RagnarBlackMane's Journal

2:34AM - GOOD GRIEF BATMAN

Leapin jumpin jahosafats PS2 is coming out with a game called fire warrior it will most likely be an awesome kick ur ass game.Its a game based on the warhammer 40k universe YESSSSS!!!!Finally another game utilizing the universe of 40k.WOHOOO!!I cant wait for it to come out in september im gonna buy me self a ps2 just so I can play yess!!Oh also Im gonna be going to rivier college for none other then college im gonna be taking U.S. history courses.Ok folks c ya l8er.
**In the grim dark future there is no respite there is no forgiveness there is only WAR!**
**Although the Tau race itself is but a pebble tossed into a pond within the universe their empire is slowly growing and their technological advancement is raising beyond that of man and they are no older then three thousand years old.**

11:53PM - YO YO

Wuzzup my ppl's so good to hear from everybody.Loz o stuff has been happening up here.I have been meeting alot of new ppl.And I have been playing alot of RPG's.which is always fun.I have been talking lately to my two closest friends dustin and krista both of whom I hope to see sometime soon.I was talking I think a week ago to Krista on the phone and everything sounded ok down there in pk.I also had asked her before my internet went gay if she could beat this girl up for being mad at me she said ok but I knew that she really would so I said not to worry about it and I handled.Thanks krista its always to good to know a friend will beat a person down just cause they ask them to lol and of course I would do the same.I have also talked with dustin and things sound cool over there but when last tuesday swung around the shit hit the fan.Apparently my brother and his friend vandalized a car and my parents might have to pay for it.He got brought home in a cop car a feeling I know all to well from my stupid behaviour once.
Well what elseim talking to my cousin right now that havent heard from in awhile.Im going to repaint the God Squad cause some of them arent color cordinated.Jobs also just keep rejecting me which sucks cause I do need a cash flow badly.I also need a car badly as well.So many things I need and so little I have.I also gave a call to marcus and Jeremy today but no such luck on either end.I do miss everyone back there in PK.I do wanna plan a week for NY but my Dad thinks its a bad idea for some reason.But Im gonna talk to him about it.I need to see some o my friends.Especially since one of them is planning on joining the navy within in a few months.Well allright I think thats it for now I will post later on.Oh and kate I will have to think about what u said but of course under supervision.And there is nothing wrong with puddle of mud.Well peace out ppl!

Current mood: predatory

Current music: The sound of the etharel

11:31PM - SLEEP

I cant get to sleep.I must have insomnia or something,which would suck but if I did maybe I would start a fight club or something with my alternate personality.Which would be cool.Cause then I would be the leader of an underground organisation of people that fight all the time.MWHAHAHAHA......anyways ive been trying to get to sleep for the past week but only fall asleep after 4:00 A.M. last night I didnt fall asleep untill 5A.M.Tommorow I got the big warhammer game tommorow and ive been trying to paint and finish this squad but its taking forever.But Im making sure there is no white spots.Oh and dustin,God's unit looks sick man.Im makin sure that his group will stand out the most hehehehe.Im also gonna try to convince my dad to let me stay in NY within two weeks.I will use the excuse that I wanna stay so that I can go the wedding and the bachelor party and blah blah but it will be so I can spend time with friends and shit and I will bring along over 100 dollars for ummmm fun times hehehehehe.Allright people talk to u l8er.Peace.

Current mood: artistic

Current music: Puddle of Mud"in control"

1:23AM - Tick Tock

Yesso time is running out for me to assemble a great army for the eye of terror.Which is an advanced tabletop strategy game I play.In fact one of the pieces looks like my icon.I will assemble the greatest space wolf army ever and crush those that oppose me.MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!I have also devised a way to make my wolf lord even stronger then before.He shall be fearsome in the end none the less.Anyways getting off of dork ville for a second.Went and saw bad boys 2 which was a kick ass funny movie.Definately the best ive seen all summer.After that we went to chillies and I got another application to add to my shoot miss job applications.Hmmm I suppose nuthin else much has happened l8ly.Oh and Happy bday Krista :).
*As barbaric as the space wolves may be were it not for them I fear the imperium would fall into the hands of chaos.*Inquister

1:33AM - So thats how god will kill me.

