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Rubber Duckie You're The One !

Subject// CENSORED [22 Oct 2003|05:53pm]

Subject// -WANT ADD- [18 Oct 2003|11:39pm]
[ mood | MISERABLE ]
[ music | Bad Religion:x:Sorrow ]

.001.Sense of humor
.002.Deep Intense eyes
.003.A smile to melt a heart of ice
.004.I want him to love sunsets and star gazing
.005.Killer style
.006.Musical Knowledge
.007.Romantic ; Sweetheart, i love that kind of thing
.008.Lovely person
.009.Simple ; careless
.010.I wish for love

Subject// Ouch [18 Oct 2003|11:03pm]
[ mood | HURT ]
[ music | Operation Ivy:x:Freeze Up ]

Hey everyone,
I know I RARELY post two entries within a day, but oh well.
I just got back from seeing School Of Rock w/ Andrea. THE MOVIE FUCKING ROCKED!!!! it was the shit man I'm going again tomorrow-so if anyone wants to go w.me let me kno-call the cell or sumthin, ask me for the # if u dont kno it. I wore my Sha-Sha's today, OMFG...i was in such a rush I forgot socks...n thinkin i'll be okay i didnt even bother. GSUS!!! those shoes cut off right below the ankle bone...omg, my ankles are RAW now...i soo need a band-aid ;-[ I went swimming about an hour b4 andrea called n so my hair was all wet(cuz the average time for hair natural-dry is around 7-9.5hrs., yes it is crazy) and so i had to rush and blow dry my hair which i hate doing cuz i kill it enough w.the flat iron-which i didnt get to do by the way cuz i was so pressed for time. so i had frizzy hair, skinned ankles and a broken heart. it was a very sad thing. would anyone like to mend my heart?-didnt think so.

Right now I really just want to cry. I want someone to care for me, someone who appreciates a good sunset. Someone who doesnt care what i look like, listen to, or care about. I want someone who likes me for me, oves me and just enjoys my company. Yeah-that is asking alot i know. But i just cant stand the life i live now . Its aweful. On top of that- this punk scene is ...just not doin it anymore. its sickening what its become. Anarchy? Theres no such thing as anarchy-well maybe in Iraq, we butchered that country behind recognition-but i wont get into that cuz my fingers will burst into flames and i will spontaneously combust if i had to type that much. I never even leave entries this long, but theres this kid-his name is Jake and hes just really cool. He might be reading this now so i wont go into detail ;] lol but yeah-ill shut up now. hes prolly like wtf is she talking about me for. Oh jeez. But yeah like I was saying, what is punk? What happened to it...its botched and horribly misconstrued, its really very sad that something so amazing has been tainted so greatly.I know that I may not be the perfect candidate for speaking out against the injustices to Punk because im only 14(almost 15 :-D) but make no mistake that I DO know what im talking about. Ive been around the music business since i was born, i went to my first show when i was 2months old...my mom was pregnant w.me when she went to a Kiss show lol. Shes in radio-I grew up in a studio, Ive met everyone from The Rolling Stones to fucking Tom Petty-everyone. Yet, I am misunderstood and ridiculed as a "Poser"-they say I know nothing about rock, punk, alt., underground or anything. I lived 1hr from NYC-ive been to CBGBs countless times(i hope to make it to Gilman someday). I was forced to use the CBGB bathroom-so was Patti Smith and Joan Jett. So for everyone who doesnt know who i am, or has never taken the time to even find out-- I just want to let you all know that ive been there, ive seen more that any 14yr old has, name it-i know.

Thats all i will say for now, i doubt you would want to hear anymore of my opinions, but thats just too fuckiong bad because a lot of my posts from now on will be opinionated and political...not these asshole surveys-i dont even know what i was thinking. im leaving now. goodbye
Diandra Luray Claire--DEEDS


Subject// I cant move on...I cant take it [18 Oct 2003|03:14pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | AAR:x:Why Worry ]

I had something good to write about, this was gonna be a deep entry, something to tell your friends about-but i forgot.

Ive been forgetting alot lately, eh? I dont kno why, i guess its because Ive been thinking too much. I dont know if i even want to go to homecomming-considering the circumstances. I really wanted to go w/**** but eh-thatll never happen. i guess its the price i pay for being me.

Tonight is the KKCHS homecomming-I should be there, but noooo-i had to move here, to hell. Bri is like no one is going w.dates...bullshit! Everyone is-im not stupid. Megans goin w.ryan lol, crinkle! I miss those guys so so much, i cant wait till i can see them in dec. Aunt Mary, Uncle Joe n Stephen are gonna come out n visit over new years-lol-n ill be where they are now. weird man...i hope im back iin time to see them!!!

Ya kno what?! I wish I lived in California...i wanna move there so so bad, even if Arnold is the governor(ew). Ive always wanted to move to Orange County...its such a cool place. N then when i get there i can take a trip out to see Wayne-i dont kno how far tracy is from OC but ill kno when i make the trip!!!! n then i can go to hoe-excuse me-joe...GAWD i keep forgetting his name! ..i can go to his house n beat his head in like i said i would :] - i never go back on promises....unlike emofuck joe. yep-i am sooo not like him. Hes an asshole n i hope he dies.

