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Stuff .. ^^ [18 Oct 2003|01:45am]
[ mood | Eeeeh ... ]
[ music | HIM ]

The World Is MINE! by Demonac
You will conquer:the Entire World, excluding Quebec and Ohio.
Your title will be:Baron
You will succeed by:Single combat (crying like a little girl and curling up in a fetal position until they bend down to see what's wrong, and you kicking them in the crotch).
Your Enforcers will be:Ninjas (they flip out and kill people).
Your first act as ruler:A Stalinesque Purge.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

Yah ... Cannae be arsed to put it in my other journal ... ^_^;; So bear with.

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ngh. o_o [02 Oct 2003|07:59pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | KoRn ]

i haven't updated in a while ... well, this is because ... there's been nothing to really write about ...

lesse ... i fell out with E ... and today we made up after about a fortnight ... i have decided there is more to life than G, and told him so (my words were "you're a cunt-faced pervert and i have two words: fuck. off.") ... uhhh ... been predicted an A* in art ... O_o;; got a deviantART account ... uhm ... got a deadjournal ... contemplated suicide ... got a sore throat ... uhh ... thassit, really. a summary of life throughout september.


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I'm not dead. [02 Oct 2003|07:57pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | KoRn ]

Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll
Your Name
Astrological Sign
Angel TypeFallen Angel
Wing ColorLavendar
Heavenly WeaponStaff
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

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hrm ... [27 Aug 2003|04:40pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Sleepless, CoF ]

i'm alive, really i am. uhm ... still not allowed to go to rochester. i hate my mother. HU broke up with KL, so yeah. there is no hope for the rest of us.

people keep saying they miss me. HU said she wanted me to come to roch today. it's so unjust that i'm not allowed. she can't keep me from my friends like this. ah, well. when E comes back (late saturday) we're going to go and get our ears pierced, hopefully. we're sorta sharing, so we pay as if it's a set and get one piercing each. now that i've used up all the room on my right ear, it's my left ear now. ^^ 'cause i got the 3rd one on my right done last sunday. ^_^ and yeah. when E comes back, we can go to roch again!! but say we've been to chavham. X3 mwaha.

F A M E by spazyspag
Youre famous for:Acting
You get famous:June 16, 2017
You make $$ per/year:$276,534,929,484,785
Do people like you?48901954 People think you rock.
Dead/Alive:Way dead
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Previous Life Meme by quill18
Zodiac Sign:
Favorite Colour:
Last Life:New York Cabbie
Attendants at Funeral:76
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

i lived in new york? O.o

Lotrboy Dating Service by dreaminaway
Favorite Number
Your DateDom AND Billy (package deal!)
Date activityBeach party with friends
Future of relationshipLots and lots of shagging.
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What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be..."who spilt my beer?!"
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

no, it would be more like vodka ... o.o

Your POTC Man-Slave by that_one_chick
SlaveJack Davenport
Slave choremassages!
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The Afterlife, V1.0 by silentounce
Favorite Color
Your fateEscaped from Matrix to Zion
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

o_o Ziiiiiiiiiioooooooooooooooon ...

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lookie ... [01 Aug 2003|09:09pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | Evanescence, My Immortal ]

Fantom - A Female version of Phantom. >=)

i drew this today ... well, actually now, i outlined this whilst on the phone to CC ... it took my mind off what i'd been texted today by G ...

He says that france has made Him think, and that He thinks that we can't go out ... He didn't say why, just that ... =( ... so ... yeah. it's a bit shit ... but .. fneh. i'm gonna wait until He actually gets back before bursting into tears and hiding in my room ...

it seems every time i open my heart to someone it gets broken ... and it takes a very long time for it to heal ... in fact, i don't think it's healed from splitting with A ... sometimes i feel so empty, so cold, so emotionless ... i feel disconnected from the world, and anything that happens doesn't touch it ... it makes me feel hollow inside, even though that's such a cliche thing to say ... can't wait until the feeling sets in ...

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oh yeah ... [01 Aug 2003|01:08am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Nuthin', computer hummin'. ]

almost forgot.

it's His boifdai today. =)

hope he has fun ...

