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MuNeCaS bAk!!! [08 Apr 2003|02:11pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Wud Up?..how u ppl been damn i havent updated this shyt in a while well im just lettin u know im back..hopefully ill update more often right?..i know u ppl missed me i missed u ppl too mwas madd love i gotta alot to say but im in skool right now and i cant really type alot cause my bells about to ring but ill let u ppl know later on when i get home, omg i got aol finally my mom actually said she wanted it so then she decided to get it its pretty cool alil confusin but ill get the hang of it right i mean it cant be that hard me and bernard are still together of course we love each other very much..we've been together 4 a year and 3 months now so thats good we have our lil arguments here and there but everything works out well...my familys good i get along wit all my friends there isnt a day that i dont lol they so crazy just like ME :] (yay!)...skools pretty cool...oommmggg i miss diz so much i dont even know what to type because im so excited im cuttin class because my english teacher is absent i dont like her omg i went to the guidence councler and she tells me that my teachers are scared of me tell me why that would happen i mean if there gonna be scared they would pass me just so i dont "do anything to them" right? ugh teachers these days there so retarted i might transfere out because she said that this skool isnt 4 everyone and she said shes gonna call my mom to make an appoiment..lol thats kool she said that i might have to go to a vocational skool it would be better 4 me because i told her what i wanted to do or whatever so she said shes gonna call my mom lol i hope she convinces my mom so i can leave this damn fukin skool this shyt sucks anyways i gotta go ill update later on ok mwas

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Muneca To Da Fullest *thats me* ;] [28 Feb 2003|12:04pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | 50 cent -Many men(wish death) ]

wussup im here chillin online checkin my mail and d/loadin music in my skool pc..lol im so bad anyways well i was bored so i decided to update my journal i went online yesterday like at 10:00 and got offline like at 12:30 because i was doin a math project that was due today so i couldnt update i got info in the pc and pasted it and its not like she cares cause she said it was ok so there u go...werd my babys comin back on sunday he thinks ima go visit him on sunday afternoon but i dont want to go see him cause he needs to rest cause sleepin in a plane isnt really comfortable believe me..lol umm what else oh um well ima see my cousin liz FINALLY cause she never comes then today in skool i was in gym and my teacher was absent cause they went to sum bootcamp shyt anyways so i was chillin around talkin to my friends and one of bernards friends called i didnt pick up the fone cause i didnt feel like it i wasnt in the mood to give his friend a whole explanation on why i got his cell and where hes at soo whatever i just ignored it but he called like 3 times and i still didnt pick it up i got no buisness pickin up anyways especially when im in skool lawd uhh im so tired and sleepy did i tell u that i got a perfume from a friend its diesel for women its madd nice and it smells good everyone seems to like it cause in skool ppl stop and tell me that smells good what is that..lol it does smell good no joke my cousin got the diesel colone for men that one smells good too lol anyways ill finish updatin when i get home my day hasnt even finished yet and my bell is about to ring ssoo ill come bak laterz aight One MWASS _*MunecaSexi_*

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???? [25 Feb 2003|09:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Jay-z F/Pharell->Excuse Me Miss ]

Hey whassup well i talked to bernard so thats good he called me then i called him cause he had only a minute left to his callin card ;] omgg im so happy hes comin back in like 3 days im really happy..lol i missed him so much i mean i still do miss him because hes still over there anyways omg my friend from my skool she has leukimia its sum disease wit the lungs sum shyt like dat omg when she told me that i felt like cryin but then i couldnt cry cause then the teachers would've been all up on my ass "why u cryin" "are u ok" "how are u" "omg do u want water" ughh meanwhile to myself i wanna grab dem and his dem and he like leave me the fuk alone..lol im not sure wha to do for my math project see i was thinkin of doin Web Designing because It has sum mathematical form..see my project has to be about a career thats mathematical like cashier dietrician sum shyt like dat but see i wasnt sure if Web Designing was mathematical form but the teacher said that i can pick that if i think it does have to do with math but now i wanna do Accounting cause that has alot to do wit Math plus my cousin Liz she takes it so ima ask her stuff about it I just hope she can help me out..Anyways IM HAPPYY!!! werd man i gotta do that global crap i gotta read a book its due by like march 11th so im good the only one im worried about is Science damn man its due march 3rd but that shyts gonna be hard oh well uhm..i got my nails done like 2 weeks ago while bernard was away so now ima go get a fillin ;] yupz umh there isnt anything else i gotta say so i dont know wed i gotta go buy new pants ima go wit my cousin genesis to epic design in queens center mall ima see if we go friday ;]..lol aight ima be outz holla at me Mwazz besos to Bernard_*MunecaSexi*_

