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[08 Jan 2004|04:45pm] |
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I slipped on ice and fell over. Now my left hand(-thank Merlin not the right) hurts like hell.
And I mean it: the pain is very strong and annoying. It's not the small, pleasant pain. It's never-ending-like pain, and it makes me dizzy. I can't lift anything with my left hand, even typing is hurting it. I got really mad, when I fell- just got back up as fast as I could. So embaressing. I saw there was very icy spot, so why did I go over it? Anyone could have seen it... it was actually a small 'hill' of ice. Did I want to fall over, or something? =/ Well, at least my back doesn't hurt, just the sides.
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[05 Jan 2004|11:18pm] |
I just have to write about this, I mean have to _get_it_out of my head.
So: I've been having dreams about actor; William Hurt. I have no idea why I'm suddenly having very weird dreams about him... I'm not going to tell you, what the dreams contained, it's just too pervy. x) Almost.
I admit that I consider Hurt as beautiful man and a good actor, but that doesn't explain the dreams. I usually don't have dreams about any real person, not without some reason.
There's something 'fatherly' and warm in Hurt. Strange that I haven't really noticed him before.
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[05 Jan 2004|01:52am] |
Only quizzes this time.
Hehe. How did they guess that I read HP? x)
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[01 Jan 2004|11:48pm] |
I finally rented Mulholland drive –the movie. I really have to tell my thougths about it, or else I'm not going to get any sleep.
First of all: I’ve seen only two Lynch films; this and Lost highway.(-which I have a love/hate relationship with.) They are quite a lot alike, for one: in both movies, there’s “changes of characters.”
I’m not going to explain this more, because that would spoil. In both movies the plotline isn’t anything near clear. I have only some clue of what _actually_ happened in Mulholland drive. It’s just what the back of the video cover says: ‘A lovestory in dream city, somebody is in trouble, something bad happens, someone might be missing, “or some things” ‘
MD is scary. If anyone, who has seen it, says it isn’t… they’re lying. It’s both scary and at times(-in the beginning) funny. Mostly ‘just’ scary. And ofcourse it's very lynch- yes, I'm using that as an adjective.
The beginning of MD promises alot. I really liked all the things that happened in the very beginning. I was expecting a lot from the rest of the plot, but it just wasn't there. I was expecting something overly shocking and huge, but the end of the movie didn't give much of anything to my dissapointment. Never the less I think this is a good film. I could give it four stars just because it was both weird but still comfortable- in a strange way. It's like the film is familiar to me, and then again- not.
Wildwhite: could you please tell me the link to the site in which Mulholland is “explained”. Hope you know what I mean. I’d really have a use for that site. lol. :)
Tomorrow I'l visit opera with my sister and cousin, so I think I should try to go sleep now.
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[31 Dec 2003|03:04pm] |
Yesterday I went to see a movie: “Good bye Lenin” with Heini. It was ok film, but I wouldn’t watch it for a second time. But all in all it was funny and clear film.
My sister forgot to tape the first episode of documentary serie ”Past lives” for me. When I got home, I asked straight away: “You forgot it, didn’t you?” And she had. I hate to be right.
I’m really interested about that series, even though I don’t belive in “lives-before” things… but I’d like to. Human life is too short as it is.
I have to go clean up now. Happy new year to everyone who might read this.
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[29 Dec 2003|04:04pm] |
I’m boring myself to death, again. At least I’m alone. Woke up 13- something after having very disturbing dreams. *-like when I don’t have those? =/*
I should be packing some dvd’s and other stuff I’ve sold in auction. Maybe I’ll do that after finishing this. Or maybe I just panic and do nothing at all. x)
Yesterday I watched Addam’s family with my mad little sister. The movie sucked, but I liked the make-up work. Then my little sister suggested we should watch Casper(-the friendly ghost.) And us being in the silly, ‘let’s love vampires’ x) mood, we did. It would be quite a good movie actually, without the not-at-all-funny jokes and Amelia the angel. Both movies had Christina Ricci in them, and I realised I actually like her as an actor. Or maybe it’s just because of her cuteness. :) Talking about actresses: last night I read that Kate Winslet had a baby boy. So happy for her. :)) *-yes, Winslet is one of my fav actors of all times.*
My lil sister has gone to see a film(-Vieraalla maalla. Why would anyone want to see that film, is beyond my realisation.) with her friend. We got movie tickets for Christmas present, so I’d like to go watch something too… as soon as I know what, and whom with.
Heini, would you have time? Here’s some options: Human stain, Finding Nemo(-the orginal version) and… shit, there aren’t any good movies in theatres at the moment. Seems that Mystic river isn’t shown in anywhere anymore. Blah. Maybe I’ll rent some videos after all. I finally have time to see movies, so I can’t miss the chance.
Gah. Time goes too fast.
