to figure out why the hell I came here
Well I don't know either, and I'm not ready to take a breather, neither
All I know is I'm still a believer
So you can beat me up, or you can beat me off
Pick a side, any side, and let me do my job, come on
If you've got a lot of love to give, but you don't know who to give it to
I'ma turn out the lights of the cigarette, and write a song about you
This one's for you.


Give me the money
Don't you dare stop there
Give me the mic
That's the tool, and I play it cool
Give me the life
I've seen things that used to be dreams
Give me the love
My name's Shinobi, give me a pound or a hug

And I'ma play this game, I just wanna say
All I really want is for you to remember my name
And I'ma run for as long as I'm allowed
And hope to God I inspire some of ya'll

But don't you dare stop there
That's the tool, and I play it cool
I've seen things, that used to be dreams
The name's Shinobi girl, give me a hug

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I sold out and got one too [12 May 2004|11:04am]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Third Eye Blind....Misfits ]


I adopted a cute lil' batman fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

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These are the truest fucking words ever spoken by the greatest emcee of all time [22 Apr 2004|10:38am]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | 2pac...strictly for my niggaz ]

Reflected and disrespected, plus I'm rejected
You're just another rapper, who swears he's makin records
That's what they said - whenever I would walk by
I never tripped though - always kept my head up high
Eventually, I knew that I would find my way
After the darkest night, always comes a brighter day
And some would say, that turned away is all you'll get
I just said, "bet," and never let 'em see me sweat
Cause in the end, I knew that I would have it all
while non-believers, were prayin for my downfall
And some would call, and tell me that they wish me well
but in my heart, I'm knowin that they wish me hell
Yo get a real job, rappin doesn't pay the rent
I hate the studio cause that's where all my money went
Never surrender, it's all about the faith you've got
Don't ever stop, just push it til you hit the top
And if you drop, at least you know you gave your all
Be true to you, and that way you can never fall
But beware, these backstabbers ain't no joke
Just like a rope, they hang on you until you're broke
And when you're broke, they move onto the next dope
And there you are, can't even pay your car, nope
And when you reminisce, thinkin how you got dissed
remember how it felt, and then remember this
Be true to you, believe that there's no one bigger
Cause they can all suck dick - it's strictly for my niggaz

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Man Slow Down [21 Apr 2004|10:24am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Icp....Bloody Bitch ]

Now in these cynical times
Sterotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
I'm trying to look beyond the lies
Just to see what I'll find
I'm like a flower in a cave
Another hour in the maze
And I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways
The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays
It's time for me to grow out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win
'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents

[Chorus:]
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)

My finger's pointing in the mirror
I'm the one now
I see my shadow in the sun dial
Am I really out of change
Put my freedom in a cage
Slow down
Man I got my girl now
There's nothing new they all said it
And I know it but I had to go throught it myself
I'm hard-headed
That's the only way I'll learn
Get caught in the fire ther's no escaping the burn
And it burns
Change this
Change that
Change is full of lies
I remain the same cat wear a good disquise
Living life loking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?

[Chorus:]
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)

I wanna run but if I run I'm only running form myself
Would it be easier if I were someone else
I'm like a child playin' with matches that's never beeen burned
Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned
On a highway to a destinatin I've earned
So many exits, but I've never bothered to turn
I'm like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window
That was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig
He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn
So now I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridge I've burned

[Chorus:]


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"Da Nine"

That's right. You're hardcore and prefer to keep your hands clean. Catch anyone messin' with you, and you'll bust out your nine and cap their bitch ass

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What a fucking idiot [20 Apr 2004|02:12pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | d12...american psycho 2 ]

BaTmAnShUnNy420: but u dont have the new kmk cd by ne chance do u?
BaTmAnShUnNy420: lol hell yea
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i dont
BaTmAnShUnNy420: grrr no one does lol
BaTmAnShUnNy420: I want it so bad
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: then download it
BaTmAnShUnNy420: I cant its not on the thing yet
BaTmAnShUnNy420: I have win sumthin
BaTmAnShUnNy420: and its not on there yet
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i got the new d12 cd
BaTmAnShUnNy420: yea so did I its awsome
BaTmAnShUnNy420: I got that new eminem song 2 I like it
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: what new eminem song
BaTmAnShUnNy420: my band
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: thats the new d12
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: not eminem
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: that cd doesnt come out for a week
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: but i got that shit
BaTmAnShUnNy420: I have it on my comp I havent listend 2 it all yet
BaTmAnShUnNy420: I heard like 3 songs so far
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: for real
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: which one you like the most
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: dont say my band
BaTmAnShUnNy420: lmao no I like the beat though
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: what song you like
BaTmAnShUnNy420: I dont know which one I like the most the first 3 are alright so far
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: really
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: tell me the name
BaTmAnShUnNy420: I dont know the names lol my friend sent me it
BaTmAnShUnNy420: hold on lemme see
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: you find the name yet
BaTmAnShUnNy420: sorry my comp just shut off
BaTmAnShUnNy420: no I cant find my music none of it
BaTmAnShUnNy420: cause I did have the dark lotus cd and nothing is in it no more
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: your comp just shut off
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: just now
BaTmAnShUnNy420: yea
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: why didnt it sign you off?
BaTmAnShUnNy420: it did
BaTmAnShUnNy420: look ive only been on for 1 minute
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: and it threw away all your musix
BaTmAnShUnNy420: im lookin for it cause its not where I saved it
BaTmAnShUnNy420: it might be on my moms name on my comp ill have to look cause the music my frieds sent me theres one thing in my music
BaTmAnShUnNy420: and its a techno song
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: d12 did a techno song?

