|I CAN'T FUCKIN BELIEVE IT!
||[24 May 2003|12:00pm]
||Overrated by Allister
I can't believe it I just can't believe it. I'm sure all you emocore kids out there heard the bad news about Taking Back Sunday. For those who haven't... about Monday or Tuesday it was annouced that John Nolan, guitarist for Taking Back Sunday, has left the band. He left becuase vocalist, Adam Lazzara, was cheating on his girlfriend which happened to be Johns sister. John got very angry and decided to leave the band. Yea it sucks. Everyones saying how the band is gonna just break up for good and stuff. I just hope that doesn't happen. I was really looking forward to seeing them at Warped Tour it's just not gonna be the same with him. :'(
Well I haven't updated in about 2 weeks I've been really busy. I just can't believe one of my favorite bands might break up. *sigh* I haven't been having my Benji dreams I miss those. My life seems to be crumbling down around me. Monday all the stupid preps said they were gonna beat the shit outta me because I told a huge secret to some of my friends and i guess I GUESS i wasnt suppose to tell anyone? This is what happened Friday last week in woodshop we had a sub in woodshop and he was in the shop and a bunch of the preps were in the drafting room. I was reading my Kurdt Kobain (Thats how kurt spells it) Book and they really didnt know i was there and so when the sub was in the other room they all decided to sit on the floor in the back and play spin the bottle. They were all like this doesnt leave this room okay and everyone argeed EXCEPT ME hell i was invisible to them they didnt even notice i was sitting there. The rules were if you landed on a girl and u were a girl no matter what u had to kiss them it was same for the guys. So I was reading and everything was kinda boring this girl Jayme and this othe chick Bandi had to kiss like 3 different times that was nothing they didnt care. It was the guys who cared! This guy Alex spun the bottle and it landed on this dude Pat and they got all grossed out at first and Bandi was like you HAVE TO DO IT! So they DID! Usually I wouldnt care but the fact that they said they wanted it to be a secret bugged me. I thought if I told know one would know it was me cuz they didnt know. So i told a few of my friends who told a few of their friends and so on and so on. Some how they found out it was me and all the preppy girls came up to me the next day and was like how come u told? I was like told what? they were like about alex and pat? and i was like whos that? and they were like quit acting dumb why did u tell? and i was like i have no fucking idea what you're taking about? and so they left and they havent talked to me since. but evryone still says im gonna get beat up. i have my friends by my side so its all good i guess plus if i ever got into i fight with them id diffenetly win. come one a bunch of preps? they pull hair and scratch and bite they cant fight.oh well
Theres about 3 weeks left of school... I've had a crush on this guy tyler since the beginning of the year not once have talked to him. I always thought he thought that i was a poser . i guess. I like all the bands he likes but some how i kept saying no i dont wanna talk to him he doesnt like me? It was weird cuz i talk to his friends but ive NEVER talked to him. His friend Dan i talk to. I aide for a math teacher at my school and dans in her class and we talk sometimes and my fave band is Finch so i was wearing a Finch shirt one day and Dan just started talking to me? I use to sit across from this girl michelle shes really cool and tyler and they use to talk about bands and tyler was talking about going to all these shows and he was talking about how he went to see finch with his friend sean. i used to talk to sean too hes really cool. well anyways and i went to that same show and i still wasnt sure if i could talk to him. i used to sit by tylers friend tommy in science we use to talk ALL the time he was mostly insulting me but still we talked. I dont understand y i cant talk to him. in engish it seems like hes always starring at me? im not sure if its because he thinks im weird or if he secretly likes me too or what? theres been times when id be right there about to talk to him but then nothing comes out so i turn and run? my engish class had to do a play about anne frank and we were put into groups and i was in his group and i still didnt have any parts with him. God seriously must hate me!
I have other reasons why I think he hates me
1. My cd player broke on the bus and i had to listen to rap all the way to skool everyday last week
2. I got this each rash on my arm but it went away 2 days ago
3. I keep hitting stuff or hurting myself or running into things im just generally gettin injured.
4. I keep losing stuff or someone is stilling my stuff?
5. My parents are the most irresponsible parents ever its okay sometimes but other times its just annoying
6. I never get a break I have so many projects and reports do its not funny
7. No one will tell me how to get to Sesame Street
8. Theres no food in the house
9. I'm gonna have to walk home everyday from Brees for the next 3 weeks because Brees mom said that shes grounded do to her grades and i have no where else to go after school. Thats a five mile walk home!
10. Caitlyn is dying right in front of my eyes because everyday after school she fuckin goes over to brenas to smoke weed.
11. My favorite stripped shrit ripped in the washer
12. My grandma says that i cant have my birthday party if I keep annoying her about buying food
13. I was born into a family of gambohlics thats y we have no food or money
14. I don't ever sleep anymore because of all the homework i have to do
the lis goes on and on oh well i g2g peace