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Blizzard Of '03 [17 Feb 2003|08:43pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Damn i know you seen that damn blizzard outside that shyt it crazy ommg its fukin bricks outside i miss my baby hes over there in the beach and its like 95 degrees outside and over here its 23 degrees and its snowing man you my babys lucky..lol man i miss him so much ;[ mannn oh well the bad part is that when he comes back hes gonna be use to the hot weather over there and when he comes here ima laugh cause its not the same..i just really miss him alot and i gotta call him and buy the callin card ima go 2morrow if not ill go on wednsday lol anyways im outz keepin this shyt short cause my fingers hurts cause i was outside..lol laterz mwass still love yaa MADD LOVE TO BERNARD MWASS _*MunecaSexi*_

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY [14 Feb 2003|08:03pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey whassup aight ima make this quick HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY i hope all ur girls had a wonderful valentines wit ya mans and i hope he got u ppl flowers candy and maybe a diamond ring..lol nah who knows my b.fs in chile and he had flowers delivered to my house wit a balloon ;] i started cryin so much ;] omgg i cant stop cryin lol i know it sounds pathetic but i really do love him and i didnt think he'd have floweres delivered to my house like that omggg im sooo happy he called me from over there too im just happy he got there safe * VERY HAPPY* mwasss well ima be outz just wanted to spread my joy wit ya ppl...lol mwass MADDD LOVE TO BERNARD THANK YOU HUNNY FOR THE FLOWERS _*MunecaSexi*_

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So Lonely And So sad ;[ [13 Feb 2003|05:32pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Trina ft/ludacris->B R right ]

Whassup ugh my bf left i mean 4 sure he was wit me yesterday and he took his booty bag..lol and his shirt which i really liked but he said he was gonna give it back to me ;] anyways i left me his fone which is aight but i really dont care cause its not the same as being wit him its not like ima make out wit the damn fone..lol ima realllyyy misss him so much i already do and it hasnt even been like a day i dont know i guess its good 4 us alil so my valentines is ruined ;[ ima really miss him so much i tried not to cry when he left my house yesterday but when i closed the door that was the first thing i did was cry and i just went to my room to put my pajamas and i stood watchin tv to distract me then he called me on his cell fone so we talked until like 1:00 then he said he was gonna go sleep and that he wanted me to sleep cause i had skool so we just hung up but i think like around 4:30 he imd me online on his fone and said bye and when i went to check the fone to see if it was charged well i saw it and i started cryin and right now i cant stop cryin i know its only 2 weeks but i feel like its gonna be a month or sum shyt and all i thought about was him leavin and stayin there and shyt but i know hes comin back lol his mom was tellin me yesterday on the fone how shes gonna leave him there if he dont behave and that shes gonna bring me a new guy i started laughin but at the same time to my self i was like noo so i hope he behaves good ppss ill be so madd at him if he doesnt..lol i got no hw today which is good i guess cause its Valentine's day im not sure..anyways aight i was talkin to my friend gisselle and i told her i wanted to bleach my hair to dye it like a really DARK burgundy cause i have it black but she was like nah cause its gonna fuk up jur hair..lol but she told me about sum dye thats 4 black hair that makes it like only a dark burgundy so yeah i mean its kool i told her to find out the name and shyt and she was like aight ima get my nose pierced but im not sure yet cause first of all my dad wont let me cause of my grades but my mom would let me but shes also thing about the good grades but im not sure and i cant get that witout them knowin cause they gonna see it lol i mean it is gonna be on my nose and my nose is visable..lol nah but right now i wanna dye my hair burgundy yuppz and 2morrow ima go get my nails done really nice and ima let my real nails grow that way i have my own nails..lol so ima keep then 4 like 2 months or more until my real nails grow ima make them short dough cause i dont want them so fukin long damn anyways ima be outz just wanted to let ya ppl know my bizz lolz ;] mwass love ya all
_*MunecaSexi*_ Madd Love to my B.f BERNARD MWASS I LOVE YOU

