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yay my boyfriend just now got online!! why is that so wonderful? maybe because he is in florida while i am stuck here doing nothing!! actually i am doin something.. i am workin 8-12 hour days EVERY DAY!! ahhh the pain.. and i am trying to catch up with the gang..! tomorrow i am hanging out with tedder.. and stuff. i think we are going to the fair on friday. it will be my 3rd time going to the fair. yesterday i came home at 3 and went to sleep at 4 in the afternoon. cole called me around 5 and from then on i was sleeping until 7 in the morning. working at bk can really drag you down!! :) anyways.. i have been trying to clean my room.. TRYING is the key word. i have so many clothes and shit.. its crazzzzzzzy. i have also been packing for college. 3 weeks from tomorrow and i will be moving to muncie..
ok.. going now.. ---<3 me
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so yeah saturday is my day to hang out with my friend krystal. i went over there and it was akward.. because other people were there. and does it ever seem like people are just staring at you? well thats pretty much how it felt. it felt like everyone was talking shit about me right before i came over.. so i was like okay bye guys.. and i left. things have been weird ever since then.. oOo well--the 4th was okay... cole's family all came over to his house and we had a cookout in the storm.. then cole an d i met ashley, corey, john, and julie at rice field for fireworks!! yay! after that we all went back to ashleys to blow off some more fireworks. the next day we all went to silverbeach.. and it was soooo cold! it was 60 and drizzling. so we came back home and it was 85 and beautiful out. we decided to lay out at ashleys.
my mom came home from being in florida for 10 days. it was good to see her. but i sure did have fun not having any rules for 10 freakin days. last night cole and i watched seven. that movie is fucked up. josh is home so we have been hangingout with him kinda. friday we're going to chicago--- friday is a lot of stuff. i got transfered so i begin my new job and i am getting my hair done. woooooooohooooo!!!!!!!!!!! but if i am working how am i supposed to get my hurr done.. ? grr..
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| ball state |
[26 Jun 2004|12:54pm] |
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i went to my orientation at ballstat..yikes is what i have to say!! it is honestly so much bigger then i thought. i got lost so easily. i know it will be better in time but it is such a change. the dorm room is little :(. it should be okay though because i am rooming with my girl kaylee. we will have a lot of fun. i think i didnt like orientation because i didnt know anyone and stuff.
last night was fun. me, cole, steph, and casey all hung out. we went to south bend and dicked around for awhile. then we headed to elk<3 to go to texas roadhouse. i felt like puking after that... cole and i decided we werent going to go there anymore! we ate way too much bread and butter. after texas roadhouse we all went back to my house and watched steph's puppy play with my old dog gracie. it was funny. then i went upstairs and crashed. i was still tired from orientation.. and being sun burned! ouch!
tonight i am working until 9. and then me and krystal are pry going to the jazz festival or the bristol homecoming fireworks. i really really dont want to work 2nite for some god awful reason i hate working.. maybe its because i work so damn much!!! tomorrow i am going to the lake with crapper! yay!
i <3 you
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today was supposed to be a good day. it is me and cole's 4 months. it seems like we have been together alot longer then that but we havent. well anyways he came over and brought me a really sweet card and it made me cry. then he gave me the new hoobastank cd and a bracelet i really wanted :). i was happy. and then we headed off to the mall because i wanted to go to victoria's secret. after that we came home and he left because he was heading off to his new job doing landscaping. when i came in.. my mom and i got into a fight because she thinks i lie all the time. i do sometimes.. lol but nothing too serious!! anyways.. she busted me out and got really mad about something. i told her i would NEVER NEVER do it again. and i sincerely mean it this time. i didnt necessarily like it anyways. but yeah so now i am kinda down in the dumps and i feel horrible. i just walked in my mom's room and she was bawling because her aunt is dying. she had a stroke and has cancer all over her body. blah. how horrible is that.
i am promising myself to her that i won't lie to her anymore and i won't disobey her orders. i feel terrible. truely.
