| *boo* |
[15 Apr 2003|10:48am] |
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k i just made this friends only for rene so stop gettin into her life
IM SICK OF YOU FUCKS TRYING TO RUIN HER
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| *breathes* |
[11 Feb 2003|08:29pm] |
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Audiovent *the energy* |
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yah well i guess boo cant get on i dunno if she can later or not justin said shes waiting for her dad to call FUCKEN DIAL UP!@!!!!!! k n uhm im tired n i wana go but if she comes on ill feel like shit so uhm ima fall asleep here i dunno :| k ima go bye
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| LMFAO OMFG! AHAHAHA |
[11 Feb 2003|03:34pm] |
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after school i went and mailed ruths valentine with liz and jesica and then we went to rite aid so liz could get a card for her gf then we went to save a lot (apoor ppl store) LMAO n i hada get milk so i was in line for 40 mins :| only to buy milk n a bum came in :|!! LMFAO we died laughing we couldnt stop so then its FINALY mt turn n i asked her is i could scan my milk n she was like "shur!" in a sexy way n liz was like :|! lmao n i scaned it n fucked up so she helped me so I HAD MILK SEX WITH THE CASHIER!!!! :Dlmao then i took liz home and the ambulance was across the street from her house so i took my milk out of the seat belt and went in lizs house and put it in her fridge then we sat and watched the ambulance ppl until they brought out the dead old guy!!! but he wasnt dead :| hes been fucked up for like 55 years n i thought he finaly died but no so after we saw that he wasnt dead i got my milk buckled it up again and came gome =) Ima wait for boo i really love her! oo0oo0o0o0o in school i had more fun i always fuck with mrs childress and uhm mrs murrals class (chior) some chick was talking to someone else n was like "stfu i aint the on in sandle: *was the one in sandles* n i looked at her n was like "you got a problem with my sandles? im sure theyll look better in ur ass" n she ran away!! AHAHA fucken freshman =) n in math i finaly understood proofs =) *has hw tho* it shouldnt take long and uhm k ima go do it now while i wait for boo so im not doing it when im sposa be talking to her :) k i love you buh bye
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| School |
[10 Feb 2003|07:15pm] |
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K like uhhhhm 1st block i got a call slip to the attendace office n they said mrs childres my crippled computer teacher wrote me a cut slup for friday when i wasnt even fucking there!!!! n so i was like look her crippled ass dunno wtf shes talking about n they called my mom n my mom got bitched at for not calling me off school n i cant miss any more schoool FUCK THAT!! :D k n then i get to her class 2nd block (mrs childress) n i bitched her out n we had an assembly n for some odd reason she sits next to me :!|!! so im goofing off n shit n she didnt say any thing i think shes scared of me but uhm the US army drill team was here to show off i was like ok no they should be fighting for the country not playing with guns and tap dance shoes n like they had bayabettes n shit like u know what they are so like one fucked up n poked the guy with the bayebette LMMFAO n after words we could ask questions so i RUN to him and was like did you just get poked in the ass with a knife gun?! n he was like yeah n this is who did it!! LMAO i died laughing n then i was late back to class n was like I WAS TALKING TO EM n she let me go :) k and uhm lunch was weird and chior rocked we were in the recording studio because the fucken teachers always sick n so we do wtf we want so like im learning the bass :) lmao and i can make shit up on drums the think im a natural LMAO i really want a guitar but yeah we can jam pretty good *amazed* k n uhm math ugh last class we uhm learned proofs? i dunno ima get a d like i always do even tho i know i can get an A ima lazy ass n i have home work but its in my car n i dun wana go out in the freezing ass cold to get it. WHERE THE FUCK IS BOO?!?!!? she was on erlier n of corse i wasnt here i hope she comes soon kuz i gota go at 10 :( tomorrow we only have school till 155 :) lmao we get out an hour erly woo fucking hoo lamo ok uhm by?
