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Im sorry for not being the person I used to be.
Im sorry for changing into a bad person.
Im sorry that im not the cute little innocent girl anymore whos never in trouble and has a perfect life.
Im sorry Im not your idol anymore who you alwasy looked up to and thought I was the coolest.
Im sorry I got mixed up in the wrong stuff.
Im sorry that my life sucks and that I want to die.
Im sorry that I cant help the way i feel
Im sorry that i like the new me and i dont want to change back.
Im sorry Im not the old Sarah that all of you loved... :'(
Cut my throat and Slit my wrists watch me die its just another suicide. Im sick of living. Shoot me right in the heart.
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[11 Jan 2004|07:07pm] |
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1 minute ago: looking at IM's
1 week ago: was sunday.
1 year ago: i was probably hanging out with my dog
I hurt: myself
I love: music
I hate: people i dont know
I fear: spiders
I hope: i get better
I listen: to music..not my teachers
I hide: emotions
I drive: my feet
I play: computer
I miss: logan
I learned: The average American opens the refrigerator 231,323 times in a lifetime.
I know: the lyrics to a song
I wait: unpatiently
I need: to clean my effen room
I think: too much
Current Clothes: pajamas
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: MurderDolls-White Wedding
Current Taste: saliva
Current Hair: effed up
Current Annoyance: school in morning
Current Smell: noting
Current thing I should be doing: cleaning my room
Current Desktop Picture: finding nemo <3
Current Favorite bands/singers: why to many to list
Current Book: none
Current Movie In DVD player: pirates of the carribean
Current Refreshment: coca-cola
Current Worry: what danni has to say
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| The Movies were awsome! |
[10 Jan 2004|05:53pm] |
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Big Fish is one of the best movies ever! Tim Burton comes up wif the most creative movies. Go see it, it's worth your money.
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| The Movies were awsome! |
[10 Jan 2004|05:49pm] |
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Big Fish is one of the best movies ever! Tim Burton comes up wif the most creative movies. G
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| The Movies were awsome! |
[10 Jan 2004|05:49pm] |
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Big Fish is one of the best movies ever! Tim Burton comes up wif the most creative movies. G
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| Sorry... |
[10 Jan 2004|11:50am] |
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My happiness has faded away
Danni, I couldn't help it...i had to cut...and bre...dont do anything stupid so you dont end with that old nurse again...
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| Just Some Poems That I Made |
[08 Jan 2004|03:17pm] |
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It's been raining since you left me, now I'm drowning in the flood. You see I've always been a fighter, but without you I give up. Now I can't sing a love song like the way it's meant to be. Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore, but that's just me. And I will love you always, and I'll be there forever and a day. I'll be there till the stars don't shine, till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme. And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind, and I'll love you always. If you told me to cry for you I could. If you told me to die for you I would. Take a look at my face, there's no price I won't pay to say these words to you.
Sometimes this beauty is choking me, but at least it's your hands on my throat. Your lashes brush against my cheek, coupled with your breath on my neck. The world around you falls away and I will still be there. I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too. And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it, and I never realized that I can be what I hate. Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days. Sometimes we'll laugh, sometimes we'll scream, no one said caring was easy. I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth. Sometimes I felt so soulless I couldn't even look at me. It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change, but I’ll be damned if I push you away. I remember when my dreams were dying and I damned the sun to pieces. I carved hateful thoughts into my chest and then you took my hand and nothing has ever felt the same.
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| Dear Lord, Someone Hurt Me. |
[06 Jan 2004|08:03pm] |
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Rainbowbrite2x7 in Secret Agent Cubed | In this compelling epic,  rainbowbrite2x7 (Lacey Chabert) is a hard-nosed informant with a desire for revenge. She needs to eliminate xunfoundxblissx (Michelle Williams) before her nemesis, drunk0ffurkissx (Natalie Portman), blackmails her. To the detriment of many peripheral characters, she demolishes the haunted facility with no thought to her own personal safety. The action movie of the week! | | |
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| Heads Up! |
[05 Jan 2004|02:59pm] |
Be foward to look towards pics of me and the gang in about 2 weeks, i still have 5 pictures left...and I'm savin' them for certain people...So if I see em this weekend...I'll get em devloped next week...and the kewl part is...Mr. Bustos is payin' for em to get delvoped!! How awsome is that!? The only reason why is because he wants doubles of them because I have pictures he wants...well...yeah...you guys actually get to see what i look like...arent ya excited!? And i look foward to many comments on them...;-)
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