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You are so superficial. First you don't like anything that's not in english, and then you find a picture of BoA, and are suddenly in love with asian music. *laughs*
And y'know, a lot of the stuff you wrote up there applies to you too. Not just the 'rest of us'. And don't try to guilt people with all that bullshit, Brandon.
You're the type that says he likes a girl, but whilst in front of that girl, proceeds to ogle other girls. How are we SUPPOSED to respond?
And you're right, I'm not attracted to you anymore. But I was 5 months ago. But people change, and so do their preferences and tastes. Just like someone may be married for 30 years before he/she realises that he/she is gay. So don't gimme any of that "people don't just change their mind". They do. They change their standards, their tastes, and their opinions.
The only reason the net is the way it is is because of people like you, who make a DRAMA out of EVERYTHING.
So YOU'RE allowed to talk about girls that you think are hot, that you like? But you read me say that I wish fake gackt would talk coz i like him, you chuck a HISSY FIT and decide to sulk and brood and get all depressed. What does that say about YOU as a person?
I'm sorry if this offends you. Wait. Actually I'm not. You know I don't lie, and I don't flower things up with pretty sugar words. I give you the truth, and that's the only fucking thing wrong with the net world. Everybody sugars themselves and people around them up, and people are so fucking wanting attention that they just do/say whatever to get it.
Well this is just a slap in the face for you to wake up. DEAL WITH IT. You need more people to wake you up into a reality. The WORLD IS NOT OUT TO GET YOU. You make your own misery. Yeah right, you changed. Changed my ASS. Jeezes. The only reason you're depressed is because you choose to be. Not because life is wanting to screw you over, or other people want to screw you over either. It's because you can't deal with it, and you can't handle it like an adult.
Instead of saying "Okay. I've been dealt a hard hand. But how can I maximise the potential of everything around me? How can I change myself for the better so that I can be satisfied with my life? How can I change my life so that I'll be content with it?"........... you just end up saying "Fuck it. The world hates me. Everyone is out to get me. I'm so miserable. But it's not my fault. It's because of this trauma, or that trauma, but I don't want to resolve. I'm just gonna say that if I fall in love with someone and they fall for me, things will be better."
Things will never be better until you decide to do something for YOURSELF. With your OWN hands and your OWN strength.
And nobody can fucking say that I don't know what I'm talking about, coz I was there. I tried to die when I was 4. So I know all about pain, and depression, suicide, cutting, hate, anger.
Nothing gets better until you let it.
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