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Yesterday was actually a very fun day! Cole and I went to Ink Angel ( a scapbooking store that is closing down) and I bought a whole bunch of new scrap booking stuff. I love to scrapbook as dorky as it sounds it is a fun hobby for me! After we went to ink angel we went to bath & body works. i spent 28.00 there and got like 10 new things. eveything is like 4 & 6 bucks. i was in HEAVEN. they even had the discontinued scents that i love! after that we went to arby's and took it back to his house. his dad was home so we talked to him for awhile he is one crazy fella'.. he freakin cracks me up so much!. well anyways.. after i ate my yummy arby's we headed over to south bend to "pages in time" this place is freaking scrapbooking HEAVEN. they had everything i had ever wanted for my scrapbook. this place is where the old discovery zone was and it is awesome. they even have a lounge where you can sit a scrapbook there with you own little trash can and stuff. i was in heaven!! lastly we headed off to target. i got some more scrapbooking crap and then we headed home. when i got home i noticed krystal had called so i called her back and she asked me to go with her to essenhaus for her gpa's bday. i did of course! yuM! it was sooo good. i got 2 pies..because the lady messed up. and i was happy!!! after dinner krystal and i headed over to justines to hang out with gra, brandon, and evan for awhile. then we headed home.. both of our stomachs were going crazy from the food. well i have to go babysit BLAH!! i hope today is good.. my mom finally put the air conditioner on!
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Yesterday was actually a very fun day! Cole and I went to Ink Angel ( a scapbooking store that is closing down) and I bought a whole bunch of new scrap booking stuff. I love to scrapbook as dorky as it sounds it is a fun hobby for me! After we went to ink angel we went to bath & body works. i spent 28.00 there and got like 10 new things. eveything is like 4 & 6 bucks. i was in HEAVEN. they even had the discontinued scents that i love! after that we went to arby's and took it back to his house. his dad was home so we talked to him for awhile he is one crazy fella'.. he freakin cracks me up so much!. well anyways.. after i ate my yummy arby's we headed over to south bend to "pages in time" this place is freaking scrapbooking HEAVEN. they had everything i had ever wanted for my scrapbook. this place is where the old discovery zone was and it is awesome. they even have a lounge where you can sit a scrapbook there with you own little trash can and stuff. i was in heaven!! lastly we headed off to target. i got some more scrapbooking crap and then we headed home. when i got home i noticed krystal had called so i called her back and she asked me to go with her to essenhaus for her gpa's bday. i did of course! yuM! it was sooo good. i got 2 pies..because the lady messed up. and i was happy!!! after dinner krystal and i headed over to justines to hang out with gra, brandon, and evan for awhile. then we headed home.. both of our stomachs were going crazy from the food. well i have to go babysit BLAH!! i hope today is good.. my mom finally put the air conditioner on!
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i graduated. ow ow. i rule. i had a big open house and a lot of people showed up. thanks :). i am happy its all over!! yay! well i dont want to write. <3 me
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what a crAzzzy eventful evening. krystal and i spent the night at trevor's last night. there were a couple people there. we were sitting around playing drinking games and stuff and around 12ish jake decides he should go and get some more beer. i was pissed i didnt want anyone to drive intoxicated! but they made fun of me saying ohh its only a 1/2 a mile away.. so whatever they went anyways. and 30 minutes later---jake comes bustin in the door.. he ran all the way from meijer b/c they called the cops on him bc he was getting mouthy. the other dood had his car keys and the cops followed him all the way to the apt. but it was too late the cops were already at the apt. (where all of us were) okay sooo we were upstairs and we look out the window, and 3 cops were hanging outside. i was like dont fucking open the door they cant come in. aron calls his stepdad who is a cop and told him that they cant come in w/o a warrant and it takes 24 hours to get one. okay well anyways.. theyknocked for like 10 minutes and then rang the freaking doorbell 20 times. then this BRIGHT light came up the stairwell.. we were like FUCK they got in.. so we all ran and hid. amy and i in some bed and krystal in some closet. like a lil while later we realized they just shined a spot light in the window. hahaha. they finally left and we cooled off a little. laughed about it and beat jake up for awhile. then i freaking passed out on the futon and krystal passed out in the other room. i passed out with jake and aron watching clueless :). weird night.. there are more details....but naaaaaaahhhhhhh.. okay well i am going back to bed i didnt sleep to well last night and i have to work @ 11.
