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[02 Nov 2005|11:14am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Say Anything- X ] i like public holidays. if they're always this laidback. went to sentosa with my bebe, thir and jerry. i like the fact that shes with jerry, hes one of those normal, likable guys. today i learnt that 1) the 7-11 at palawan beach is FREAKING far from tanjong beach 2) (i didnt learn this, my memory was just refreshed) theres a beach train that goes round the 3 beaches. 3) i could have taken the beach train n NOT walked the whole way. 4) i share the water which i swim in with MANY MANY dogs 5) the dogs poop in the sand 6) some of the owners do not clear up what their "babies" leave behind. bebe told me i dont look like any of the photos hes seen of me (anymore). he says i look fatter...and then he very matter of factly said "i like you more this way" how much more precious can he get? *squeeze* i still dun like being fatter. im into an ice-cream phase now, mainly ben&jerry's cherry garcia. GAWD....yum.... i will probably be seeing my boss tmr. dreading every moment. i dont HATE her, but she makes me VERY confused!!!! the saturday before last, she called me from the states n insisted that i speak with HR, she doesnt want me in the ORGANIZATION (not just the team ok). the cause of her wrath, me not being in the office cuz my appts were all out of the office. i cant put my finger on it, but i can just never understand her, what she wants etc. with Gid, itz all very clear... i spoke to HR...i think everyone finds this all too preposterous. But honestly...if i have to deal with this form of incompetence from a superior....i respect the way she works....but shes not a very apt manager.....on the 11th of october, she decides we have to hit our target before we get our incentives. this decision affects our sales for the entire OCTOBER. including those clinched from the 1st to the 10th. yes ladies and gentlemen, she did it again. she told me, "don't wait for me to fire you when i come back." the way im being made to feel like an idiot over and over again....do you think i really want to endure this for a prolonged period of time? im leaving it to Him....no weapon formed against me shall prosper.... 2 comments|post comment

[24 Sep 2005|10:57pm] [ mood | listless ] [ music | Aerosmith- Dream on ] If you're not very personable, it is a personality problem. you're just not a very people kinda person. If you're cutting with your comments, you're just not very tactful. If you do not have the right people skills...itz just you... If you do not pay your staff what was agreed upon only AFTER they have complete what was assigned, itz a moral issue. I recieved my payslip today. Recieved my pay today. The figure doesn't look too right. itz more than $300 short. thats a lot of money. Money I'm entitled to. itz a pain working for a boss who doesnt seem to appreciate you when u contribute, nit picks, AND SHORTCHANGES YOU. Im only hanging on cuz i know being here is but a transition. Im moving on, if not, i woulda left. im not the only one she shortchanged. this, is not a thirdworld country. don't bully us. just don't. don't even try.... 2 comments|post comment

[22 Sep 2005|09:13pm] oh juz a correction, me collecting my licence today means i collected the plastic card which they sent by registered mail to my home. but as my sis was still sleeping no one signed for my mail and hence i transfered the mail to my office post office, which is why i only got it today. i passed on 13 September 2005, last tuesday :D oh yes n i get to use the car anytime i want as long as itz avaliable. i know there are some who would be potentially jealous. too bad. :D 5 comments|post comment

[22 Sep 2005|08:45pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Art of Life (Live) - X Japan ] i got my driving licence today ^_^ itz like so surreal. After taking the test SO many times, finally passing is as if....the shit i felt the 1st 3 times never existed. why do i experience such optimism? i dunno man...but i love it :D finally, something happening at work that transcends gripping bout being antagonised by my boss...having my life revolving around making calls (my phone crashed on me today FYI.). we're having a booth at this conference thingie held because out CEO is coming to singapore. itz like a meet the people session you know, itz like Bill Gates coming to meet up with his staff...so...u know.. itz so reminiscent of my uni days hopping around events, conferences, cept this time im not getting paid $7-9/hr :D it was a good thing my phone konked out on me late morning, cuz i spent my whole afternoon at suntec convention ctr attending the briefing... u noe, with the current hulabaloo over the stuff ppl blog about, im seriously cautious. what if one of my bosses reads my blog?!!! like u noe, whatever happened to my blog being an outlet for me to update my friends whom i dun meet up with very often bout whats been happening with me? whats wrong with those people....i mean if no one is revealing trade secrets etc, whats wrong with talking bout how they feel? for example, cant i not like my boss? if i do my job (and even exceed expectations), whos to have any nits to pick with me? itz just how i feel....isnt it? stupidstupidstupid... first, they glamourise the whole blogging thing, then they make it seem so "dangerous" to blog. i dont even tell people bout my blog. i dont publicise my blog, i dont ask every person i meet to visit my blog, i dun post my blog's addy as my permanent msn nick, i done use it as my signature on the forums i visit, or as my e-mail's signature...it was quite nice when it was juz me "talking" to my friends... oooh griping aside, one update! ruth was telling me she CAN get me writing stints, but she needs my portfolio, which, sigh, i unfortunately do not have....i have to write, which i love, but i dont know if theres any topic on which i wanna write 1500 words...ive been outta school for so long i dont know if i can write with as much flair as before....i honestly feel my grasp of the language is not as "there" as when i was in secondary school...sure, i can write a helluva lot more argumentatively (aka GP), but u noe, allowing my article to "connect" with my reader....but i so wanna try!!! the money is one thing, i mean, i dont mind earning extra, itz really the writing i wanna do... post comment