Ok-now im bored so ill say hey to everyone worth saying hey to- starting w. the AZ GIRLS:Mah-ree-uh;Andrea;Ana;Kasey;MoniQa;Erin;Kristina;Cortney;Carrie;Caroline-AZ BOYZ:Adam0;jEsUs;pouty;oh n horst cuz hes cool whether he likes it or not lol-i cant think of ne boys out here worth it. im pissed
ok moving on to AZ GIRLS:Meigh;Brizzy;Muffin;Allik;Caitlyn;Kaitlyn;Laura;Emma;Ashley;Katie;Alex B;
PA BOIZ:JC;Teege;Mike;Steve;Ryfo;Jase;Sean;Jeff;Stephen;Justin;JutD;Shaney;Drew C;Drew P;Drew R;HENLEY;DERTODD I MISS YOU!!!!;etc. etc. i cant think of ppl

-if i didnt mention you as worth it...oh well. talk to me n we'll work it out-
i am seriously bored, so imma do something i havent done in a while-Remove the dozens of grasshoppers and spiders from my pool and swim in it when its bug-free :]
l8 sk8


Subject// Another day in the life of Dee [13 Oct 2003|01:54pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | AAR:x:Your Star ]

Im bored. Ive been listening to AAR on repeat for about a week now. It's really good. Ok-now i know my birthday is really far away. about a month and a half . but you people can start planning for it now. I want HiM*-the old him, i miss him n i jus want to see him, thats it. Oh, and while youre at it you can beat Hoe i mean Joe's head in with a crowbar :] id like that very much. Thank you.

Can someone please tell me what's up w.Wayne? He's been acting all bitter lately, i mean he appologized n all but hes jus been eh. Im like wtf wayne did u misplace your PMS medication or something? ok yeah-justthought id get that out there. now imma catch hell for sayn this.BOO FUCKING HOO!

As for homecoming, I dont kno if i have a date nemore lol. Ive been a real asshole lately, im sorry. so yeah. if this is yOu reading this how about IMing me/calling me so we can work this shit out. cuz ive been hearing it all over the place and ppl come up to me "hey are you goin to hc w.john?" im like i dont kno he never really asked me. so yeah.

Thats about all i have to say, comment pah-lease. thanks so much

Give the people what they want )


Subject// A simple sound of your voice and i fade away [10 Oct 2003|02:22pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | AAR:x:Drive Away ]

i picked out your star )


Subject// ABCDEFGHIJKL-Mally-NOPQRSTUVWXYZ(got this from mally) [10 Oct 2003|10:40am]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Fight Club ]

A - Act your age? most of the time...hehe ;]

B - Girl/Boyfriend? well-im being an asshole so i am not able to answer that at the present time

C - Chore you hate? all of them.

D - Dad's name? fucker

E - Essential make up item? black eyeliner

F - Favorite actress? kate hudson

G - Gold or silver? silver.

H - Hometown? cleveland - i now reside in phoeniX

I - Instruments you play? drums

J - Job title? professional menace to society

K - Kids? i hate kids

L - Living arrangements? in a room in a house in a town in a city in a state in the country we call Dubyafuck

M - Mum's name? Dub

N - Number of people you've slept with? say whaaa

O - Overnight hospital stays? a few - surgery on my head when i was like 10mos. old - tonsile/adnoits - tubes in my ears - etc.

P - Phobia? bugs

Q - Quote you like ? you dont create me, i am me. there is a difference

R - Religious affiliation? im jus your average everyday catholic school grl 0:]

S - Sibling ? julie n jeff - n my brotha frum anotha motha=jarod

T - Time you wake up? whenever the fizzuck i feel like it k? k.

U - Unique habit? uuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh

V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? lima beans

W - Worst habit? being too attached

X - X-rays you've had? x-rays of my head when i fell down the stairs n almost died - like u care

Y - Yummy food you make? nething breakfast - u name it, i can make it!

Z - Zodiac Sign - sagittarius :]


Subject// ANOTHER ONE!!!!!!!!-n i jus learned how to cut-thanx horst [09 Oct 2003|07:02pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | AAR:x:Happy Endings ]

survey-again! )


Subject// Fill this shit out man, NOW!!!! [09 Oct 2003|04:57pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | AAR:x:The Last song ]

Am i...
1. Cute?:
2. Hot?:
3. Sweet?:
4. Crazy?:
5. Loveable?:
6. Funny?:
7. Annoying?:
8. Psycho?:
9. Daring?:
10. A Good Person?:
11. Sexy?:
Would You?
12. Hug me?:
13. Miss me if I was gone?:
14. Listen to my problems?:
15. Hug me if i cried?:
16. Be a good friend?:
17. Ever go out with me?:
18. If you already have; would u do it again?:
19. Kiss me (Really)?:
20. Marry me if u could?:
How Well Do You Know Me?
21. When's my birthday?:
22. How old am I?:
23. What school do/did I go to?:
24. Do i have any siblings//names?? :
25. Who is my most current ex?:
26. Who is my best friend?:
27. Who am i crushing on/dating?:
28. Favorite animal?:
29. Favorite sport?:
30. Favorite TV show?:
31. Favorite song/songs?:
32. Favorite music group?:
If You Could...
33. Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
34. Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:
35. Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
36. Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:
Just a Few Random Questions...
37. What do you love about me?:
38. What do you hate about me?(seriously):
39. What is my best quality?:
40. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
41. What is your honest opinion of me?:

get to fillin it in!!!


