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[30 Mar 2003|04:54pm] |
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Lari White: Now I Know |
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I always wondered how I'd live without you
If you ever said goodbye
Would I just live in dreams about you
With tears in my eyes
Would I fall to pieces when you go
I always wondered how I'd live without you
Now I know
I'm doing alright
I'm strong enough to make it on my own
I'm not afraid of the night
I'm learning how to face it alone
I've been good at holding on
Now I'm learning to let go
I always wondered how I'd live without you
Now I know
I always wondered what I'd do without you
I found out today
I got up and made a cup of coffee
And time just slipped away
I dressed up and went out on the town
To places you'd never go
I always wondered what I'd do without you
Now I know
I'm doing alright
I'm strong enough to make it on my own
I'm not afraid of the night
I'm learning how to face it alone
I've been good at holding on
Now I'm learning to let go
I always wondered how I'd live without you
*Winces* Why doesn't the pain go away? Why cant I get the pain to go away? Why.... just why....and... most of all.
ERIK MICHAEL.....why are you holding Angel back from Nannah..because I wont believe you. I'm sorry..I just can't okay? I just can't.
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[30 Mar 2003|08:29pm] |
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watchin Sister Sister |
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I can't do this. I'm about to fuck up three weeks of nothing....because.. I cant handle this. *wants to scream at the top of her lungs* I.....cant let go. I want to but I cant. I dont believe he loves me. I DONT BELIEVE IT. But I want to.
I HATE YOU.......I HATE YOU........I HATE YOU.......I HATE YOU....WHY WONT YOU LEAVE ME ALONE. YOUR NOT REAL. YOUR NOT ANYTHING. YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME. NOTHING. NOTHING.
NOTHING. LET ME LIVE MY LIFE...BECAUSE I DONT HAVE YOU TO LIVE IT WITH ME.
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