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What's up with everyone? I mean, it's only 4 in the morning and NO ONE is on msn? For shame...
Ok, I'm using this journal again. Why? Well, someone commented on here a few days ago and honest be told I had forgotten about this journal.
Well, it's finaly the christmas break, and Hannukah. Fun! I got a new Disk man and I am so happy! I really needed a new one. It's really pretty too...silver.
sigh* everythings been a little depressing latley. My best friend is away in China for the break and none of my other frineds really wanna do anything. Yah...this is going to be a pretty sucky vacation. Plus I got tuns of homework to do.
I'm pretty much always on my rpg now, butter_beer, which kindda sucks because no one updates. I'm having writers block and I can't get anything out which sucks even more. *thinks* and yah.
My parents are thinking of moving closer to a Synagouge, which also sucks.
So pretty much...everything sucks. yup, that's about it.
That's all.
Now I'm going to go do nothing, because I am nothing.
bye.
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| Get over youself- Shedaisy |
[25 Nov 2003|05:51pm] |
Tone-deaf, Tone-deaf
You say you're gun-shy
I say you're spineless
You think you're pensive
I, I think you're mindless
Such a busy little drone
That your heart beats in monotone
So loud you can't hear me
Repetion's what you need
[Chorus:]
Get out of my air, get off of my cloud
Get out of my hair, get off of my couch
Get off of my lips, get out of my light
Let me give you a tip, get out of my sight
Get off of your knees, get out of my face
Get out of my sleep, get out of my space
How long do I have to show and tell, scream and yell
Get over yourself
You say you're complicated
I say too dramatic
You think I underrate you
I think I've finally had it
With you never having time
Cause half the time you spend
Designing brilliant tragedies
And it's becomming your disease
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge:]
Won't let you unnerve me
(You try to string me like a pearl)
Won't let you deserve me
(And toss me from your tilt-o-whirl)
And even if I kiss the dirt you're going to see me
How I don't hurt
And I don't hurt
[Repeat Chorus 2x]
Get over yourself
Get over yourself
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| Mine all mine- Shedaisy |
[25 Nov 2003|05:50pm] |
The sun kisses the windowsill
And I am still on my second cup of pity me
Yeah, it's been a long night chasing ghosts
But at the most, it's been a rude awakening
That all too late I finally see
That it's -
[Chorus:]
My loss, my lonely
My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all, mine
And it's my bad, my broken
All my should haves left unspoken
Mine all, mine all, mine - yeah
I drove you to the edge of the map
And after that, I pushed you off just
to watch you fall
You never were the bounce back kind
But boy, this time you've proven me wrong
after all
Now I'm the one who's gonna crawl
'Cause it's -
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge]
Always thought I'd get to sorry
But the chance has come and gone
So if it finds it's way back in
I'll hold on, hold on, hold on
My loss, my lonely
My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all
Mine all, mine all
Mine all, mine
It's mine all mine
It's mine all mine
Yeah, it's mine all mine
All mine, all mine
All mine, all mine
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[25 Nov 2003|05:47pm] |
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I'm feeling quite alright today. Which I shouldn't because I was sick all day and I have all this hmk but these songs are making me happy. I guess I should update in my happy journal then? I will...I still can't decide which to use. eeeeeeeeeeee.....
I'm gonna post the songs in a second. Haha...I LOVE them. I found them in a fan fic that was...ahem...slightly, how do I say this? I won't....but yah. it was good. And the songs give moi so much energy.
After school I had to stay and do Shakespear with my group, and they were annoying me to hell. Then when we finished one of them offered me a ride home but I really wanted to walk so I walked home in the cold, but it felt so good! The cold air, so refreshing. I'm thinking of changing my favorite weather from sunny to snowy, but nothing can beat a harsh storm. sighs*
You know, even though I don't like Christmas much, cause all the advertisement, I find the Christmas mood, or the coldness quite refreshing and uplifiting. Except for it being dark so early. And at these times, I really want to have a boyfrined to snuggle with in front of a warm fire, or make out in the snow or something romantic. dreamy sigh* I'm such a hopeless romantic. People say that summer gets you all horney, but winter is so romantic.
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Hallo all! Isn't the weekend great? Isn't smiling great? I missed smileing, but muah! I'm back! I'm feel oh oh good! Could it be the party? Could it be the preppy music? Could it be the wine? Maybe. Haha...kidding. But I do have a sudden craving for rasperry wine. *licks lips* mmmmm....my favorite. What can I say, friday baby! FRIDAY!!!! Party tommorow. looking fowards to that. Gossip girl was *muah* I'm gettin the second book tonight.
Love ya all! (wow, aren't I the happy hoppity one)
Muah!
