when your on a holiday ..

if you like pina coladalisten up.
and gettin caught in the raincause there.
if your not into yogaaint nothing.
if you have half a brainfunny.
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Thursday, January 30th, 2003

Time:1:30 am.
omggg got a new blurty cause i was getting bored with this oneee .. im still gonna use this one sometimes but feel free to add ~simpleplan___ to your friends list, thank you =)
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Tuesday, January 28th, 2003

Time:10:00 pm.
yeaaa in the last entry that was my bestest camp friend tillie with the brown hair and my little freshie teri
i love you girliesss ...

more pics...

a real blury ass pic of my bitch nicoleeee being gangsta with a smirnoff i love yyouuu girl

pic of tiff, jme, kelley, & me @ nicoles sweet 16
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Time:9:35 pm.
we'll be playin' & havin fun ...

Monday, January 27th, 2003

Time:8:23 pm.
Music:7th heaven theme song.
ashLEym781: me too -- not studying cause i have add
Pookie7332: ok umm i have subtraction??

haha melanie i LOVE you, you dumb assss =)

just got home from kelleys house and "studying" which wasnt really cause i have add and i couldnt study muhfuckaaaa lol

the regents was rpetty easy except for that damn parabola question which sucked ass but whatever, im hoping for low 80s at least

eric looks like billy from good charlotte

thats all i gotta say and yeppp im still grounded
mwas
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Sunday, January 26th, 2003

Time:11:30 am.
Mood: annoyed.
Music:like a movie - midtown.
grounded hahahaha --
remember how i told you i went to my friends house after a sweet 16, and her parents werent home ..
well the shit definately hit the fan and her mom found out -- about us and the liquor and she definately called everyones mom -- and now im grounded for 2 weeks but it aint that bad cause i wasnt gonna go out anyways this weekend cause of midterms -- and next weekend i got jessicas sweet 16 and i already rsvped .. HOLLA
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Friday, January 24th, 2003

Time:7:41 pm.
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Time:7:14 pm.
Mood: cold.
Music:hands down - dashboard confessional.
its favorite song time -- i love the dashboard confessional when im sad =)

"Hands Down"

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and let you in.
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
we'll be playin' & havin fun ...

Time:1:04 am.
? name: ashley
? hometown: baldwin, ny
? highschool: baldwin senior high school
? current school: a duhhhh
? work: i need a fucking job
? family: one little hermano, blake

DO YOU LIKE
? your family: no comment
? your school: no i hate school - it makes me fall asleep
? your job: wish i got one
? your city: what city? i live in a wack ass town
? your pets: i hate animals
? church: i like god, but church is boring
? smokers: depends what your smoking
? drinkers: holla @ me
? partiers: holla @ baldwin kegers

ARE YOU
? hip: sure why not
? emo: when i listen to dc
? indie: nah
? punk: no, just listen to the music
? metal: nah too much screaming
? trendy: what does that mean?
? a good kid: no i lie too much for that
? a rebel: nawt really
? talented: dont think so
? smart: kinda
? religious: not really

FAVOURITE
? Color: pink, checkered black and white, blue
? Book: harry potter all the way
? Movie: harry potter =)
? Time of the day/night: Anytime im sleeping
? Website: ??
? Company: i dno
? Store: hollister, a&f, epic jeans, active wearhouse
? Food: any type of breakfast food
? Place: anyones car
? Smell: weed =)
? Sound: silence
? Animal: hate animals
? Boy name: Jake
? Girl name: Ali
? Subject: lunch
? Word: wingardium leviousa
? Phrase/quote: im gonna fucking kick you in your face
? Number: 13
? Windows operating system: right
? Person's live/deadjournal: again. ok?
? Childhood memory: having one of those red corvette things that i could drive
? Boardgame: yea right
? Band: simple plan + homegrown + gc + your mom
? Song: im just a kid - simple plan
? Underwear: i love these little underwear that i stole from my brother cause he never wore them haha
? Outfit: sevens and any shirt

EITHER/OR
? Hiphop/rap: both holla @ 50 centt
? Indie/emo: emo
? Adam sandler/jim carrie: they are both funny
? Soda/water: soda muhfuckaa - i hate water
? Black/hot pink: umm both i guess
? Halloween/easter: hallows eve
? Dark/light: dark
? Night/day: night
? Anorexic/chubby: well they are both eating disorders arent they? no thansk to either
? Pop/punk: both
? Pop/hip hop :both
? cuddling/making out: cuddling
? syke/riiight:what
? bed/floor: i like sleeping on the floor
? too much/too little: wtf
? sXe/druggie: drugssss
? drink/smoke: i smokee weed everyday [iwish lol] i drink every weekend, but smokings a special occasion [whenever i can get it lol]
? party/kickback: party