[31 Jul 2005|04:17pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | some cheesy 80's song thats playin in my head ] itz been a pain updating my journal cuz the privilages of usin the laptop have been taken away from me...bloody difficult to update ur blog then the bloody pc is in your parents' bedroom....AND you cannot access blurty from the office anymore anyway.... been sick the past week. didnt think i was THAT sick, but on tues, i felt as tho my body was breaking down...the sensation was...really rather inexplicable...dragged myself to see a doc after work. wanted to wait till the next day, but i really felt as tho i was going to die. we both thought (we being me n andy) i had a mild fever, but HO the doctor was shocked too, cuz i didnt feel that hot, but my fever was almost 40C...AND, of ALL days to fall disgustingly sick on, the day before my birthday had to be the day...on the plus side, i had 2 days of mc. :D went to hotel intercontinental's olive tree for dinner with deedee :D good spread there :D it was one of those proper....nice quiet dinners you have on your birthday...complete with a birthday cake... sweet ;) i liked my birthday this year, it was so enjoyable even tho i was so ill (i was in such discomfort on tues, i wanted to cry) probably cuz of the company :D oh about work, finally got a taste of what it is to do cross sell....of course the commission is pretty good.....but i work my ass off. think my collegues are very impressed that im so on par with them cuz this is, after all my 1st batch of customers and i was on mc for 2 whole days. thing is, i totally believe i can do it.....in fact my sales figures so far are actually still below my expectations...but itz ok... still feel very blessed :) this round, the team's sales figures were so much better. juz glad i got to dip my fingers into this la....more rewarding you noe :) hope we wun be doin inbound anymore....or minimal la...inbound calls should be taken by customer service associates....not by the telesales team....thats juz weird... my poor bebes got mobilization today...hope itz all over soon >_ 5 comments|post comment

[09 Jul 2005|12:21pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | my boyfriend's snoring ] yup. i failed my driving test. AGAIN. i nearly killed a cyclist. i was nervous la. well....i was sad for the initial 5 seconds, but being elena, i just become not very sad after a while ahahaha i mean...i'll just take the test again...good thing my dad is not in town to find out i failed. he'll laugh at me....i'll not say ridicule cuz i believe somehow, he still loves me tiny breakthrough in my relationship with my boyfriend's friends. i think after they met my sister, they realised how lucky they are to have me as one of their best buddies' girlfriend and not my sis. (i shall not even go into the details the motormouth told them when she hung out with them after they performed at street fest....) last night, we had supper with lola n rafi. i was truely amazed lola was ok with me comin a long sia... they're goin jammin later, think im goin home...sigh im gonna miss him =...( i am officially in love with carl's jr. i LOVE carl's jr. love it to BITS! itz fantastic man, my gawd thinking bout it makes ma salivate....*drooolll*....everybody, www.carlsjr.com. 2 comments|post comment

