Zeh Hito-Pito's Blurty

Subject:	Nyah
Time:	6:56 pm.

I currently hate Halo.
Why? because all the guys, friends or not, that I bring to my house get absorbed in it. As in now. With John. For the past five hours.
I hate Halo, I HATE IT. Cameron, Curtis, Cody, and now John. Woopdie-freakin-doo.

Other than that, Lisa's leaving tomorrow. My beloved stepmother, gone for two weeks.
Ontop of that, John was almost gone to Minnesota or something for most of those two weeks, but decided not to for personal reasons that have to do with his friends being potheads.
Wee.
Oh, but Josh (deviant art Josh, that lives in texas) is alive. He had been gone for over two months due to his computer crashing. And he may come visit me soon :3

Staci's party is Saturday; must go, because I bought her that damned T-shirt I promised. They were like super-small, so I got an Xtra large, and I still think its too small.
Damn.

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Subject:	/I'm a bitch, I'm a lover...I'm a child, I'm a mother.../
Time:	2:24 pm.
Mood:	cranky.

Not. I'm not really a mother, you silly pants X3

I've noticed, I still act without thinking...
Like, on Heather's devi page. Or rather, her 'smexy scout' picture...when I blew up at that one person who was being a total ass to her, because she didn't cite her reference.
Ok, like OMFG, lets all sue Heather O.o
But, really, it wasn't any of my business...and I shouldn't have done that. X-x And the person had no trouble telling me that, as well.

Meh. John's gone all today, and so ish Staci. But...its Father's Day, so I don't think anyone can do anything today anyways.

I haven't taken a shower yet today X-x Ewwww

Meh. I re-checked the rules for the one guys 'Draw a Jedi'-art-contest-thingy...and the actual judging ends tomorrow, not the contest. As in,I was supposed to have the drawing in last week X-x

I suck so much ass....

I've notcied, I've been getting lonely a lot lately...when somebody isn't around. And, as John or somebody else usually is...I think that makes it worse. Like, I expect to have somebody around, or something.

Maybe I'll have Heather sleep over next Saturday, and she can go to OYP woth John and I, so I won't hafta deal with Sarah alone...because I really don't want to. Plus, I just wanna see Heather, if her parents let her, because...even though I dated her back in the beginning of tenth grade, and even though I consider her a good friend, I still hardly know her. And when we talked at Jessi's party, I learned things about her I would never have guessed...

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Subject:	Rawry-rawr-rawr
Time:	6:51 pm.

heh.
I'm such a wierdo.
I decided, I'm not gonna use my deviant art journal anymore, because too many people read it and get upset.

Wah for them, I would usually say. I would usually say, its my journal, so fuck off.

But, I've changed so much recently.

I used to want to never have a family...
Now it doesn't bother me.
I used to think I couldn't ever realllly fall in love.
And then I met John.
I never really had a career goal..
Now, I want to be an advanced English teacher.

Whats happening to me? Am I...growing up? Has it come down to the time where I should throw away my chilhood? I'm not ready for it yet.
I've yet to want to become serious.
Yet to discard my carefree way of life.
But..I can feel the time is crawling ever closer, ever nearer...
And then life will change so much.
Ya know, I never used to put so many damned 'enter's in all of my journals. Its beginning to irritate me to no ends.
So, maybe, I shall stop writing now.

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Subject:	Holy Effin Christ! First update!
Time:	1:11 pm.
Mood:	awake.
Music:	"Pardon me"-Incubus.

So, yeah. Its my first ever update..and...woah.
I've got, like, eight different journals now, and I almost never update any of them. Because my parents say they all screw up teh comp, which is bullcrap.
In retrospect, I'm probably supposed to use this space fer talking about my life before.

Nope. Not me. I don't like to live in the past, not recently, anyways.

All I need to say is that I'm uberly in love and I have the best friends ever. Yeah, thats right. My friends are better than YOURS. DEAl with it X3

Except, recently, Beka's been causing me lots of grief... but I won't get onto that at all, because it just causes more drama.

Ah. The story of my life. A chain reaction of dramas that I hate to deal with, and end up running from. Because teh drama suxors muchly.
Or so I like to say.

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