Monday, January 5th, 2004

Time	Event
4:51p	honestly All my wants is honesty, please don't lie to me...all it does is creates a vicious cycle of lies and vengence...and we don't want that...trust me oh and fuck you mom...stay outta me personal life... :-) smiles! Current Mood: blah Current Music: fast car -tracy chapman (Comment on this)
8:39p	A bridge not yet built over troubled waters... " i am so tired. everything and everyone. she talks and talks, on and on about something that was obviously not there to begin with. why is she so blind to everything? i hate the other girl for making her feel this way and i hate myself for not doing something. i hate myself for putting myself out there again. always for let down. when will life equal anything more than disappointment for me? can't be with me, no time, but always time for the other girl. she puts herself out there as well, and look what she gets. heartache. i want to give her more than that, but i can't, because she won't let me. " is it really like this? do i really do this to her? i know this chick likes my grl so this could be false but is it...do i really treat her this way? god i hope not-i pray that i don't. hunni do i, please tell me. Current Mood: worried Current Music: cricket cricket (1 Comment | Comment on this)
8:39p	A bridge not yet built over troubled waters... " i am so tired. everything and everyone. she talks and talks, on and on about something that was obviously not there to begin with. why is she so blind to everything? i hate the other girl for making her feel this way and i hate myself for not doing something. i hate myself for putting myself out there again. always for let down. when will life equal anything more than disappointment for me? can't be with me, no time, but always time for the other girl. she puts herself out there as well, and look what she gets. heartache. i want to give her more than that, but i can't, because she won't let me. " is it really like this? do i really do this to her? i know this chick likes my grl so this could be false but is it...do i really treat her this way? god i hope not-i pray that i don't. hunni do i, please tell me. Current Mood: worried Current Music: cricket cricket (Comment on this)

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