[09 Oct 2003|04:32pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | Alkaline Trio:x:Hell Yes ]

I AM: cuh-razy fer sure*maria dont be mad for me takin the werd*
I WANT: to be able to talk to john w.o gettn nervous n scared to shit
I HAVE: a broken pinky
I WISH: i wasnt so damn afraid!
I HATE: jana and amber cuz they hate me, i didnt do nething to them n they want me dead. i used to b friends w. them n now they hate me
I MISS: chris henley and all my others friends from back home
I FEAR: being alone
I HEAR: the TV-recess
I SEARCH: for strength
I WONDER: why im so afraid of ppl who like me
I REGRET: not being more assertive
I LOVE: *CuDdLiNg*
I ACHE: my pinky
I AM NOT: skinny
I DANCE: when i hear music
I SING: bEaUtiFuLLy!
I CRY: when im sad or dont get my way
I WRITE: in my journal
I CONFUSE: everyone
I NEED: to stop bein such a pussy
I SHOULD: talk to john
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: "a bombshell"
x. three things you are often complimented for: being KrAz3e;funny; and jus damn cool
x. you get embarrassed when: ppl that like me try to talk to me n im nowhere to be found cuz im too busy running away cuz im a fuckn coward
x. makes you happy: boyz;pizza;toyz;friendz(akaMAH-REE-UH! n ANDREA n BRIZZY n MUFFIN n MEIGH!)
x. upsets you: being hated by ppl who i did nothing to

yes or no...

x. you keep a diary: yup-online, what do u think im writing in?
x. you like to cook: no
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yeah
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no
x. you bite your fingernails: no-they break
x. you believe in love: fer sure man

Who is...?

The weirdest person you know: sarah lambert
the Loudest Person you Know: myself and MONIQA(monica)
Your close friends: mah-ree-uh;ana;andrea;meigh;muff;brizzy;jc
the Person that Knows the Most about you: meigh

What is...?

your most overused phrase on IM: sha man
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: why i was such an asshole to john
your best feature: eyes!!! THANKS ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!! x3 babez
your favorite inside joke: he looks like bevis! point and laugh!!!

2. Do You...?

take a shower everyday: that or bathe :]
have a(any) crush(es): yes i do
think you know you've been in love: think so
want to get married: someday
have any tattoos/where?: not yet
piercings/where?: ears//cartilidge
get motion sickness: nah
think you're a health freak: hahaha
get along with your parents: no man
like thunderstorms: HELL YES!


Ryan: maria's hc date
Rob: THE ROB!!!-crinkle-
Drew: gaylord
Stephanie: ozzy
Aaron: do i know an aaron?
Amy: do i even kno an amy?-klinger?
Paul: sawyer
Eve: -chick from the mummy, rachael weis?
John: my H.C. date :D
Laura: procario
Alex: duncann and gambone
Justin: mazars
Ricky: ?
Jacob: gherig
Jack: uncle jack?

SCREEN NAMES: aLoHaFr0mHeLL - KrAz3eBo0tiFul
SIGN: sagittarius
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: VERY dark brown- almost black....and its not even colored
EYE COLOR: baby blue
BIRTHPLACE: cleveland


COLOR: purple - black - orange - red
DAY: friday
MONTH: oct-feb
SONG: AAR-dont leave me//last song - The Ataris-Boys of Summer//Looking back on today
FOOD: pizza!
SEASON: fall
SPORT: volleyball - football - baseball
ALCOHOLIC: tequilla - margueritas n screw drivers oh n sex on the beach ;]
VEGGIE: broccoli


CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? mostly cuddle...but a little of both couldnt hurt


CRIED? nah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? i owe emil $5
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? yes, to john...n i havent given it to him yet
HUGGED SOMEONE? si senor - adamo!
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? dont think so

name 9 things you hate:
stupid people
avril lavigne
broken promises
being alone
feeling unloved
mr richard and kohlberg

Would You Ever..

1. Eat a bug? for enuf money :]
2. Bungee jump? definatly
3. Hang glide? uh huh
4. Kill someone? nah, not at the present time
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? fuck nooo
8. Parachute from a plane? uh huh
9. Walk on hot coals? doubtful
10. Go out with someone for their looks? if that was the only good thing about them, no.
11. For their reputation? no but i might NOT go out with someone because of it
12. Be a vegetarian? i already am
13. Wear plaid with stripes? is that a fashion no? lol ok, then NO!
14. IM a stranger: uh huh
15. Sing karaoke? yep
17. Shoplift? yeah
18. Run a red light? sure
19. Star in a porn video? haha yeah maybe if i was something to look at
20. Dye your hair blue? already dun that too
21. Be on Survivor? no, i hate that show
22. Wear makeup in public? um, yeah i do that everyday
23. NOT wear makeup in public? nope
24. Cheat on a test? yesss
25. Make someone cry? uh huh
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? YES YES YES!!!
27. Kick a baby? kick da baby!! weee!!!
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? um no, ill pass therre...ew
29. Cuss out a priest? haha if neccessary
30. Take a job as a janitor? no man
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? these jus keep gettn better n better eh!?
32. Stay up all through the night? yep
33. Drink straight espresso? nah


Subject// The H.C. [08 Oct 2003|08:58pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | The Television ]

Hey there blurty viewers! Yeah guess what?!... I have a date to homecomming!!! wooo hooo! lol- john fer sure. I jus thought id let all of u little shits know that. oh n ps:i love wayne!lol


Subject// I probably already did this one, oh well [07 Oct 2003|09:32pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Less Than Jake:x:Surrender ]

[my name is]: diandra
[in the morning i am]: bitchy
[all I need is]: a hug n a compliment
[love is]: something i had...
[I'm afraid of]: being alone
[I dream about]: seeing HiM*

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: pepsi
[flowers or candy]: flowers
[tall or short]: tall boys :]

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: shoes then smile n eyes
[dream boy/girlfriend]: whew lets not go therrrre...
[do you believe in love at first sight?]: yep, i do.