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so to begin-- prom was amazing!! i had an awesome time with everyone. here's the group- cole & me, brittney & tj, Krystal, Danielle, tony & danielle travis, justine & ryan, stephani and casey. we all took a stretch hummer to prom in south bend. everything was so much fun except for the fact i didnt win prom queen.. haha like i CARE. afterwards cole and i managed to drive through chicago! we went to the shedd aquarium and then headed to my dads for dinner. fun!!
art show--- okay that was last night. krystal and i spent a week setting up our senior showcase. and we spent 3 hours last night standing by our booth explaining the stuff in it. and today we found out that we didnt win jack shit for it!! pissed. ohh well i canget over that. it was fun doing it and its something i wont ever forget.
today cole took me to the mall and spoiled me ROTTEN.. AGAIN. and he is on his way over to hook up the playstation because we bought the game we have been looking for! AMPLITUDE. you play thhis music thing to weezer and stuff.. awesome. he manages to spoil me everyday. and i love it. no used to it yet.. but i love it more than anything.
my room is a disaster. i want to clean it but i have just been too tired. i fell asleep in pysch today. boring ass shit. and my grades are falling. can you say senioritis? ball state is going to rock!! and thats all i can think about these days. tomorrow is the senior breakfast/picture. i am excited for that as well. hmm i wonder what is going on this weekend. prolly nothing. i like it like that though. i think i actually did good on my math test today. but who knows. mr beiber took 5 of my senior pics today :). i saw a bunch of my students' artwork at the art show and it made me sad because i miss them a lot.
my dad may have to have open heart surgery..eek. thursday is a minor operation for him. nervous & sad for him. i think i am going to have my graduation open house on sunday now b/c EVERYONE is having theirs saturday and i want to be there. hahaha you know how everyone votes for like "best dressed" best eyes" and what not? well yeah i won THREEEEEEEE.. i got ditziest, best talent and another one i dont know what it is. i guess you can only win one and so they chose DITZIEST in the senior class. embarressing. i guess i kinda am. but ohh well i know i am book smart.. not so much street smart. :) GOD am i rambling and this is very random. please comment. i love them
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can you say stressed...okay here are the billion things running through my freaking mind
-prom in a week--
-graduation open house invites
-addressing my graduation cards
-sending them out!
-getting all my art shit done before the art show next monday
-money
-presents for grad.
-what we're doing after prom(that night)
-missing ash
-getting my senior pictures back
-cleaning my dirty ass car
-getting shit ready for college
-working every night
-getting a senior book
-exemption pts
-finding a summer job
-going away to college and missing cole
all this stuff sounds like nothing right now.. but really it is.. i cant wait until summer hits and i can just sleep and relax before i go off to college.. blah i have to work at 5 and i want to get something done before i head off to hellmark.. barfffff....GIVE ME SOME HELP PLEASE!!!!!!
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| i freaking am in LOVE!! |
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today was special- you all know what i am talking about..the special days that you have with your significant other. today was definitely one of those days. cole and i are clicking so well. i love it. i havent felt so secure with a guy in my whole life. and to think its already been over 2 months. gosh.. where did that time go. the only thing that is going to suck so bad is the fact i am moving in less then 4 months to muncie for college. i was hoping this wasnt going to happen to me.. but it did :(.
cole and i spent the entire evening together. we went to fazoli's yum!! and it was cheap too! my treat:)! then we watched haggard. we also listened to something corporate...i love them by the way. i dont care what anyone else thinks. they have good lyrics!!
i got my senior pics back. they are online.. if you want the link and password tell me and i will let you know. it would be cool to get some opinions and what not. have a good night you all--<3333 jamie
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i just realized i didnt talk about what went down in florida.. actually what i have come to realize is that if you can name everything that you did in spring break you didnt really have a good time. haha. so let's just say i had a fucking incredible time.. despite the fact i missed boyfriend.