CURRENTLY
? Outfit:abercrombie hoodie, black thug sweats
? Drinking: nothing
? Eating:nothing
? Position: forward in my chair
? Music: perfect - simple plan
? Favorite person(s): umm you i guess
? How many im's going: 0 - its mad late
? Who's with you:no one at all
? Are you in love: no
? Are you in like:yeaa
? Are you single: yup
? Mood: ssleepppyyy
? Caught up or way behind: so fucking behind its not even cool
? Horny: no
? Miss anybody: black hats ...
? Loathe anybody: yea basically my whole school
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Time:12:53 am.
Mood:pissed.
Music:god must hate me - simple plan.
id just like to sum up my life in one song ..

"I'm Just A Kid"

I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on you own
and here it goes

[Chorus]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
and every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world.


I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me.

Tonight.

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause im just a kid tonight


omfggg im going to kill the next person i see whining about how some bands arent punk and oo avril isnt punk blah blah blah who the FUCK cares .. like seirously, its music, and if you like it, you like it -- and i HATE when people call good charlotte sell outs! its not there fucking fault that people who watch mtv like them .. are they supposed to not go on mtv if mtv calls them up and asks them too -- are they supposed to stay unknown forever?!?! no .. its just so stupid and people should be happy for them that they are spreading their message of music over the world and everything not complaining about how they've sold out and how they are pop-punk .. with all the shit going on in our world now a days, what music and punk and which is not is the least of our worries
-- and trust me -- imma rant about the word POSER tommroow when i have enuf time =X
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Thursday, January 23rd, 2003

Time:4:57 pm.
Mood: cold.
Music:the silent hum of my brain.
YEA I THOUGHT SO BITCH!

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WHYS IT SO FUCKING BRICK IN MY HOUSE?!?!
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Sunday, January 19th, 2003

Time:9:46 am.
Mood: hyper.
Music:mest - compulsive prep.
tonights gonna be hot -
>> laurens sweet 16 - nd getting fucked up before i go haha
>> jamies house after for an afterparty with no parents [o shitt]

its gonna be off da heeezay
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Time:9:44 am.
with the top down seat back
rollin' in my cadillac

mest<333
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Friday, January 17th, 2003

Time:11:42 pm.
im really such an idiot -- why am i so mean to him?
why cant i just tell him that i care =(
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Thursday, January 16th, 2003

Time:4:15 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:things dont always turn out that way - the calling.
i absolutely in love with alex from the callings voice, its soo sexy<33
new found glory on trl - blah .. why doesnt ian ever wear a shirt thats been my question for like a year haha
yay tommorows a half day and danielles gonna come over and we are gonna blaze -- so when my mom gets home from parent teacher conferences I wont care that shes yelling at me haha cause i dont do my homework =(
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Time:12:10 am.
Mood: tired.
Music:motivation proclamation - good charlotte.
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Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Moderate
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Avoidant:Moderate
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Wednesday, January 15th, 2003

Time:8:02 pm.
Music:tommorow - homegrown<3.
yeaaaaa just got home the basketball game .. 71 - 38 we KILLED em .. sooo sexyy lol
the other cheerleaders were SO rude, cheering when we were and shit but they were even cheering they were like dancing - so FUCKING retarded, next weeks gonna be so hectic, i hafta go to 10 HOURS of supplemental instruction from this college course midterm - ap european grrrr and its gonna be hell but if it helps my midterm than im gonna be happy cause .. i dnoo gotta get back to eating my POWDERED DONUT DELITES<333



Awake at ground zero.
Another day wasting away.
Nothing seems to matter.
'Cause nothing's ever changed.
California dreamin'.
Has never meant this much to me.
When living in this nightmare.
Comes so easily.
Holding on when I don't belong.
If this is right then I can't go wrong.
homegrown - tommorow
we'll be playin' & havin fun ...

Tuesday, January 14th, 2003

Time:11:14 pm.
Mood:itchy.
Music:best of me - starting line.
this weekend i definately wanna chill with haja damon and sara -- high times of the year man
its totally ill cause we just drive around mad fucked up and crap
and damons not too bad to look at =)
we'll be playin' & havin fun ...

Time:10:03 pm.

According to the "Which
Something Corporate Song Are You?
" Test...

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Time:9:59 pm.
haha im a jock .. not really im too fucking lazy and i DO get good grades, but whatever





Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?
quiz, by Angel.
we'll be playin' & havin fun ...

Time:4:24 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music:cute without the e - taking back sunday.
this is just an area to practice html .. dont even mind it =P
BENJi iS S0 SEXii
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