ms meanie [07 Jul 2005|09:39pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Au Revoir- Malice Mizer ] shit at work- resolved driving test tmr @ 9:15am. this is the 3rd time im taking my practical test. i passed my basic on the 3rd attempt (shaddup.), my advanced on the 3rd attempt. makes sense i'll pass this time round right? so im passing tmr. good thing i lost a bit of weight at GE. driving license photo gonna look nicer than if i took it in april. im tired. got so much to blog about, but im so tired. i promised my little darling (who constantly angers me but i cant resist loving) i'll talk about the food we've been havin! yah, we seem to find the best stuff when we got together, hurhur dunch noe why. some of the stuff that are fab: 1) FISHBALL KWAY TEOW (dry, extra vinegar, extra lard(yup). )- Blk 768 arnd his place 2) Stewed Beef Noodles- 201's central food area 3) Wanton Noodles- Geylang Lorong 9 (metinks) the ones i cook (HE tinks. so sweet right?) 4) Satay Bee Hoon- Geylang Lorong 9. i dun like satay bee hoon, but i practically licked the plate clean man... 5) CHIPPY"S @ FAR EAST!!!!! <----- BBF!!!! (stands for beer battered fish. to me, itz ma BIG BOY FRIEND!!) and itz triple C (Cheesy Curry Chicken) is not too bad too. but itz BBF....i tell u...YUM! me n ma BBF's favourite ^_^ juz a few :D i feel like ms meanie. dunno y im so highly strung today....sorry bebe... 1 comment|post comment

[04 Jul 2005|09:53pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | the peugot theme ] i noe i noe...itz been a long time. right now....im just anxious cuz my bebes not on yet :| BEBE WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!! update time: WORK- Work has been ok. i have to work 5 1/2 days. shitty. and i have classes on that day....which i signed up before i joined GE. i think my boss doesnt like me. i think her dislike for me has been increasingly intense...haiz...please send her back to india =...( i dunno if itz her. last night, i had the most excruxiating migrane ever. ive had my share of headaces, ive had my share of really painful headaches, but last night, it was so bad i lay in bed from 4+pm-8+pm. the moment i got outta bed, i felt so nauseous i wanted to cry...it was so bad...but thank God for employee benefits! ive got this medical card thingie with shenton medical, and theres a clinic thats near my place that opens till 10pm on sundays! today is the 3rd time im on mc in a month. my first month at work. 1st time, i had severe laryngitis. the second time, the laryngitis got worse. the 3rd time, is this. have i really been pressurized to the extent that i break out in a migrane? work is actually fine...i think itz what is conspiring between my boss n me on a personal level...Jesus, please make things fabulous....amen! ME & MON PETIT AMI ;) - we're good :D hes got an interview with MDC on friday!!! im so excited for him :D hes so talented, he deserves his break ;) YEAH!! sigh i love mon bebe =)... ABOUT MOI- french classes! ja m'appelle Elena! yah, one lesson. love it. i so do not wanna change class days, cept im told i hafta try to change days cuz i hafta work on saturdays =...( ok...will hafta update again soon... 8 comments|post comment

[31 May 2005|02:12pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | mr lonely ] i think ive not blogged about the bitch who stole my cab on saturday right? yes. she was a real bitch. i was waiting for a cab. she knew it. pretty obvious since i was desperately flagging down every cab that passed. she was RIGHT next to me, and the next cab that came by, SHE flagged, but it was occupied. i shot her a very devious look. and then. an empty cab came by. i flagged it. of course itz my cab. i was there way before her. guess what she did? she ran towards the cab. even tho i got into the cab, she still got in (????!!!!!). she stated her destination. n i said "no, uncle, pasir ris." then i said to her "i was waiting for a cab first. u knew it. i think u should get out." then she said what u noe? "huh? ni zai ling wai yi bian deng wo zhe me zhi dao? ni ziang ying wen wo ze me zhi dao?" not an apology, not a hint of repentance. not even a plea of being late for work, can she please have the cab. NO. she was a bitch thru n thru. and all the while, she had this infuriating smirk on her face. in the end, i was SO miffed, i told the uncle, she can have the cab (n silently, that she can go n die). honestly, fighting with her would only make me later. honestly, i am a nice person. if u say im so sorry, im late and i REALLY need the cab etc, i MIGHT let u have it. such highjacking is just immoral. anyway, she looks like she belongs to some immoral profession anyway. seriously. she looks like an off duty past due date hooker. malaysian one. i refused to argue further, just told her "ni hen guo fen" my revenge is in the Lord. whoever messes with me, just be prepared to pay. i mean she caused me serious emotional trauma. even for people who do not believe that my revenge is in the Lord. believe in retribution. she was SO mean. really, the taxi might just have crashed later on. she might have just broken her leg. whatever it is, she'll get her retribution. whether i get to see it anot, i noe she'll pay. hope i get to see her in wallow in her own cess pool. sorry i sound so vengeful, but ive NEVER in my life, encountered someone with so little conscience. in fact, i don't think she has any. serious. 4 comments|post comment