*wails* =((((((

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eeh ... [01 Aug 2003|01:05am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Nuthin', computer hummin'. ]

Happy Deathday!
Your name:pureevil
You will die on:Wednesday, August 6, 2031
You will die of:Electrocution
Created by Quill

isn't that just the kewlest? ... fneh.

i miss G. =( *sniff* ...
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after thought [29 Jul 2003|01:06am]
[ mood | hated ]
[ music | HIM, Pandemonium ]

xxx said he hoped that i knew he'd been in hospital because of me.

why did he try to intentionally hurt me? i know he feels bitter, but if you're talking to someone and you want to protect the shakiness of the something you are now left with, wouldn't you just let snide comments like that pass through your head bu not come out loud?

wouldn't you let the rule 'if you can't say anything nice, don't say it at all' rule over that situation?

couldn't you just do that?

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ugh ... kill me. [29 Jul 2003|12:58am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | HIM, Beyond Redemption ]

well, i've had a guilt trip an' a half ... -.-;; what can i say? i just ... didn't want to be in a relationship with him. i mean ... y'know, it's just ... fnugh. i can't even say the words. look. read.

xxx says:
(moi) says:
xxx says:
yeah. how are ya anyway hun?
(moi) says:
'm fine thankie ... you?
xxx says:
tired. drunk again
xxx says:
man alive. how are things in your life?
(moi) says:
they ... are pretty much normal ... yay, no more school, yay, next term i start art coursework, yay, next year i do my perf arts gcse, yay, in a few weeks i'll be allowed back to roch ... -.-;;;
(moi) says:
anyway ... what about you?
xxx says:
things are wierd. very wierd.
(moi) says:
xxx says:
im still missing you like mad :(
xxx says:
but asides from that, theres some wierd shite going down
(moi) says:
... well, that's weird enough, but ... what else?
xxx says:
why is it weird that i miss you?
(moi) says:
'cause ... it is. i mean ... i'm just a bitch. O_o;; and a fuckin' heartbreaker. -.-;;
xxx says:
yeah, but forgive and forget is always a good policy
(moi) says:
i .. guess.
xxx says:
(moi) says:
fneh. *shrug* ... people feel what they want ... i'm not one to exactly stop you feeling what you do. O_o
xxx says:
exactly. and if i still want to love you from afar, then i can
(moi) says:
yup. ^^;;
xxx says:
what i felt for you, it is something i cant just forget in a hurry
(moi) says:
yeah ... i know, i've been like that ... in fact, i still am (woo, over a year and still going strong ... must ... break ... free. X_x;;)
xxx says:
tell me about it. i cant even look at another woman yet
(moi) says:
>.<;; nee ... sorry ... really am, fucked up, sorry.
xxx says:
ahh its my fault.
(moi) says:
why d'you say that?
xxx says:
ahh, its always my thought
(moi) says:
... o ... kay then.
xxx says:
xxx says:
im a very insecure self pitying person
(moi) says:
i think everyone is, really. O_o;;
xxx says:
yeah but not all of us have had our fear of relationships enforced in the last few months
(moi) says:
hrm ... yeah.
xxx says:
sorry, im still a bit bitter
(moi) says:
*shrug* it's not always a bad thing.
xxx says:
(moi) says:
so ... yeah.
xxx says:
i just wish so much that if things really did need to end, they could have ended so much more...amicablly than they did
(moi) says:
i guess ... but, like i said, i'm a bitch. -.-;; things rarely end amicabally when i'm involved.
xxx says:
that truly cant be true.
xxx says:
but you didnt even give me chance to explain my actions
(moi) says:
sorry ...
xxx says:
you didnt even give me a chance to explain why, or what i meant
xxx says:
you just jumped to conclusions
(moi) says:
yes, well ... sorry. but what's done is done ... just ... sorry.
xxx says:
fair enough. i know whats done is done. but i hope you know that i ended up in hospital because of what you did
(moi) says:
no, i didn't ... but now i do.
xxx says:
yeah, well. overdoses arent the best of fun. especially when the girl you love caused it
(moi) says:
sorry. >.<;;
xxx says:
well, as ive said, whats done is done
xxx says:
i hope that you find happiness
(moi) says:
likewise ...
xxx says:
dont waste your breath wishing me happiness. i had it then had it crushed

