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Now that You are leaving- Not by choice |
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I don't even understand my feelings. I don't know how I feel about anything anymore, it's crazyness. Nothing makes sense, and I keep zoneing out, like completely like yesterday I was just standing there and I didnt feel anything I didn't hear anything It was just me... but at a party with 300 people. And Dave just poked me and my whole body felt like an electric shock went trough it and I almost fell over and I actually started to cry. It was really weird. Like it happens to me all the time, but I've never cried before and it gets really weird. And Dave and Kristina made this big deal out of it he was like "Oh my god rachel, sorry..." he didnt see my crying but he saw me being all disoriented and not really sure of where I was. Twas a little bit weird.
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Mercy Kiss- Abandened Pools, I think... |
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I went to walmart and got a grey zip up sweat shirt and shirt that has mickey mouse on it. Good stuff. I lurv my gran.
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Wow... have you ever realized how life is just big disapointments, piled together? I'll die cold and alone, with my cat.
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[26 Aug 2003|10:36pm] |
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Msn with that weid noise it makes |
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This a picture of happy kitty, he's my hero. Dave drew him for me special.>
( I have chosen to take the kitty out of the journal, lol.) But you can go look at him here:
http://img.villagephotos.com/p
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He's my friend.
Who is red.
He likes to sleep in bed.
With his loverly boyfriend Fred.
OH MAN that was the best poem ever. ewww... my cat's making weird noises. She was just walking across the room and all of a suddon she made some shocking discovery that I existed, looked right at me and starting MEOWING frantically.
It was very odd...
I rode Ilish she didnt want to stop, lol. At the end she went PERFECT. But at the begining she was super bad. She ripped my fingers open again :s Uggh I hate it when that happens. Owwwe
I made another bracelet today :D (blush) I think im going to re-make them though before school starts because they are already really worn out, I shower to much . lol.
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[24 Aug 2003|10:04am] |
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Yeah last night was good. I had a fashion show for my brother and Dad and Mom. And I was striking model poses, and dave was telling me what was cool and what was retarded. He loved my value village shirt, and my pink shirt with the biker and the sweat shirt and the green jeans but he didnt like the rest. lol. He said it 'wasn't me' and I just stuck my tounge out. Then we watched Bowling for Columbine which I thought was really good. It made me really sad though. Guns suck, and I dont understand why people need them. I dont think I could ever shoot anyone, ever. Not even if I were defending myself, I would be too scared. I hate guns and war and ugggh. I think to much about people, I think everyone is good. Which is probably bad. lol. I need some mascara, next weekend we're going back to Peterborough to pick some clothes for dave out, he wants a black leather jacket (lucky bi-otch) and something else. I forget. He never wants anything. He hasnt bought anything except for one Iron Maiden t-shirt with his money. He has like... $750. He wants a guitar with it though.
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[22 Aug 2003|06:20pm] |
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I had a rough day, I went to the farm to gampy-sit and just sat there, and then I came home and hung out with Dave and watched the Price is Right. Some Crazy lady bid $36,000 on her show case, which was only worth $19,000, and the other guy bid a dollar because he knew she was over. *Tisk Tisk* to the crazy crack head lady.
I cleaned all afternoon, from about 2:30 to nearly 5:00. I bleached the counters and vacuumed, and then washed all the floors with Mr clean and Dusted and cleaned the microwave and the sinks and the drains. And sorted the recycling and garbage. And did ALL the dishes you could possibly imagine... but I still dont feel better. I looked in the Mirror and saw all my gooey stomach fat again and it's disgustinng and gross and I dont understand how anyone could even look at me.
All I ate all day was Carbs... I had a bout two cups of pasta, and glass of milk, and then I had a tamato sandwich and a glass of milk and a couple peices of french bread for supper. Ugggh... When I have diabetes, I'll know why.
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[22 Aug 2003|01:30pm] |
What type of rocker girlie are you?
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Pfff more to life than music! YAH RIGHT lol! j/k.
I smell like a store, because I'm wearing a new shirt.
*Green*-is your Color,
The Color Orange stands for; life, energy,
abundance, posperity, youthfulness, earth,
sensation, and victory.
The Color Quiz! (Personality Describer-with pics)
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intelligent: you are really smart and often get
rewarded for that fact. you're not one to speak
out too much and only your friends know the
funny person you really are. occasionally you
might get hassle for being yourself, but at the
end of the day you know better to just be
yourself and that's why the people around you,
love ya! you're a good friend and as loyal as
anything and would never dream of directing
those around you to do what you want, you're
creative, talented and smart. you're what most
people secretly envy!
what kind of girl are you?
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HAHA I said Rick.... instead of Rich.
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| Tra la la... |
[27 Jun 2003|10:01pm] |
Wow, you're just so pretty and gold! You're the
ring itself, you're actually the evil one in
all of this! Just because you were made by
someone evil means he controls you,
actually...you probably controlled him. You
are such a bad lil piece of metal! Go to your
finger and stay there!
If You Received The One Ring, How Would It Affect You?
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Didja see that one? OH yes... I am the evil ring.... *insert evil laugh*. I just saw sean cullen on the TV tonight, HAHA, he's hilarious I think I may have pissed my pants.
Rachel
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