Jessie
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[17 Nov 2003|08:35pm] |
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Me thinks me in a slightley better mood right now. My last few enteries in my other journal were so morrbid. Ahhh...nice to see my old red backroudn again. So happy. I've been reading Gossip girl for the past 2 hours. Its a very preppy but sassy book. Mighty entertaining, middle class. I can't believe B doesn't know, and N sounds like such a hottie! god! sigh* haha...honeslty, sometimes I cant decide who I am, one moment I'm morbid and horrible, the next, well, I'm home! Soemtimes I want to be preppy bitchy just so I can be a bitch and not feel bad about it. Me gonna go hmk now. ttyls
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| Happy B-Day Mum! |
[14 Nov 2003|07:20pm] |
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It's my mums birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! Not like she's ever going to see this. but it makes me feel better. I feel bad though cause my bro is coming from Universaty tonight at like 12, or should i say tommorow morning. So were not actualy doing anything today. Except my parents might go out. I hope they do, their such great parents, they deserve a night out.
Like I said, my bro is coming home tonight or whatever. YAY! I haven't seen him in like a month, at Universaty and all. I miss him!!! My god...way too long. I'm really glad he'll be here soon.
Not that I'll have much time to do anything with my family. This will be one of the busyest weekends ever. My Shakspear group for Julies Cecar is coming over to my house to practic. *fake* yey....their going to be a pain in the ass, but it might be fun. I also have english and all this other shit to study for.
On Sunday night it's the last night of my diet, so proud I am! But Saturday were going to a resturante for my mums bday, so i'm cheating a little *smiles*
Today my best friend, Liss seemed a little down. She wasn't feeling to well, I wanted to do something, maybe go see a movie or sumthin to make her feel better, but I coulnd't find her after school. I need to call her and see how she is. I got worried when she wasn't there. Maybe she went home?
Ha! When I came home today I fell asleep on the couch. I woke up like 10 minutes ago so u can guess. I really need a lot more sleep.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Trailor for Prizoner of Azkaban, HARRY POTTER came out on Wed. I watched ot over and over! DRACO!!!! I dun like the hair but actualy...its starting to grow on me. AAHHH!!! HOW can one man be SO SEXY!!!??? *drool*
Well, me have to go now.
Me says bye.
bye.
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| What to name it? |
[08 Nov 2003|07:09pm] |
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*gasp!* there is no such thing in blurty as a Ginny/DRaco community. How could this be!? sigh* I am so dissapointed. I guess I will have to take it into my own hands and make a community. I'm sure there are many Draco/Ginny fan fic authors who want to advertise their fic, and some who are searching for good ones. I just have to advertise a whole lot. Maybe I can even search for people and tell them about it. It's worth a try right? Now..what to name it, what to name it? *thinks and pops thinking...thing*
Ok, ok...my friend has agreed to run the community with me, she is such a doll. Alright, we got the name, and here it is.
Flames_of_ice. So what are you waiting for? Go! Join...and if anyone knows how to make backgrounds that would help us so much. Thanks ;)
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| Good Girl |
[08 Nov 2003|06:22pm] |
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sigh* I'm so borde. I do have homework to do, infact, I really should be doing my english essay, get a good head start on that. But I'm still not quite sure which topic I should choose, anyonw want to help me out here? I'm thinking of doing either religion, which is kindda complicated or how the arts should be taken more seriously in school. Because as important as math and science are, all it is is memorize and regurgitate. It's a test to see how well you memorize things.
At 9 there's a movie on the movie channel I want to watch, it's called like, 'the good girl' or something. It has that girl, Rachel from friends in it. It looks pretty good. We'll see. Also, Liss wants me to watch SNL tonight, since Anddy Roddick is going to be on it. LOL. I will watch it, or most of it. I mean, he is pertty hot.
I was so disturbed today. I saw these pictures for the third harry potter movie prizoner of azkaban and...WHAT DID THEY DO TO MY SEXY DRACO!? Honsetly...take a look at these...
http://www.mugglenet.com/pics/poapromos.shtml
Noooo....Tom Felton looks, un-Malfoy-ish. I mean, come on! The slicked back hair is like a Malfoy trademark! LET THE MAN HAVE HIS GEL! He looked so much better with his hair slicked back..so much more evil. *drools*
I still have to start the third chapter for my fan fics, but I have no one pushing me so its not getting done. I guess I'll have to push myself. that didn't sound right for a reason *shrugs* Ohhhh...I started this new diet like 5 days ago...I lost 5 pounds! oh ya! go me! :D
Btw...I've decided to use this journal more often. I think I like it better than my other one. It's too negative and if I want to write something positive its like weird, with this name it could go either way. Well...I better go. Gotta lot of writing to do.
Muah.
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| First entery |
[08 Nov 2003|03:26pm] |
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Hey...I'm Jessie, no duh. I have another journal, it's deadxagain, but I always seem to be switching from a depressed mood to a happy one, so I also made this journal which I'll use when I feel more chipper. Or if I end up liking this name more. ;) There's not much more to say now, first entery and everything.
See ya!
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