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[15 Mar 2004|12:07pm] |
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i'mmmm backkkk.
GREAT times with mama ho in chicago.
even though it was sort of freezing.
the conference was good times as well, everyone loved us and refered to me as "precious" alot.
we met lots of funny people and bonded 'n stuff.
i found my prom dress, and i am in lovvveee with it.
we walked through a movie set that nicholas cage was in, weatherman or somthing. that was pretty darn cool.
i missed nicky a whole lot, but i see him in a few hours so i can take it.
i got us matching chicago shirts. well mines pink and his is blue, cuz i'm gay like that.
i'm tired and very cranky but alison is making me smile.
Hoey Pear 075: i get to come on a date with u and nicky over spring break
Hoey Pear 075: he promised
haha i love her and missed her a lot! and she is 18 and finally got her liscence today.
so lets hear it for alison.
smooooochies.
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| do you try too hard, or are you strong enough to be yourself. |
[09 Mar 2004|03:23pm] |
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johnnydcp: i want you to write about me in your journal and how i changed your life, and how you miss me and love me so much
johnny changed my life, and i miss him and love him so much.
me, mama ho and baby d went to ponderosa for lunch today.
we ate and stuff, but mama ho also got chicken sandwiches to go for the rest of the fam.
but before she left she tried to stick some chicken wings in the bag and she definately got caught.
hahahahahahahaha. so funny.
mama ho and myself leave for chicago tomorrow night.
it will be good times.
hopefully i'll find a REALLY hot prom dress at one of the malls.
yay.
nicky will be at a hockey tourney.
and i'll quick looking at the clock, cuz it will only bring me down and it wont bring him there.
gotta love eve 6 and the way i like to alter lyrics.
but anyways, i will miss him tons.
i shall return on sunday.
we dont have school monday or tuesday and that rocks.
thats all folks.
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| lip gloss and let down. |
[07 Mar 2004|12:10am] |
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lets see here....
thursday me and nicky had a sleepover.
he looks so handsome in the morning.
yesterday i cooked him dinner.
ya'll shoulda seen me, i was the best cook ever.
mr. o. came over and saw me cooking on the grill and told me i looked like a quaker...?
nicky made some brownies with his "special ingrediant" hmmm.
then we went to the park and swang on the swings.
i wanted to ride bikes but the tires were flat, and i was pissed.
we pretty much just layed in my bed for the rest of the night.
i guess thats what us married folk do.
tonight i worked till about 8.
it was gayness in the anus.
when i got out i picked up brooke.
and we got alison from big joes bday party. she was a lil tipsy.
we went to the coffee shop to hear some people play their instruments and sing their songs.
janelle looked SOOOOO hot.
her, lisa and lindsay were dressed in some adorable skirts.
cutie pies are they.
now i'm home because i'm too lazy to go to parties.
i guess you could call me a party pooper.
and i <3 nicky.
it's not a fun party unless he's there.
sigh.
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| when i'm lost in a crowd, i hope that you will pick me out. |
[29 Feb 2004|08:36pm] |
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YAYYYY YAYYYYY NICKY WON THE SHIP YAYYYYYY.
um, today i worked till like 3:30.
it was quite boring.
linny called me with some super news. congrats baby girl.
oh and wendy i hate you, and i can write that i hate you in this because you will never see it.
after i got home from worky i got ready and went to nickys game.
he kicked bootay.
i saw my sexual white chocolate janelle, i love her.
and her hot friends that were with her.
after the gamey we went to nickys coachies house.
those boys are silly.
nicky just called me to make sure i was home safely.
i think he just wanted to have phone sex, who knows.
he got to babysit the trophie for the week, hes so lucky.
fin.
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| lie to me and try to say you never will. |
[25 Feb 2004|07:43pm] |
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hiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
WOW whenever i see that quiznos comercial, xyricka pops into my head.
i think i should consider that a good thing, cuz that comercials on all the time.
alyssa crofts was SO on good morning america.
lets hear it for public schools.
at least malcom phoned alisons peice, or i'd honestly be worried.
shout-out to my boo marla. & linny too.
in tro doggies class, it's all about being a dancer.
what he doesn't know is that sarah and i were famous dancer princesses when we were 5.
thats right, bitches there are pictures.
speaking of sarah, her rents came into TU tonight. lisa is so hot.