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11:23AM - Hampton

Well actually I suppose a few things did happen over the week I went to hampton beach which was fun for awhile but it wa a crappy day so there was no point in staying for a long time.I did buy some stuff though with the ol visa check card.And then I drove home.Today we are gonna go to this ridiculous robin hood festival thing in massachusets why?I dunno cause my lil bro wants to go which means I get dragged along also.And the adventure of still looking for a job is still well,an adventure considering I should have one by now.Seeing as how the other two jobs didnt take this long for them to call me back but I guess here they can smell new york on you or something,which pisses me off even more cause just because I live in ny doesnt mean I lived in new york city.Well other then that I suppose the week has been unevenful.Which is nothing new in my case.I post l8er folks bye.
*And so the passing of time stretchs far beyond the reach of man making him struggle to become something that he has always dreamed.He leaps and he jumps always trying to figure out the right thing.He can never achieve what he dreams.But someday he might accomplish the star's.And this I fear will reach to far.For by then he will create something to large and powerful for him to understand.And by then all of creation will weap when thinking of man.*~~Me

Current mood: contemplative

Current music: I listen to puddle of mud,Godsmack,and Taproot every morning

1:18AM - A conversation with a drunk

I was watching the suck ass movie Darkness Falls and forgot to turn up the volume to listen for any msg's.I get back to Dustin about 30 minutes after he says LOL.And so it begins.......


Juggalo978652: ahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Juggalo978652: andrew
Juggalo978652: this is serious
Juggalo978652: im drunk
Juggalo978652: lol
RavenousMut: wuzzup man
RavenousMut: dammit u bastard
RavenousMut: u type pretty damn good for being drunk man I give u props
RavenousMut: talk to me man
RavenousMut: fucking put the kayboard in ur fucking hands and start typing mofo
RavenousMut: mutha fucker if I have to travel 205 miles just to kick ur ass and have u start typing I will be mad angry pissed
RavenousMut: cause thats a 410 mile travel for me man
RavenousMut: which is 6 hours travel time
RavenousMut: without the hours of me kicking ur ass
RavenousMut: respond
RavenousMut: this colonel maybourne calling seahawk 25 please respond seahawk
RavenousMut: respond seahawk
RavenousMut: GOOD GOD WE ARE UNDER ATTACK
RavenousMut: WE NEED IMMEDIATE ASSISSTANCE SEAHAWK RESPOND IMMEDIATLY!!!!
RavenousMut: COLONEL MAYBOURNE IS DOWN!!!I REPEAT HE IS DOWN!!!!WE NEED IMMEDIATE EVACUATION PROCEDURES
RavenousMut: FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOMEONE OUT THERE RESPOND!!!!!
RavenousMut: U suck dude
Juggalo978652: m9o
RavenousMut: wuzzup man finally
Juggalo978652 signed off at 1:17:38 AM.
RavenousMut:You goddam bastard (After he logged off)

And so concludes the conversation.Other then that nothing important has happened over the week.

11:22PM - Shit Sucks bad and I hate it with a passion

I wish shit would go better for me.Ive applied to over 10 jobs already and still no response.I swear they just look at me and say "HAHAHAHAHAHAH........NO".And everytime I go out I always see someone with somebody else and it makes me feel lonely.I dont know why it does I mean I should be used to it by now but I guess I would like the same affection in return.oh well life sucks and I have known this all to well at a young age.Alot lately I have been thinking about my friends in Pk.I think I might stopby because my lil bro is going back the last week of July Im thinking about doing the same to catch up on some old times with me friends.Off topic for a second I have seen both T3 and Pirates of the Caribbean.Both were good I suppose but I would rather watch T3.And finding friends in Nashua is not going very well I hope it gets better when I get to community college.Someone said before I would miss my high school years and that time I was like fuck that.But right now it seems like the truth.And oh ya that bitch that one the validvictorian award at our school is a skank becuase she stole my ww2 writing essay award back in 8th grade.I shoulda won that damn thing but her teacher was a judge and everyone thought my teacher helped me.I cant believe I remembered that just now but I thought I had to mention it.Anyways I will update later if anyone still reads this thing.Peace.