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| i hate them |
[10 Feb 2003|05:59pm] |
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i have to fucken get off at 10 today :|!!!! n i wasnt alowed on until 6 what the mother fuck! *misses boo* i hope she gets on soon but with my luck she wont at att :( k ima go bye :(
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| mornings suck |
[10 Feb 2003|07:48am] |
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k its 745 and i went to sleep at 6 :| i lays there for an hour n im not tired but i know ima sleep in ever class :|boos still online :|! i dunno maybe she have 2 phone lines in (8)the prijects (8) i dunno :|!!!!! yah ok well uhm ima go to school n be fawken bord OH n my pants wouldnt zip *getting fat again* :S
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| ...=)... |
[10 Feb 2003|02:37am] |
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Picture *KR and SC* |
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YAY im all beter kinda *yay*
lmao k ima go talk to boo until she has to go (like usual) :)
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| :O |
[09 Feb 2003|09:34pm] |
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Cristina A.... *beautiful* |
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she fawken moved! i dont know the phone number i cant call i wana call!!!!! OMFG did they change thie PO BOX?!?!!? *panics* i hope she comes back tonight!!!!! *dies* ok ima go panic .....
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| *happy* |
[09 Feb 2003|07:29pm] |
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Broken wing martina mcbride |
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I talked to boo for about 10 mins it wasnt much but i needed it so bad :) n i found out her mom pulled the phone line thats y she just left. i really need to think b4 i say any thing then shit wouldnt get blown out of porportion. like tho whole journals thing ok well ima shut up kuz yeah its ALL OK!! n she moved to (8) the projects LMGFAO poor boobie :( its ok tho kuz she can sell the candy and accept food stamps LMFAO n she went to move some more things from the house n shes gone i really hope we can talk today we havent in a while like had an actual conversation like on the phone were both distracted with our sublings n online theres other ppl to talk to n yeah so i hope tonight we can talk i really mis talking to her about every thing for hours on end with no empty time i love her SO much :) I LOVE YOU BOO!
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| *ponders* |
[09 Feb 2003|04:49pm] |
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Staind *for you* |
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i dunno what to talk about i woke up at 4 so ive been up for 50 mins i took a shower ate breakfast got online and cleaned my room my frien dans gona come over so i can take his pic and and send it to him so he can send it to ppl LMFAO hes fucked up k and uhm i gota pick my brother up at 6 so im leaving at 530 i hope my mom gives me money for taco bell all i need is like 4.50 :( k and uhm i miss boo n i dunno what to think kuz a what happened last night but i dunno i hope she can talk tonight n i read her journals n all that so uhm i dunno k ima go sing I LOVE YOU RUTH AND IM SORRY IF I UPSET YOU!
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| i cant sleep |
[09 Feb 2003|03:46am] |
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the heater which is fucked up kuz im cold :( |
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my eyebrow is pussy as in puss filled not a kitty :|! wtd how do u spell it :| n who yeah its ewwwy k n im tired n cant sleep n it was bleeding kus i bumped it when i took my bra off n uhm i think boos i dunno but she just left n didnt say nithing she asked if i was sad er mad fer her not talking to me much tonight n i wasnt kuz she was happy n she wasnt sick or ne thing n she has a life besides me :) n she just went offline :( im sorry if i made you mad boo :'( k n uhm i killed a kitty n it woke me up like always so im not tired but i am i dunno k ima go to bed n sleep on my right side so i dont bump my eye brow :S
i love you ruth dont ever forget that!
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| *scared* |
[08 Feb 2003|11:04pm] |
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Rainbow Connection *sarah Mcglachlan* (wtf on spellling) |
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her status was
blood dripping down from cuts w/the pretty blade
and i freeked out im glad shes ok now tho i went over and she was sleeping n i gave herr cookies :S
sonofamonkeyspank (10:06:35 PM): JOY!
sonofamonkeyspank (10:36:35 PM): JOY?!?!!?!?!?
sonofamonkeyspank (10:41:17 PM): JOY JOY TALK TO ME!!!!! NOW!
sonofamonkeyspank (10:41:54 PM): JOY whats with your status are you ok!
sonofamonkeyspank (10:41:57 PM): please be ok!
sonofamonkeyspank (10:42:05 PM): joy joy!
sonofamonkeyspank (10:42:12 PM): i cant find your #
sonofamonkeyspank (10:42:16 PM): are you there
sonofamonkeyspank (10:42:35 PM): i hope your with justin or your mom out some where
sonofamonkeyspank (10:42:41 PM): JOY?!?!!?! please be ok!
sonofamonkeyspank (10:42:43 PM): im scared
sonofamonkeyspank (10:42:47 PM): JOY!!!!!!