TU = tullys university by the way.
i worked with nicole tonight, she's silly.
dan came in and surprised me! i miss him bunches.
f.y.i. nickys ship is at 4:30 sunday. x's & o's to him.
peace out girl scouts.
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| let me know who loves you best. |
[22 Feb 2004|07:34pm] |
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alison made me promise to update today, so here i am updating.
school is still gayer than ever.
nicky is still as handsome as ever.
alison is more perverted than ever.
the usual.
nicky is going to the ship on sunday, be there or be homosexual.
take care 'n comb your hair.
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| you make me feel like i am fun again. |
[16 Feb 2004|10:10pm] |
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i spent the entire day with nicky.
so of course it was WONDERFUL.
we went to the sabres game.
his family got this "suite" and it was pimp.
then we went to ali's basketball game.
some boy wanted to rape kenny mac in the parking lot.
ali looked hot in her basketball shorts, i think i saw her blue underwear?
haha, i love you baby.
school is gay.
peace.
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| you live in a box, i could lift the lid. |
[15 Feb 2004|07:23pm] |
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hug a tree.
alison snores like a fricken monster truck.
beth moore is gay and so is megan.
happy birthday grampa myron.
beth and rachel are hot, and so is aaron's "redneck" hat haha dumbass.
i love nato and uncle nate who is big and burly.
nato gave nut face the hudini.
happy birthday dave, i miss you.
my nicky poo comes home tonight!!!!
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| <3 be mine. |
[14 Feb 2004|01:39pm] |
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happy valentines day everyone.
i'm SOOO excited for my date with alison tonight.
we're going to pretend to be a lesbian couple, isn't that hot?
some crazy crackers sold pat carney a prego puppy.
it had a surprise valentines day baby. how strange.
that kinda thing would only happen to the carneys.
i love you all.
xoxo.
p.s. i miss nicky.
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| i wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day. |
[12 Feb 2004|11:51pm] |
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since nicky is going away tomorrow, for the entire weekend mind you, we decided to make our valentines day today. because we're cool kids, and cool kids belong together, duh.
i'd tell you what we got one another, but ya know thats kinda on the personal side.
i could tell you what we did....(you wish, ya pervs).
okay, okay ya dragged it out of me. we watched pearl harbor, happy?
haha.
at least he gave mama ho a cheeseburger for valentines day.
nicky you're the greatest valentine EVER. thank you for everything.
p.s. i'll miss youuuuu, good luck with your games!
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| put that face away, i'm melting for you. |
[08 Feb 2004|09:19pm] |
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this morning i had to wake up semi early to do my time at tullys university.
it went pretty well, keith was in to visit as usual, he keeps me occupied.
i got home at around 4, and made lindsays birthday present (better late than never).
dont worry xyrie, yours will be done tomorrow, i love you both sorry for the delay.
after a while i got ready and went to nickys hockey game.
he won 6-2 and looked really hot doing it.
i stood by mr. brown for the whole game, and we bonded.
i'm still freeeeezing.
nicky just called me to let me know that nance was pumping some gas. she's cute.
happy birthday to kristine.
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| everyday, i get a little closer to you. |
[05 Feb 2004|04:33pm] |
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in exactly two months, i will be on a plane airborne to leah's.
i am tremendously excited.
she is my kindred spirit, and i love her times infinity.
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[03 Feb 2004|10:22pm] |
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sorrrrrrry guys, i've had a bit of some writers block lately.
i will update soon, for real dearies.
pretty stellar icon though, right? it's to my nicky - yay.
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| exit out the enter door and smile. |
[28 Jan 2004|12:06pm] |
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that fricken exit project. wow let me tell you somthing, i am the worst public speaker, EVER.
okay seriously i was so nervous, who even knows what i was talking about, i sure as hell didn't know so i'm sure they didnt either.
and you'd think i'd be awesome at the whole speaking in front of strangers thing, cuz hello i do it ALL the time.
but eh, talking TO people about a public policy issue is a lil different than talking perverted WITH them.
FYI: I SUCK.
thank jesus that's over with.
mr. weather man, you can clear up these roads anytime now, thank you.