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HAPPY 4/20 [20 Apr 2004|01:12pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Third eye blind....wake for young souls ]

I would like to send some shouts on this great holiday....Matt,Ashley Q, Ashley C, Amanda, Mandah, Skittlez,Tiff,Amber,Natalie<3,Anthony, and a bunch of other ppl make sure you all smoke todayyyyyyyyyyy...

I guess i can update...lemme see things are going well, for the most part i really dont have much to update about not alot has been going on for awhile im still losing rapid weight...tryin to get buff for what though who knows lol...I downloaded the new d12 cd, third eye blinds new one, kanye west, linkin park,twista, obie trice, and every atmos cd with this new program called soul seek its so fucking dope....no more buyin cds anymore for a fucking band that doesnt really give a shit anyway...i got the new lotus cd it is ok...coulda beem hella better...but overall it fucking sucks....ive just been chillin talkin to my gurl makin sure shes happy...makin sure im happy...im still having hella hella problems sleeping at night...my dreams that im having are getting out of fucking control its almost as if im scared to sleep for some reason i slept better when Nadalee was with me ..........i felt as if i could sleep better.....but i get to hear her voice everyday which makes things alot easier.....ummmm not to much else is goin on my head hurts from staring at this screen since fuckin 7 this morning.....ashley keeps telling me to do a top 10 its been damn near 7 months since ive done one lemme see what kind of shit can my lil crazy ass mind come up with.... and props to cat for fixin my colors i appreciate it alot

Top Ten

1.If you have kazaa get fucking rid of that bullshit bc it will eat up your computer instead use this www.slsknet.org the program is so off the chain you will nut in your pantssssssssss bitch

2. i really dont feel like making one of these lol so fuck off

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Another Prank Convo i hate dumb asses [15 Apr 2004|08:01pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Twiztid....Renditions of Reality ]

This is how it started
borobabie: hey
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: hi
borobabie: its ashley from the dilly
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: cool
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: whats goin on?
borobabie: nothing much you?
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: nothin waitin for my GF to call
borobabie: aww how sweet
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: yea
borobabie: i though tyou were married
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i say that so chicks dont bug me online
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i seem to have lots of groupies for some reason
borobabie: oh well it didnt stop me
borobabie: lol
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: r u a groupie?
borobabie: ok dont laugh but whats a groupie?
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: ehh
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: its like a someone who only wants to fuck you bc you r hot or some shit
borobabie: no
borobabie: i just wanna get to know you'
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: thats cool
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: you do know im 6 years older than you right
borobabie: yea
borobabie: i dated a guy 6 years older than me
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: what happened to him?
borobabie: u think im to young dont you
borobabie: things just didnt work out
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: if u really wanna know what i think its like this
borobabie: ok
borobabie: im listening
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i have gurl and i dont like to talk to ppl younger than 18 im not real big on meeting ppl either
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: im actually crazy
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i have a warrant for having sex with turkeys
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: in idaho....
borobabie: yurkeys??

borobabie: turkeys?
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: turkeys...
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: yes
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: they make the funniest gobbling noises when they get their asses reemed
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i would be in alot more trouble with johnny law
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: if they would have found the videotape
borobabie: okok this is what i think. i know you have a gurl i just wanted to get to know you. im not trying to hook u p with you .. if you dont wanna takl thats kool too
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: no i wanna talk about my problem with you
borobabie: and that turkey thing is fuck*ng funny
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i dont think you will say anything?
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: are you a cop?
borobabie: what do you mean
borobabie: no
borobabie: im 16
borobabie: yea im a cop
borobabie: lol
borobabie: whats ur problem
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: you look like a cop....
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: Don't yell at me...
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i was asking i told you im in troublr for fucking turkeys....
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: trouble.........
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: shhhhhh can you feel that...
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: anyway... hi
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: whats your name?
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: Harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i knew you were a cop
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: JOhnny Lawwwwww aint no donuts here
borobabie: ashley
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: ashley huh
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: ashley what
borobabie: why do u wanna know my last name?
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: you ever heard a turkey gobble when you lick its butthole
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i need to make sure you aint a cop
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: bc cops look funny
borobabie: u think i look funny
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: well you dont exactly look not funny...
borobabie: um ok
borobabie: lol
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: hey
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: this is scatterman
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: do you like chili
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i like to smear chili over turkeys butts and lick it like a popsicle
borobabie: nope
borobabie: dude
borobabie: lol
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: what???
borobabie: nothing ur funny
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: do you have a battleship for an ass?
borobabie: huh?
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: are you fat
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: is what im asking
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: in your pics you look chunky
borobabie: im not fat
borobabie: but not real skinny
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: not fat just thick
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: like a turkey
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: they arent fat
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: they r tender
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: and i love me some turkeys
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: wanna hear about how i sneak up on them?
borobabie: yea
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i find them in these ppls backyards
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: and when i see them i sqaw like a bird
borobabie: and
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: and i creep up to let them know im not a farmer
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: and i fuck them up there asses
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: like pow pow pow