sonofamonkeyspank (10:43:23 PM): ok im comming over i dont care ima make sure your ok!!!
lilairhead_666 (10:53:30 PM): i'm sorry
lilairhead_666 (10:53:51 PM): i'm happy to know you care though
lilairhead_666 (10:53:52 PM): hehe
lilairhead_666 (10:53:57 PM): thanx for the cookies too
sonofamonkeyspank (10:55:52 PM):
sonofamonkeyspank (10:55:58 PM): whats ur number
sonofamonkeyspank (10:56:00 PM): i lost it
sonofamonkeyspank (10:56:04 PM): or i would jhave called
lilairhead_666 (10:56:18 PM): 240-1654
sonofamonkeyspank (10:56:29 PM): ok
sonofamonkeyspank (10:56:32 PM): i was so scared joy
sonofamonkeyspank (10:56:34 PM):
lilairhead_666 (10:56:45 PM): i'm so sorry
lilairhead_666 (10:57:02 PM): i didn't mean to scare you
sonofamonkeyspank (10:57:19 PM): i know but the way uve been talking recently and what u said in the caryesterday
sonofamonkeyspank (10:57:22 PM): i was like OMFG
lilairhead_666 (10:57:38 PM): i realize that now
sonofamonkeyspank (10:57:54 PM): shows you how much i love you
sonofamonkeyspank (10:57:58 PM): u bes my best friend
lilairhead_666 (10:58:02 PM):
lilairhead_666 (10:58:18 PM): i love you too and you is my best friend
sonofamonkeyspank (10:58:27 PM):
lilairhead_666 (10:58:41 PM): i'm gonna go back to sleep now ok
sonofamonkeyspank (10:58:50 PM): yes u do that sorry to wake u
lilairhead_666 (10:59:06 PM): oh it was alright
lilairhead_666 (10:59:12 PM): i was still all happy to see you
sonofamonkeyspank (10:59:18 PM): ok
sonofamonkeyspank (10:59:21 PM): sleep sweet joy
lilairhead_666 (10:59:24 PM): night night
lilairhead_666 (10:59:26 PM): sweet dreams
sonofamonkeyspank (10:59:33 PM): you too
omg i was so scared
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| SHES OK! |
[08 Feb 2003|06:17pm] |
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New Found Glory *head on collision* |
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Im so relieved i could barely sleep last night i woke up at 3pm tho. im so happy shes ok i painted my moon mens house and named them and every thing there my pets :) i love em so much :) k so uhm im home alone now and uh i cant make pizza again kuz i fucked up on all the crust last night :( n i want some NOW! :(:(:( k ima go find something to cook since i acomplished making EAT able food lat night ima try again maybe ill make a uhm cake! or no :( i dunno :S i wana cook something :D
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| O M F G |
[08 Feb 2003|06:10am] |
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tonight i almost had a heart attack! boo fell and didnt get up she passed out and i watched it and sat here helplessly. my heart stopped :| im still shaking n i try not to let her know since i have to be strong *bes weak as shit* ima do it tho kuz she needs me so yeah :) k night im so fucken scared i watched that ha[ene to my dad and hes gone i cant loose her :(
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| (8) o happy day! |
[07 Feb 2003|06:22pm] |
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Rainbow Connection *sarah Mcglachlan* (wtf on spellling) |
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lmao not really it was quite boring but i called boo n we had fun! *yay* i cant wait unitl im there OMG *really cant wait* lmao ima rape her! like 77 times AT the bus stop :) and MROE later the whole time im there. :) GOd i love her so much i wana spend the rest of my life with her and im going to and ima make her life as happy as i can :) she means so much to me :)
k uhm i didnt go to school today i went to the doctor and he said i need to exercise and i wont pull muscles LMAO and he told me mom to buy aleive for me she wont tho lmao and uhm i dunno nothing big happened today tomorrow ima go get a new bed and dresser maybe or maybe not i dunno lmao and uhm yeah i NEED a job k ima go by
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| 6 months |
[06 Feb 2003|11:25pm] |
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Everything by life house (our song) |
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today 6 months ago boo asked me to be her gf =) and 4 days ago she asked me to be her life long partner *so blessed* i swear i dont deserve such a perfect girl she means the world to me and im never gona let her go i cant imagine not being with her. i cant wait to fall asleep in her arms again and hold her :) I LOVE YOU RUTH!!!!!!!!! and ima spend the rest of my life making sure your not ever sad or un happy (K)
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| *hoping she comes back* |
[06 Feb 2003|09:57pm] |
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Costum *beat me* |
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
heh yeah boos the perfect girlfriens and uhm its GIRL FRIEND yeah i love being around my gf wait shes my FIANCEE!