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The Sex Survey [10 Feb 2003|10:03pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

1. Have you ever had a serious boyfriend? -yes
2. Do you currently have a boyfriend? -yes
3. Do you consider yourself heterosexual?-
4. Have you ever made out with a boy? -duh yes
5. Have you ever French kissed a boy? -ye
6. Has a guy ever felt your breasts (over clothing)? -damn man yes
7. Has a guy ever felt your breasts (under clothing)? -fuk man yes
8. Has a guy ever fingered you? - lol yeah
9. Have you ever given oral sex? - No
10. Have you ever rubbed a guy's groin (over clothing)? - yes
11. Have you ever rubbed a guy's groin (under clothing)?- yeap
12. Have you ever masturbated a guy to orgasm? - mmm yeah
13. Have you ever received oral sex? - OMG yes
14. Have you ever had sexual intercourse with a guy?-Nah
15. If not, do you feel you aren't ready to have sex? - Nope
16. If not, are you waiting for marriage to have sex? - NOO
17. If yes, have you had sexual intercourse with more than one guy? -No
18. If yes, have you had sexual intercourse with more than five guys? -No
19. If yes, have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time? (ie
threesome) - No
20. Do you feel you should only have sexual intercourse if you love the
partner? - um yeah i think so
21. Have you ever had an orgasm? - LOL yes sir
22. Have you ever masturbated? -No
23. If yes, on average, do you masturbate once a week or more? No
24. If yes, on average, do you masturbate at least three or four times a
week (every other day)? -No
25. If yes, on average, do you masturbate once a day or more? -I dont masterbate drop the subject
26. Have you ever used a vibrator? -NOOO
27. Have you ever had any kind of sexual experience with a girl? If not,
skip the remaining questions. - no
28. If yes, have you ever kissed a girl? - just tap kiss
29. If yes, have you ever given/received oral sex to/from a girl? -HELL NOOOO
30. If yes, have you ever used sex toys with another girl? - EWW NOOO
Well there u have it ppl ask sum wierd ass questions lol oh wellz mwass im outz is really late and i gotta go to skool even dough i have to be in skool at 9:00 but ima just go to sleep noones online..lol mwas <3 ya all!!!!
_*MunecaSexi*_

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Stupid Shyt! [09 Feb 2003|02:44pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

wudd up..madd bored im still in my pjs sum nigga imd me askin me what i was wearing stupid ass ppl...it comes to show that sum guys got nothing betta to do..lol it makes me laugh im cold and im wearing a robe its like a lavender color thats cause my mom likes purple its hers and im drinkin soda..im addicted to soda i dont know but its just it taste good anyways ok i know its out of the blue but there so many women out there that have so much money and they waste it on breast implants and ass implants they get liposuction to make there fat go away i dont know but im my opinion if u got money then go for it noone can stop u but urself..if it was me i would get breast implants i guess thats just me i would also make my ass look bigger so id get ass implants..lol like i said noone can stop anyone its all about you!..and noone else...sum ppl say its wrong cause sumthing can go wrong or they wont put the celicone right..pleassseee i've made my decision ima save money just to get breast implants ima get ass implants and ima make my lips bigger its a whole new me ;] anyways i took this test what magazine should u pose for sum shyt like dat..lol i was bored and i didnt have anything else to do like always ;] pss whacha gonna do about it?..i got nothing betta to do oh wellz..lol laterz mwas *MunecaSexi*