12:03AM - Ahhhhhhhh the power of Dreams.....

Yo let me tell you guys about this crazy ass dream I had either last night or the one I had today during my nap.That shit was mad crazy, it wasnt scary just crazy as shit.Im pretty sure it starts off with me in the bowling alley talking to none other then Lauren.And so im talkin to her and the next thing I know I have a shotgun and im fighting zombies.Which was cool of course.And then I find myself in an old elevator shaft going down into a room where all of my friends are and then I start makin out with Brianne.WHy I have no idea fuckin why.And then we crawl thru a lil door that might lead out but it doesnt it leads back into the room that we were just in.Mad tiny door to it was like smaller then me but I managed to fit into it and find myself back in the same room.The room was pretty lush to.And just about everyone I knew was there.Especially close friends.WOW crazy ass dream I must say so myself.Well at least I can remember one of the dreams I have.Allright I will post later.Peace out people.

12:07AM - MOTHER FUCKER

GODDAM MOTHER FUCKIN BLURTY I SWEAR TO GOD U DO THAT SHIT AGAIN AND I SWEAR!!!!!!!!i HAD LIKE A FUCKING PAGE AND U THREW THAT SHIT AWAY OMG!!!!!!I should probably d/l norton on this computer anyways cause u never who could fuckin around with this shit.I will start off from it cutt off and back track l8er.

*Sunday*
Hmmm........well lets see I appled to about 6 different jobs.These jobs being, the deli down the street,Stapels,The auto body shop near fun world,The pool place near where shaws used to be,Gamestop.com,Bestbuy,subway,and some other places.They will not deny me a job.

*Monday*
I fed the snakes which was mad cool and my fucking snake zippy which is an ass whore bit me again.This time it was on my pinky finger.Not only does he think he is a rattling snake but he thinks that he can consume me.It doesnt hurt of course because he is no longer then from the tip of my middle finger to past my wrist I dont think or is he bigger???Anyways hes not that big to hurt anyone.But is cool watching him eat boy he doesnt even try to kill the mouse he just grabs it and eats it.He's done that before with live mice.And I got my cats high on catnip again which is so fucking funny.He got so high off of catnip my cat.He walked into a wall LMAO.I have also been driving alot more lately.Which is good considering i didnt drive a whole lot in NY,But I did drive alot in London.(LOL)I should be getting my Liscense in NH soon along with a car.Then I can go mingle and find ppl to party with cause thats what ur supposed to during the summer.Anyways people I gotta wake up early tmrw so I will talk to yall l8er.Peace.
*"No one know's the true horrors of what may lie within the golden throne.Only Nightmare's and mad men can imagine....."*Unkown Inquisator

11:47PM - Stress Free

Yes it is a stress free life indeed today.Well let me just recap on what has happened in the past two days.
*Saturday*
Well lez see I cleaned up my room and had no sleep thru out the night.I then packed everything else and called dustin before I left.My mom was also bein a bitch about things.But hey she can do whatever she wants to do.I got home in New Hampshire at about 7 and me and my Dad rented DvD's and went to Panero bread.Great place for a sandwhich.we watched cath me if u can and star trek(which was lame).Talked to a few ppl online and then went to bed.
*Sunday*
Woke up and my grandmother had stopped by the house to help me move in.Well the first issue was my computer and so she was like "Why dont I just buy you a new computer stand."I was like sure so we went to office max where the fucking help there is horrible and I wanted to Hulk style and throw fists and hurt everyone and just cause havoc.But in the end I got this awesome new computer desk to go with my soon new computer which I will get someday soon.(Goddam office max, im adding you with the French on my list.)So later this week I will probably get a fishing licesnce and a hunting licesne.Ya thats right I am gonna go hunting for bambi's mom(AKA deer).The other thing is we are not sure if I can get it because of that stupid shit I pulled in NY(NEVER RUN NAKED THRU THE MALL!!!)(Plus it was 6:45 on a sunday and it was dare so there was nobody around and shit and I said hey wtf you only live once.)(Also they are erasing my record september 17 so everything will be cool.Which is ten days after my birthday.)I will be applying for some jobs tmrw.I hope places are hiring, I will be apllying to bestbuy and a deli down the street has a wanted sign up so hey u never know.Anyways I will talk to everyone later.Peace.

