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[09 Oct 2009|02:53am] |
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TV On the Radio; Red Dress (glitch mob) |
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what do all of these things mean? you kiss my hands where they meet my wrists. you kiss the top of my head and put your hands in gentle places, provoking smiles from all corners of me. when you're around i relax every tired aching vein and all of my curves and slopes melt for you. i miss the way our bodies melt when we're alone.
and today, i missed you, a bit less than i expected. but thoughts of you caught wisps of my imagination and swirled behind me off of the ends of my hair. i feel like i'm home when i'm with you. i wish i could be alone more nights in this apartment.
On October 23 of this month, the World will celebrate its 6,012 birthday. The author of the greatest history book ever written is saying the world was created on October 23, 4004 B.C.
october is the eighth month. that is what "oct" means in latin. why doesnt anybody else think about these things? the year starts in march. march is the beginning of spring. so it just kind of all falls together. sept - seven. oct - eight. nov - nine. dec - ten.
In latin 'Octo' means eight. October is therefore the eighth month. As October is the tenth month in our calendar this seems rather strange. The answer lies in the changes made to our calendar since the months were given their names. In fact October was initially the eighth month in the Roman calendar. This was a lunar calendar starting at the Vernal equinox and spanning 304 days divided into ten months of 30 or 31 days in length. 61 winter days were not assigned a month until around 713 BC when January and February were added and the length of the months altered to 29 days. February was assigned only 28 days. Now the year had 355 days. To help the calendar years match up to solar years a leap month was declared and added occasionally, usually every other year. This complex system was only formally superseded with the introduction of the Gregorian calendar in 1582. This system of 12 months, 365 days a year and a regular 366 day leap year to match up solar activity is now used almost worldwide.
nighttime is romantic. why do we always get together at this time of day? in all of the hours, you see me during the dark ones. certain songs put certain feelings. you say you need to stop initiating but i only say do more. i know that isnt what you want.. or is it?
you offended me for a second today. i know it was just me having feelings that dont really/wont really matter. you even text me after i get off, slightly rarely mildly feeling like not talking to you anymore.. and you do it. you text me. you are sweet to me.. roping me right back in again. and you will haunt me tomorrow after you leave, even if it's very late. you will look me in the eyes, as you often do, only to captivate and torture me, ever still, wanting you.
you tell me thank you for being a good friend. i melt, in awe. my edges soften though i could never be mad at you. frustration at you is a thing of the past when i realize you actually do want to talk to me... i just need to be very patient with you. you dont know what you want. it took me a while but i finally do.
you light my hands on fire.
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