Then Ryan and Me double teamed
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: hello ashley
borobabie: hello
borobabie: whos this
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: This is the Federal Bereau of Investigation
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: My name is Agent Todd
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: We have come to understand you spoke to someone today witht he screen name tha illa villian?
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: we have been searching for this person for a long time, molestion and beastiality are serious offenses expecially when committed across state lines.
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: lol
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: in idaho
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: thA iLLa ViLLaiN: why are you laughin?
borobabie: i do nt know
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: you know you remind me of this turkey
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: her name was spandexface
borobabie: k
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: bc when she gobbled my sack it looked like spandex
borobabie: ha
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i dunno
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: but you are not spandex face
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: she was a sweetheart
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: hi i'm sorry
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: that was my brother
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: whats goin on
borobabie: dont lie
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: no seriously
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: do i look like i rape turkeys
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: shit please
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: we just got off on the wrong foot
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: you arent johnny law are you
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: ????
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i know a fuckin piggy when i see one
borobabie: im not a cop
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: borobabie: im not a cop
borobabie: do u know BaTmAnS a NiNjA
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: OMg
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: thats that agent
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: hes onto me
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i knew you were a cop
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: lmmfao
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: hahahahaha
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: lol
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: BaTmAnS a NiNjA: Well then we know your lying
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: Were the FBI
borobabie: yea
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: We have every conversation you had recorded
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: Oh you want proof?
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: thA iLLa ViLLaiN: turkeys...
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: yes
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: they make the funniest gobbling noises when they get their asses reemed
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i would be in alot more trouble with johnny law
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: if they would have found the videotape
borobabie: okok this is what i think. i know you have a gurl i just wanted to get to know you. im not trying to hook u p with you .. if you dont wanna takl thats kool too
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: no i wanna talk about my problem with you
borobabie: and that turkey thing is fuck*ng funny
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i dont think you will say anything?
borobabie: dude what the hell
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: I told you were the FBI
borobabie: so i just meet him
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: now you can cooperate or you can go to jail too
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: hahahahahaha
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: lol
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: borobabie: lol
borobabie: omg
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: Whats it going to be ashley
borobabie: stop messing with me
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: I can have an agent at your house in 15 minutes ashley
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: stop playing games
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: we need to know about tha illa villian
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: what can you tell us
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: borobabie: dude he just imed me
borobabie: im not a fuck*ng cop
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: are you sure you arent a piggy
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i have a pig sticker
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: its a nerf multi action foozball table
borobabie: swear im freaking 16
borobabie: tell your friend to stop
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: what friend
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: i have no friends since they took away spandex face
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: fuckin farmers
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: now i have to try to sleep with bulls now
borobabie: BaTmAnS a NiNjA
borobabie: BaTmAnS a NiNjA: I can have an agent at your house in 15 minutes ashley
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: stop playing games
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: we need to know about tha illa villian
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: what can you tell us
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: lol
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: aiight im done with her
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: hahaha
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: this shit is goin in my journal
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: wait im almost done
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: ok
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: borobabie: dude i dont know
borobabie: all i know is that he has a fucking girlfriend and hes a cutie
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: But you dont know his whereabouts
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: I think your lying
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: And i dont appriciate liars ashley
borobabie: o well
borobabie: whatever
borobabie: dude leave me alone
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: Were on the way to come get you, my advice is you stay where you are and cooperate
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: ETA 5 minutes
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: stop playing games
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: we need to know about tha illa villian
BaTmAnS a NiNjA: what can you tell us
borobabie: tell him to stop
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: lol
thA iLLa ViLLaiN: hahahaha
borobabie: what
borobabie: this is fuck up
borobabie: whatever
borobabie: im going
borobabie: bye

2 LiaRs d0se me




You Ever Wonder... [15 Apr 2004|07:56am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Third eye Blind...self righteous ]

