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[Sunday
5'29'05 @ 8:02pm]
this journal is now used to test/preview layouts
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[Sunday
11'23'03 @ 4:28pm]
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[Friday
11'14'03 @ 7:44pm]
Damn, today was fucking cold. If I had balls, they would've froze off.
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[Sunday
10'19'03 @ 6:07pm]
[ mood | Fuck you ]

.. i'm brain dead, i'm sooo fucking brain dead that you ask me about things right? But when I say that someone isnt there when the phone rings, I'm fucking brain dead, my brain is shot to shit.. Thank you dad, you fucking asshole. I just wanted to be left alone today, and that didn't fucking happen now did it? You people drag me out of the house, to do a walk that I DIDN'T WANT TO DO, only to end up NOT DOING IT ANYWAY and spend my Sunday, THE DAY I WAS GOING TO USE TO GET SOME WELL DESERVED FUCKING SLEEP, with my parents grocery shopping.

And to add to that, I NOW HAVE TO BE MY AUNT'S SLAVE FOR 2 MONTHS. Thank you god for making my life so fucking perfect.

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[Monday
9'22'03 @ 10:25pm]
Paul wants to play football on Saturday. Okay.. fine. Even though Saturdays are suppose to be mine, whatever, I can take it.

This stupid bug's been attacking me... fucking things.

School's been sucky. Blarg
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[Monday
8'18'03 @ 11:37am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Lucky - Seven Mary Three ]

Nothing's more worse than trying to give a depressed person advice, especially when they refuse to open their fucking mind and thing fucking optimistically.

Being depressed is so fucking over rated now a days.

One day, you'll die and realize it's not a fucking walk in the park for the other people that love you.

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[Wednesday
8'13'03 @ 11:29pm]
yay for a new background
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You'll be sorry, isn't that what they'll say? [Friday
8'08'03 @ 4:18pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Drowning - Dashboard Confessional ]

What kind of bullshit is that?! You go to a concert.. a Brand New concert, and you take someone that probably has NO fucking interest in them? You don't take the person that GOT YOU INTO THE BAND?! That's a smack in the face to me.


I wish some people would just die...

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[Wednesday
7'30'03 @ 7:19pm]
[ music | Buddy Holly - Weezer ]

So I just got off the phone with Scooter. I really like him, even though I shouldn't since I have Paul. He told me he still likes me, but he knows that there's nothing we can really do about it since we're both with someone else. Even though he gotten himself in quiet a pickle.

weeeeee Warped tour is less that 2 weeks!

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[Tuesday
7'29'03 @ 5:26pm]
[ music | Song 2 - Blur ]

It's strange what a significant other can do to your friends. Suddenly, people with their boyfriends and girlfriend have no time to spend with their friends. I hate talking about this friends business but whatever, i don't give a fuck.

What's a friend when they're not around. They'd rather spend a week with their boyfriend/girlfriend then a day with a friend.

blahblahblahblahblahblahblah

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[Friday
7'25'03 @ 10:35pm]
[ music | No Use For A Name - Why Doesn't Anybody Like Me? ]

Red Bull leaves you more gassy than it does with more energy

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I hate being depressed but... [Monday
7'14'03 @ 8:17pm]
with Paul gone in college, friends not even bothering with hanging out with me, and being alone, I can't help but feel that way.

I feel like I've lost those that I once concidered friends. Even though it kinda seems melodramatic just saying those words cuz these people "will always be there" but I don't know. It's hard.

I wish sometimes things were different. Maybe if I never met these people, things would've been better.. friends-that-are-around wise.

*sigh* I'm so lame
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[Thursday
7'10'03 @ 11:41pm]
I want to make a spiffy looking journal.

DAMN MY NON TALENT!
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blah [Tuesday
7'01'03 @ 10:56am]
[ music | I am - Ayumi Hamasaki ]

I can't imagine the stupidity that come out of the people I know mouths. If you read someone's journal that states what the person did that day, then end up later stating something about that entry along with asking you what you did that day is pretty stupid. If it's already there, there's not need to ask.