last night was fun. cole took me to houlihans and told me to get whatever i wanted. i felt bad when the bill was 50.00. we were planning on going bowling with mills after dinner but our money was spent. that sucks. but dinner was awesome. after dinner we stopped by the show. i felt obligated to make an appearance-- bc i have been to every show for the last year and some months and i just felt like i should. so i did--with cole. :) akward at first but then i was like who the fuck cares.. thhhhhhen cole and i came back to my house and hung out.. played a little nintendo and whatnot..hehe
i just got off work! i didnt shower this morning i stayed up wayyyyyyyyyy too late and stuff so i think i am going to go kick it in the shower for a lil and then get ready to go out for the night with krystal--
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welllll lets see here.. went home after 2nd hour.. didnt feel good slept until my boyfriend came over.. interesting :).. went to work.. and boyfriend brought me a treat. i gave him a stuffed lobster. made my senior picture appt. and my prom hair appt....ummm leaving on saturday for freaking disney world. 4 tests on thursday. graduation is coming up. lots of things on my mind.. i think i am falling head over heels for my boyfriend....intense
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welllll lets see here.. went home after 2nd hour.. didnt feel good slept until my boyfriend came over.. interesting :).. went to work.. and boyfriend brought me a treat. i gave him a stuffed lobster. made my senior picture appt. and my prom hair appt....ummm leaving on saturday for freaking disney world. 4 tests on thursday. graduation is coming up. lots of things on my mind.. i think i am falling head over heels for my boyfriend....intense
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last night krystal and i went to south bend. we went to the mall and shopped and then went to mcdonalds.. we cruised a lil:)! and then we went over to trevor's house and had stayed there a little bit playing games. it was fun. today i worked all day. im bored. and i kinda just got upset with cole. oops--a lot of things are on my mind right now. i just want to cry.
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last night my wonderful boyfriend took me to see the passion. wow is all i have to say. i cried so much!! cole is so super sweet. he left me 2 roses on my car telling me that he likes me 2x as much as he used to!! :)! this morning i was awoken by my best fwein ashley- i got ready and went over to her house. we went to hacienda for lunch and then we went thrift shopping all day long! yay! i just now got home and i am patiently waiting for krystal to gether butt over here so we can go to south bend. we are going to prolly get some brew and read books at barnes and noble. weird sounding? well screw you because i like coffee and i like to read. but i dont know if that is what we are doing yet. umm so yeah i am going to disney world in one week with ally, ashley, and danielle. it should be damn interesting. but fun at the same time!! i just got some new army pants they are awesome!! hahah ashley and i had an interesting conversation with a bitch that used to be so mean to us in high school.. she called us posers and shit and she said she did all that because she was jealous of us.. hahaha!! well i am going to get going..-
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ommmmmmmmmg did i have the best weekend ever-- besides my computer blowing up i am had the best weekend ever.. and not to mention i have the best boyfriend in the world. okay 1st off..my computer that is basically brand new blew up last week. i cried because i am working to pay it off and stuff. i kinda took it out on cole and i felt bad. he came over and brought me the atreyu cd it was so super freaking sweet of him and he also took my computer to his mom's work to get fixed. I <3 him. okay anyways---thursday night i left for gatlingburg-SENIOR TRIP!
thursday- spent on the bus driving to tennessee our guy friends had the bad seats and us girls sat in front of them. we had to put up with beau buying a boom box and having a dance party on the bus, nolan putting baby powder everywhere, and geoff flipping out every 5 minutes- but it was okay :)
friday- we got to tennessee and we were all sitting at breakfast and it was so much fun i dont know why. i was skipping all over the place and just having a really awesome time. i was eating some bacon and i was like " i cant eat bacon and everyone was like why jamie? i was like i dont like it!! it was funny i guess you had to of been there!! well anyways we all went to our groups and i did the lasy activity that consisted of go carts and carnie games. it was retarded and kaylee and i fell asleep in the 80 degree sun! it was so freaking nice there. anyways after that we got our hotel room and showered. the hotel was super nice and i loved it. then we went downtown and just dicked around. i went to ripley's haunted house. peed my pants and cried like the whole way thru! it was so freaking scary i about died. after that i went and got my belly pierced by some skanky guy whose name was kenny :). i hung out with some people i wouldnt normally hang out with and it was freaking so much fun. then we headed back to the hotel for the pool party that britt and i put together for the seniors. so much fun.
