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~*~Dear baby I love you just thinkin' of you~*~ [02 Apr 2003|12:40am]
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I just..have...so much on my mind right now..I need to post some lyrics..to make my heart...stop hurting so bad and to make these tears stop. So here goes..

To Erik Michael:



I was sittin' at home
Thinkin' to myself
I started thinkin' 'bout you
How much I do love you
I really do


I would never trade you
Never forsake you
Cuz nothin' could be better
That's why I wrote you this letter
I love you always baby

Last night
I wrote a short letter
And it went this way
Dear baby I love you just thinkin' of you
Love always
I love you, I love you, I love you
And there is nothin' that I wouldn't do
Just to prove that I really, really love you
And baby I want you, I want you, I want you
And there is nothing that I'd rather do
Than to love you
I love you always
Every night and every day
I love you, I love you, I love you


Sometimes I feel so angry. Like you left me on purpose. Like you never really loved me. And it hurts. It hurts to hate the way I feel..it hurts to miss you so bad I'm angry.


I can't believe it's come to this
Two broken hearts, one goodbye kiss
Is this all that's left of me and you
You seem to take it all in stride
While I'm crumbling inside
Letting go is hard for me to do
But if all my love is easy to refuse
Then I guess you just don't have as much to lose

'Cause I'm losing everything that ever meant anything
How can all of our yesterdays mean nothing to you
If all my love's so easy to refuse
Then I guess you just don't have as much to lose

If all my love's so easy to refuse
Then I guess you just don't have as much to lose

I can't believe it's come to this
Two broken hearts, one goodbye kiss


More than anything I just want to know I have something to hold on to. I want to know you love me. I want to....I want you back. Damnit. Thats what I want.



Baby Listen
I never meant to be so hard on you
But my pride had me thinking that it was the right thing
But boy I really love you
And it’s driving me crazy
That our not here to hold me anymore
How long must I cry
How long do I have to try
To make happiness my friend
And how long will I the
Until you’ve come back to me
And let me feel your love again
I said I really loved you
And boy I’m thinking of you
There’s no one in this world could take the place of you because you are my baby
And you drive me crazy
There’s nothing else I would say or do
If I don’t have you back in my life
I’m willing to live and die for you
Baby don’t you know that my words are true I really love you
Still thinkin of you
Can’t imagine living life without you
I really miss you
No need to dis you
Can’t live another day without you
And everything I say to you, baby it’s true
How long must I cry
How long do I have to try
To make happiness my friend
And how long will it be
Until you’ve come back to me
And let me feel your love again
How long must I cry
How long do I have to try
To make happiness my friend
And how long will it be
Until you’ve come back to me
And let me feel your love again


I think maybe for now I shouldnt write much more. Erik...it keeps getting harder..I keep getting pulled back. I dont know what to do. Help me.

So my one last thing besides I love you?

Never thought that I would feel this way
I never thought anyone could turn my sun away (oh, oh, oh)
Until I fell in love with you

I never thought of suicide
Until you took your love away

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