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Sad but True.. [05 Feb 2003|11:30am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | P.diddy->Satisfy You ]

aight well i got my report card i think it was monday i failed all my classes the only class i passed was lab they fuked up my program but i gotta get that fixed if they could i got free period now monday,wednsday and thursday first period thats retarted i dont know but whatever..my old math teacher that ladys on my fukin case tellin me that i need to do good in skool which i am ima try to anyways my b.fs leavin me i think its next week i dont really think about it much cause then i start crying but he'll be back in 2 weeks its just that im so use to being wit him all the tyme that its gonna feel strange...but ima like not think of it that way the days can pass real quick i know that we'll keep in touch and ill call him to when i can n shyt i mean ill be able to seein that i got that same week off from skool you know...ima reallllllyyyy miss him alottt!...ugh it'll be good 4 me and him cause we'll have sumthing to talk to each other about u know and when he comes back from chile i'll be doin good in skool and shyt so i can pass all my classes and get those fukin credits that i need...lol ppl already sendin me college papers and i cant even go to college cause of my grades and shyt plus i dont know if i wanna go to college i dont wanna leave bernard alone unless he goes to college too and then we can like call each other and stuff...i'll try doin good in skool while hes away..ima re-dye my hair black cause i already see my brown roots..lol yeah my hairs brown i dyed it black..im thinkin of doin it black and then putin red stricks on it what do u ppl think?....i cut my hair a while back its not as long as b4 u know but it'll get there cause my hair grows fast ;]..ughh im just soo stressed my back hurts yesterday i started cryin and my mom was like why u cryin and i told her that ima miss my b.f and she was being very helpful she hugged me and told me he's gonna come back it aint like hes gonna move over there he'll call u and u can call him over there he'll be wit his mom so hes gonna be fine its only 2 weeks those 2 week it'll be here b4 u know it...i know she understands me cause she kinda did go threw the same thing wit my dad except that she was pregnant wit me so i know it was much more harder cause my dad had to go to ecuador for sumthing...see if i was to be pregnant wit bernards baby i dont think i would be able to stay alone wit a baby...ill be more emotional and all that other pregnacy crap...ughh...i think ima just be out i really dont wanna mention it more then i already have cause then ima start crying more and i dont wanna go to class wit my eyes all red..so yeah ima be outz ok mwwass much love to my pplz
besitos to my b.f mmmmwwwaaaaaass I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH
_*MunecaSexi*_

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_The begining to a never endin story_pt.ll [31 Jan 2003|09:57pm]
[ mood | sad ]

im so confused i dont know what to do my friend said not to call Micheal and Bernard of course hes gonna say dont call him he dont like Micheal,I dont know man to my opinion i really dont see why I should call him but i wanted to i dont think i wanna call him cause there would be no point like bernard and sandra said to me i think havin this dream for 2 days means sumthing SOMEONE needs to give me advice wtf do i do?...im just gonna let it go but if that dream keeps poppin up ima really be scared and then ima just do me...for now ima keep it here ima just let it be and ima let it go cause i aint gonna bring it up unless it comes alone..ommmgg wanna know sumthing funny BERNARD just told me that i cant be friends wit Micheal..hes being an asshole but whatever i dont care thats him THANKS TO HIM im not allowed to have him as a FRIEND :[ :[ :[ :[ well ima be outz theres nothing else for me to say so whatever im outz ::tearing:: IF U READ THIS DONT THINK THAT IM TREARIN CAUSE I LIKE MICHEAL CAUSE I'VE TOLD U ALREADY I DONT SO WHATEVER IF U DONT WANNA BELIEVE ME THEN THATS YOUR FUKIN PROBLEM...Im outz laterz mwass _*MunecaSexi*_

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_The begining of a never ending story_ [30 Jan 2003|12:05pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Back in the 6th grade i had the only crush on this guy named *Micheal but this guy was dating my best friend *Andrea only to realize that the more i would hang out wit this person the more i would like him its hard cause i never thought i'd like one of my best friends b.fs yeah it may have been wrong but she know i liked him and i guess she didnt care cause she didnt say anything to me i only lived 4 blocks away from this person i remember hang out wit this person until late because i would sleep over *Andreas house.. i cared about Andrea so much that i didnt wanna hurt her by liking her b.f..but he was also my friend we use to go over his house and watch t.v or go on his computer and bug out...as months passed i started liking *Micheal even more then i found out him and *Andrea broke up so i thought i can have him...lil did i know he didnt like me that way it hurt me because i figured he would like me but he told me i was to much of a friend like a lil sister to him that he doesnt see himself datin me.