k well yeah i got my eye brow pierced today *yay* its so cool and uhm ima go to the doctors tomorrow for my falopian tubes lmao i swear i rippped it! k and uhm i dunno i love ruth so much! she had to go the one time i listen to my mom and do the dishes i wend up not being able to talk to her. :( fucken a i hope she can come back.
OMG i woke up from my nap today and my bell off my cat collar is gone :|i wonder how long its been gone? :S i dunno im confused ok ima go eat dinner :)
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| OW! |
[06 Feb 2003|02:17pm] |
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Rainbow Connection *sarah Mcglachlan* (wtf on spellling) |
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k yesterday i was streching and like i pulled or ripped something in my stomach close to my right leg. like i think i ripped a falopian tube =| so i stayed home from school today kuz it hurts to wal and mom doesnt take me to the doctors :|! it hurts like a bitch. she cant take me after school kuz she works so it has to be durring school and OMFG does it hurt i need to go. she just slept all day and let me sleep all dauy lmao thats ok but i NEED to go to the docors. =( k ima go now oh yeah i read boos journal. i love her so much n ima force my self to be strong and when she cant be i will :) were part of each other with out one the other one is weakend :))
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| why |
[06 Feb 2003|02:53am] |
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i cant stop crying im shaking im worried about ruth. she sais i need to be strong but i cant i can deal with the long distance thing but i dunno if i can deal with this :S i worry constantly about her is she ok?!!? whats wrong omg ima sleep now :(
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| February 4th, 2003! |
[04 Feb 2003|12:37am] |
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Everything bt life house (our song) |
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ha! says:
start with breakfast in bed then take a shower together cuase no one is gonna be home *hopefully* lmfao then head to the beach and go to schliterbahn for a while then go horse back riding and after that go to eat at a italian restaurant and watch the sun set and it was either order a banner saying "rene will you marry me" and have my friend use his plane and have it go over us or right it on the..
ha! says:
sand and after you read it get on my knee and ask you myself
ha! says:
ha! says:
and
ha! says:
then give you 12 red roses and tell you 12 reasons why i love you
ha! says:
ha! says:
then have SEX!
ha! says:
lmfao!
I know something YOU dont know! says:
i see
I know something YOU dont know! says:
ha! says:
ha! says:
?
ha! says:
dont like it?
I know something YOU dont know! says:
mhm i do
I know something YOU dont know! says:
I know something YOU dont know! says:
*teary eyed*
ha! says:
the least i can do for the one i love...
I know something YOU dont know! says:
.
I know something YOU dont know! says:
ha! says:
I know something YOU dont know! says:
boo
ha! says:
?
I know something YOU dont know! says:
you dotn have to we could be at mcdonalds n u give me a gumball ring n id be more the i could ask for
ha! says:
you deserve more than a gum ball ring
ha! says:
and more than mcdonalds
I know something YOU dont know! says:
no
I know something YOU dont know! says:
i have you
I know something YOU dont know! says:
thats more then i could ask for
ha! says:
well to bad cuase im doin that... unless you don't want me too then i wont...
I know something YOU dont know! says:
lol
I know something YOU dont know! says:
I know something YOU dont know! says:
then im gona leave the most perfect person in the workd for 3 months
I know something YOU dont know! says:
world
ha! says:
3 months?
I know something YOU dont know! says:
k 2
I know something YOU dont know! says:
ha! says:
huh?
I know something YOU dont know! says:
erm
I know something YOU dont know! says:
ok 1 1/2
I know something YOU dont know! says:
ha! says:
lmfao i see
ha! says:
so i shouldn't ask you...
ha! says:
not till were gonna be together
ha! says:
?