Ya know the day i felt my soul...i felt it die lol sounds kinda fuckin weird but lets take a trip down my memmory lane...in the last year i think i finally figured out more about myself than i should have...like tyson told me i have this crazy ass effect on ppl...and natalie said the same thing..i dont know why i dont think i'm shit for real ...yea i have a few friends and shit but...who are they and where are they when you really need them....its like when you are down and out everyone wants to talk about you...running their fucking mouth about shit they have no clue about...tellin ppl your fucking business...fuck that....i really dont like ppl to talk about me while im away...and come back and its all hugs and kisses its bullshit...fuck that nonsense........i dont know maybe im just different now...like i know who i am and what i must do....i know who my best friend is and she knows who she is...i got my true friends or what is true anymore ya know?...but ashley i got her...and my dude ryan i got him......ive been scammed...ive scammed...ive played...ive been played...its funny ya know...things always do come full circle.....like for the first time in my life i actually feel like im complete within my own being to actually be happy...of course what do i really have to be sad about...besides YOU....but then again i will see YOU soon....so its ok....i just want to be released from this hell...............but its not really hell ...i dont have to look over my shoulder...i dont have much to worry about money isnt a problem....the group im around isnt a problem...its the fact that i cant sleep at night with YOU.....but i know everything happens for a reason...and some ppl believe in the fact that all the cards fall in the right spots.....maybe ?!!!!...who knows...i just see life as a game and i just play it to play it....whether in a year from now im dead ...or in jail...or out and happy...it doesnt matter bc i know that im playin the game that i was set to play and no matter how down i get there is nowhere else for me to go besides up...On a side note...I miss the way YOU lit up when we spoke.....the lil things are why I LOVE YOU....goodnight all...

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Alwayyyyyyyssssssssssss In Trouble Mannnnn [14 Apr 2004|04:24am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | T.I RubberBand Man ]

This is what insomniacs do at 4 in the morning on webcam we dance

monoxide_chick_deadite: peekaboo
w1ckedlull4by: hello
monoxide_chick_deadite: well hello thre
w1ckedlull4by: well hello there
w1ckedlull4by: back at u
monoxide_chick_deadite: looks like were both jammin
w1ckedlull4by: rubberband man
monoxide_chick_deadite: ah
monoxide_chick_deadite: get it buddy
w1ckedlull4by: lol
monoxide_chick_deadite: lmfao
w1ckedlull4by: this song is awesome
monoxide_chick_deadite: wooo
monoxide_chick_deadite: lol
monoxide_chick_deadite: fun stuff
w1ckedlull4by: i can dance
w1ckedlull4by: nugga
monoxide_chick_deadite: ohyes
monoxide_chick_deadite: you can dance buddy
monoxide_chick_deadite: look at you go
w1ckedlull4by: lol
w1ckedlull4by: lmmfaooooooo
monoxide_chick_deadite: lmfao
monoxide_chick_deadite: yea
monoxide_chick_deadite: haha

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One love always [14 Apr 2004|04:09am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Kill Hannah...Kennedy ]

you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me

And he was a man
Or so he thought
Paid attention to the lessons that he taught
Second hand me down blessing
She was short on patience
Carried person hated every day people
The plight of the pessimist
Habitual living daily schedule consisted of work
Television and sexual moments
But some times it gets so hope less
When non-sense raises an oct of thought blocks
With a firm grasp on the grudge they both clutched in the name of love
Fear of the results had push ever came to shove
Seduced for fun
Produce a a lot of fight
Two youths on the run
Learning some truth about life
And when he stares at the stars he reflects on the moon
The time the talks they share walking around calhoon
And when she watches the look on his face as he sleeps
She recalls every inch as to how it got this deep

Now how am I to know you like the way I laugh
I can't read the map, no ones ever seen the path?
The one you take a bath with is the same on the freeze your path
Oh you going out? what time you goin be back?

Cause they were two perfect kids
In a two perfect worlds
Today the part of man and women will be played by boy and girl
Lets all take seats
Please quiet during the performance
Lift her pull her from the orchids

Trying to read the script but keep getting trapped in the margins
Lift them pull them from the gardens

Your horoscope says we should share an apartment
Lift them pull them apart from their gardens

Now she was smart
She grew up with this complex
That the people that surrounded her seemed to expect the world
And he was tall over 5 no attempt to predict the fall
Though he'd seen it all
Until his all became that girl
She said she loves the drugs
But when she comes down
She speaks about finishing
She's convinced its the last visit
He doesn't know the difference between come and go
Just give him one to grow and watch him collapse inside of a half pivot
She died her hair black
Maybe now she can relax
Maybe now the regulars will stare half as hard
He wears a old face and beer gut
Existence validation printed on the monthly statements
That comes from master card

He thinks she sleeps to much
She thinks he spends to much
He thinks her friends are jokes
She thinks he's out of touch
He thinks she drinks to much
She think he thinks to much
Its all another phase turning the page in the book of growing up

She's has seen a lot of sex
He tried to hide his resentment
But their wasn't nothing thing left for them to label new
But sometimes the obvious ain't simple to see
Cause even the time that they killed
Wasn't something that she wasnt accustomed too
She never comprehended what to make of it
He was never quite prepared to study the reaching
Together they shared the sacred practices of breathing
The weather was fair how ever the hovering clouds weren't leaving