I understood where he was comin from cause i mean we did get to know each other as friends first but i just didnt think i would end up likin him...i cried over micheal complained over micheal i even had fights wit micheal i knew that i had to get over him because he was never gonna end up likin me that way so i finally got over him and moved on then i found sumone else who really does like me and became my b.f till this day i still love my b.f and i wouldnt do anything to hurt him because he makes me the most happiest gurl alive i was hard 4getin micheal but i had to do what i knew was best when i found out micheal moved then i kinda made me happy cause i knew it wouldnt interfer in my life


I lost track of *Andrea cause we went to different high skools but we still talked not as much as b4 when i started talkin to her it made me realize that we had such good memories and how we really missed each other then more memories came to me when i asked her for Micheal and at that same moment that i asked for him she was talkin to him i let it go cause i didnt wanna make her think i was still attached to him but at the same time i didnt feel like i still liked him i did tell her to tell him i said hi thats when he imd me and we started talkin so that when i felt like i was back in the 6th grade likin Micheal and knowin that i cant have him cause he sees me as a lil sister.


After talkin to Micheal made me realize that i missed him and that i knew i wasnt able to see him ever again cause he moved to *Florida although i talked to him i knew i still liked him but at the same time i had a b.f who i loved at the same time it was wrong for me to like him because i belonged to sumone else but i couldnt get him off my head so i had to try to get over him again like b4.. about to days ago i had a dream wit my b.f and Micheal in the same living room i was wit my b.f alone and the door knocked cause i thought it was my cousin so i just to him to come in as i looked over to the door i found myself letting go of my b.f so quick just to jump on micheal and tell him Hi and i missed you.


After that i was confused cause i didnt know if it was cause i still had feeling for Micheal or if it was just sumthing that told me that i needed to figure out what my feelings towards Micheal were I didnt plan on having to dream about him it just happened so i've decided that i wanna call him and let him know how I feel and tell him that i need to know how he feels and if he likes me well im really sorry and if he doesnt then betta for me we can only be friends and it'll make me feel betta to know that i can be wit my b.f without havin to think about Micheal or anyone else

Well im gonna let you go i guess now you know how this all started and how its finished _Muneca Sexi_
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*Happy Birthday to my Mom and to Liz* [29 Jan 2003|08:59pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | singing happy birthday ;] ]

hey whassup well today was my mom and my cousins b-day we cut my mom a cake and sang happy birthday hopefully ima be able to see my cousin 2morrow if not then maybe next week who knows i just wanna wish her and my mom best wishes lots of love to both of them for understanding me and being there for me when i need them the most my mom for being the perfect rolemodel to me and to my cousin for opening my eyes and helping me understand things wit out them i dont think i'd be standing here in my own two feet i wish them the best i hope that they have many more birthdays to come thanks for everything ;] its wierd how they both have the same birthday i guess that also runs in the family..lol half my fam is either leo taurus or aquarius im the only capricorn..lol damn that shyt sucks oh well i guess that makes me UNIQUE and very very SPECIAL and of course EXCLUSIVE..lol sorry im just really happy for my mom and my cousin aight well ima be outz just wanted to wish them a happy birthday lol so HAPPY BIRTHDAY mwwasss <3 you lotss
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.....:[ [28 Jan 2003|09:01pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | nas-made u look ]