ugh ... X_x;; talk about guilt .. i mean ... i don't even really like the guy that much anymore ... i mean ... just ... it's like D said, when you have someone, and you feel for them, for them to say that they hate themselves and shit, it hurts ... it hurts so bad ... and ... it just feels like you've been cast aside, because even you can't help ... but ... what did i even feel for him? S was right when she said i was just trying to fool myself into believing it was a relationship ... i mean, i was so drunk it was unbelieveable ... and just ... argh. >.<;; 'm so glad L was there ... fuck knows how far it would've gone without her. *glomps her* i luff her so much. ;_; *wails* ... yeah. i still can't really talk about what actually happened without feeling physically sick ... or wanting to cry ... or die ... or just isolate myself from everybody and never be touched in any way again ... *sigh* S was also right when she said it would affect my head. *shudders* i ... really did find it hard to even let my mum hug me for a while ... not that she ever knew how bad it all was ... but ... y'know. and for a while i just curled up in my bed and skipped school because i couldn't face to be around so many people ... gods, do you know how hard it is to keep the happy facade on around people? and around him? and Him? i mean ... eurgh. -.-;; oh, thank the gods he's gone offline ... just by one simple ... i'unno, click, i feel so much more relieved ... partly also because he can prolly hack my computer and i dun want him poking around in it. -.-;;

gods ... i can't believe he took a fuckin' overdose, though ... over me ... that's just ... such a shit reason ... i really sincerely don't think i'm worth it ... but then, first love is always the hardest to let go ... i know. what, nearly two years down the line and i still have a thing with A. what can i say but 'obsession'??? ugh ... and i wish i hadn't been listening to HIM whilst talking to him. he likes them, y'see, and so that's just ... argh. *hides* ;_; i'll be under a rock if you need me.

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*blink* ... [28 Jul 2003|09:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | HIM, Buried Alivve By Love ]

"You are worth exactly: $1,622,000.00."

... i am? O_o

... 'kay then. i'll just nod and agree. *does so*

today i rang CC and was on the phone for about 2 1/2 hours. i'm so gonna get crucified, 'cause it counts as long distance and was before the cheap time. -.-;; shiiiiiiiiiiit ... well, my excuse is that i was being moral support for her mumsie going into hospital. *nod* so there.

i'm happy though, 'cause this weekend i'm going over to E's, and we're gonna see Agent Cody Banks at the cinema 'cause the guy who plays Cody is cute (what's his name? i know he plays malcolm from malcolm in the middle, but that's it). ^_^ i'm gonna drag along Dogma and Nightmare Before Christmas and make her watch them, just because i'm obsessed (i'm sure NBC caused my love of hallowe'en. O_o) and then we'll prolly watch interview with the vampire and the queen of the damned (yay, vampyness! ^_^). uhm ... oh yeah, E says that's she's gonna drag me down into roch too, so yes. O-o

still miss G. =( wanna see Him noooooooow ... and oh yeah, i discovered that i'm off to my gran's for just over a week on the 9th/10th of august. -.-;; woohoo. oh well, that's the last week G is in france, so hopefully when i get back, He'll be back too! =D YAY!

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ooo ... [26 Jul 2003|07:36pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Finger Eleven, Sad Exchange ]

You are an S&M Fan!
Slave and Master Fan

What Kind of a Hentai Yaoi Freak are You?
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... *grin* hehe, i'm a SADIST. do you know how proud that makes me?

100 % Yaoi hentai! Congratulations!
Congratulations! You're 100% YAOI Hentai!

How much of a YAOI Hentai are you?
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well, i could've told you that myself ... O_o

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*dies* [26 Jul 2003|06:58pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | 12 Stones, Let Go ]

ugh ... so tired. really, really tired. O_o;;

Okay, so a few things:
G is only leaving for 3 weeks, yay. ^_^
i had to literally fight to get let out today ... well, it was more the fact that my mum was convinced that she hadn't agreed to me going out today, and that just pissed me off 'cause she had. anyway, eventually was allowed but had to be back by half 5. -.-;; damn mother.
i have wonderful scratches up my arm. O_o really hurts, and they actually bled. courtesy of G, i guess it's a 'see you in three weeks' going-away present. likewise with the lovebite on my left breast. -.-;; i wouldn't let Him go over the one on my right, so His response was to go on the other side. it's gone purple already.