[29 May 2005|11:24pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | weekend- X ] i hate cramps... gawd...i feel like im SO ill...n itz all actually juz my period man... sigh my poor lil boy wun get to perform at the street festival this year...cuz of the ns thing....i was waiting to scream my head off n throw a thong at him. went to watch a sucky band perform juz now....had to totally ignore deedee n juz be chummy with greg. he looked so genuinely happy to see me...well...guess even tho deedee wun get to perform...we'll still go root for em :) never heard em play with greg. shud be much better considering the fact that there ARE piano parts :D ok..im quite stoned from feeling weak cuz of my period.... to my bed... post comment

[23 May 2005|09:59pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | hey..i love you so...dadadadahhh ] i think my period is comin...i feel gloomy...REALLY. i dun feel upset, pissed off, angry with the world yadayadayada...i juz feel feelingless hrmmm anyway...spent so much of the weekend with him i feel guilty, cuz i feel like ive neglected the rest of the world man...but the long weekend was a super lazy one anyway :) saturday was juz spent at his place...we went out for lunch n walked arnd a lil before i went home, but it was really basically spent doin lazy stuff ahahaha den yesterday, we went to his uncle's place cuz it was his grandfather's birthday. with him, i dun meet the family. i meet the entire extended family. today we were also lazin arnd at his place, den we went out to meet his friends n stuff DEN we went back home. ok i realise im not really talkin bout much stuff, im juz ramblin on toldja i feel feelingless... later... post comment

[21 May 2005|11:41pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | let me show you the way...sumthinsumthinsumthin ] the fishball kway teow at his place is like millenia walk standard. fantastic i tell u. n cheaper! itz usually $2.50 but then the kway teow is not like a lot la n i get like 5 fishballs or so. the millenia one gives 7 fishballs n a lot of kway teow, so today i ordered $3.50 fishball kway teow at his place. i got NINE frikin fishballs n A LOT of kway teow man! today, we were very well fed. after dinner at his place, we ate at mos again. my gawd...very full...very satisfied, very hafta stop this break from the diet! will continue on monday :) tmr his grandad's birthday, dun tink it'll be nice to not eat right.. ok updates bout e week! the girl who took over me (kai ling), is a lil fond of sayin "HUH!" in a whiny way everytime i tell her sumthin, but thats her way of expressing "WOW!" or "OH NO" or "REALLY?!". besides that, shes a good girl :) and shes nice :) shes not pretentious or hypocritical (as i can see so far). so far so good :) i like her :) was my sis' birthday dinner yesterday. ate at at california bistro @ esplanade and had dessert @ haagan daz (argh). gave her the happy house handbag with the happyhouse notebook in the happy house paper bag with the happy house card. she really really liked it. how dya noe she really likes it? she keeps talkin bout it :D i decided to give it to her even tho she really angered me on the day i bought the bag (mon or tues i think.....) cuz the rest of the week shes been more than bearable, shes been very nice...so give lor... ok sorry, have to go back to talkin bout him ahaha hes very bald now! and hes constantly shrinking, which is rather good. im just jealous. he said can tell i lost a lil bulk, thats even tho i flouted my diet's rules like twice. it works. i noe it does. argh! next week will hafta go on it proper! post comment

[17 May 2005|02:07pm] [ mood | restless ] [ music | rainbow song again.... ] the girl taking over me came yesterday. shes younggggg anyway....so everyone knows im leaving now.... itz 3 weeks! does it really take so long for me to do my hand over? i would think that a week would already be a lil superfluous.... shes a nice girl...itz juz after a while i dunno wad to tell her to do :x AND i cant go on msn, n i cant do stuff like blog when i wanna take a lil break. dun wanna inculcate the wrong stuff too soon.... ooooh i feel restricted! started my low carb diet thingie yesterday. up till now, i've been VERY disciplined. itz been 2 days. im determined to make it work! ok. im extremely bored/irritated/groggy now. i have to make outbound calls to get people to send in photocopies of their I/Cs again. i thought the "project" was over! haiz...AND IRWIN JUZ REMINDED ME TO GO DOWN. ooooh crap... looking forward to havin more exciting stuff to do at GE :D post comment