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: AZ-anna n maria PA-Meigh n Muff
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: heh - a few ppl
[has a crush on you?]: hahaha
[easiest to talk to]: Ma-ree-uh

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] no
[save aol/aim conversations]: nope
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: they have it easier - but no i like who i am

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: matt
[hugged]: momma
[you instant messaged]: wayne-o
[you laughed with]: well myself-i was laughing bout a-ball [laughs hysterically] but last live person was Ma-ree-uh

-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: havent since grad ya tion
[ever get off the damn computer]: not too much
[habla espanol]: si,senor

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: never
[obsessive]: not in particular
[could you live without the computer?]: nope =]
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: max i think - 200.
[what's your favorite food?]: cookie!
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: cantelope n KIWI!!!
[drink alchohol?]: woosh yeah
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunsets x3
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: depends

-N U M B E R-
[of girls I have kissed?] : *GAG* no!
[of continents I have lived in?] : 1
[of drugs taken illegally?] : 0=] --yeah right
[of tight friends?] : idk -ma-ree-uh we like this fa sha....n MEIGH X3
[of cd's that i own?] : 5,00+
[of scars on my body?] : tons - im a klutz lol
[of things in my past that i regret?]: :'[

I KNOW: that ppl hate me
I HAVE: a bruise on my right calf
I WISH: someone loved me
I HATE: stupid ppl and AVRIL LAVIGNE
I FEAR: being alone
I SEARCH: for the answer to "why we cry?"
I WONDER: why ppl hate me
I REGRET: hush
I LOVE: myself
I ACHE: my side
I CARE: what people think :[
I ALWAYS: hate everything
I AM NOT: a good person
I DANCE: rarely anymore
I SING: well
I CRY: once in a while
I DO NOT ALWAYS: act like i should
I WRITE: in my journal
I WIN: you lose
I LOSE: i still win
I CONFUSE: others
I LISTEN: to punk/ska
CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: on the fucking computer - or in bed/

[ eating ] : nothing
[ mood ] : tired
[ thinking ] : why
[ listening ]: to LTJ
[ doing ] : this quiz
[ looking at ] : the computer
[ life or no life? ] : no life - ever.
[ wanting ] : HiM*
[ wasting ] : air
[ loving ] : ....
[ missing ] : shut up
[ talking to ] : no1
[ fighting with ] : no one
[ smelling ] : nothing
[ about to ] : go to sleep

[ shy or outgoing ] : mix
[ what do you want from a partner? ] : ???
[ notice first ] : eyes // smile
[ looks/personality ] : "him"
[ piercings ] : sexy as hell
[ tan or fair ] : either
[ punk or prep ] : preferable punk-but im not picky
[ age difference ] : not much - 4yrs
[ smart/dumb ] : smart
[ funny/serious ]: funny but serious when necessisary

[ chocolate milk, or hot chocolate ] : chocolate milk
[ mcdonalds or burger king ] : mcy ds
[ coke or pepsi ] : pepsi
[ would you wanna marry your best friend, or the perfect man/woman/lover ] : well - id think my "perfect man" would be my best friend..
[ tea/coffee/cappuccino ] : coffee
[ cats or dogs ] : cats
[ milk, dark, or white chocolate? ] : white chocolate
[ sunny or rainy ] : rainy
[ winter, summer, fall, or spring ] : fall
[ vanilla or chocolate ] : vanilla
[ biking or blading ] : biking
[ cereal or toast ] : cereal
[ do ya like rock, punk, rap, r and b, alternative, techno, pop..etc ]: punk/ska/alt
[ bunk or water bed ] : waaater bedddddd

[ color ] : orange //black//purple
[ ocean or pool ] : ocean
[ laugh or cry ] : laugh
[ silver or gold ] : silver
[ diamonds or pearls ] : diamonds
[ sunset or sunrise ] : sunset
[ snack ]: cookie!
[ board game ] : LIFE! monopoly.. :]
[ all-time song ] : boys of summer-ataris vers.
[ current song ] : White stripes-hardest button to button
[ rap song ] : ew
[ holiday ] : halloween
[ movie star ] : kate hudson
[ magazine ] : alt press//punk planet
[ tv show ] : THE OC
[ Disney character] : tigger
[ animal ] : polar bear//tiger
[ cologne ] : tommy for boiz oooooh I MELT!
[ brand of sneaker ] : chuck taylors
[ activity ] : sleep!