anyway, my trip to roch was quite kewl. the marines were there, so R and M went and bought army gear from rocket and R proceeded to crawl behind them and get ordered about by G, who demanded he 'drop and give him 20'! heh, it was funny.

and C, G and i went to get food for her, and we did and G and i stole chips from her. then, ... i dun exactly remember why, but C and i were hiding behind our hands from G, and we just kissed. right there in favourite pigeon, next to the window, and looked like lesbians. G told us to carry on and said he'd been enjoying it, heh. XD then we left and D pulled me over and was very pissed and insisted that G and i should go out. apparently KL's said that to G as well, so yeah. i really don't know though, i mean ... argh!

and then it started to rain, so we all ran for shelter in various directions. of course, me and G headed to His house ... and it was only for 40 mins or so, cause of my absurdly early getting picked up time. yeah ... He kissed me and then He bit my lip (on purpose) and it was like ' ... ow.' it's swollen up a bit, but it's okay. it was so nice, 'cause we just lay on His bed and kissed and stuff, and it was nice. =) still managed to give Him a boner though, lol! ;) and now i can't see Him for 3 weeks. =( not that i'm allowed down for a fortnight anyway, but that's not the point. really, it isn't.

i really do love Him. =) He makes me so happy by just ... being there and caring about me. even if He does have a dominating streak in Him. O_o;; though it can be quite nice being dominated. especially if there's handcuffs or belts involved. >=)

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owie. [25 Jul 2003|01:47pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Finch, Letters To You ]

have basically just got back from having the skin test.

everyone said it doesn't hurt.
everyone LIED.

i do believe i may be the only person i know that managed to **bleed** from it. -.-;; oh woohoo. i was asked if there was any possibility i might be pregnant. O_o;; it's kinda like, no, i just look this fat all the time/shiiiiiiiiit, they knoooooooooow/whatever reaction you can feel ... but **then** i realised that they have to ask because if you are and you're underage then peoplies have to know and also because whatever's in the injection could hurt the baby, i guess. ^^;;

so yeah.

down to roch tomorrow. G's leaving on sunday for **FOUR** weeks in france. *sniff* i won't see Him for aaaaaaaaaggggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ... it isn't fair. =( fneh. *wails* ...

ugh, i feel really sick now, too. not sure if it's just the whole hopsital-smell in the clinic or just something fairly random ... either way, i feel sick. i also have't eaten anything at all today. though that is now changing, as D has just brought me cheese on toast. =D mmm, food.

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weird little ... thing. [25 Jul 2003|12:28pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Saliva, Always ]

awww, isn't it cute ... ? O_o *blink* ... if it shows, that is ...

i get my skin test for my tb jab soon. woo. needles. *shudders* i think it's the one where you have 6 little needles in a circle and that gets jabbed into your arm ... O_o ick. and then if, by next friday, it's not how they want it to be, i have to have the actual tb jab itself which is a real neasty needle thing and it's all horrible and icky and foul and gross and - ooo, maybe i'll react badly to it like CL and another girl in our class. they fainted, they did, yu-huh.
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shit ... [23 Jul 2003|11:32pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Nirvana, The Man Who Sold The World ]

i'm banned from roch for the whole of the summer hols. or so my mum says.

i asked for a compromise; i go down the saturday in return for a fortnight of not going. i think it's fair, 9 hours in exchange for 17 days. *shrug* then we'll see what she says after that. if i'm still not allowed, i'm moving out. 4 people have said i can live on their sofas, so i'm all set. G says i'm not to sell my body for money, except to Him. i said i dun need any money, as i can scrounge off others. He said fine, but could i at least let Him have my body? i said sure.

in other news ...


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eee ... [22 Jul 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | Beatles, Eleanor Rigby ]

okay, well, today KJ and D went to France. they said they'd be back at 8:30, and were. only problem was, i was told to be home by 5, but also got home just as they did. oops. I told them i'd forgotten my keys. hopefully believed. anyway, i said that i'd gone to Roch with L and would have most likely arrived home late anyway, had then walked home at about half 6 (meaning i would've gotten in at 7:15), said i realised that i'd forgotten my keys when nearly home, turned round and walked back to school (taking me to (8:00) and said that i had then walked back again. it leaves about a half hour unaccounted for, but i dun think they'll notice. KJ keeps asking why i didn't simply ask S&V for the key to our house or gone home with L, but i said i just didn't think of it. ^^;;

