|Saturday, July 3rd, 2004|
|its all over!
today was it...the last time i will ever see my uncle...well for a long time ne way...and that really up-sets me...today was the funeral....it was really sad...and i had bring the gifts up...and when i walkin in and out i was crying so hard....and my aunt was too...and i feel soo bad for her...she loved him soo much...and at the brial she was like i dont know what im gonna do without him....and then i couldnt help but cry...and then when we left there house to come home she was crying and it really up-sets me....and i just dont know how much more bad news and sorrow i can take...but now its over...and now i have to just move on in my life like nothing ever happened...thats gonna be soo hard...but hopefuly ill still see my cousins all the time...i love them soo much...and i love all the people over there...although i may not talk to them so much i still love them all and really i would be lost without them...they are soo great to me...there like another family to me...they really could be like my cousins and my aunts and uncles...and i love them for being there for me and my family...and throughout this whole experice i went through i really found out who my true friends are...they who im talkin about...all the people that were there for me from day one...i love u all soo much...and thank you for being there...i mean im still gonna need you all to help me be happy again but thanx for being there....well thats all im gonna go!
rip uncle phil--i love and miss u sooo much
Phillip C. Scocca
*March 26, 1958--June 30, 2004* Current Mood: crushedCurrent Music: nothing
|Friday, July 2nd, 2004|
|rip uncle phil!!! i love u!!
wow this week totally sucked....i had a sis that exploded on my ovary and i was in a lot a lot of pain....then my uncle phil who i loved soo much died...and then i was in the hospital....yeaa...man do i miss my uncle...i cant belive hes gone...he died on wed...and then yesturday was his wake...and today is his wake again too...i really still cant believe it...i mean we all knew it was coming but its still really hard....well now hes in a better place....and hes not suffering ne more...so im kinda glad about that...hes also with my grandma now...so hes probably really happy...i feel really bad for my cousins....i mean phil is the only one whos gonna remeber ne thing about him but thats alright....the boys and toni lynn dont understand what happened....but they will eventually...but its better that way ne way....it was sad to see some people cry....i have never seen my dad cry soo much in my life...and i feel sooo bad...and a lot of my friends ive never seen cry either...like johnny...it really hurt me to see him cry...and even my brother...and when my nana came...oh man that was really bad....and my brother friend eric...oh man...i could go on and on and i dont want to so im gonna stop with that now...but i just want my uncle to know that i love him sooo much and i wish he was still here....and i will never forget him
rip uncle phil--i love and miss u soo much!!!!! *March 26, 1958--June 30, 2004* Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: tv
|Saturday, June 26th, 2004|
ugh dont feel good at all!!
yeaa so today was ok....it was really boring at first...did nothing till about idk 4 hah....then i went over to jamies for the rest of the dayy....yeaa it was fun....we sat outside and talked...then got wendys...then went to calahans beach to pick up johny...mac came with us there....yeaa there was no one there hah...but it was cool...it was right by johnnys house so it was kinda funny hah....yeaa...then i went back to jamies and then tara came over...mhmm....yeaa and joey got me really pissed off...yeaa...then we were out in the back and john was daceing for us...it was really funny hah....then i didnt feel good so i went home...then me and my family watched peter pan....mhmm...and that was it for today hah...im gonna go byebye!!!
|Friday, June 25th, 2004|
oh man.....congrats to jim and his 300 in bowling....wow u have no idea how amazing that is!!!! im sooo happy for u!!!!!! sooo yeaa....thats really all i wanted to say hah....byeee
|Thursday, June 24th, 2004|
yeaa sooo today was awsome!! woot....i woke up at like 7 but then i fell back asleep till like 10...yeaa then i got up and i was cleaning...yeaa...then jamie came over and helped me clean some more....then a lots of people came over!! woot it was fun.....devon johnny ian britty lauren jamie and mac were all over....oh man we were playin ddr...wow i suck at that game...devon and ian were crazy on that game...it was really cool to watch...i was all like :0....wooot......yeaa....then we all went outside and went swimming....yeaa and then that was about it...then everyone had to leave...so yeah....then lauren and britty were still here....they just left....yuppp....soo yeah i might be goin back to jamies house later if u she feels better....well yeaa thats about it...im gonna go byebey!!!!
|Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004|
|wooo funnnnn dayyyyy!!!!