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[20 Dec 2003|07:13pm] |
New icon is by Snaples. She's a fic writer and artist and I love her work very much. :) The pic is from Peter Pan- the movie, Jascon Isaacs as Captain Hook. Can't wait to see the film. Maybe this explains why I saw a dream last night, in which I could fly. x) *I mean: Peter Pan can fly* But then again, I've always seen dreams in which I'm able to fly.
I met Heini today. He gave our gifts to each other and then went shopping.(-though we didn't really buy anything, expect I bought 'hand protection') It was fun. *g*
Word still isn't working on my account. It's funny how little things in one's life can turn into huge issues, or how much sarcasm and salt you can see behind some things.
My family are at a friend's birthday party. I couldn't have been less interested, so luckily I didn't have to go with them. It's good to be home alone.
...time to do some tests:
Take the "How Do You Use Magic?" test! Written by Brimo
find your poetry style
this quiz was made by mamaslyth
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[13 Dec 2003|08:44am] |
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The fic I'm working on at the moment makes me feel sick. Hate it.
I have no idea, why I keep writing about things that make me want to puke.
But maybe I feel sick also because I've been in front of computer screen for 3 hours or more now. x)
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[10 Dec 2003|05:45pm] |
I have too many ideas.
Actually I have only 3 fic ideas, but even that's too much.
It's stupid that whenever I haven't got the time nor the skill, I get the inspiration and fairly good ideas. Gah. I've said this thousand times already, I'm sure...
Belive it or not, some time ago I really thought that I could write- that my writing was fluent at least- and then I realised it's far from that. So now I'm just a insecure, bad writer instead of insecure average writer. I have could-be-something-good ideas, but no skill to make the 'something' out of them.
All this doesn't really bother me as much as it should.
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[04 Dec 2003|07:15pm] |
I heard two girls discuss in a buss: they told each other, which presents they had bought. They named quite a few presents per person. I have been buying just one present for one lately… for some reason I now feel ‘obligated’ to buy more. Not that I wouldn’t like to, because I love to give gifts. :)
I didn’t go to my art-hobby-thingy today, because I: 1) forgot 2) didn’t have the energy to go 3)-and be late again and listen to the complaints. I’m quitting it, because it really doesn’t interests me anymore. I love art, but I know I’m never going to be an artist myself. All I want to do now is write… maybe that will change after a while, too. All my opinions and tastes seem to change all the time, so... It’s not a bad thing, just a bit confusing.
 | The Oracle Advises... |
do homework all weekend
| Ask the Oracle a Question
-Too funny. I'm never going to do that. x)
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[30 Nov 2003|03:44pm] |
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Science Fiction Weekly interview:
What's it like working with Glover?
Michael Rosenbaum(-who plays Lex Luthor in Smallville tv series): "The relationship between John and myself in real life is all a game. We love to have fun. We play with each other. I love him. I think he is the most underrated actor out there. He deserves an Emmy."
-Whee. Now it's a fact: they are lovers. :)) I- of course- always knew. *g*...if you never mind the fact that Michael dates a women at the moment, if I'm correct.
Smallville isn't a good serie, but you just have to watch it for all the absolutely obvious slash. And I'm not talking about only L/L & L/C...
Just had to post this. The full interview can be found at: http://www.scifi.com/sfw/issue308/interview.html
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[24 Nov 2003|03:46pm] |
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Today I ate a chocolate-banana cake. First it tasted ok, then it made me want to puke.
Today I listened to Damien Rice and was so disappointed with it that I almost puked. (-Rice doesn’t suck, I was just expecting something more.)
Noticed that exam-week ends tomorrow, not today as I thought it would. I still don’t have exam tomorrow, luckily. :)
Right now I’m listening examples from Darling Violetta’s cd “Parlour” and absolutely loving it. I need to buy that record. Need to buy Rasputina too. These seem like very, very good bands.
I'm going to make a new blurty. I would _so_ much like to have a livejournal, but nobody will give me a code, so... whatever; blurty is good enough.
It is! x)
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[15 Nov 2003|10:18pm] |
I saw Cats(-the musical) today. It was _amazing_. :)))
A whole different deal seeing it live than from TV(-as I had before)
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[13 Nov 2003|04:47pm] |
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I just saw the trailer Harry Potter and The Prisenor of Azkaban! (-I had no idea, it had appeared already)
After watching it I was just: "awww iiii." :)) It looked great, very much better than I expected. Though Draco's hair wasn't the same and Sirius didn't really look like the Sirius I imagined. You have to see the Snape-troll. *gigles* And the song! It's _so_ good. Anyone who hasn't seen the trailer yet, should go to harrypotter.com and check it out.
I can't wait. I hope this movie is alot better than the previous ones.
...Maybe I should't have watched the trailer. Now I won't be able to think anything else than it. x)
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[04 Nov 2003|06:14pm] |
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Deleted the last entry because it was too crazy and pointless. *-but aren't these always? x)*
I've been naming myself as antisocial, meaning I don't have good social skills, and this is what it really means:
"Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others."