I know something YOU dont know! says:
i didnt say that
ha! says:
maybe i should wait
I know something YOU dont know! says:
lamo what would u do if i beat you to it?
ha! says:
uhm
ha! says:
hmnm...
ha! says:
i dunno y im doing this now cuase it defeats the purpose of me asking you again but im going to cuase i love you and you mean the world to me your everything that i've ever wanted and i have you and im not letting you go my grandma would always tell me that when i found that special person i would know inside that it was right and with you it just feels right i love everything about you EVERYthing
ha! says:
and i love you so do me the honors and spend the rest of your life with me
ha! says:
rene... would you make me the happiest person alive? more than i already am if its possible
I know something YOU dont know! says:
...mhm...
ha! says:
so now you can beat me
ha! says:
ha
I know something YOU dont know! says:
...
ha! says:
ha! says:
*LMFAO* ima ask you the proper way.... *cough* Rene will you marry me?
ha! says:
oh *gets on one knee*
I know something YOU dont know! says:
*screams like a girl! YES!!!
ha! says:
LMFAO
ha! says:
dork
I know something YOU dont know! says:
k so uhm
ha! says:
YAY
I know something YOU dont know! says:
were engaged
ha! says:
lmfao if you want to consider this a proposal SURE!
ha! says:
*YAY*
I know something YOU dont know! says:
shouls i?
I know something YOU dont know! says:
ha! says:
mhm
I know something YOU dont know! says:
k
ha! says:
but uhm yeah im still gonna do all that
ha! says:
!
ha! says:
\\
...*engaged*... says:
?
ha! says:
LMFAO ima change my sn to TO WHO!?!?!
...*engaged*... says:
NO
...*engaged*... says:
lmao
ha! says:
awh
ha! says:
lmfao
...*engaged*... says:
ok
...*engaged*... says:
lol
...*engaged*... says:
make it
...*engaged*... says:
to
...*engaged*... says:
like
ha! says:
cuase your not supposed to know
ha! says:
lmfao
...*engaged*... says:
*proposed*
...*engaged*... says:
...*engaged*... says:
lol
...*engaged*... says:
dude
ha! says:
yeah..
...*engaged*... says:
ruth
...*engaged*... says:
im literaly in shock
ha! says:
heh
ha! says:
it hit you huh?
...*engaged*... says:
mhm
ha! says:
hard?
...*engaged*... says:
n i wasnt expecting it
ha! says:
good
...*engaged*... says:
save this
...*engaged*... says:
n send it to me
ha! says:
so i did surprise you after all !
...*engaged*... says:
mhm!
ha! says:
YAY
ha! says:
that was my whole purpose
ha! says:
lmfao
ha! says:
ha! says:
1. i love your eyes
ha! says:
2. your the most beautiful person i've met
ha! says:
3. everytime i think about you i get this tingly feeling inside
ha! says:
4. i love your personality
ha! says:
5. ooh i love you hair too!
ha! says:
6. your smile is perfect
ha! says:
7. you mean the world to me
ha! says:
8. everytime we chat or talk its like no one else exist but you and me
ha! says:
9. you love me
ha! says:
10. i dunno let me think... *ponders* oh you've got the cutest faces
ha! says:
11. your a awsome person in all
ha! says:
12. i wouldn't want to have anyone else but you and i love you more than life it self
ha! says:
(k now you smile)
...*engaged*... says:
ha! says:
...*engaged*... says:
i love you
ha! says:
i love you more!
...*engaged*... says:
.
ha! says:
-.
ha! says:
+
...*engaged*... says:
+.....
ha! says:
lmfao
ha! says:
i see
...*engaged*... says:
*looks at ring*
...*engaged*... says:
lmao
...*engaged*... says:
i love you so much
ha! says:
i love you too
ha! says:
alot
...*engaged*... says:
mhm
ha! says:
!
ha! says:
now can i change my name to TO WHO>!?!?!