yeaa sooo today was a lot of fun....had a chem regents to day at like 8....i deffinately failed it....oh well....and yeaa....then i came home and cleaned my room and then did nothing till about like 12.... then lauren came over....and we listened to the cheetah girls soundtrack haha....yeaa....then britty came to pick us up and we went bowling....yeaa mann the car ride was the best....ahhh aaron carter ::does hand motion::...haha lauren...man that was freakin funny haha....yeaa and us singing all those little kid songs....well then we got to the bowling alley....yeaa it was great....we met up with johnny devon and some of johnnys friends ian and john....john was sooo freakin tall and as morgan put it i was like a hobbit standing next to the wizard guy.....hahaha....yeaa....im soo bad at bowling haha....but w/e...yeaa then morgan britty and jill went to the baja grill to eat and so me and lauren stayed with the guys cuz they werent allowed to leave...and it was really funny...haha devon haha thats all i can say....yeaa...umm yeaa then they came back and umm then we went home....and lauren came back to my house....and we played ddr....woot fun fun....yeaa....well thats all i did today woot....now 2morrow im having somewhat of a party thing i guess u could say hah...well yeaa im gonna go play the piano now....byebye....woot!!!!!!! Current Mood: energeticCurrent Music: get out - jo jo
|Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004|
|i passed my global regents!!!!!!!
ahh u have nooooo idea how happy i am....i passed global meeee the one who hasnt passed a test all year!!! ahhh im sooo happy....woot woot...but yeaa i have a chem regents 2morrow which im prob gonna fail haha....w/e i dont care...haha ahhhh....woo im soo hyper right now too...woot....yeaa 2morrow bolwing woot woot!!!! ahh.....yeaa....umm i dont know...today was kinda boring...i had my german regents which i prob failed haha....w/e its only german...sooo yeah....umm....yeaa my sweet 16 is soon soon...woot!! i cant wait ahh....umm yeah well i really should be studying for chem so yeaa i might just go and do that....yeaa who am i kidding haha...bye! 143 hahaha still cracks me up haha...and keep it realistiQ haha!! and his name was devon not donavin hahaha Current Mood: hyperCurrent Music: umm nothing haha
|Monday, June 21st, 2004|
|woa my brother was in the hospital!!
ok yeah sooo today was a lot of fun!!!! went to johnnys for the day....morgan britty and dee were there too....luc and scott were there as well...and this kid devon....who was really very cool....yeaa it was cool.....we went in the hot tub!! woot that was fun!!!!! yea....umm....we played spin the bottle haha that was pretty funny....yea....then we went inside and watched scary movie...mhmm...good movie...yeaa then we had pizza....then we all had to go home...and yeaa i felt bad when i walked into johnnys room to ask britty sumthin and devon was still there....haha wooops sorry!!! i didnt mean it haha....but w/e haha....yeah then i came home...and right when i got home my mom told me the my brother had to go to the hospital.....yeah he fell off his bike and hit his head on the ground....yeah and blacked out and he was bleeding....im soo glad i wasnt home!! but i felt bad....but not hes fine hes downstairs playin video games haha....yeaa sooo i guess thats it...im gonna go bye!! 143 (haha scott) Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: the offspring
|Tuesday, June 15th, 2004|
happy b-day morgan!!!!!
yeah sooo today was fun....well in the morning i had a math final but it was kinda easy....that prob means i failed lol......that cant be good haha.....well yeah....then after i went to morgans....and we celebreated her b-day.....yay it was fun......me and danielle made her a pancake but we left it on the stove for like 20 min hahaha.....yeah that was funny....mhmm then we were on the comp. for like 2 hours lol haha...and then everyone else came over and it was fun....and johnny came over too :) yay haha.....alright well i guess thats it well im gonna go byebye
|Monday, June 14th, 2004|
|what an amazing weekend!!!!!
oh man this weekend was freakin amazing.....friday i hung out with the bb's.....woot that was fun....baja grill was fun haha.....starbucks....and then the guys who asked us to kiss hahaha...and then those girls that were from our school hahaha.....and then ht was fun too hah.....U+me=us!!!!!!!!!! ha that was great....and the rabit...and those people like screamin hahaha....and then ralphs on the way home....oh that was good haha.....yeah oh man but i had soo much fun....ok then sat....wow was a great freakin sweet 16....wow its one of the best ive been too....hanging out with my 7 six chix lol....fun fun....and meeting a lot of new people....haha but there was sooo much drama....haha johnny caused a lot of problems haha....but it was pretty funny haha....and then after party was great too...morgans cousins are sooo great haha.....there soo funny...haha keith tellin us about high school haha...and brian wearin morgans pants haha....watchin freddie got fingered at like 2 in the morning haha....mhmm...and then stayin at her house till 5 the next day....oh man it was sooo much fun!!!! i hope mine is just like that!!!!! yeah then i went home and then i went to my uncles house and hung out with my little cousins lol....and then i went home and then i had to study for english ugh....i had that test today and it was really easy...and yeah thats really it....i have school till 9 2morrow ugh....stupid math....alright byebye Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: on the line!!!!!
