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6th March, 2005. 11:51 am.

Lose weight
Tone up
for May going to be visiting Morgie in the MIAMI.
I'm 134 I want to be 124 by then 2 months that gives me.
I'm thinking I need to quit Express for a little while. Save gas, better my grades, get out of that damn mall. get my sundays back.not enough time in the day. shit i need to do this paper and stop fuckin around.

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10th February, 2005. 8:23 pm. thief

I stole this:

Taim12: there are four types of orgasms
Taim12: the positive ones (o yes, o yes )
Taim12: the negative ones (o no, o no)
Taim12: the religious ones ( o god, o god)
Taim12: and the fake ones (o pierre, o pierre)

I don't know who the hell Taim12 is but who ever they are they sho nuff don't lie!

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2nd February, 2005. 12:40 pm. When Things Go Wrong.....

My only means of freedom and sense of control has turned against me. I know her as Bronzy ya'll know her as the 1990 Honda Civic. She's falling apart and costing me in the process. Without her I am stuck at home sure but besides that...how am I getting to and from school (daddy said take the bus or ask one of your girlfriends)? How would I get to and from work? How would I get to Jersey City? How would I..well I don't have to go anywhere else but still...sad face. Hopefully she can get fixed tonight but dad said some shit about 300 dollars...300 dollars!

I still have yet to read any significant amount of work for school. I haven't been together lately. Somehow I've managed in my classes as far as participation and following but exams and papers are going to be given soon.

I don't have much to write today..

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26th January, 2005. 8:32 pm. hehehe

LaDee CONGRATS:
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26th January, 2005. 8:00 pm. I'm Back!

So it's been a minute, yeah I know (sorry Ladee). Quick summary:

Made the Dean's List with a 3.74. Had one of the best Winter Breaks ever. I turned 21 (congrats to me!). Finally settled down with the OH SO SEXY Kyle F. The semester has began and I am determined to get that 4.0 ($1,000 is my motivation).

I've been feelin pretty good lately. Maybe I can attribute that to my new hunny but it feels a little deeper than that. I'm comfortable with the place that I am at right now. Sure I'm not moving out anytime (as I had planned) but shit we have to be flexible. Besides at least I have this option, you feel me? I can focus on school, extra curr., makin my own money but not really ne major bills. So it's coo. Still tryin to work on the parents with this curfew situation but honestly I don't mind. It's really people around me stressin about my time then me. So it's really about me putting them in their place.

So whats on the plate...I figured I'll focus on my six classes, I'm not sure if Express will hire my part-time yet (i guess I'll find out this weekend), I'd rather not but then again I need to pay off this crazy CHASE bill (who in the hell approved me with 2,000 credit limit!!! SHIT!). I've been chillin with Stef lately. She's coo as hell. She has a mentality, a way at lookin at life that I admire. I know Morgan would like her. OH YEAH, hopefully I will get to go to the Bahamas or Barbados (I forgot which one, lol, either one I'm happy) for the spring break with Morgie and her friends. That shit should be tight.

I'm gettin thick around the middle...i need to work on that, oh hell yeah def before spring break. There's my motivation. Gotta start running again too. Damn, I fell off last spring when I realized I was returning back to jersey. Gotta work on that. What else..hmm the accutane has fully worn off so I have to work on that shit too. I need a trim DAYUM. Gotta lotta shit to take care of. Oy yeah tryin to become a 1st year Peer Leader, need to finish that application ASAP. And of course I have to save sometime for America Reads, Gospel Choir, NASO Dance Troup and KYLE!!!

No complaints. Congrats to LaDee who will be going to Ecuador this summer, leaving me. And Val too Congrats to her she'll be attending Duke University in the Fall!!!! My babies are leaving me in this house .. by myself : (


ight I have procrastinated (another activity I must schedule) enough. Back to work.

Current mood: bouncy.
Current music: MTV JAMS.

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4th November, 2004. 6:09 pm. things i need to keep in mind

pretty mellow day, the next 8 days will be the most hectic of my life but you best believe Saturday Nov 13, I will either be sleeping hard or playin hard. Either way I'll be satisfied. I'm missin my stanky doodle, thank God he returned to the US safely.

so much to do:

LITE Dance practice 8am-10am
Pick up American reads Paycheck
A days worth of studying and paper writing
Biography
Consumer Health Presentation
Hopefully some partying Friday night

Val's Birthday party Saturday

Weekend of dancing
dance workshop

African Dance practice for Sankofa from 1 til "whenever" Sunday
Work from 3-8 Sunday


Biography due Monday
Newark Museum
Midterm for African, Asian, Carib Lit Monday
American Reads Meeting
Sankofa event: Dancing

Register Tuesday
Access comp assignment due Tuesday

Tutoring at Northeast
Consumer Health PowerPoint Presentation Wednesday

Tutoring at Nishuane Thursday

OSAU Choir Singing in Philadelphia Friday

throughout the week dance practice for the African Fashion show and practice for the event in Philly


not too bad, somewhere in here I have to make up a dance to Isaiah 61

I have yet to get my work schedule for Express
and the Lord knows that as far as American Reads goes.... those children are killing us all softly

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1st November, 2004. 4:33 pm. to be or not to be

phony.