[DO YOU..?]
[ do you like school ] : i dont mind it ... i just dont like getting up at 6:30
[ do you like to talk on the phone ] : yeah
[ do you have your own phone line ] : no
[ do you like to dance ] : not lately

[ danced like a frickin idiot ] : long time ago
[ went to a movie ] : long time ago
[ talked on the phone ] : like 1hr ago...I HATE THE PHONE
[ wished u were sumbody else ] : all the time

[ whats ur middle name? ] : luray
[ is ur hair color natural? ] : sure
[ do u have a cell phone? ] : yeah
[ whats ur online screen name ] : aLohafr0mheLL
[ what do u want to do with your life? ] : whatever
[ last time u went bowling ] : last p.e class of last year MaTT bArLoWx3
[ are u any good at bowling ] : no
[ last time u went to the doctor ] : 2days b4 i went to mexico
[ do u have a credit card ] : no
[ do u consider urself a "nice" person ]: no
[ last book ] : of mice and men
[ are u stressed out? ] : probably
[ do u believe in angels? ] : not in particular
[ what are u driving now? ] : nothing
[ u help pay for it? ] : ^^^no car=no payment
[ do u think ur spoiled? ] : people say i am - whatever.
[ do u like mustard? ] : no
[ have u seen the exorcist? ] : yeah
[ how bout dumb &dumber? ] : um obviously
[ ever been skydiving? ] : nope but i want to
[ number of piercings ] : i have 3

[ bought ] : COOKIE!
[ ate & drank] : dinner+water
[ watched on tv ] : cubs marlins Game one-NLCS

[ club or houseparty ] : either
[ tea or coffee ] : coffee
[ high achiever or easy-going ] : easy-going
[ beer or cider ] apple cider :]
[ drinks or shots ] : depends on mood//stress level
[ food or candy ] : food?
[ hug or kiss ] : cant have both?!

[ kill ] : Jana-she fuckn hates me n i didnt do jack shit to her! oh..and AVRIL LAVIGNE
[ slap ] : ^^^
[ hear from ] : ChRiS*
[ tickle ] : o.o
[ look like ] : pretty much anyone but me
[ be like ] : idk


Subject// !!MeXiCo!! [01 Oct 2003|04:29pm]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | Homegrown:x:Kiss Me Diss Me ]

Im goin to mexico tomorrow, so try not to miss me too much! lol I cant wait, this is gonna be so so much fun! I wish i couldve gone to Maria's tho :'[ She's like my best friend here, she's been so nice to me. I owe her my life! Dude, health class is fucken awesome lol. It so much fun, im like yo coach im not gonna be here for 2days n hes like SWEET! im like uh sha! lol its jus a blast. I dont really have nething elese to say except POST COMMENTS YOU ASSHOLES!!!!

Maria is fucken awesome
Meigh is my sister 4lyfe


Subject// Im tired... [30 Sep 2003|08:21pm]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | Misfits:x:Last Caress ]

Im bored N tired N everything elese. i wanna go to PA bad bad bad. i wont update blurty for a couple days(like u care) cuz ill be in mexico fer sure. n yeah so i jus wanted to tell everyone that. sorry if im not making ne sense...im like, well yeah. so anyway. ill tty all again another day N suuch

I love Chris Henley


Subject// Seven Deadly Sins(also posted in __Randomish) [29 Sep 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Misfits:x:Hybrid Moment ]

1. Who did you last get angry with?
>>>all people
2. What is your weapon of choice?
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
>>>sure y not
4. How about of the same sex?
>>>it the dumb bitchass whore was askin for it
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
>>>dno-prolly chris, last night, when i woke him up(sorry babe)
6. What is your pet peeve?
>>>stupid people
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
>>>depends what im holding a grudge for

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
>>>excercise lol
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't:
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
>>>i forgot
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?
>>>wow...i cant even think that far back
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
>>>none...my mom is my alarm clock n if i hit her while i was sleeping shed get mad which would make me get mad...not a good way to start the day. regular alarm clocks dont work for me

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
>>>Starbucks Frappucchino lol
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? Vegetarians: Vegan or no?
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
>>>if i didnt pass out after that id tell ya
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
>>>yup, i am right now. LA Weightloss
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH"?

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
>>>3(dudes only ppl i dont go the other way!!!)
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?
>>> LMAO-dude yeah..no wait..fuck yeah!-he goddam knows it too lol
4. Have you "done it"?
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
>>>(dude)eyes and smile....then its all about the shoes ppl, all about the shoes
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
>>>lmfao NO!
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
>>>woo! no

1. How many credit cards do you own?
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
>>>castle megastore!! woo hoo! jk jk ppl.lol
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
>>>buy 7drum kits...one for every day of the week...n then go shopping :D
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
>>>why have one when you can have both!
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
>>>hell yeah mother fo
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
>>>wow...thats hard. probably, tearing myself away from the people i loved in order to have a better life. it sounds greedy, but i know it was the right thing
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
>>>NHS, other shit i cant remember
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
>>>become famous and win the pulitzer prize
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
>>>yes.. i always want to be first

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
>>>made a new friend lol :)

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
>>>i want friends ... thats it
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
>>> ashy
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
>>>wow...i dont wanna chose
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
>>>i wouldnt kno...i never confronted him about it
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
>>>i wish i was thinner
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?



Subject// Im not afraid... [27 Sep 2003|05:22pm]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | Yellowcard:x:Way Away ]

So far my weekend is BORING!!! I didnt go out last night cuz my babysitting ppl backed out so i had no plans and nowhere to go. so yeah, i stayed home. I did get to talk to chris tho :) we talked for a while, well it seemd like a while. I told him about my dream, it was beautiful. I cant wait to go back to PA in the winter...PHILLY GET READY!!! lol meigh is my bestest friend ever i miss her so so much u ppl dont even know!!!! Well i best be headin off. l8 sk8.

P.S>Maria is fucken awesome and i love chris h. whoa uh oh i said it!!!! >.<
oh and yeah...din din smells fucken good :D!!!