im still sick i was suppose to go to skool today to take the science test and i didnt go so my mom called and they said i would have to make it up in june and well its betta 4 me cause im not able to concentrate because im really sick and i feel weak so i really dont do much at home just eat take my medicine since it makes me sleepy and dizzy i sleep 4 like 2 hours and i feel betta but then my throat starts hurting and then my head spins and my nose gets stuffy other then that im feel fine i guess all my friends im me online like they havent seen me 4 years when u havent seen each other for 4days wierd ppl i guess im special...lol giselle just imd me which it kinda kool cause i havent seen her since the 5 day of skool of last year..lol she dropped out and shes having a baby so i guess that the reason why..man i dont know what ima do this year everytime i say ima do good it always back fires on me but ima try at least once..yo i aint even gonna mention it anyways 2morrow im suppose to pick up my cousin but i cant cause im still sick then friday i was gonna chill wit jessica theresa but i cant cause im sick im thinkin of maybe goin to the movies...lol ;] rittee thats funny i wanna see daredevil and i wanna see final destination2 and i wanna see kangaroo jack and i wanna see darkness ends sum shyt like that...jesus thats alot of money..lol any-WHOO ima be outz cause i cant *sneezes* stop sneezing laterz mwwasss
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Blah...Blah...Blah... [25 Jan 2003|10:49pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Aaliyah-Miss You ]

whadup...damn im bored and im really sick i had a fever last night and i took my temperature and its was 101.3..man that shyt suks ;[ then i took it this morning and it was 99.3 i was like damn man but im good now the only thing that suks is that i cant drink anything cold cause then ima get more sick..;[ nah but u know how soda tasty nasty when its hot ima have to taste it like dat cause im sick and im always coughin that shyt is wack and starting tuesday i gotta take regents for science from 9:15 to 12:00 or 12:15 im not sure and then wednsday i gotta take the global regents at the same tyme ;[ and im sick and i gotta take that shyt anyways i havent updated for a while i guess cause im always chillin in skool or im wit bernard sumtimes i dont even go online i know its wierd comin from me cause i always go online when im bored but lately i've been either sleepin chillin or arguing..lol damn i know that shyt sounded like if i made arguing a hobby..lmao anyways im so bored im still in my pajamas and i was talkin to bernard but he went to rest this is the first saturday that i wasnt wit him cause i stood home all day cause im sick and he had to go to his uncles b-day so yeah but ill see him 2morrow and maybe even monday if he comes to visit me ;] i misss him i miss him holdin me and kissin me omggg lol anyways ughh i wanna see him so bad ;[ aight well i think ima be outz cause i got nothing else to say its just so boring and ima watch saturday night live and mad t.v damn noones online aight im outz One
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Ohh YYeeaaaHHH!! [17 Jan 2003|04:13pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | b2k f/p-diddy-bump,bump,bump ]

hey wuz up well i didnt go to skool today so i didnt take my science final oh wellz ima take it on tuesday yupz yupz i was home the whole tyme cleaning a lil so yeah i kept myself busy lol like always i have to clean b4 i leave to hang out its betta 4 me dough cause my dad dont bitch about it later lol i mean hey i would perfer him tellin me to clean then havin him yell at me cause of sum stupid shyt...anyways omg omg im such a sexy thing lol nah i dont mean to sound concided but its true check diz out i was checkin my email and they were sendin me quizzes from quizdiva.com and they send me What Piercing Are You?? so i took it and im a tounge piercing thats just great lol aight well i just wanted to let u ppl know that ima be outz cause i gotta get off b4 my dad calls and finds the line busy cause im on the pc..lol like i said he bitches for eveything so i dont want him bitchin at me cause ill threw some plates nah im playin lol aight im outz mwaass <3 *KISSES* _MunecaSexi_