[14 May 2005|03:57pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | the rainbow song- delta goodrem ] weeeeeeee at his place now...poor thing man, hes still not feeling well... anywayz...need to update.... ruth recomended me to panpac for a marcom job, and the pan pac lady got back to me....but i signed the GE contract already.... anyway...i know i wanna be in marcom n all....but nuthin is confirmed at pan pac. at GE, im already told what plans have been made for me....so i don't think im making a wrong choice am i? excited bout goin to GE :D more challenge than where i am at least. people ask me why i took the job, i mean itz telesales n all....but well...at least i know, and my emplyer knows that thats just where im starting at rite? hrmmm...yeah...shud be fine :D post comment

[11 May 2005|10:04am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | some bee gees song blaring from my collegue's radio ] I took the GE job. Signed my appointment letter last night. paywise, my basic is gonna be higher than my present pay. and i get commission. They are professional. after discussing the finer details with the HR mgr, he asked me to give him a few mins, n he came out with my appointment letter (!!!) AND they have plans for me. im getting much more than a regular telesales associate (as they call us) because i have a BA (yes the suprise was warranted) and they are looking at putting me in charge of the telesales team. talk about favour! i feel so loved by my Daddy *uh!* may be (finally) goin for french classes! never had people to go with me but elton juz mentioned goin for em with another girl fren, so i MAY just join em! my poor bebe is ill...fever n all...wish i could be there for him.. 4 comments|post comment

[09 May 2005|01:38pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Love Me- Colin Raye ] Went to see the telesales mgr and the HR mgr at GE just now. They seemed surprised i want to leave citibank. the HR mgr was even more surprised i have a BA. im confused. SO confused. i need to move on. im really not learning what i want to learn at citi. is telesales gonna drag down my market value? maybe he'll offer me something better? GE is a good company, but i think im worth more than telesales. we havent discussed the renumeration package etc, going down to meet the HR mgr again tmr. Should i stay with citi for a full year? or should i leave now. oh God...please tell me... post comment

[06 May 2005|11:08am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | stupid chinese song my boss always plays on his pc ] philly's bacon n egg sandwich always makes me happy. i think itz juz bliss, which translates into extended feelings of joy ahaha so much for a bacon n egg sandwich rite...wrong k...philly's sandwiches are some good shit! better than pigging out on fast food anyway...or so i say. mebe itz cuz itz friday, n i feel light n floaty cuz im juz that few hours away from my weekend! ok. i may JUST be schizophrenic. i realise how happpy n boh chup i usually am after my period. even if i complain, occasionally use expletives as adjectives for certain people who piss me off, im not really pissed off, juz need to get it out of the system u noe. like some ex good friends, who have decided that im "that bitch", blocked me on msn and deleted me from friendster. i think allowing that friendship to carry on after the numerous seasons of obsessions were apparent as a pattern, was my fault...but well, i dunno...even his frens are ignoring me...ek was happily waving to me that day, but yesterday, oooh it was a conscious effort to avoid me. think the sudden change was after he saw me n deedee together that day. im sorry i cant love him that way. im sorry i fall in love with other people. We all have to be rational rite? anyway itz all over and im very sure hes got someone he totally crazy about. again. y am i sayin all this? juz feel that the demise of a friendship is unnecessary. y muz become like that? of course he thinks itz my fault...im kinda neutral. aiyah juz sad lah, that these few years of friendship has to go down the drain like that. maybe itz the best. dun tink he can tahan me. elton tinks my bf is VERY lucky, but i told him i've got my idiosyncrasies. this one failed friendship is one excellent example hahaha btw, i've never engaged in a name calling session. but i get called "that bitch" i get expletives used on me. that ex friend should think bout wads happening. still dare say i scold him. go n die la. someone's lack of common sense should not be my responsibility. i just realised i devoted a HUGE surface area to my rambling. not that hes very important. i juz never talked about it much. esp here. AND ok lah i'll juz admit it k. i typed so much i cant be bothered to delete it all ok. hahahaha ok! swwwwiimmminnnggg!!! im gonna swim during lunch :D i LIKES! after work, am gonna get my contact lens thingie settled (considering switching to hard lens) and my gym thing settled. this month is the month im debt free :) hallelujiah! hehe crap so much rite...actually im still haaapppiiieeeee AND tmr i get to see my deedee. 24 hrs more! 2 comments|post comment