But anyway, people liked my erotic story. Score for me.

I have a free house on WEd. and i'm trying to convince Paul to come over... highly unlikely. *sigh*

heh, no one found my journal yet. score!

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*sigh* [Saturday
6'21'03 @ 10:10am]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | always - jon bon jovi ]

I won't see paul on monday, that'll be a year for me and him. But I'll see him today, I guess it's the same thing, no biggie.

I need to finish up writing my erotic story.

Wonder how long it'll take someone to find this journal....... wooshie washie

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[Friday
5'30'03 @ 5:43pm]
[ music | judith - a perfect circle ]

Today.. was not my day. School was alright, even though I got asked like 18 times why I was dressed the way I was. (I was in all black, but kinda dressy with this duster thingy) What? I can't look nice sometimes?! I mean, I'm not a fucking homeless person!

Anyway, After school was when the badness began. The Train had construction so it went express from Queens Brougho to Woodside. I needed to get off 33rd to pick up paul.. I basically, I was hoping Paul wouldnt be a jackass waiting forever for me and get on the train and go to Quens Brougho and get on the train to go back home. .... I waited for HALF AN HOUR FOR HIM TO GET THERE! Finally, I give up, figured "Okay, if he's still waiting on 33rd He'll get on the train, go to woodside, so I'll wait for him at woodside" .. He was waiting at 33rd... and then I waited at Woodside for him.. ... 3 trains pass by, no sign of Paul. Then thought, "okay, I'll just meet him at the park." .. I waited for about 20 minutes. ... No Paul. ... Called his house, thinking "okay, so he might've thought that i just went home and he and the guys went to his house to play video games." His grandmother picks up the phone. She said that he called and told her that He was going to go to Central Park and he'll call me whenever he gets back home.

.... Yea.. but that's not the end of my... perfect afternoon. I beging to walk home.. and womp womp.. 3 blocks away from home, IT STARTS TO RAIN. Kinda began thinking that God hates me....

My brother took my web cam too. that dickface. ... I wish today ended already.

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[Wednesday
5'14'03 @ 7:40pm]
My fish died. Poor thing.
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[Wednesday
5'07'03 @ 8:03pm]
[ music | the people that we love - bush ]

It surprises me sometimes how people don't change. After a year, you'd figure, something'll happen that'll make them change their perspective on things. Apparently not. Some people still play the same games they played thinking it'll change something. Running around in circles in a road isn't going to get you anywhere. It's kind of depressing sometimes.

I can't take my parents anymore. I really want out of this family. I want out of this place, out of this world. I haven't been this depressed in months. I wish sometimes, things went my way. I wish that one day of my life, everything'll be perfect so I can finally have that one day to remember for the rest of my life and die in my sick bed, pondering on that day, and rest easy with a smile on my face because I was able to get that one perfect day that came by so rarely.

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bleach [Friday
4'25'03 @ 3:47pm]
[ music | pardon me - incubus ]

I dont know. I can't really stand anymore. I feel that paul and I lost intrest in one another and I'll probably kick myself inthe face for saying that.

Katie's been over playing DDR for the past 3 days and quite frankly it's driving me insane. But today's good, I'm spending the day by myself doing homework. And I'mpretty proud of myself that I've accomplished a lot just by not procrastinating. I just have one more report to do and I'm homework free. Watch me be wrong and back in school i have like 8 things that i need to hand in. all well, shit happens.

I should really write that sex story i've been saying that I was going to write, i'll do it next hour. I need to get laid.


thats all.

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[Friday
4'18'03 @ 6:52pm]
Hung out with Rachel and Katie today. I can't stand how Rachel always burts my bubble, but I cant blame her because I tend to get a bit annoying sometimes. Katie keeps hogging my computer everytime she comes over, its not like I do it to her, I dont even go on her computer. Everyone does that. All my friends are boring as hell. You'd think, even if these people that are in your house are just simple friends, you'd still have be a good host to them. Its just the right thing to do.

I guess that's all for ranting right now.
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