...*engaged*... says:
mhm
...*engaged*... says:
but
...*engaged*... says:
save this
...*engaged*... says:
and send it to me
ha! says:
ok
ha! says:
i love you
...*engaged*... says:
i love you too FOREVER
ha! says:
YEP
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| past few days |
[02 Feb 2003|10:13pm] |
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Rodney Adkins *my old man* |
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heh well the past few days have felt like boo was here again when we talk i would forget about the distance it was just her and me not anything else then we were both on cam and she poked me :) and i started to cry kuz i rememberd how far away she is :( and ive missed her so much today and shes not here shes out i told her to have fun. I love when shes happy kuz its so rare she sais im the only thing that makes her happy but i know its not true kuz she has this longing look on her face when we talk and then yeah o well i still love her and ima try my best to keep a smile on her face :) shes so beautiful perfect i love her so much. i cant wait for spring break :) ima be in her arms again. the first time we met wasnt about the sex but this time it is!!!! LFMAO :D
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| dont talk to me |
[01 Feb 2003|05:58pm] |
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the voices inside me :@ |
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ofmg im so pissed off she came to take me we get there and they dont take checks WHAT THE MOTHER FUCK?!?!?!?! im so mad and im SICK of being let down wheres boo right now? o well she should be here soon :( ok ima go now :@
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[01 Feb 2003|02:17pm] |
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Chevelle *the red* |
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k i got bored n now im bored with that going back to bed? i dunno
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| ...man... |
[01 Feb 2003|02:09pm] |
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Our Lady Peace *somewhere out there* |
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k so like if she doesnt do it today itl be the 3rd time ive been let down by my aunt nill be pissed off again i hate this shes sposa take me to get my eyebrow pierced n keeps forgetting. n like me n boo always have good conversations :) like last nihgt n lastnight joy was having problems and we went to take this guys shit to his house n throw it in the yard but like my car died n we pushed it to the cas station n we got free gas *happy* lmao and like we just came home kuz we both snuck out so yeah and also like lastnight i had the most interesting convo with alisha but she put it in her journal shes such a charater lol its cute tho :) A LEEESH UH ROO and NAY NAY :S lmao *smack* lmao ok well ima go sulk until the bitch gets here hopefully boo will get on n encourage me.
PS! SPANK MY MONKIE NO ONE SPANKS MY MONKIE!!! :'(
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[31 Jan 2003|01:13am] |
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i dunno shits getting to me that shouldnt. i really need to get over this but i cant i dunno y :| i guess im afraid i dunno i cant say it tho and now im gona go to bed and sry it "away".... night
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| YAY!!! |
[30 Jan 2003|10:31pm] |
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Socialburn *down* |
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OMFg i was talking to mandy about my day and i was like yeah i got to talk to boo today and then BOO SUGNED ON! and im like OMG and i couldnt breathe :| lmfao i was SO happy but shes got george and yeah shes got cramps n stuff poor baby *pokes* ok ima go cook dinner then uhm wait till she comes bak :)
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| OMFG |
[30 Jan 2003|03:26pm] |
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U2 *electrical storm* |
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boo doesnt have a puter so i have no reason to be online any more i cant call her and she cant call me because of phone bills adn i NEED her she means everyuthing to me and i cant talk to her ima write letters again like we did when we first started talking yeah but like *hates this* i hope it works soon and like i dunno. im going there in april then again in june then after june we wont be apart any more :) k well shit sucks ima go
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| heh |
[27 Jan 2003|08:48pm] |
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Picture *KR and SC* |
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heh i guess she didnt get it working... *cries* yeah well we dont always get what we want do we? yeah and school was ok and i put more applications intoday so if i dont get a job im gona fucken give up. ill sell my fucking car! i dunno i got home from school today and my mom gave me money to get gas and a few things for the house and yeah ok ima go kus being online makes me miss her even more ... :(
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[27 Jan 2003|07:46am] |
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the neater turn on and off my my family bitch :) |
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k theres school today wtf is this shit like seriously?!?!?! we have no school when its 10 degrees outside but we have school when theres 55 ft of fucking snow outside! :@ wtf ever man! oh and yesterday was the worst fucking day ever seriously i wake up at 2 and wait all day for ruth to get online and no then she calls and tells me she cant get online kuz AOL SUX ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! big time! :@:'( ok and yeah the raiders lost and the bucs won but its OK *cries* so i called her again later lastnight and we talked till 2 am *suffers phone bill and psycho mom wrath* but its ok we made eachother feel alot better. its so good to talk to her when i need to or even when i dont but i ALWAYS need to so yeah and uhm... i need a job bad like majiorly i need one b4 like yeah i just need one!
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| ruth |
[27 Jan 2003|07:42am] |
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the neater turn on and off my my family bitch :) |
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ruth i love you and i miss you and i need you and i really really really wanna be in ur arms again =)
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