anyway. what happened was that i met G at about half 6 (i did leave school fairly late anyway, so that bit's just about true), and i was with him 'till then. i was all set to leave at 7:30, but i got distracted ... *shrug* anyway, for a couple of hours i got to mutilate His arms and back, and drew blood in many places. >=) i have now got numerous bite marks which will turn into more bruises. again. so at least 6 more. woo. -.-;; anyway. He says that He's so getting me back for it ... i have to seriosuly wonder what that means. O_o;;

and, because i heart blurty, i've decided that this will not be a journal purely about Him - i think i'll actually write my day in here. having saud that, today was fun, what with the meeting of G, etc. but also becuase J nearly got in trouble for going out to have a sneaky fag. the fire alarm went off and she got caught coming back into school. what made it even better was the fact that it was a false alarm!! lol. and oh yeah, HC-W owes E and i a merit each for helping her with her bags at school, so that's pretty kewl. =)

in not-so-goodness, CL wasn't in school. according to V, her parents aren't letting her out so she can't get into Roch from the whore-house, so yeah. *shrug* poor her, though, i mean she can't see any of us unless we go over to her house, i think. =( poor her.

uhm ... anything else ... ? uh ... oh yeah, G said that sometimes He forgets how old i am ... because i act so much more mature. =) i'm happy 'bout that. uhm ... yes. i guess that's it, really.

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stuffs [22 Jul 2003|12:07am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Feeder, Forget About Tomorrow ]

[x.] name = Roo
[x.] birthday = 21st April
[x.] piercings = 3 - 2 in right ear, 1 in left.
[x.] tattoos = none. unless you count the henna, in which case 1. =)
[x.] height = about ... 5ft 9?
[x.] shoe size = 9
[x.] hair color = blonde/brown
[x.] length = ... what? O-o
[x.] siblings = none.

[x.] movie you rented = uh ... some australian vampiric movie.
[x.] movie you bought = the matrix
[x.] song you listened to = always (saliva)
[x.] song that was stuck in your head = angels. O_o
[x.] song you've downloaded = uh ... a random theatres des vampires one.
[x.] cd you bought = fuck knows. O-o
[x.] cd you listened to the whole way through = Midian (cradle of filth)
[x.] cd you bought the day it came out = ... none.
[x.] person you've called = CC
[x.] person that's called you = E
[x.] tv show you've watched = Neone Genesis Evangelion
[x.] person you were thinking of = C
[x.] you have a bf or gf = technically, no.
[x.] you have a crush on someone = yes.
[x.] you wish you could live somewhere else = ... no.
[x.] you think about suicide = occasionally.
[x.] you believe in online dating = i guess ... whatever. O-o
[x.] others find you attractive = *shrug*
[x.] you want more piercings = yup.
[x.] you want more tattoos = yup.
[x.] you drink = yup.
[x.] you do drugs = no. well, except nicotine and alcohol.
[x.] you smoke = when drunk.
[x.] you like cleaning = hell no. O_o
[x.] you like roller coasters = yes.
[x.] you write in cursive or print = cursive.
[x.] you carry a donor card = nope.

for or against..
[x.] teenage smoking = for; it's up t'you.
[x.] doing drugs = against.
[x.] premarital sex = for.
[x.] driving drunk = against.
[x.] soap operas = against.

[x.] tv show = ... Gundam Wing
[x.] thing in the world = sleep.
[x.] thing to collect = toys
[x.] colors of all time = blue, purple, black and lurid pink.
[x.] thing to do on a rainy day = sleep, internet and talk on the phone.

[x.] song = take it off, the donnas
[x.] sports = field hockey
[x.] drink = WKD. Bacardi Breezer, RedSquare, Vodka ... lemonade, water.
[x.] movies = sleepy hollow.
[x.] band/group/artist = no idea.
[x.] holiday = *shrug* ... hallowe'en?

have you...
[x.] ever cried because of a girl = yup.
[x.] ever lied to someone = yup.
[x.] ever been in a fist fight = nope.
[x.] ever been arrested = nope.

[x.] shampoo do you use = head & shoulders menthol 2 in 1.
[x.] perfume do you use = don't.
[x.] shoes do you wear = DMs or school shoes.
[x.] are you scared of = spiders.