|Friday, May 28th, 2004|
lauren is my bffl
Woooo Yeah today was really fun! I went to Lauren's house and then keri came over too. We kinda sat around and watched tv in the beginning to see if Stewert was on but it wasn't. Then we went to the diner and got this pretty weirdddddd waitress. And we played music on our juke box. (Ghetto music to be exact!) haha. Then we walked back to Lauren's and watched Scary Movie 3. Keri left a little ways into it and then me and lauren watched the rest. Then we went on her brothers computer to this really weird website. Where like you guess whose boobs are being shown it was kinda funny. then yeah we got her stuff packed and came to my house and were going to bed soon and she's comming upstate with me this weekend. Yay! bye bye
|Tuesday, May 18th, 2004|
First..get a pen and paper. When you actually
choose names, make sure it's people you actually
know and go with your first instinct.
Scroll down one line at a time...and don't read
ahead or you'll ruin it!
1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a
2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any
two numbers you want.
3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down friends of
members of the opposite sex that you know.
NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN OUT RIGHT!
4. Write anyone's name (like friends or
family....) in the 4th, 5th,and 6th spots.
5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and 11.
GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!
6. Finally, make a wish.
And now the key for the game.....
1. You must tell (the number in space 2) people
about this game.
2. The person in space 3 is the one that you
3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't
4. You care most about the person you put in 4.
5. The person you name in number 5 is the one
who knows you very well.
6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.
7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with
the person in number 3.
8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7
9. The tenth space is the song that tells you
most about YOUR mind.
10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel
NOW...post this bulletin (dont reply) within the
hour... IF you do..
your wish will come true...
If you don't it will become the opposite
|Monday, May 10th, 2004|
|forgot i had a journal!!!!
wow i dont know y but i totally forgot i had a journal haha.....steve had to remind me today lol hah thanx steve.....yeah....soo ne way...i dont really remebered what happened between my last entry and now....well all i know is that on fri i was out sick with a sinus infection....but then i went to a sweet 16 that night anyway...that was a lot of fun.....i hung out with lauren and scott the whole time....i miss hangin out with scott....yeah....so then on sat i went to my uncles house for my cousins communion party....and my aunt cut her hair really short but it looks good....yeah that was soo much fun.....i love my little cousins.....and i got to see nicoles new little baby james....aww i love him hes soo adorible....yeah....and then sunday was mothers day....so my grandparents came over and my aunt....and we talked....and then we went out to buy the game ddr for playstation...we looked everywhere.....and then we finally found it...ahhh i love it its soo much fun.....i play with it all the time now....like when ever i get a chance....yeah....and then jim came to my house to meet my grandparents....and then i went to his house and i saw his grandparents again....yeah there really nice....i also met his sister dawn shes really nice too....yup and then he came back to my house and we watched tv nd stuff....that was fun too....mhmm....yeah and today was just really boring....yeah....school is so boring especially when all ur friends arent there cuz there in ap bio lol haha....well yeah....in german though we went out side but before me and jess went to the commons and then we went back to the class and no one was there.....it was funny though lol....yeah that was my fun day.....but 2morrows gonna be awsome....im having band practice at my house the pat-ana-may's are gonna rock!!!!! lol well yeah im gonna go bye Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: a ddr song stuck in my head
|Sunday, May 2nd, 2004|
|what a great saturday night!!!