Work part deux [05 May 2005|02:30pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | head throbbing harder ] work is frustrating me also because i have to make outbound calls to customers to ask them to send in their documents etc. which is irritating n frustrating cuz i have to leave my desk for 2 hours and hence dump all my work for 2 hours to do sumthin im not paid to do. itz disrupting my LIFE. and i have to go NOW. and i seem to be the only responsible one who goes down concientiously. hardly ANYONE keeps to their shift. everyone is busy. hELLO, that includes me. but NEVERMIND. besides that, im O.K. (never said fantastic, juz O.K.) The above ramblings describe my job. most of the other aspects of my life are more satisfactory. 1 comment|post comment

[05 May 2005|02:16pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | my head throbbing ] WOAH ive not updated for an extended period of time. hes now bald, dark, and his tummy has halved in size!!!! i wanna go NS. the lucky lil ass gets to book out EVERY weekend. and in may, there are TWO long weekends. last time where got like that wan....if i was still with william when he went army, i woulda been one of those weeping emotional basketcases. now i juz miss him (not william) when hes not arnd, but we get to talk a lot, i see him EVERY weekend, so it feels hrmm the same haha jus that the poor thing has to go through so much rigorous physical exertion. im jealous. i want my tummy to halve in size too!!!! well basically i want to halve in size. in general. some places need not halve, but most places la. ANYWAYYY yah work. i've come to the conclusion that im not learning what i want to learn at my job. which is resulting in immense dissatisfaction. Desmond is leaving. Meredith is leaving. Din noe meredith well, will miss desmond tho. he, with irwin and william have made work very hillarious ahahahah and he does have a lot of practical wisdom to share :) Wish i worked for him. den i woulda been able to lay my paws on actual marketing. im just not an operations kinda person. Jas is. she ENJOYS it. i need to learn more, or get outta here. about work, i've also realised that we throw pretty fantastic parties (minus the plat launch party). yesterday was meredith and desmond's farewell party. it was at post bar at the fullerton, and we got the music room to ourselves. we were all dancing man. how often do you see that in a private company party. bankers summore! ok we're not bankers per se, but we work in a bank u see. such uninhibition. and we dun look at each other weird today ahahaha ok itz thursday afternoon. im counting down to seeing my little darling. post comment

[24 Apr 2005|05:23pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | love actually's background song ] he booked in on friday. gawd juz talkin bout it makes me miss him.... well the lucky lil ass gets to book out on saturday! n itz a long weekend! yay!! i think we were the happiest bunch around...besides the fact that i stated the true reason for sending him off as wanting to see him bald, (i din get to see him get shaven tho :| ), his mum sayin shes only sending him off because shes never seen pulau tekong, so itz like a day tour of sorts, n his dad askin if he could stay, that there should be a 3 days 2 nights package. we were too busy laughing hahaha oh and we kept calling his BMT his chalet stay. i told him later that right in front of us was a teary indian lady, n there we were laughing very loudly. tsktsk hehe well of course we bloody miss him!! his mum called me at 10+ that same night to ask if he called me cuz he only called her once in the evening. aww so sweet right...that was mdm tekong tour for u. prior to him booking in, he was always moody n all..n well....everyone knows i may be patient and i can swtich off to nonsense arnd me, but when the nonsense is constantly directed at me, i'll be irritated...n then i'll get irritating (sorry bebe) since friday, our conversations have always been enjoyable :D not always saccherine, but always enjoyable :) we have decided that BMT is really like a summer camp for him haha he makes it sound fun. im serious. makes me wanna go for BMT too...siao rite.. saturday was driving lesson, den rotting at home. today, is just rotting at home. bloody uneventful yeah? i feel nonchalant bout driving. am passing this time. i've realised my instructor does not have it in him to shut up. he makes me nervous. i have so little independence with him that during the test, i feel nervous cuz the tester says nuthin. now my ears are almost totally shut. eh i do listen lah but i sieve out the unnecessary blabber....itz so irritating...argh... nvm...Jesus is driving on tues, not me :D i miss hiiimmmm....itz all his fault :( 2 weeks before he booked in, we met practically everyday :( itz become so habitual :( muz call his mum to check in on her later or tmr... post comment

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