Discover the little drama demons that hide deep inside the frame work
and live in That congested brain
They had old lovers on the side old flames
That some how managed to spark regardless of the pouring rains
And each time they mixed up the ingredients
They'd recheck the recipe to see maybe they written it incorrectly
Collect me consume me release me snuggle
Two geniuses putting together the pieces to a blank puzzle

d0se me




One love always [14 Apr 2004|04:09am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Kill Hannah...Kennedy ]

you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me

And he was a man
Or so he thought
Paid attention to the lessons that he taught
Second hand me down blessing
She was short on patience
Carried person hated every day people
The plight of the pessimist
Habitual living daily schedule consisted of work
Television and sexual moments
But some times it gets so hope less
When non-sense raises an oct of thought blocks
With a firm grasp on the grudge they both clutched in the name of love
Fear of the results had push ever came to shove
Seduced for fun
Produce a a lot of fight
Two youths on the run
Learning some truth about life
And when he stares at the stars he reflects on the moon
The time the talks they share walking around calhoon
And when she watches the look on his face as he sleeps
She recalls every inch as to how it got this deep

Now how am I to know you like the way I laugh
I can't read the map, no ones ever seen the path?
The one you take a bath with is the same on the freeze your path
Oh you going out? what time you goin be back?

Cause they were two perfect kids
In a two perfect worlds
Today the part of man and women will be played by boy and girl
Lets all take seats
Please quiet during the performance
Lift her pull her from the orchids

Trying to read the script but keep getting trapped in the margins
Lift them pull them from the gardens

Your horoscope says we should share an apartment
Lift them pull them apart from their gardens

Now she was smart
She grew up with this complex
That the people that surrounded her seemed to expect the world
And he was tall over six no attempt to predict the fall
Though he'd seen it all
Until his all became that girl
She said she loves the drugs
But when she comes down
She speaks about finishing
She's convinced its the last visit
He doesn't know the difference between come and go
Just give him one to grow and watch him collapse inside of a half pivot
She died her hair black
Maybe now she can relax
Maybe now the regulars will stare half as hard
He wears a old face and beer gut
Existence validation printed on the monthly statements
That comes from master card

He thinks she sleeps to much
She thinks he spends to much
He thinks her friends are jokes
She thinks he's out of touch
He thinks she drinks to much
She think he thinks to much
Its all another phase turning the page in the book of growing up

She's has seen a lot of sex
He tried to hide his resentment
But their wasn't nothing thing left for them to label new
But sometimes the obvious ain't simple to see
Cause even the time that they killed
Wasn't something that she wasnt accustomed too
She never comprehended what to make of it
He was never quite prepared to study the reaching
Together they shared the sacred practices of breathing
The weather was fair how ever the hovering clouds weren't leaving

Discover the little drama demons that hide deep inside the frame work
and live in That congested brain
They had old lovers on the side old flames
That some how managed to spark regardless of the pouring rains
And each time they mixed up the ingredients
They'd recheck the recipe to see maybe they written it incorrectly
Collect me consume me release me snuggle
Two geniuses putting together the pieces to a blank puzzle

d0se me




One love always [14 Apr 2004|04:09am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Kill Hannah...Kennedy ]

you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me

And he was a man
Or so he thought
Paid attention to the lessons that he taught
Second hand me down blessing
She was short on patience
Carried person hated every day people
The plight of the pessimist
Habitual living daily schedule consisted of work
Television and sexual moments
But some times it gets so hope less
When non-sense raises an oct of thought blocks
With a firm grasp on the grudge they both clutched in the name of love
Fear of the results had push ever came to shove
Seduced for fun
Produce a a lot of fight
Two youths on the run
Learning some truth about life
And when he stares at the stars he reflects on the moon
The time the talks they share walking around calhoon
And when she watches the look on his face as he sleeps
She recalls every inch as to how it got this deep

Now how am I to know you like the way I laugh
I can't read the map, no ones ever seen the path?
The one you take a bath with is the same on the freeze your path
Oh you going out? what time you goin be back?

Cause they were two perfect kids
In a two perfect worlds
Today the part of man and women will be played by boy and girl
Lets all take seats
Please quiet during the performance
Lift her pull her from the orchids

Trying to read the script but keep getting trapped in the margins
Lift them pull them from the gardens

Your horoscope says we should share an apartment
Lift them pull them apart from their gardens

Now she was smart
She grew up with this complex
That the people that surrounded her seemed to expect the world
And he was tall over six no attempt to predict the fall
Though he'd seen it all
Until his all became that girl
She said she loves the drugs
But when she comes down
She speaks about finishing
She's convinced its the last visit
He doesn't know the difference between come and go
Just give him one to grow and watch him collapse inside of a half pivot
She died her hair black
Maybe now she can relax
Maybe now the regulars will stare half as hard
He wears a old face and beer gut
Existence validation printed on the monthly statements
That comes from master card

He thinks she sleeps to much
She thinks he spends to much
He thinks her friends are jokes
She thinks he's out of touch
He thinks she drinks to much
She think he thinks to much
Its all another phase turning the page in the book of growing up

