| ~*~ Suddenly I'm All Alone~*~ |
[06 Feb 2003|01:10am] |
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No One Knows : Queens Of The StoneAge |
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( I skipped Make Her Say..and The Joint..cause they just don't fit...I didn't..couldn't use anything from them)
You're Acoustic #3!
Which Goo Goo Dolls song are you?
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*nods* That's me alright..take a look for yourself
They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew
And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming?
No one's listening anyway
Your voice is small and fading
And you're hiding here alone
And your mother loves your father
Cuz she's got nowhere to go
And she wonders where these dreams go
Cuz the world got in her way
What's the point in ever trying?
Nothing's changing anyway
They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway
And you know I see right through you
Cuz the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming?
You're not listening anyway
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It's just not going to get any better is it. I try to make you guys understand. You're not. You're not understanding. You're not getting it. It's frustrating, you know? You ask and you want me to open up to you. I do... I do the best I can, and then you don't get it. I don't know what else to do. I can't give you anymore of me. I don't know what all you want. I don't know what you want and I can't give to you. I'm not enough. Everything I am is not enough. I'm not going to be around. I can't do it anymore. I can't hide the things I want to say from you, or listen to problems 24/7. Sara's right. By the way. Sara's right. " Other people have problems." I know that.. I do..and I'm selfish. Because I'm caught up in myself. But right now... I have to be. I do. If you could see my arms...see my thighs or my leg....see any of those things you'd get it. You'd maybe see how much pain I'm hiding in me..somewhere. * Gives up* I just need to be able...to be me..and hide..for a while..lock my self...off away from all of you.. Build a wall..and hide behind it. So that's what I'm going to do. Be away for a while..I'll update my journal, if I feel the need..I just wont be here. Look, if you need me, you know my email. You know my phone number. Use em. You know you can always do that. I promised to always be here for you, and I have to live up to that. But for now..I..I just have to go. I'm sorry.
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