3:59AM

YAY I keep meeting more and more people on Blurty that are cool.I guess its because I am a sociable kinda guy.And for those of you looking at the time of this post you will realize it is almost 4 again.I need to stop taking naps so damn late at night.Well I suppose at 6 I will take a shower and at 7 I will start to clean up my room and stuff like that.Because my mom said I cant leave unless my room is clean.Im also gonna dd more alochol to my lil flesh wound.When you live in poughkeepsie you have to be ghetto.Well I think part of the reason why I cant sleep is because I am excited about moving tommorow.Well anyways I will talk to everyone tommorow gbye.

11:17PM

ok well me being an idiot had tear open a can of soda and slit my thumb open.OMG this sucks.ONly in poughkeepsie do u use toilet paper as a bandaid.Im gonna go pour alocohol on this(the medical kind).OTher then that today was allright went over to krista's and then me, pat and krista help Jessica setup her tent stuff for her party tommorow.To bad I cant go but I am moving to New Hampshire tommorow so YAY. :)
Well im gonna miss all of my friends and my new friend Zebra Boobs.(cool picture) Peace everyone.

2:25AM

I CANT SLEEP I LET MY BRAIN WANDER AND.................and I had some crazy ass shit to see.And now I cant go to sleep and im watching robin williams live.I just cant believe my brain denied me of sleep it must hate me or I am going crazy.Never again will I think of anything before I go to sleep I will just deprive myself self of it until I pass out.It was just to weird.For some other reason im not tired anymore but to be honest I never really was.I also need to get out more because I stay inside to much but when I move to NH I will get a job.Yeehaw then what u say??I dunno probably get a car and then after that do some shit.Yup those are my plans.
Well lets see today I woke up watched TV called some people.....watched tv some more.And then went over to Dan's house and then came back played Exalted and then guess what......watched more TV and here I am.Robin Williams is one funny bastard.Another thing I cant wait for Graduation YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!Finally get out of High School and its constant TORTURE OF HELL!!!And I finally get out of this fucking city.I hate Poughkeepsie and New York with a passion like Pakistan hates India and that is a shit load of hate.I am even putting it in the category of my hate for the French and for those of you that know me you know that I hate the fucking french(Those BAstards.)I hate it both because in wappingers my parents got divorced.My parents told me my Grandfather died in NY.MY own friend robbed my house in Middle School.I got Jumped in Middle School.And the fear of getting stabbed at night or being kidnapped and then being sold to the Chineese Government for slave labor.I know a friend who has held at knife point.And I know another person who was stabbed only three houses down from where he lived.Needless to say I need to get outta this city before something bad happens.Allright ppl I will post later.

2:33AM

Well lez see what happened today.I walked over to Dustin's after talking to someone about saturday night, I keep getting bits an pieces about what had happened that night.Because I was to wasted to know what was going on.Anyways so it took me about a good hour just to walk to his house seeing as how I had to basically walk from the high school all the way to the post office down town.Chilled there for awhile which was fun.Came back home at 9 and hung around here.Talked to Krista for lil bit and im gonna go chill with her tmrw.I shoulda called her yesterday or something, IM such a loser for not calling people.Anyways people peace.(I get my sayings from the tabletop game I play)
**There are more dead warriors who have served the emperor even after his death that number more than the stars themselves.**Unkown

11:00AM

Well let's see another exciting day in the life of me.I decided in the end to stay home and get some much needed sleep that I havent gotten within the past week.Ive had some crazy dreams before but they were definately strange.And right now im still mopin around the house doing jack shit LOL.wow anyways I will probably call dustin to see if he wants chill or something.Seeing as how I suppose he's the only friend that is still talking to me.(I should emphasize on this,My other friend is still talking to me but on other one is not)Which means I only have two friends at this point.I suppose I should call my other friend.I suppose it wont matter much in the weekend to come cause im going to be moving this weekend finally but If I dont I will tear the head off of the first person I see..Allright peace.