I think not. Seems like that's the only way to make it through. Talk about you behind your back smile at you at talk about someone else behind there back. Pay attention. I'm the mean one.

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1st November, 2004. 12:19 am. apparently

"In fact, people who make it a point to always tell the honest truth--no matter the outcome--actually have limited and difficult social lives."

I read this somewhere and thought it quite interesting. I've always found myself in situations and I cannot say it's always my mouths fault cause I do usually think before I speak. So for a while I just thought a great number of people were just down right too fuckin sensitive but after a while when you can never seem to say the right thing I'm thinkin hey it must be me but then fu says: "...don't look at urself through other peoples eyes...usually its a distortion," and I say RIGHT ON but shit it's the other people that have to deal with me. So I could keep my mouth shut and turn people off because Im acting distant and not makin an effort to get to know people or I could watch every fuckin think I say and stil lend up not sayin a damn thing cause shit I dont know what the fuck that i am sayin that is so fuckin mean, insensitive and offensive. I don't curse at people. I don't call names. I don't yell. I do say the shit that EVERYONE else is thinking but wont say because they are sooo phony but hey that's another fuckin issue. You fuckin understand my ass. I hate tension, I hate conflict, i just like to lay the truth on the table. I've never been able to grasp why people hate the truth. But apparently I am not the one that people want to hear it from so that's coo. I don't like to talk anyway, I prefer to observe, write, type and frown. I dont like to frown in fact I've been workin on tryin to smile naturally, so that's coo.

now that ive cooled off. fu also said maybe the comments arise more out of frustration then from bein offended which i could understand someone just not wantin to hear it but to say im hurting feelings.. i really want to say PUHLEASE, GIVE ME A BREAK. But I guess thats being insensitive so Im glad I didnt say nething.

its all good tho, just because i choose to be around people who will tell me the truth regardless doesnt mean everyone else wants the same. so im good. ill keep my comments to myself.

i ned to take my ass to bed

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28th October, 2004. 7:24 pm. Wonderful

These past few days have been successful, enlightening and just plain ol' great.

I got a 102% on my Consumer Health MidTerm Exam. An A+ on my Ad Analysis. I got a good ass parking spot everywhere i went. I lost 7 pounds. I got the job at Express. I happened upon an interesting conversation about who else... ME! Then found some interesting shit about this character who is basically attempting to fuck every chick he can because he was the dumb one to break up with his girl and expect her to sit around thinking about his ass. PATHETIC. My hair looks beautiful. My skin..no complaints. My girl is engaged (kinda), we're throwin an engagement dinner party. Going to the strip club with my peoples: Thayer, Jolie, Laura, Bob, Randy and Toyin AND whoever else tags along. SHIT IS GOING GREAT!!! My parents are silently trippin about my study habits and the hours in which i come in but the best thing about this shit is that it is SILENT. I still owe folks money but soon that'll change. Still waiting on my other half to reveal himself to me but that's not stoppin me from having fun!!

I better calm down before the worse shit starts to happen to me.

holla at ya girl
IM OUT!

Current mood: ecstatic.

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26th October, 2004. 2:40 pm. mid-afternoon write

It's Tuesday. You know I wanted to name my daughter Tuesday for the longest then I thought September was nice. Then I swore I would never bear a female child (i believed females were the devil). I recently got over my lil female devil kick and decided that my daughter's name will be Antoinette. Antoinette is my mother's middle name. We'll call her Toni : ) She'll have the heart of a man but the soul of a woman. What that means exactly, I dont know but it sounds good.

I'm waitin on my chicken nuggets. The box says 4 minutes but its been more like 10 and the bastards still arent ready. IM HUNGY!! yes HUNGY. After I'll eat I guess it'll be time to head back out. I have african dance practice from 4 to 8. Depending on the vibe I get I'll go by thayer's after. Dave Chappelle at 10 and Wanda after. Wherever I am hopefully I'll get to watch.

HMMMM chicken.

i need to get away! i'd love to visit new orleans. be there and have no association (besides the few people i know) with xavier. just free. oh fuckin yeah. i have to stop drinking forgettin about the skin issue bein a drunk is not coo. im an emotional drunk too. that shit aint coo. and i can only see it gettin worse. the first time i got messed up REAL good i at least remember everything, this past weekend...shit.....never again. So yeah I'm goin to cut that out. maybe a corona here or there but those sex on the beach, jungle juice, martinis, cranberry and vodka.......sniff sniff sniff, maybe i can just sip on the cran and vodka, ya'll all know that's my fav drink.


damn, i have to think about this. JOLIE that SMIRNOFF APPLE SHIT WAS POPPIN!!!!!!!!

hmm, just thinkin about lickin that rim

ugh, just reminded about the bathroom, bread and water experience

well im def not drinkin hardcore.

just a sip

or two

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