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Finalss!! [16 Jan 2003|09:59pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Hey whassup ugh man tomorrow i got a science final that shyt suks i didnt study cause most likely the final wont be hard cause thats what the teacher said then on the 24th next friday i got a math final i know for a fact that shyt is gonna be so fukin hard..i hope i pass at least one of them lol..see i dont like skool and for me if i had a choice i would drop out but then again i cant cause my parents would kill me and then ima have to move to ecuador and i aint gonna move there cause shyts goin bad over in that place so chillz i gotta really start doin good maybe ill get a cell im hopin i will i gotta give my extra hw to my math teacher i gotta ask my other teachers for extra work its gonna be hard but at the same tyme its gonna be worth the hard work mind u not everything is easy..lol anyways im so bored its madd late and im online when i should be sleepin cause i gotta wake up early to take that test ugh werd and on a fukin friday i gotta go threw 2 fridays wit a final 2morrow's science and next friday's math i mean wtf is that they trynna kill us over the weekend and make us study for the math one mann thats sum ghetto shyt...yo all i know is i gotta study ;[ im so sad but ima study all week if i can i mean i could but i get distracted easily thats why so i say ima do sumthing and i dont do it..lol anyways oommmggg im so worried i wanna pass but at the same tyme i dont think i can man ;[ ima crryyyyy ;[ lol aight yoo ima be outz i gotta go to sleep ok mmwwwaaasss *KISSES* _Muneca Sexi_

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Its Me....Again [15 Jan 2003|07:50pm]
[ mood | bored ]

wud up hows life??..damn man so much drama anyways ok well last friday i had gym and we were playin soccer mind u i dont like soccer but anyways we were running and i cant run cause i had a heart surgery when i was a baby and then i had one last year in september so the doctor send my skool a note sayin i cant play any type of running game in gym so then the teacher i guess he 4got was like go play u have to play so i started running and i got so dizzy that i almost fainted i threw up and my body was shakin after a while i got better but yoo that shyt was scary..lol but then the teachers were like "omg are u ok omg do u wanna go to the nurse" and im like "no its ok i gotta take a final maybe later" but i got betta and i didnt go..My b.fs gonna take me to the movies on friday and then on monday since i got no skool ima go to his crib dont worry we aint gonna do nada *coughs* nah im playin on da realz we'll watch a movie in his house ;] Anyways im bored if anyone saw any movies and u wanna recommend any to me then let me know and leave me comments please thank you love ya...so whats good ppl hows life the girls/guys??...let me know mann..lol im so bored you can tell lol well ima be outz ok mwass i love u ppl ~~((MuNeCa SeXi))~~
~~ (( Loves ya ))~~

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AyOo!! [08 Jan 2003|12:15pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | ll cool J f/Amerie->Paradise ]

Ayoo wud up- Im in free period i saw cynthia today in lunch that bitch kept staring at me she knows that she gonna get fuked up real bad im just watin for the day that she brings up the fact that i supposably back stabbed her ugh nah den my friend jessica shes absent cause she sick im talkin to her right now i feel back cause her stomages been hurtin since monday..anyways i wanna cut english so bad so far i cut that class 2 times and i went to carols free period the thing is i cant cut cause shes gonna know i cut her class to many times and i dont wanna get in trouble so ima just go werddd i almost fainted today because i was sitting im math and eric who sits next to me on the 4th row (i sit in the 5th row) so then i got kinda dizzy and hes like "are u ok u dont look so go" and i was like "im fine my head just hurts" so then when the period ended i got like a head rush and eric was like omg and he had to take me to the nurse he so kind big shout out to eric THANK U E SOO MMMUUUCHHH!!!..damn man i wanna go home so bad im tired i wanna sleepppp lol this kid whos in my free period class shes a senior hes white he has like an accent i dont know if hes poland but he soo funny omggg hes playin ppol wit my friend and shes beating him and he was like "dont talk to me" it so funny i say that too ppl when im madd or when i pretend to me mad thats just me ugh theres nothing else for me to say ill update later when i get home i got a math quiz and ima fail that shyt..uuughhhh i need to do sumthing wit math i dont know what to do and i think the markin period ends on friday that shyt sucks anyways i think ima just do extra hw for her and hand it in so that way i dont fail her class lol aight well ima be outz now ok cause the period is almost over..well not yet but ima finish talkin to jessica and bernard these ppl got no life online its madd funny and bernards in skool jessica isnt so jessica can get away wit that..lol no bebe im only jokin its just that its funny ugh my tummy hurts gawd aight im outz one mwasss _Muneca Sexi_ One*