She's has seen a lot of sex
He tried to hide his resentment
But their wasn't nothing thing left for them to label new
But sometimes the obvious ain't simple to see
Cause even the time that they killed
Wasn't something that she wasnt accustomed too
She never comprehended what to make of it
He was never quite prepared to study the reaching
Together they shared the sacred practices of breathing
The weather was fair how ever the hovering clouds weren't leaving

Discover the little drama demons that hide deep inside the frame work
and live in That congested brain
They had old lovers on the side old flames
That some how managed to spark regardless of the pouring rains
And each time they mixed up the ingredients
They'd recheck the recipe to see maybe they written it incorrectly
Collect me consume me release me snuggle
Two geniuses putting together the pieces to a blank puzzle

d0se me




One love always [14 Apr 2004|04:09am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Kill Hannah...Kennedy ]

you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me

And he was a man
Or so he thought
Paid attention to the lessons that he taught
Second hand me down blessing
She was short on patience
Carried person hated every day people
The plight of the pessimist
Habitual living daily schedule consisted of work
Television and sexual moments
But some times it gets so hope less
When non-sense raises an oct of thought blocks
With a firm grasp on the grudge they both clutched in the name of love
Fear of the results had push ever came to shove
Seduced for fun
Produce a a lot of fight
Two youths on the run
Learning some truth about life
And when he stares at the stars he reflects on the moon
The time the talks they share walking around calhoon
And when she watches the look on his face as he sleeps
She recalls every inch as to how it got this deep

Now how am I to know you like the way I laugh
I can't read the map, no ones ever seen the path?
The one you take a bath with is the same on the freeze your path
Oh you going out? what time you goin be back?

Cause they were two perfect kids
In a two perfect worlds
Today the part of man and women will be played by boy and girl
Lets all take seats
Please quiet during the performance
Lift her pull her from the orchids

Trying to read the script but keep getting trapped in the margins
Lift them pull them from the gardens

Your horoscope says we should share an apartment
Lift them pull them apart from their gardens

Now she was smart
She grew up with this complex
That the people that surrounded her seemed to expect the world
And he was tall over six no attempt to predict the fall
Though he'd seen it all
Until his all became that girl
She said she loves the drugs
But when she comes down
She speaks about finishing
She's convinced its the last visit
He doesn't know the difference between come and go
Just give him one to grow and watch him collapse inside of a half pivot
She died her hair black
Maybe now she can relax
Maybe now the regulars will stare half as hard
He wears a old face and beer gut
Existence validation printed on the monthly statements
That comes from master card

He thinks she sleeps to much
She thinks he spends to much
He thinks her friends are jokes
She thinks he's out of touch
He thinks she drinks to much
She think he thinks to much
Its all another phase turning the page in the book of growing up

She's has seen a lot of sex
He tried to hide his resentment
But their wasn't nothing thing left for them to label new
But sometimes the obvious ain't simple to see
Cause even the time that they killed
Wasn't something that she wasnt accustomed too
She never comprehended what to make of it
He was never quite prepared to study the reaching
Together they shared the sacred practices of breathing
The weather was fair how ever the hovering clouds weren't leaving

Discover the little drama demons that hide deep inside the frame work
and live in That congested brain
They had old lovers on the side old flames
That some how managed to spark regardless of the pouring rains
And each time they mixed up the ingredients
They'd recheck the recipe to see maybe they written it incorrectly
Collect me consume me release me snuggle
Two geniuses putting together the pieces to a blank puzzle

d0se me




One love always [14 Apr 2004|04:09am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Kill Hannah...Kennedy ]

you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me
you don't know me
you just left me

And he was a man
Or so he thought
Paid attention to the lessons that he taught
Second hand me down blessing
She was short on patience
Carried person hated every day people
The plight of the pessimist
Habitual living daily schedule consisted of work
Television and sexual moments
But some times it gets so hope less
When non-sense raises an oct of thought blocks
With a firm grasp on the grudge they both clutched in the name of love
Fear of the results had push ever came to shove
Seduced for fun
Produce a a lot of fight
Two youths on the run
Learning some truth about life
And when he stares at the stars he reflects on the moon
The time the talks they share walking around calhoon
And when she watches the look on his face as he sleeps
She recalls every inch as to how it got this deep

Now how am I to know you like the way I laugh
I can't read the map, no ones ever seen the path?
The one you take a bath with is the same on the freeze your path
Oh you going out? what time you goin be back?