-Is this one of the reasons they all think I'm a lunatic and greatly dislike me? =/ I really don't think I'm violating anyone's rights. That test is quite weird. Or maybe my answears weren't accurate enough... because how in the hell should I know what's the truth? *the _real_ truth.*
Failed to tape the last episode of OZ. *hating herself* I always do this. Whenever there's anything very important, I either a) miss it b) blow it. This has happened so many times, and keeps happening, so I don't have much energy to care anymore.
Am still writing the Hermione/Draco fic and can't belive myself. I actually find the pairing somewhat interesting. There's something seriously wrong with me now. x) Or maybe it's just the challenge that interests me so much...so I guess I'll begin to write it again now.
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[28 Oct 2003|12:28am] |
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Watched OZ, which was a bit confusing since I missed the earlier episode. The show is going to end soon… I’m not happy for it. I just found it, and now it’s going to end- that happens with all the really good tv shows. =/
Did two tests, which gave me different results. The other one said I'm Augustus Hill and this one:
You're Tobias Beecher.
. passive . occasionally unstable . an average
person .
Which HBO's OZ Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
-I don't think I'm Beecher, because I'm alot more loyal. And definitely not avarage person. *g* Wish I was just like everyone else... life would be so much easier.
It rained today. Sucks. I want it to snow, not freaking rain.
I tried to study, but ended up singing “You can’t have one without the other”, “Who wants to live forever” and all the other Jack/Daniel music vid songs. I have absolutely no motivation nor concentration skill to study. That’s a bad, bad thing.
I had a very disturbing dream. I don’t remember the whole thing, only that I was looking for a baby. I think I had given birth this bady, who had been taken from me by someone, and now I was looking for him/her. I found the bady from a box. The box was all dusty, very unpleasant looking. I took the baby and hold it close, maybe fearing I would lose it again. The baby was very heavy. Too heavy. And I dropped it, because I didn’t have the strength anymore. The bady fell on the floor and started crying and I woke up. It was damn scary. Reminded me about my fear of becoming a bad mother… if I’ll ever have a child. This dream certainly didn’t help. =/
I should go to sleep so I will wake up before 12.
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[21 Oct 2003|02:36pm] |
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Now I’m very pissed off. Somehow the recording of OZ’s yesterday’s episode failed. It always fucking does: when ever there’s something really important, it doesn’t tape. I don’t get to see it. That sucks. There were 3 things(OZ, Gladiator-even though it’s not that good, Joki- a finnish movie) I wanted on tape and now I got only one. And ofcourse OZ dvd’s aren’t sold in any Finnish store. -_- The episode would have been _so_ important for me to see. =/
And the next worst thing: the cd I copied doesn't play well, it has error parts or whatever they should be called... so I'll propaply have to buy the cd- which is not sold in any Finnish store, again- and waste the money I don't fucking have.
I think I’ll make my day even more fucked up than it already is and skip all stupid homework.
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[18 Oct 2003|05:02pm] |
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-Couch is just perfect. But I'd prefer the pairing to be something else... like Jeremy Irons/Jason Isaacs. Wonder what it would be like... *g*
We’re going to have guests, unfortunately. No peace at all. =/
I have been _extremely_ stupid lately, which isn’t anything new, though. Except that now I have been even more stupid than I ever thought I could be. It’s not nice to realise I can’t be anything else, ever. I’ll just get more stupid with age. I’m wise, but not intelligent, which is bad because intelligence is appreciated by other people. If you’re wise, they won’t understand you.
…Even though: would I rather be intelligent idiot?
Maybe not… x) And I’m not being wise all the time, either.
I should do some homework (already!) …that’s been the case for many days. I just can’t bring myself to read those books… to underline things, which is very important for my learning. I don’t think I know what’s important enough to be underlined, so I don’t…. argh. Now you understand how exactly I’m stupid.
Noticed that many of my icons are too big. =/ If anyone knows, how in earth is it possible to get icon 100x100 easily, then please tell me.
One last thing: no-one is mailing me. *-maybe they have a life (!)* Not nice, I need mails to cheer me up. I need more friends. This unpopularity isn’t nice, after all. *lol*
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[13 Oct 2003|08:09pm] |
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New icon(-Joaquin Phoenix), made by I. I've made few now and am planning to make more:icons for journals
-it's not diffucult anymore, only getting the right size is...
Tomorrow I’ll go watch Dogville with Heini. I hope it’s a very, very good movie. Because if it isn’t, I don’t know how I’m going to sit still for 3 long hours.
I’m off to sauna. Then I’m off to tape OZ. Then I’m-
goddamn: forgot the homework! =/
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[11 Oct 2003|12:06am] |
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I just came from David Bowie’s concert. It was great: visually absolutely amazing and they played all my fav Bowie songs. :) David was very funny.*-yes: he told jokes* Very British. *g* I _loved_ his laughter. And his voice was especially good.
I’m getting sleepy… have to get a shower first.
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