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[02 Oct 2009|12:16am] |
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mmmmm |
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Hoobastank; Inside of You |
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my perfect day begins with me and ends with us.
not even hell could be hotter than you right now.
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| the things you didnt read because you fell asleep |
[02 Oct 2009|01:19am] |
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contemplative |
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The Spill Canvas; Flaws |
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think about you constantly. not in the obsessive way. but when i get a text i always hope it's you. when i wake up in the morning, i wonder how work is and what you're up to. when you tell me that you want to hang out with me, it's one of the best things that could happen in a day. i dont know how i feel so good when i'm around you, but i want to keep it that way. i want to make you feel good.. i really really really hope that i do.
so if you're afraid of things getting crazy i'll always understand. i'll always still be here for you. just like you say you're not going anywhere. i know that, but it scares me too. i can become something i'm not if only it means i can keep you in my life. i feel safest here where things are clear and i know you need the reasurrance, it's okay.
i'm always going to be really attracted to you. (it's always gone away with everyone else.. but with you it never has..... that's weird.) HOWEVER i can ignore it. i can pretend it doesnt exist because i have before, and i don't mind as long as you are happy. i hid things from you for years now, came in constant contact with you and still i never let you know. i am really okay with what you say.
i want you to feel better about us as friends. your friendship means the world to me and i would never forgive myself if i lost you..
i have never felt this way about anyone.
I never remember birthdays but I can never forget the sound of your name
The structure of vowels and letters flow perfectly together
I’m terrible with crowds but I could brave the bars if you wanna go out
Faking I’m a charmer, you see that’s part of the armor
I’ll take my swollen pride and lay it down tonight
Oh, if only for a moment of your time
And then you’ll finally see how it’s supposed to be
Our flaws dissolve in love so easily
Well I’m addicted to coffee but I'd give up the cup if you wanted me
Completely change my lifestyle all for the sake of one smile
I’m hardly punctual but I could rearrange my usual
For once I will be early, you won’t be able to resist me
I’ll change everything I do
Take whatever measures possible to accommodate you
I don’t put much faith in anything at all
But I feel confident when you’re around and I’m not afraid to fall
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