Subject// If only i had one wish... [26 Sep 2003|07:22pm]
[ mood | touched ]
[ music | The Ataris:x:Looking Back On Today ]

I would give nething to spend one night...just ONE night w. chris. i have waited so long to be with him n i miss him a bunch u ppl dont even know. Its sad really when ya think about it. I really did love him, i dont think he even realizes what love is...maybe im the one who doesnt...but if what i felt was love...

I had the best dream in the entire world...im not gonna tell u about it, only that it was the best id ever had. n i love him*<3

MARIA IS FUCKENAWESOME!!!!!!! shaaa! lol

P.S-I *heart* Christopher John Joseph Henley


Subject// Cuz i like to steal shit...heres a survey from Horst [21 Sep 2003|09:50pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | What does exanimate mean?if you kno please comment.Music=Jet ]

[Current Mood ] Alert....i need to talk to HEN NOW!!!!
[ Current Music ] Jet-Will You Be My Girlfriend? It starts off all like lust for life...this is a kick ass song!
[ Current Taste ] Root a Beer
[ Current Make-up ] Black eye shadow n eyeliner...dark purple-ish lipstick w.shiny stuff on it cool shit bro im telln ya
[ Current Hair ] Freshly Flat Ironed......my hair is the only part of me i care about
[ Current Annoyance ] That I cant talk to chris cuz its 12:54 his time and that i dont have a date for homecoming!!!!
[ Current Smell ] Hollister
[ Current Favorite Artist ] uhhh....thats a tuff one shaa
[ Current Desktop Picture ] the background from *__randomish - i support the community ;]
[ Current Favorite Group ] Hot Hot HEAT, Ataris, SUM41, LTJ...i could go on n on n on
[ Current Book you're reading ] Of Mice and Men
[ Current CD in CD Player] Rancid:x:Indestructible
[ Current DVD in player] Gross Pointe Blank
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] umm....the color theyre supposed to be?
[ Current Refreshment ] Root Beer
[ Current Worry ] Umm.....NONE!!! :]

[ You Touched ] Courtney
[ You Talked to ] my momma
[ You Hugged ] courtney
[ You Instant messaged ] horst
[ You Yelled At ] Anthony, for knowing Ryan lol
[ You Kissed ] jEfF kInDrAy-woot woot!

[ Food ] umm...i dno
[ Drink ] water...tequilla....or horst's personal fave, JD...how he can drink that shit straight tho is a mystery to me
[ Color ] PURPLE!!!!!
[ Albums ] Rancid-...And Out Come the Wolves;The Clash-London Calling;others but im not in the mood to type that long
[ Shoes ] red chucks...and my flame ones <33
[ Candy ] candy corn.-AMEN!!!!!!
[ Animal ] all animals should burn...i hate them...except my kittie harley lol
[ TV Show ] i dno...CSI Vegas
[ Movie ] Orange County, Dogtown and Z-Boys, Life as a house, Fight Club, almost famous, white oleander
[ Dance ] don't dance.
[ Song ] can't list them all.
[ Vegetable ] broccoli
[ Fruit ] cantelope
[ Cartoon ] old cartoons

[ Understanding ] chris h. says i am
[ Open-minded ] to an extent.
[ Arrogant ] not to my knowledge
[ Insecure ] that would be 99.9% of me
[ Interesting ]id like to think that i am
[ Random ] definitely.
[ Hungry ] i hate eating, and you wouldnt know it either
[ Friendly ] not particularly
[ Smart ] so they tell me
[ Moody ] hah....im not even gonna answer that, what the fuck do you care bitch!!!!!!
[ Childish ] :D
[ Independent ] mostly, i do need someone in my life who can drive ;)...apply if desired
[ Hard working ] try
[ Organized ] mostly
[ Healthy ] ehh
[ Emotionally Stable ] no way
[ Shy ] when first meeting people, yeah. but after a while im jus like the attention hog
[ Difficult ] sometimes
[ Attractive ] my face isnt bad, but my body needs serious help
[ Bored Easily ] yep.
[ Messy ] yes.
[ Thirsty ] nah
[ Responsible ] heh,....whats responsibility? jk yes i am responsible::looks around::
[ Obsessed ] no
[ Angry ] yeah
[ Sad ] yes
[ Happy ] no
[ Hyper ] yes
[ Trusting ] no
[ Talkative ] yes

[ Kill ] where to begin...
[ Slap ] ^^^
[ Get Really Wasted With ] allison
[ Get High With ] ryan, anthony, allison, CJ
[ Look Like ] Brody Armstrong....not her face, she kinda looks guy-ish,...but shes one hella cool chick
[ Talk To Offline ] chris<33 and everyone elese
[ Talk To Online ] everyone

[ My Name Is ] diandra
[ In The Morning I Am ] sleeping.
[ All I Need Is ] love lol
[ Love Is ] wasted on the horrible rich and powerful....and lost amongst people who want it most
[ I'm Afraid of ] everything
[ I Dream About ] heh, as its been established quite firmly now, christopher john henley

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] hah!!! thats a good one
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] no lol
[ Been in love ] yes.
[ Cried when someone died ] yes.
[ Lied ] yes

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[ Coke or pepsi ] for u=neither....for taste=pepsi
[ Flowers or candy] flowers<33
[ Tall or short ] guy=tall....me=short!