wow so last night was soo much fun!!! wow....yeah at first i went food shopping with jim and his mom and sister...that was fun....and then we went to scott reeds house to watch the horse race.....that was fun too....and scotts house ir really nice...and i got to meet some new people lol....yeah and then after scotts house we went to hooters.....haha oh god that was soo much fun!!! haha....oh gosh what that waitress said about scott and jim.....hahaha....wow....yeah we told the waitress that it was kevins b-day and not jims....and then kevein was walkin around and he told the waitress that we were only kidding and that it was really jims b-day....oh gosh...and then she made jim get up on a chair and they sang to him....she also said some other stuff about him that i dont really think i should say....although it was really freakin funny....yeah ok u know what i think im gonna say it.....sorry jim i have to lol....she said that jim lost his vriginity to the guy in the red shirt (haha and it was scott).....haha.....sorry jim i had to say it but u know i love u lol.....yeah...and then after that we went to the game....like the place the game...it was a lot of fun there cuz we got in for free cuz jim knows the people who work there...so that was cool....yeah and then we went back to jims house.....yeah they were all playin beer pong...but me and kevin just kinda watched and laughed at them....haha...kaite was drunk after like the 1st game they played...yeah that was funny....mhmm....yeah and kevin was makin fun af all the songs that were on the radio...haha....errbody in the club gettin tipps ::wisher:: every body in the club gettin tipps...haha that was great....and the whole jimmy thing hahaha.....and the spot light....haha its over there....no its not lol hahaha....umm yeah i guess thats it for that one....and today was fun too!!....yeah i went to the mall with jim and his mom....and i saw my cousin johnny....mhmm i havent seen him in a while....yeah that was fun...mhmm and i bought the hoobastank cd.....mhmm....yeah and then we went back to jims house....and yeah thats it....umm yeah i had a fun fun day....well im gonna go byebye!!!! Current Mood: fullCurrent Music: the telly
|Saturday, May 1st, 2004|
|wow last night was a lot of fun!!!
sooo yeah last night i went to a party....it was of this lady that my parents know....yeah...and shes rich...yeah her house is sooo freakin cool.....yeah and her son is really lucky.....yeah hes got a freakin arcade in his basement...oh gosh its soo cool down there....we played vidoe games the whole night....like that basketball thing...idk my arm hurts now from playin that....and the golf game....that was fun....but the best was the snowmobile game....omg....and the air hcokey table...wow i could go on forever with his arcade....yeah....then he has his own wing of his house...he has like 3 rooms that are just his....yeah and her up-stairs is really cool too....she has a bar in her like living room i guess u would call it....and her kitchen is really cool too.....her fridge is huge and its full of drinks and stuff....yeah and the kitchen itself is huge....she had some famouse cook guy come and teach everyone how to cook...it was cool...and some lady from 106.7 light fm was there...it was cool....and then shes got another basement....theres not much downthere but it was still cool.....yeah we were down there and we just kinda talkin and stuff....and tyler was really hyper and he was being really weird but it was so funny....haha nd then jamie had one of her stages again lol hah jamie and mac.....and the ladys room is huge too....haha hes got 2 walk in closets....yeah....and she has a libray too...but thats not in her room....yeah....and now that was just the inside of the house....now to the outside....ok....shes got a pool and a hot tub....shes got a playground....like its literally a playground....she has 2 dogs that were imported from germany....and there room thing has to be the size of my room....yeah....and then shes got a basketball/tennis court.....a baseball field....a gokart track......and then she has this little house thing thats for her son....and it was heat and a tv...its really cool.....yeah i think that might be it about that house.....but yeah last night was a lot of fun.....haha when bill was dancing like michael jackson lol haha oh god that was funny....yeah they scary guy in the yellow shirt lol....haha hes was weird....yeah and those sodas were soo good lol haha how many of them did i have last night haha.....yeah...and thats basically it.....im gonna go now byebye Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: the reason
|Thursday, April 29th, 2004|
|i hate my life
oh god i really hate my life right now.....my moms a freakin bitch....i cant stand her at all right now!!!! she keeps on yelling at me for no fucking reason....ugh i hate her....yeah and my uncles chemo's not working....and thats not good....i really hope he gets better....oh god i hate this....if i hear one mroe bad thing im just gonna kill myself...alright well im gonna go bye Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: will and grace
|Wednesday, April 28th, 2004|
soo these few days have been fun.....espcially in lunch yesturday.....my lunch tabel now has a band.....we are the PAN-TANA-MAYS.....oh god were amazing....and schoepe is our grupie....haha and he sleeps with all the guy i mean girl groupies....haha that was sooo funny lol....mhmm...soo yeah....yeah thats basically it i have such a boring life....haha....oh well....yeah thats it byebye....oh but yeah my bus today was really late and it wasnt fun lol...haha...and i have a concert tonight :0 ahhhhh...ok yeah bye Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: la la la la la la
|Saturday, April 24th, 2004|
|woops havent up-dadted in a while