Cause they were two perfect kids
In a two perfect worlds
Today the part of man and women will be played by boy and girl
Lets all take seats
Please quiet during the performance
Lift her pull her from the orchids

Trying to read the script but keep getting trapped in the margins
Lift them pull them from the gardens

Your horoscope says we should share an apartment
Lift them pull them apart from their gardens

Now she was smart
She grew up with this complex
That the people that surrounded her seemed to expect the world
And he was tall over six no attempt to predict the fall
Though he'd seen it all
Until his all became that girl
She said she loves the drugs
But when she comes down
She speaks about finishing
She's convinced its the last visit
He doesn't know the difference between come and go
Just give him one to grow and watch him collapse inside of a half pivot
She died her hair black
Maybe now she can relax
Maybe now the regulars will stare half as hard
He wears a old face and beer gut
Existence validation printed on the monthly statements
That comes from master card

He thinks she sleeps to much
She thinks he spends to much
He thinks her friends are jokes
She thinks he's out of touch
He thinks she drinks to much
She think he thinks to much
Its all another phase turning the page in the book of growing up

She's has seen a lot of sex
He tried to hide his resentment
But their wasn't nothing thing left for them to label new
But sometimes the obvious ain't simple to see
Cause even the time that they killed
Wasn't something that she wasnt accustomed too
She never comprehended what to make of it
He was never quite prepared to study the reaching
Together they shared the sacred practices of breathing
The weather was fair how ever the hovering clouds weren't leaving

Discover the little drama demons that hide deep inside the frame work
and live in That congested brain
They had old lovers on the side old flames
That some how managed to spark regardless of the pouring rains
And each time they mixed up the ingredients
They'd recheck the recipe to see maybe they written it incorrectly
Collect me consume me release me snuggle
Two geniuses putting together the pieces to a blank puzzle

d0se me




Make my Wayyy to you [11 Apr 2004|11:45pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Myselfffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ]

In tomorrow I see no promise
and yesterday was like today

Woke up, got up, near eleven o'clock
butt naked except I was wearing my socks
and that's cool, 'cause most the time this floor is cold
stand up and stretch look around this mess
my place has been a cage since she left me
make my way to the kitchen, start the coffee
then dip to the bathroom, begin the triple-s
and wash the previous evening off me
now out the shower, get dry, shove a q-tip in my ear
well, what do we have here?
it appears as if a piece of me has got motivation
ain't nothin' wrong with a little morning masturbation
fresh, dressed like fifty cents
clean and awake now I'm ready to commence
spark up the caffeine and nicotine binge
and that's pretty much the pattern of how the day begins
and I write for an hour, maybe half hour more
then put on my shoes and grab my key for the door
put my headphones on for this world I ignore
trek down the street towards the record store
"hey, bro - how you doing, anything new today?"
"nah man, how you been? it's the same old same again"
well, then I'll be gone, friend, I'll see you around
and I'm out, destination uptown
in the summertime the women wear a lot of skin
and if I sit in one spot I can take 'em all in
sometimes I even talk, to see if I can make one grin
if not, yo, it's cool I ain't gonna take it personally
from Anne Landers, to Ani DiFranco to Orphan Annie
I love all women, but most of them just can't stand me
I don't know, maybe it's my hair or clothes
"...or maybe she noticed that you was diggin in you're nose..."
either way it's okay, I wasn't tryin' to get laid
I just wanted to say "I hope you have a great day"
and then she stopped with a smile that began to blush
"here, take my number, call me up, I'll come over and make you lunch"
I got up and headed down towards the book store
to check the titles, that my man Michael's got me lookin' for
my visit was short, 'cause I just couldn't feel
that cat behind the counter actin' like I'm here to steal
so I dipped back out into a cloud of tattoos
pierced body parts and colorful hairdos
and I questioned, did Babylon resemble this?
are we getting any closer to the end of the list?
a sensuous kiss, placed on apoco-lips
we teach them how to make a fist, but not to resist
and I'm wondering how'd we find this position
but people are people and I still love 'em, especially the women
onwards to the coffee shop, maybe Buzz for a refill and some
sociological studies
see the junkies, while they co-exist with the sobers
all the bugging of eyeballs, the shrugging of shoulders
and that's when I saw her, sippin' on pepsi water
I wanna kiss her mom just for having this daughter
excuse me miss, I don't mean to come across strong
but I've been waitin' a while and you've been taking too long
and she smiled and I began to blush
she asked if I'd like to go to the bathroom and make some love
and I got visions of us, and the mirror getting steamed
and that's the very moment I woke up from the dream

Woke up, got up, near eleven o'clock
butt naked except I was wearing my socks
and that's cool, 'cause most the time this floor is cold
stand up and stretch and look for my soul

In tomorrow I see no promise
and yesterday was like today

d0se me




im boreddddddddddddd [11 Apr 2004|06:06am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Beatsssssssssssssss ]

If I was a rich man, I'd buy you some shoes//
Tall boots for all the dirt you walk through//
What would that do? Enable you to deal//
Without schooling you on how to touch what's real//
And if I was a smart man, I'd tell you everything that I knew//
And give it to you every time you need a talking to//
But what would that do? Teach you my guidelines//
So you can be a cheerleader at your game on the sidelines//
And if I was a driver, I'd keep my headlights on//
To see the difference between right and wrong//
I'd wear my seatbelt even when I'm in park//
Cause I don't trust the other fools that cruise through these parts//
And if I was a better cook, I'd hook up a feast//
Set a table full of food for the children to eat//
I encourage the nourishment so we can breathe//
With the knowledge that we got something accomplished//