saturday- we all went shopping!! yay! so much cute stuff. including the volcom underwear i am wearing... i am sooo stoked about those :). and i got a new swim suit and stupid stuff you know the basics. umm then we headed to dixie stampede ( a hick version of medieval times) sooo much fun! "best day of my life" right justine? hehe well then after that we went to comedy barn and that was gay but fun at the same time.... i was just about to fall asleep though because it was a non stop fun trip that i wish could have last longer!! then we headed home.
when i got home i crashed.. until my cole came over and took me to get stuff to wash my belly button and took me to hacienda :) today was a normal okay day. we all wore our comedy barn tee's :) well i think i am going to go find something to eat before i go & babysit :)!! comment u jerks
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well today i woke up and put on my cutoffs and a striped shirt (go figure) i also have a scarf in my hair-- and my mom says to me "you look like a pirate" hahahah well thats cool i think pirates fucking rock! sooo today i was a pirate i liked it- and the bird thing cracked me up all day-- i try to lighten 1st hour up because ap spanish makes me want to kill myself everyday.
""" ROUGH ROAD SIGN""""my weekend pretty much rocked--well friday my best friend ashley came home and we hung out with brent and shawna. we went to brents and drank a little bit- enough for a slight buzz.. well anyways us girls passed out on brents bed.. and well brent decides to leave!!! and it pretty much sucked because he was gone for 2 hours and we got so scared because he didnt tell us he was leaving and okay this story sucks because i guess you just had to of been there-- but it boils down to the fact we were scared and so us girls left and went to ashleys to sleep. saturday night we went to kingston falls show!! it was good i left at 9 to hang out with krystal we did the usual.. S&S and crash. :)! sunday she made me breakfy and then i worked-- well after work cole and i went to hacienda. then back to my house -- it was fun i liked it ;)! and now its monday-- senior trip coming up! i am pumped like whoaaaaaaai think i am going to call ashley now. <3 me
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| show TONIGHT.. "Do you guys like us" muahaha |
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just got back from the sweetheart show. it was fun and i had a good time seeing everyone i hadnt seen in a long time. i am excited for friday because my very best friend ashley is moving back here and she is bringing me a bean burrito to the school for lunch. but then again i am very sad. i am sad because my other very good fwein lindsay is moving to AZ on friday. that sucks. anyways... i dont think i have told u yet but i am going to ballstate instead of ISU. i was goign there for the wrong reasons. like that its further south and shit. fuck that i dont care how far south i am anymore. i think i would rather be closer to home.. closer to friends/family/boy etc. anyways-
tonight we were driving and i swear to god adam and i both saw a freaking meteor or a plane.. something on fire falling from the sky and no folks it was not a firework!! i have seen plenty of fireworks in my day and just to inform you it was not a firework!!!! it was the coolest thing ever!! and the moon was huge and orange it was wonderful i had never seen anything like it. sorry guys i like space and stars:)..
the phrase for the night was "Do you guys like us" hahahah! so funny lindz!! and lindsay almost hit a cat and it scared the living daylights outta me!!!
i have a spanish test 1st hour. i was just writing a note excusing my absence for tomorrow :) i have never skipped in my life and i want to tomorrow. weird day today guys-- saw some interesting things. i like new and exciting days and today was defnitely one of those days and its a tuesday that rarely happens. and yeah jason said he was going to pay for me to get inked. yay!!! he said it had to be baseball size or bigger-- cant wait!!
<3 love you guys xoxoxxox
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well it's been another week- this week went okay. i started new classes and i think i will do okay even though i am graduating soon!! well nothing too exciting happening my way- just working my ass off so much and hanging out with the sweet cole. i got my prom dress. beautiful. bryan is coming home the 2nd week in april. weird. ashley is moving back here next weekend!!! yay i am so happy. cole is supposed to be on his way over who knows. umm my soulmate krystal is in florida shopping for THE WEEKEND! spoiled! :)! i just got home from the up mall and from garfields yum :)!! in 2 weeks is senior trip! i am absolutely pumped! yay! well anyways ia m tired i am going to start cleaning up my room and whatnot then watch a movie and crrrrrrash. ill talk to u all later on. ex oh ex oh-
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