4:31PM

Well it looks like I am graduating.I handed in a lot of stuff for Coffey and he said that, that would put me over th top.So im glad about that.My Dad called me just a few minutes ago and I had asked him why he couldnt call anyone yesterday and he said he woul talk to me about it when I saw him.Later on I might head back over to Dustin's or something.Or I might actually do something constructive with my life.(LMAO)like that would ever happen.So right now im just gonna chill here and listen to music.

8:49PM

Well I thought I might update today's events.Woke up came back to the house took a very long shower and then went to sleep.I might as well go and say that tonight im not moving and why you may ask???Because my Dad couldn't come even though he said he would no matter what.So right now im kinda just mopin around.And im not to happy at him cause im stuck in Poughkeepsie for another week or so.Terrific,Fantastic,Whopdiedoo I cant believe im stuck in this crap town for another week.Well I guess it's one more week with my friends which should be cool.The next week should be more than interesting.

12:32PM

I need to say something before I go insane.I just need to say something I tried to say this morning and im not sure if I said it.I understand that im leaving and that the same feelings may not be shared but I really like Krista and from what I was told she already knows.She had asked before in her Journal why is it that person makes you feel good when they are around you?Because if a person likes someone else whatever makes that person makes them happy.Im sorry for telling you this online I tried to earlier.Well I still consider you a very good friend of mine, because there are not to many friends that will clean you up when you puke.Well I only wish the best for you and for the rest of my friends.

2:37AM

Well havent written in this shit for awhile.Im gonna skip the school part cause it makes me really mad thinking about it.I dunno if Im gonna graduate.Mr.Coffey supposdley likes me but the last grade I had before turning my Common Council report was a 38.Anyways so last night "Wednesday"
Lez see I think I woke up in Krista's house I really cant remember right now and thats sad.The only things I really do remember doing is going with Krista, Lester and patrick over to damiens where we met Bob and his brother.We then after meeting up with everyone else Aja,Dustin, Shawn, Damien, went off to the cliffs.Where we did some stuff :).Nobody was really doin stuff :) Except for me and my druggie friends.And larry tried to take a hit of it but poor larry has no concept or respect for the German.So After Im good and drunk and High, I realize like 4 people are missing and go looking for them(I guess because in my other life I was fucking Boy Scout or something) and find shawn and another person along with Bob and Krista chillin on the bridge.The two other ppl left and it was just the three of us.I than thought it would be fun to play on the bridge which it was.But Krista started freaking the fuck out so I guess stopped.So later on after more beers I was coming back to the bridge but stopped on my way there and layed on the ground looking at the tree tops which amazed me like WOH.I will skip everything else because it basically just goes like we leave theres some confusion and blah blah blah.
"Thursday"
Wake up at Krista's house and ate some stuff there and later on got a ride with larry home.After that Dustin called me and we hung out.I finally got my cousin Dave here which is cool cause I havent seen him in awhile and I probably wont see him again for a very long time.So the three of us get together after eating some MAD good seafood buffet thing where they cook in front of you it was fucking awesome.After that we called Aja and she said they would be over at Dustin's in a bit.A bit being like 2 hours later.Why I really dont know personally.Oh ya I got really proud of my self Wednesday I just remembered but I wont mention it online.........ya so anyways they finally get to Dustins and we just chill out.All of a sudden everyone is talking about this list.Im like wtf are u talking about???Then they explain it and Im like ohhhh ok can I come."No cause there is only a certain amount of people let in and you cant buy a ticket because tis a preview and shit and blah blah blah."So basically im like whatever.I think I couldve gone but I got the feeling they just left me dustin and my cousin cause the first excuse was they didnt have enough room in the van and I was like well my cousin drove here and then changed to only a certain amount of ppl thing.Whatever Im trying not to dwell on the past to much.After that there was many hours of Halo playing and I just got home and decided to post cause I havent in awhile but I gotta get sleep cause I got test tmrw for Laffin.Peace.

Current mood: tired

Current music: Puddle of mud "Blurry"