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do u notice first?] shoes...then eyes/smile etc.
[last person u slow danced with] dont dance at all
[worst question to ask] do u like sourcream on your taco? lol...gsus

-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?] muffin
[makes you smile] alot of people
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] if only i could...chris
[who do you have a crush on?] the DB, ryan, chris h lol
[has a crush on u?] THATS A GOOD ONE!!!! wow..ok i am on the floor laughing....has neone EVER had a crush on me????
[is easiest to talk to] ive come to find, horst is pretty cool to talk to

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] no, i savor sleep
[save aol/aim conversations] ive only saved one, n i cant remember what it was about either...i think it was the ghetto muffin convo but im not sure
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] nope.
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yes lol

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend] nope.
[been rejected] of course.
[rejected someone] yep
[used someone] no,im not like that
[been cheated on] i think so...but i never confronted him about it, we broke up
[done something you regret] yes.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone] momma
[hugged] did we cover this? courtney
[you instant messaged] horst
[you laughed with] court n anthony, cuz he said fuck in church lol - u had to be there

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes] no adn would never, i hate it
[obsessive] nope.
[could u live without the computer?] sadly, no, however i wish i could.
[color ur hair] i want to.
[ever get off the damn computer] yes.
[habla espanol] si, me llamo Dee y donde higley.(?)

[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 176
[what's your favorite food?] dont know
[whats ur favorite fruit?] ok i swear we already went over this.....cantelope for the last time asshole!!!!!!!!!
[drink alchohol?] heh...alkie
[like watching sunrises or sunset] both
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional.

-N U M B E R-
of times I have had my heart broken?: 3
of hearts I have broken?: none.
of guys I have kissed?: 27
of girls I have kissed?: 0
of continents I have lived in?: 1.
of tight friends?: umm...about - 7?? give or take...
of cd's that I own?: 3,896
of scars on my body?: too many to count...i got up to 16 but thats all i can see at the moment
of things in my past that I regret?: too many.

I KNOW: alot of worthless shit...like who filled in for ringo starr in the beatles summer tour of 1964 lol - thanks
R-ee-shard lol
I WANT: everything
I HAVE: nothing.
I WISH: wishes never come true.
I HATE: joe
I MISS: christopher.
I FEAR: everything.
I HEAR: voices..lol jk, i hear the whirling sound of the comp.
I SEARCH: for answers.
I WONDER: why im alone.
I REGRET: moving to phoenix.
I LOVE: no one.
I ACHE: everywhere.
I CARE: about HiM*.
I ALWAYS: will miss HiM*.
I AM NOT: meant to be loved.
I DANCE: whenever i feel like it, which was this afternoon, but i hate dancing.
I SING: all the time.
I CRY: every day.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: look both ways before crossing the street.
I FIGHT: with my emotions.
I WRITE: to release the pressure, the pain, the feeling.
I WIN: at hangman.
I LOSE: at everything elese.
I CONFUSE: everyone around me.
I LISTEN: to my music.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in a record store.
I NEED: a hug.
I AM HAPPY: once a year.
I SHOULD HAVE: a life of luxury and happiness always.


Subject// Okay...I stole this from Mally who stole it from someone else who i am sure stole it from sum1 elese [19 Sep 2003|05:21pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Less Than Jake:x:Bad Scene and a Basement Show ]

I _____ DeeDee.
DeeDee is ____.
If I were alone in a room with DeeDee I would _____.
I think DeeDee should _____.
DeeDee needs _____.
I want to ____ DeeDee.
DeeDee can ____ my ____.
Someday DeeDee and i will _____.
DeeDee reminds me of _____.
Without DeeDee _____.
DeeDee can be _____.
_____ is how I describe meeting DeeDee.
Worst thing about DeeDee is _____.
Best thing about DeeDee is _____.
I am ________ DeeDee.

Fill this out, post it in a comment and love me up! shaa lol


Subject// A survery i stole from a member of randomish [18 Sep 2003|09:39pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | All Amercan Rejects:x:Don't Leave Me ]


