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[Oct1008] |
Nothing is worse than the total agony of being in love with someone who is unable to feel.
Nothing.
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[Oct1008] |
Not sure why, but I'm super happy today.
Despite that I feel gross even though I took a shower this morning, I tripped down stairs and I think I have a sprained ankle, he hasn't texted me back, he's not online, I'm thirsty, and I have CRAPtons of homework to do.
Nope, none of that matters, apparently. I'm just happy. :]
So, yeah. This throbbing, dull pain in my ankle convinces me that there's probably something wrong with it....idk.
Yesterday I stayed home from school. For no reason at all, I just wanted to. So I did. And I sat in the same spot almost the entire day. I'm so lazy. :p
Yarghyarghyargh.
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[Sep0908] |
Haha.
I was looking back on older posts, and older Blogs.
I get so worked up over little things, don't I?
And things I really thought were big are just pointless to me now.
Lol.
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[Sep0908] |
You know what's weird?
The older I get, the less confidence I have in myself.
Well, that's not entirely true. I'm confident about some things, just not others.
Theater?
I'm pretty sure I'm not going anywhere on the stage. Maybe backstage I'll get somewhere but....
I'm just not good enough.
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[Sep0908] |
Dude.
The YES Kidettes auditions just reaffirms why I didn't like this summer.
I dunno. I had a job...until someone took over. If you're not an ambassador, you're an outsider. And for some, if you ARE an ambassador, you're an outsider. I felt kinda pushed out...something wasn't going right, I fixed it, and then they got the point and didn't need me anymore. It was lame.
But I'll still go next week.
I'm such a pushover.
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[Sep0908] |
I haven't been on here in forever.
Lol.
So, hey!
My life has been pretty eventful. I'm a sophomore now. I'm treasurer of choir. My Mom's president of booster club. I'm surrounded with choir. Ahhhhhh...
I'm not gonna really do the 'fill you in' thing. I think I'm just going to blog again. Lulz.
Anyway. So my Aunt is in the hospital...she has a hereditary kidney disease (two of my cousins have it as well) and she's pretty much dying. I'm pretty worried about her....but I guess we can't do anything about it. Right?
My guy situation right now is pretty interesting. I like someone who I totally don't understand, and my best friend hates him. He doesn't even go to my school...I've met him once.
Strange, I guess.
I'm not doing ambassadors this year, and I kind of miss it, but I kinda don't. Just...the drama and stuff that comes with it...I'm alright. I just want to be involved with Kidettes. And I will be. Yahhh.
Blog...ended?
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