[x.] of continents I have lived in?: one.
[x.] of drugs taken illegally?: none.
[x.] of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: uh ... dunno.
[x.] of people I consider my enemies?: a few, i guess.
[x.] of cd's that I own?: let's put it this way; just about every time i go out i get another one. O-o
[x.] of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: uh ... once. photo twice, i think. ^_^
[x.] of scars on my body?: *sits and counts* ... 32 that i know of.

Have you ever...
[x.] Fallen for your best friend? nope.
[x.] Made out with JUST a friend? uh ... yeah.
[x.] Been in love? think so.
[x.] Cheated on someone? yup. =/
[x.] Had some cheat with you? ... uhm ... i'unno.

Who was the last person...
[x.] You touched? E
[x.] You talked to? Daniel
[x.] You hugged? ... E

Have you/are you/do you....
[x.] Considered a life of crime? nope.
[x.] Considered being a hooker? nope.
[x.] Considered being a pimp? nope.
[x.] Are you psycho? some say i am.
[x.] Split personalities? i'unno.
[x.] Schizophrenic? dun think so.
[x.] Obsessive compulsive? over some things.
[x.] Panic? yup.
[x.] Anxiety? of course.
[x.] Depressed? occasionally.
[x.] Suicidal? again, occasionally.
[x.] Obsessed with hate? nope.
[x.] Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? have done.
[x.] Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? ... nope.
[x.] Understanding: i think so.
[x.] Open-minded: yup.
[x.] Interesting: dunno.
[x.] Hungry: nope.
[x.] Friendly: i guess.
[x.] Childish: of course
[x.] Healthy: kinda.
[x.] Difficult: yup.
[x.] Attractive: dunno.
[x.] Thirsty: yus.
[x.] Responsible: hell no.
[x.] Sad: more melancholy ...
[x.] Happy: can be.
[x.] Talkative: can be.
[x.] Lonely: yes.
[x.] Floss daily? nope.
[x.] Own a webcam? nope. =(
[x.] Ever get off the damn computer? no, never, i LIVE on here.

[x.] Current Clothes: bathrobe.
[x.] Current Mood: tired.
[x.] Current Taste: steak.
[x.] Current Hair: down, damp from shower (still)
[x.] Current Annoyance: at Becca (goddamn her for telling everyone about C)
[x.] Current Smell: nuthin' ... nose blocked.
[x.] Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping and/or doing homework.
[x.] Current Book: Blackwood Farm, Anne Rice.
[x.] Current DVD In Player: uhm ... there isn't one right now ...
[x.] Current Refreshment: lemonade.
[x.] Current Worry: about C.
[x.] Current Crush: G

On Dating....
[x.] Long or short hair? am a convert to short hair - the sort of short that you can rung your fingers through, though.
[x.] Dark or blond hair? dark.
[x.] Tall or short? tall. =)
[x.] Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? both is good.
[x.] Good guy or bad guy? baaaaaaad ...
[x.] Dark or light eyes? as long as they look pretty, i don't mind. ^_^
[x.] Pierced or no? *shrug* dun mind.

On preferences....
[x.] Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? chocolate milk.
[x.] McDonalds or Burger King? neither.
[x.] Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? ... neither.
[x.] Sweet or sour? sweet.
[x.] Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? Dr Pepper
[x.] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? horror.
[x.] Cats or dogs? cats
[x.] Ocean or Pool? both
[x.] Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? ... uh ... whatever. O_o
[x.] Mud or Jell-O wrestling? mud
[x.] With or without ice-cubes? with
[x.] Shine or rain? rain
[x.] Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? fall.
[x.] Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla
[x.] Gloves or mittens? gloves
[x.] Eyes open or closed? closed
[x.] Fly or breathe under water? fly
[x.] Bunk-bed or waterbed? waterbed
[x.] Chewing gum or hard candy? either.
[x.] Motor boat or sailboat? sailboat.
[x.] Lights on or off? off
[x.] Chicken or fish? chicken.

