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mellow |
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music |
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Death Cab for Cutie; Soul Meets Body |
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ever so slowly.. ever so softly. here you are, on my mind the entire day. I talk to you briefly because you call me, which I'm beginning to love. I can tell you're getting comfortable with me and it's really nice. in the three years I have known you, we have never been this close.
I will see you in about six hours. I have not been able to rest due to my eyes killing me, and the every-four-hour medicine routine. also my desire to not be skinny anymore has me eating as much as I can force myself to, giving me a ton of unnecessary counterproductive energy. who can sleep after eating donuts and ice cream and an entire sandwich and like 6 cinnamon scones!!?!!? :D
I can't help but be impatient about you. I don't know what it is that everybody wants right now, or why all of my girlfriends have to be in relationships, but then again I don't blame them. when I see you and I'm around you and you're the epitome of everything I could want in my life right now I become overanxious, and I just can't hold myself back anymore; you don't smoke. every time I see you you're entirely clean, and smooth, and sexy smelling. you're successful, motivated, driven, and a couple times now you've shown me you know how to drive me. your voice is soft but deep and my ear cradles the awesome words that come out of your incredible mouth when you whisper, right up against me. you like all of my piercings, and you're constantly showing me songs that I should know, and have a great taste in movies. I've also made it a point, that next time I see you, I am going to kiss that little beauty mark on your cheek, because it's gorgeous.
you like the way I touch you, which is pretty cool. it's nice to really really be appreciated for my sense of physical empathy, because here at least I know you havent been with every girl at every party, or in every bar. I can't wait to go to the bar with you. I dont mind restrictions. I dont see you for most of the week. but when I do, the electricity around us could pull down the moon.. anything is possible when I'm with you. we talk about science, and explore the deepest meanings of situations. I never ask you the wrong questions, and I am always displaying how smart I am. soon you wont resist me.
the way my full name comes out of your mouth makes me feel beautiful. you melt me every time you have ever said it in the way that you do.
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