And if I was Shinobi Claus, I'd fight for the cause
Wouldn't expect nothing in return
I'd give you everything you want, I'd be everything you need
So you can take my hand and I can take the lead

And if I was an honest man//
I would stop writing songs//
I'd break for a nervous breakdown for breakfast//
Tell everyone I knew to stay away from making music//
It ain't nothing but a confusing mess (confusing mess)believe it!!!!!!!!!!
And if I was you, I wouldn't hear a word I said//
Wouldn't trust nothing to start it up inside my head//
I'd make a conscious effort to live instead//
Of trying to kill the monsters that reside underneath the bed//
And if I was a hurt man//
I'd find a way to put my faith //
Into a woman that could take me from today //maybe//
I need somebody that could save me//
From the parts of myself that keep making me crazy//
And if I was a wise man//
I'd climb to the top of the mountain peak//
To think about strength versus weakness//
I'd find a point that rests a couple of feet above your head//
And figure out how I could try to help you reach it//
And if I did have a choice//
I'd never want to live forever//
Just let me have a voice so I can make my points//
I can't imagine running a race with no finish line//
Just let me keep my pace and make to most of my time//
I love giving but I'm bad at receiving//
The truth is I'd prefer to be the one bleeding//
But im a paranoid that stays between play and work//
Cautious and aware cause I'm afraid of being hurt//
Which brings me to the issue//
And that would be this://
How often must I ask myself why I exist?//
I feel like a freak, this world is a circus//
Just trying to find myself as well as my purpose//

Chorus: repeat twice or maybe once

I got nothing but gifts//
Keep it up in my wits//
Got me drunk on the fifth//
And now we're stuck in a ditch//
And as dumb as it gets//
I'mma run you some fibs//
I wanna touch your lips//
I wanna rub your hips//
Put a glove on the fist//
For the love that exists//
We'll keep bumping the hits//
To get my bucket of chips//
From the Bloods and the Crips
To the skateboarding chicks//
Put Shinobi on your Christmas wishlist//
Put Shinobi on your Christmas wishlist//

d0se me




Don't u kno im comin home [11 Apr 2004|12:19am]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Everlast...White Trash Beautiful ]

Well all these events of everything that have been happened ..,, have prolly not been that bad ...like alot worse could have happened ya know?...but at least i know my panda gurl is ok...i love you ya know that? i really truly do no matter what....we r like perfect when we are together things never change for you things get harder .... but we r there for eachother .... we have one anothers backs staying true no matter what....you have made my life alot more interesting ... you make me a better person... as i do the same to you... we never stay mad at eachother even when everyone is against us we stay happy with eachothers voices... you keep my life happy and my mind calm....i can see you smile in my head and it makes everything in my life not that bad anymore....youve brought me more joy than ive had in the last 22 years of my existence...you are definitley the love of my life...and my best friend...no matter what...k that will never change..


and now for a new test
LSD
You're addicted to.....

LSD!
Wow what you must go through every day. LSD gives
intense hallucinations and offen makes you
think you can do things that no human can. I
wouldn't try to pretend your a bird and play on
top of a tall building anytime soon.


What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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[11 Apr 2004|12:03am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Twiztid...afraid of me ]

White Trash Beautiful, Trailor Park Queen
She slings hash at the diner from 11 to 5
She married a boy from school, thought he was oh so cool
But all he can do for money is drive
Out late haulin' freight on Interstate 5, prayin' he'll see home before his baby arrive.


White Trash Beautiful, There's something you should know
My heart belongs to you
And you coulda found a better guy
I'll love you till the day I die
I swear to God it's true
I'm comin' home to you
I'm comin' home to you girl.

He lights a cigarette, his eyes half open
He won't be home tonight, but she keeps hopin'
Drinkin himself to sleep is his only way of copein'
She waits for him every night, she leaves the front door open
It's 4 AM and doin 95, Tryin to stay awake and make it home alive.

White Trash Beautiful, There's something you should know
My heart belongs to you
I know you coulda found a better guy
I'll love you till the day I die
I swear to God it's true
I'm comin' home to you
I'm comin' home to you girl.

Her lips stay painted red, nametag's crooked
Her heart's been gone awhile with the truck driving man that took it
He keeps her photograph on his rearview mirror
She prays for him every night, she hopes that he can hear her.


White Trash Beautiful, There's something you should know
My heart belongs to you girl
I know you coulda found you some better guy
I'll love you till the day I die
I swear to God it's true
I'm comin' home to you
I'm comin' home to you girl
I'm comin' home to you.

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[10 Apr 2004|02:58pm]
Katana
Katana, chop enemies down with skill, speed and
accuracy. Katana's were made for warriors that
wanted to be fast and deadly like samurai
warriors. The Katana is very sharp and takes a
long time to blunt. (Please Vote)


What sword would you use (info and pics on swords as well)
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