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!!! [21 Jul 2003|09:57pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | AFI, Girl's Not Grey ]

i'm happy now. =)

you see, the allniter turned into a 'let's camp out at G's house because it's raining and it's the closest house'. and yeah.

okay, it went like this:
B, E and me met up with C and J at the shoppinh outlet, and we bought out kinkinesses. we went into the toilets to change, and i got B to help with my suspenders adn the bodice. she didn't mind, which was good. =) then we caught the bus to Chavham. J and C went off together, told us to met them outside the bookstore, but they weren't there so we abandoned them and walked through to Roch, and met up with G and others.

a bit after, J and C caught up then left again. we wandered to the ropeswing with our alkiemohol as usual. E drank her two bottles, i drank my one, B had already drunk her 3litre one and yeah. then me and G wandered to get fags and akiemohol for E, 'cause K had come and he could keep B company. so we wandered first to His house to get a cd for K - and stayed there for ... quite a while. when we first wandered in, His parents and younger sister were there, but we stayed long enough so that they went and we were all by ourselves. >=) and ... after a while, K rang and G was like, shit ... my phone's on silent (He had it in his pocket, lol). so he texted that we'd gone to get K's cd and that the shop had been shut - and that G's parents had kept talking to me for ages. which y6es, was a blatent lie, but anyway. He said that we hadn't gone into Roch directly because of the parentals.

we walked back, and E and G went into Roch and i stayed with B and K, who were messing around by the tree. then he came down to have a fag and sat on me 'cause i asked for a hug. then B came up behind him and was generally turning him on and shit - then i joined in. lol, it was quite good fun.

then he ran away, and G and E came back and we had more alkiemohol. i drank mine too quickly; i felt the rush to my head, it was fairly amusing, so i gave the rest to G, and He drank it. E drank herself into a stupor and i looked after her and we climbed out the hollow and she collapsed into unconsciousness. it was okay, 'cause we've all looked after drunks before (and i'm proud to say i've never been that bad). but then it started storming. and we were sheltering under trees at the time. this was about ... 9:30pm? it had started raining before, but then the lightning started. and it was two different storms! me and B staggered along the path with E to shelter, and we went under the church arch. apparently, according to the others who were sheltering there, lightning had struck a little way down the road, so we looked after her in there, and she kept trying to throw up but couldn't 'cause she hadn't eaten anything. then she suddenly sat up and it was like, woah, scary. O_o and starting brushing her hair immediatly, and saying that she couldn't feel her hands. O_o so the five of us walked to G's house ;cause it was really nearby.

then we sat in his kitchen and were all introduced as random people when his parentals came in. then we talked and shit, and i fell asleep on the kitchen floor. so G said i could go sleep in his bed, which i did. i slept, and wome up, and slept and woke up some more - it was weird 'cause every time i woke up, it was like someone else had gone to sleep. first K left - i know 'cause i heard, then i slept, then i think it was E who wasn't saying anything, and had fallen asleep, and then i woke up again when G got into bed next to me. and He was so tired! but it was sweet. =) and we messed around a bit, then we curled up and went to sleep. i woke up about 3 times more. G talks in his sleep. =) cuuuuute!!

next morning we woke up at prolly around 8 or 9ish, and messed around some more until His dad came down at around 10ish. he gave me such a weird look when i was hovering in the doorway, and G passed me a note from B and E - they'd left at just after 5am. later found out that they'd slept on Jackson's. lol. and B insisted that G's dad would think we'd slept together - which we hadn't.

G told me in the morning that He had so wanted to fuck me in the night, so i asked why He hadn't, and He just said if we wait it'll be better. i guess i agree ... but y'know. so i'm still technically a virgin. *dances* =) and He also asked if i knew what i did to him, and i was like, 'what?', and so then he just put my hand on his crotch. He's hung like a horse. so i'm slightly worried about if we sleep together, 'cause of the alleged pain. >.<;; and ... with some pain, it's fine, but that ... i dunno. *shrug* ... anyway. i guess we'll see about that if it ever goes that far.

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seeing Him tomorrow. =) [18 Jul 2003|08:20pm]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | The Donnas, Take It Off ]

He told me that if i want to get Him by Himself, i have to drag Him off to the esplenade.


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allniter this weekend. He's going. [17 Jul 2003|06:21pm]
[ mood | naughty ]
[ music | The Hellacopters, By The Grace Of God ]

yay for allniters!

He said He'll look after me. in the only way He can. ^_^;; so ... i have to wonder what that means ... !!!

of course, what makes this weekend even better is that i'm going out with E and B to get kinky underwear. =) oh fun, maybe He'll get to see, lol!

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