soo yeah these past few days have been a lot of fun!!!!! ok lets start with wed.....ok it was international night so i made another cake that looked like herr schnur....haha it was soo funny....and everyone ate it....soo yeah....me and keri were just kinda hangin around......then this really weird kid came up to me and started talkin to me so i kinda just ignored him.....then they did the talent show part of it...and bree was in it....soo when she went up me and keri were like screaming.....oh man it was soo funny.....and after she was done we were "dancing hahaha......break it down break it down break it down!!!!! oh gosh were soo werid....and do the shopping cart lol.....yeah they was a fun night....ok yeah then thursday.....ok so yeah in school i had to perform for all these english classes.....it was fun but scary....i wasnt really that nervous....but for some reason i like couldnt talk right....it was funny....i kept on saying things wrong....but it was ok....yeah....and my intro for 9th period was amazing....haha no i said everything totally wrong...but its ok....yeah then after school me and jamie walked to 7-11 like always......then my bro had a beaseball game...and jim came with me to that....and it was good...but my bros team lost...b/c of the other teams coach lol haha....but w/e....then jim came back to my house and we ate pizza and watched tv...yeah....then yesturday was ok....i didnt really feel good....i got up like 20 times to blow my nose in global....it was kinda funny....yeah that was it for school.....then after school i went to jims house off the bus....the bus ride was funny....haha...yeah then after his ouse he took me home and then i went tanning...haha...yeah and after that i went to my bros baseball game and jamie and mac came with me....soo yeah we werent really watchin the game...but we were in the car and we blasted the music and we were on the sunroof.....it was sooo much fun....but my bro did win that game...soo yeah..then after that jamie and mac went home and i had actupunkture....haha that stuff is soo much fun!!!! its soo sick to say that cuz this lady puts all these neeldels in my skin....but it doesnt hurt at all....soo yeah i guess thats about it...mhmm...im gonna go byebye!!!!!! Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: nothing i just woke up
|Wednesday, April 21st, 2004|
|its been a month!!!!
today was a month for me and jim lol tehehe...i love u jim!!!! ok so yeah ne way.....yesturday was a lot of fun.....when i got home from school i cleaned my room and then jamie come over....we walked to 7-11 and got some food and stuff....it was fun....then we came back to my house and just laid out in the sun....then jim came over so jamie decided to leave lol haha....yeah and my mom and dad went somewhere so we had to watch my bro and his friends....and tyler was there and i wanted to kill him!!!!! ahh hes sooo annoying!!! but yeah then we watched wheel of fortune which was funny cuz im really bad at it and jim is really good lol....soo yeah then jim got introuble cuz he didnt want to leave so he didnt and he really should have cuz then he couldnt drive but he did and idk i just got so confused....soo yeah yestruday was awsome....today wasnt too great...i mean me and jim have been goin out for a month and thats cool....but idk today was werid....i was like falling asleep in like everyclass...and lunch was funny....haha with the camera...oh god...and what were gonna do with it hahaha...yeah thearter was fun....oh but after that period i got so pissed off.....yeah vanessa marrow can fuckin bite me...shes such a fuckin bitch....i really hopr she reads this....haha...oh yeah jim is a baby raper cuz hes goin out with me and im younger then him....yup thats it i know....ugh that fat fuckin bitch makes me soo god damn mad!!!! alright well yeah thats it....i gotta go make a cake and go to international night lol haha byebye Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: johns ims
|Sunday, April 18th, 2004|
haha omg last night was soo much fun!!!! we had a surprise sewwt 16 for lauren....ahhh it was amazing....dinner i think was the best part cuz we were all really really hyper lol....haha with the hats....oh god that was soo funny....hahaha....bree u crack me up.....oh yeah lets give them something to talk about lol hahahaha.......yeah then after dinner we went across the street to ryans house lol.....that was just funny....haha when the cop drove by lol haha....were in the middle of the street dressed in like all black and were being really loud and a cop drives by lol....haha soo yeah ne way we went to ryans house and it was fun....jim was there....haha i find that really funny....oh god they called me like a million times lol....haha watchin the jlo guy lol hahah oh god that was gross....but it was funny...everyone over there was drunk so it was hilarious lol haha....yeah....i felt bad though cuz i know jim wanted to drink but he wouldnt cuz i was there....i mean that was really nice but i felt bad cuz i really didnt care....but it was nice of him not too and he appologized too witch was also nice....but yeah then we went back to keri house....and we did a candel thing...it was called the 16 things we love about lauren...that was awsome....it was soo cool.....then right in like the middel of it jim called me lol haha i felt bad though....but then after that we went and played hidden talents....that was funny...haha and then we played pretty pretty princess....lol haha i havent played that since i was like 5...then after that we attempted to watch cheaper by the dozen but by that time it was like 4 in the morning.....so we watched some of it....then we all fell asleep at like 5:30...yeah then we woke up at like 11:30 but at like 9 i got a text message so that kinda woke me up lol haha....well yeah then we watched the end of the movie and then we all went home....it was such a fun night....hahaha....well im gonna go i think jim might come over byebye!!! Current Mood: optimisticCurrent Music: lets give them something to talk about