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| i'll be better when i'm older. |
[24 Jan 2004|07:45pm] |
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well...midterm week is over, with an exception to tro-doggies class. i get to see his fine ass friday.
yesterday night i did my time at tullys university with kristine and kirstin. thankfully it was slow, and thankfully they are some hot ladies to work with.
after i got out marla, pat and i went to see 'the butterfly effect' it was good times, i highly recomend it. not only because i got to see tata's either, that was just a bonus.
beth was on a HOT date across the row from us. haha way to be on a date beth. who does that.
all in all i enjoyed my night with marla and pat lots. esspecially when we had our moments of silence while listening to 'my imortal' on the ride there and back. and marla's jello.
today i went to the mall with bethi.
before we left i dropped a dish on my toe, and now i walk funny.
we got some hot clothing that i'm positive will look great on any floor in town.
luckily we spotted some dancers shakin it like a polaroid picture, and stole dorry.
beth is an excellent companion, even if she does make me listen to music of different ethnicities.
i got back from churchy a lil while ago, it was nice and godly.
currently i am doing my hair in preparation for nicky's hockey game that i am attending later this evening w/ brookie.
i am trying to look nice for him, but shh don't tell anyone. it's a secret.
ali and linny left for florida today, and i miss them already.
i miss you too ashley.
don't worry ghost mode, you are definately missed as well.
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| my weakness caused you pain. |
[21 Jan 2004|11:03pm] |
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why did i even wake up today, pointless.
went to school. tro-dogg got all up in my grill, like a hot dog. don't worry everyone, we are friends again.
on a lighter note, turkey and gravey for lunch rocked my socks off.
went to the coffee shoppy w/ bethi, brookie & sarah.
then went to jc pennys.
then i took my shower for the day, believe it or not, i DO shower at some point during the day people.
went to grandma's to see the father figure, pff.
came home.
decided eating whatever i could find until i felt sick to my stomache would be better than studying for any useless midterms/finals.
watched american idle, hilarious. simon is my role model.
& the O.C. getting a little to dramatic for my taste. at least the girls are hot.
then had to watch the ever so intelligent jessica simpson. i have a crush on her.
i accomplished nothing today and it feels so good.
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| best friends. |
[20 Jan 2004|09:18pm] |
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a good friend helps you up when you fall
a best friend pees her pants laughing
trips you again
and calls you an asshole.
haha.
i love my best friends.
and our overly competative games of scrabble.
and how i buy food, and they steal it off my plate after saying "they dont like it" or "they're not hungry"
and even when we drive all the way up to brockport to find the store we went up there for is closed.
i love them unconditionally.
um, that means forever sillys.
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| she'll never be me. |
[19 Jan 2004|05:52pm] |
You know I'm one of a kind;
Boy what's this I see,
This girl she looks just like me,
Blond hair and dressed to a T,
You tell me how can this be,
If she knew I was the one,
Who used to turn you on,
Yeah,
But you don't want to talk about it
When you think you can find
Someone to fill my shoes
And you ask yourself why
That she can't do the thing I do
And you can't deny
That everywhere you go
You see my face and my name
And it eats you up inside
You know I'm one of a kind
There'll never be another me
Can't get me out of your mind
You're lost in your own fantasy
And when you look in my eyes
Is it hard for you to realize
She'll never be me
Why can't you see it girl
Got no identity
Whenever he's touching you
He's really thinking of me
Does she know I was the one
Who use to turn you on, yeah
But you don't want to talk about it
When you think you can find someone
to fill my shoes
And you ask yourself why
She don't do the things I do
You can't deny
That everywhere you go
You see my face, hear my name
And it eats you up inside.
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| come back and sing. |
[19 Jan 2004|01:23am] |
You only live twice or so it seems,
One life for yourself and one for your dreams.
You drift through the years and life seems tame,
Till one dream appears and love is its name.
And love is a stranger who'll beckon you on,
Don't think of the danger or the stranger is gone.
This dream is for you, so pay the price.
Make one dream come true, you only live twice.
-coldplay
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| two words: pat carney |
[17 Jan 2004|08:33pm] |
what i did today has no meaning, my conversation with pat was all that mattered.
carney04: and not to mention we're almost like christina
carney04: I'm beautiful...I'm dirty...I'm beautiful...I'm a fighter...I'm dirty
JeniBeni14: haha, yes can't hold me down, im beautiful, i'm dirrty, i'm a fighter, i'm beautiful, i'm dirrty.
haha...
and then our conversation on the discontinuation of green kool-aid.
carney04: the world is sick, a war in the middle east, drug traffic from columbia, aids in africa, near exctinction of aragatangs, and there is no green kool-aid
okay, if you are not aquainted with this guy, you are seriously missing out. pat you are way too hot for your own good, and i love you times a million.
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