1.do u shave? pssh! fa sha
2.what do you shave? legs, arm pits, and well yeah.
3.why? umm...why wouldnt i?
4.what colour is your razor? blue and clear
5.what size is your bed?queen
6.do you like it? yeah?
7.you're going on a date for a walk around the lake then a coffee at a cafe. what do you wear FROM your closet? my ratty ass jeans w.holes n shit...and a t-shirt. if he didnt like what i was wearing screw him
8.Would you go naked in a bathtub with a naked old man/woman with each of you having a bar of soap and soap each other till the bars of soap run out for a million dollars? whoa thurrr
9.if you woke up one morning and found out you were going to stay in the body you have now for the rest of your life, what would you think? ok, im already in this body for the rest of my life...this doesnt make sense.
10. letter or e-mail? i like getter letters...but email are fine.
11.of world war III broke out, what would you say? fuck you dubya you screwed us all
12.buttons or boxes? ..buttons?..
13.which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? um...prolly no1...n if i had to pick someone it would prolly be meigh n muff
14.what's something a guy will wear that'll turn you off? umm. i duno.
15. what's something a guy will wear that'll turn you on? tommy for men...uggh!! dude i melt lol
16. what do you think of soulmates? fuck joe, hes an emo loving asshole n i think he should die :]
17.florida or cali?^^^fuck the california guy^^^
18.is the world screwed? id have to say i dont fucking kno or care
19.is cussing a neccesity in life? FUCK YEAH!!
20.what's an object you can't live without? my albums and cds.
21.can you live without the microwave? yeah
22.You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex. how do you act and feel around that friend the next day? laugh about it for a long time then tell him...what the fuck do i care
23.would you rather be rich with 15 spoiled brats or just barely making it with a dog? ihate kids...if all of mine were assholes id have to shoot a few
24. how's your schoolwork for you right now? um..okay?
25.what's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them? so many unspeakable things
26.Favorite weather- There they were, grown up and yet children-children in heart-and it was summer, warm delightful summer...
27.what's one look trait that attracts you to a guy? eyes
28.what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy? humor.
29.do you know what 143 means? i didnt know till like a second ago,....it means i love you
30.whose phone number are you hoping to get? heh...no comment
31.describe melancholy, if you don't know, then skip this question: me
32.describe mellow- todd
33.do you beleive in ghosts? i was about to answer this question like an hour n a half ago n i walked away from the comp for like a sec n all the power in my entire neighborhood went out...so dude, yeah i believe...i believe lol
34.what time did you sleep last night? 12..i was doing my hair...its the only part of me that i actually care about
35.which guy do you wish to be with RIGHT now? heh...california should buuuurrrn
36.is it right to flirt if you have a bf? NO NO NO and uhhh NO!!! thats so not cool
37.would you rather be married in venice, italy, or honolulu, hawaii? i dno...either i guess
38.would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life? neither
39.how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy? ID LOVE IT ::hintcoughhint::
40.do you want to drop school? no. couldnt/wouldnt
41.what do you think of the words, "no pain, no gain"?gag me
42.what do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the soul"? and still gagging
43.What do you think of sleep? best ever ;]
44.if you had the chance to slow down your growth now and live to 500 years but it's like a 50 year old body by then, would you go for it? Dont be afraid of death, but rather the unlived life. You dont have to live forever, you just have to live.
45.at one point in a girl-guy friendship one of them will like each other even if it's only for a little bit. true or false? TRUE
46.Are you a procrastinator? professional procrastinator
47.waffles or pancakes? pancakes....or french toast, but they dont say that! bitch
48.how's your cereal in your bowl? whaa?
49.what's an annoying trait about you? heh...dont ask me
50football or rugby? BOTH!
51. hat or visor? hat
52.ice skating or rollerblading? neither
53.your bf has hair you love. he comes to school the next day with a shiny head. what do you HONESTLY think? i thnk he'd be gay. id slap him upside his bald head n tell him to get a fuckn life
54.pizza or burgers? both
55.what colour is your jacket? i wouldnt kno...do ihave a jacket?
56.what's something you ALWAYS have on you? 10 rings
57.what do you think of guys with nailpolishes? depends
58.do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall alseep in 5 seconds? ehhhh ... depends
59.would you rather go to a boarding school, private school, or an all girls school? i dno...private?
60.there's a high school that'll be on a cruise ship and you have the opportunity to go. it's your last year at school: that would rock.
61. who do you want to take with you to the prom? i dont kno! im only a goddamn freshman!!!
62. your bf gets drunk at a party. in their state of drunkness, they babble about that one time they fooled around with someone else while you were together. they wake up the next morning with a slight memory that did something stupid. what do you do? you wouldnt even want to kno!
63.is cyber sex considered cheating? its the stupidiest thing ever, if they do it thier fucking losers. and if i knew someone i was with was doing it i would be mad, very mad
64.how do you react to change? i fear change
65.are you happy? no
66.favorite berries- RAS BERRY!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
67.what's one facial feature you'd like to change about yourself? i dont really kno...i kinda like my face
68.do you take a shower after a bath? haha no.
69.what's colour's your towel? purple
70.what do you think of knuckle cracking? eww
71.what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? missing PA in health class
72.chalk or crayons?crayons
73.how's you happiness level right now? -zero-
74. coffee, tea, or me? coffeeeeee
75.wouldn't you just love to hug someone right now? yes
76.who was the last person who complimented you? dont kno.
77.what's wrong with your school? the people
78.do you know what an aphrodisiac is? eww
79.who do you wish you could kiss? -no comment-
80.movies at home on in a theater? both.
81.wanna live in a castle? helll yeah!
82.isn't gondola a cool word?yeah i like it..
83.what coat do you wear in the winter? hoodies n my fur jacket that i love lol :]
84.what's something about guys you don't get?woah alotta things
85.who was better in rush hour/rush hour 2? if i knew.
86.it someone said you were hot, what would you think? no im not u mother fucking liar.
87. you go to your bf house for the first time and in his/her room, and everywhere is... you. what do you think? ok - scary
88.what happens when you hear the word christmas? presents
89.does being a psycho sound appealing? um...okay?
90.what food brings back good memories? ummmmmm.
91.do you talk to yourself? 'YOU ASSHOLE!!!" What what did i do????"FUCK YOU DEE YOU SUCK!!!"Why???!!!!"SORRY DEE I LOVE YOU!!!!"
92.sun or moon? moon
93.what's your opinion on love? its great when you have it..
94.what's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opp. sex? heh
95.would you rather go ballroom dancing or square dancing? ballroom
96.do you think you can afford to lose weight? i need to lose weight..alot of weight.
97.if you could dye your hair any colour, what would you dye it? auburn...black or purple....i was looking at my hair in english 2day n the blue of the sky was kinda in it(coming thru the window)) and was kinda puttin blue in my hair...i thought it looked kick ass
98.what's the nicest thing any one has ever told you? that they love me
99.how was the survey? i was bored, it took up time.


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