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Where Are U?? [07 Jan 2003|07:07pm]
Hey whassup well i just finished my hw startin next week i gotta study cause i got finals i only take 4 finals then i gotta take 3 regents thats sum fukin shyt man ughh lets just hope that this tyme i do study cause im the type of person that if i say ima do sumthing i do it but when it comes to studyin and opening up my books to read i cant do that i dont know what its just sumthing i cant do anyways today carol was cryin cause she cant stand her dad put it like this she cant stand her fam and the worst part is that her mom tries to protect her but she really cant cause then her dad will end up fightin her and talkin shyt well anyways carol told me and allison that her dad told her that he likes josh(carols brother) more then carol herself mind u she was the first one born then again shes inlove wit jesse i mean INLOVE and i just feel so bad for her cause her dad doesnt like jesse he thinks hes bad for her ugh carol said she wants to runaway but the thing is she cant cause we know that the first person she'll go to is jesse and her dads gonna know that and hes gonna press charges and we dont think jesse needs to be put in jail for sumthing he didnt even know about...man it so much drama allison likes loni so much they might even go out omg omg that so nice werd today i punched this girl cynthia cause she was talkin shyt and cause she beatin up my friend then cynthia told the dean on amber and she didnt say anything about me lol ;]..then she ims me online tellin me why did u back stab her and i was like uhh i didnt do back stab u its the other way around..i hate ppl like dat ughh sum ppl cant take jokes UGHH and just incase ur readin this YES IT MEANS U!...ima be up and straight wit u well im outz ima logg off i gotta call a friend and then ima go take a shower ok soo love yaazz mwass <3 <3 <3 _Muneca Sexi
omg this kid eddie told me to ditch my b.f lol the NERVE *sighs* One
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Life...Love...Hatred [02 Jan 2003|08:32pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

Hey whassup uhh well skool started and it sucks i had no free periods but 2morrows friday so ima have 3 free periods all dough they suck and i get to go online..uhh life sucks man i wanna be 18 and get out of my house so much drama man i mean ALOT of it wit everyone..lol i guess thats just the way my life is ugh things are good for me i guess thats the way life is...im so tired i wanna sleep so bad i got my lil friend..lol yuppz ya ladies know what im talkin about i feel like shyt man i hate it i have cramps there not that bad but i know they gonna get there sum how but whatever...i wanna be a lil girl again i miss bein the baby in the fam man even dough im like the only girl thats older since im 17 i have so much guy cousins ugh..and the thing is they have friends who i kinda in a way grew up wit since i was a lil girl and that shyt suks im the only girl ;[ but im still loved more cause they protect me and i feel special it pays off to be the only girl who everyones trynna protect from the good and bad stuff ;] werd 2day i found out that my friend got suspened for a week and then his friend eric whos now in my math class ;] we were writting each other a letter he said i was pretty i feel so special even dough i think im ugly thats just me, anyways eric had told me that peter got suspended i was like what since when and hes like since we started vacation the deans had decided to suspened him when he comes back to skool so 2day was is first day of suspention..lawwdd anyways erics ex-girlfriend cindy i hate that BITCH UUUGGGHHHH...eric thinks im jealous and its not even dat its just that she swears shes the shyt bitch aint even that pretty her fuckin face looks like she got hit wit a brick i swear..lol nah but on da realz man den eric was like "Ma i know u jealous just say it its aight whatever i know u feelin me" i was like nigga dont get ur hopes up i aint jealous cause i look betta den her and i aint the only one who says it i just dont wanna sound concided and hes like"i know u aint but why u sayin she ugly" and im like nigga cause she is duh u can do betta ur cute n shyt man and he was like "nah chillz i went wit her cause of a dare"..dumbass i got the letter...lol then he saw my book where it says bernard's name in da back and hes like "damn he really wants ppl to know u his girl nigga probably scared to lose u and shyt" i was like uhh yeah I guess..but i didnt pay mind to it then class finished so i went gym..lol im trynna do good in skool so i can get a fone from my dad lol...yupz anyways uhh things are good wit bernard just incase ya ppl wanna know its good even dough he thinks i like sumone else but it aight...well ima be outz ok mwasss madd love to yaa ALL <3<3<3 _Muneca Sexi_

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