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	2004.05.27  21.51 am in such a holiday mood now. though im felling kinda sick and there's the darn gp mid year exam tomorrow. sighs. oh well at least sale starts tomorrow, then when i get my money on sunday i can go spend it on monday after school. must remember to go book appointment with kevin to get my hair sorted out. *it feels like a bale of hay. thats why i use dove..... CORNY!!* haha.. hmm lets see.. my hols are not as packed as i thought it would be. thank god.. i guess im only due in school for training on tues and thurs, econs on the 8th, pw on 31st. yeah thats about it i guess. just hope they dont give us more econs lects/tutorials. will surely combust effectively infront of saadiah. gosh. gp exam tomorrow. seth said abortion would surely come out for essay. hah! at least she told us. surfing the net now for abortion material. then at least tomorrow i can regurgitate everything down for her to see. =) aha.. then after 11.30 i have chinese listening thingy, followed by econs. Arrrgh shit. the dreaded five letter word. sheesh~ okay anyway will (finally) be watching troy (i so love brad pitt but he stinks) and going to the lotr exhibition. All wy's fault. HAd she not (so forcefully) persuaded me to go for it i wouldnt even have bothered. They had batter make my 16 bucks worth man. Gonna bring cam there n take pix till my cam combusts like how i would during econs tomorrow. Oh gosh think im going nuts. Theres something going on with me and the word 'combustion' wy just asked me what is associated with light, heat and fire, and i replied 'combustion'. Bet shes so gonna screw me for this. Hahas. anyway gotta go watch AMI now. Last chance to see Ryan seacrest till next season. Hope diana degarmo wins. ciaoz swalk, me Mood: bitchy Music: cheeky girls- cheeky holidays

	2004.05.26  17.45 im so cold.... sobs.. Mood: cold Music: wayne wonder- hold me now

	2004.05.26  17.10 sigh. must be a sickness within me thats putting me to sleep constantly. had two 2 hour naps today. what the hell.. im constantly tirted and i know its not cause of lack of sleep but by the darn medicine. shall go to school tomorrow but leave early during lunchtime. dont know how i can actually survive at all tomorrow. sighs. feel like going to school late too. cant focus at all. shit.. dont even know what im driving at now. sighs. swalk, me Mood: blank Music: temptations- my girl

	2004.05.26  12.31 read someone's blog today, and found out that we're in similar situations. he just got off with his gilf not too long ago, and i was heartbroken just last saturday. i think we both feel the same, in that we feel we have a mission in life, to cheer people up, to be there for them and to always stay strong. but i guess the others have to realise that we are only human, and we cannot possibly keep up the cheerful grin 24/7. we all need to have rest days; we all have our own dark nights as well. im not saying that im feeling positively stressed because of all this, but rather, i just happen to want to reflect on this of all a sudden, i dont know why but perhaps it was a feeling of nostalgia as i looked back and saw myself sitting right here infront of this computer, at this time, exactly on this day a couple of months back. i remembered. i saw him online, i tried to talk to him but he never bothered to reply me. i felt sad but there was nobody there to comfort me; my freiends can only do so much, but the real comfort that i needed at that point had to come from him.... damn.. why do i even bother remembering dates, memories of the times we spent chating on the phone in the dead of the night, places we went to and things that never fail to remind me of him? i feel so gullible. why do i even bother listening to what he told me? dont get me wrong, there is no bitterness, i just feel that i could have done better. i could have just listened to it and let it come through the other ear. but i didnt. i just let it remain in my head, up till now. oh well.. its over. im accepting everything. or at least im trying to. swalk, me Mood: indescribable Music: atomic kitten- if you come to me

	2004.05.25  20.06 okay, backie.. am so bored at home. sighs. chad's studying with jav and ed, elaine's sleeping (as uaual, that pig!!) and the rest arent online. sighs. just read gerard houllier's last interview on lfc.tv and i just feel so sad. ya know, moving on is hard to do. just hope the new manager doesnt give the players hell otherwise i'd give him hell man. sighs. never thought that he'd be leaving so soon. First emile then now gerard. Lfc critics must be having a helluva good time now. sigh. Lfc will never be the same again.. *more sighs* anyway gotta go do my othello assignment otherwise godwin'll kill me on thursday. cya peeps YNWA, houllier, me Mood: bored Music: jason mraz- you and i both

	2004.05.23  02.19 Why Goodbye- Christian wunderlich So are we over now Do we just turn the page Or let the story end? Do we just walk away Just like we never meant I know we said some things And now you want to leave But maybe that's no reason to let a good love die Why goodbye Why must it be this way So many words So many other words that we could say Why goodbye After all this time Can't we try Why goodbye Why can't we work it out Why can't we talk it out A little more this time Search though the rain and find A ray of hope still shine We can just close the door We still are fighting for We've come too far together to leave it all behind Why goodbye Why must it be this way... The road that i love is never easy You'll get lost along the way But in time You will find your way through We can make it through the bad times We can make it to the good times through the stormy weather 'cos we belong together "time can heal all wounds; the only question is how long it will take" dont understand why im such a stubborn ass. its over and i just cant let go. Mood: gloomy Music: why goodbye- christian wunderlich

	2004.05.23  01.02 hey there all.. i'm gonna say something and i think you guys will just balk at what im gonna say. remember HIM?ya know, the one who broke my heart and left me depressed long after he left for army. yea. just realised earlier today that i still havent let him go. seriously. i was happily shopping with chad at lido and then i turned around and saw HIM. with a girl. yea. anti climax right? hah. talk about it man. then i practically went to chad and crumbled on the spot okay. i was so damn shocked and the next thing i realised was that i was sad. or should i say i AM sad. cause i realised that i havent forgotten him at all. that explains all the 'HE is better than xxxxx'. that explains all the reminiscing. he wasnt back in my life. in fact, he never was in my life. by the way, i asked him if that was his girlfriend through text, and he never bothered to reply me. how sweet. and so i told elaine and she asked his bestie if he had a girlf and well, no surprise. the answer was yes. though i knew i had no hope, the answer just struck me like a knife through my heart. i swear i just stopped in my track and stared in disbelife. oh well i guess subconsciously i was praying that it wasnt true, but unfortunately, things dont always go my way, so there you have it. a broken hearted little old me. seriously all along i thought i was over him but god know it wasnt the case. my heart kinda shattered into a million pieces and im never gonna be able to glue them back again. im so sad. its like i remember him saying he didnt want to get a girlf till he was out from the army and now i see him with a girl. his ex. i died. ok now he replied me. said that im a busybody. fine. sigh sigh sigh. reflecting back, i realised that he could've just told me in the past that he didnt like me and just make a clean cut but hell no, he chose to leave things undone. and now its back to haunt me. how cool is that? *bitter laugh* i wont cry, thats for sure, but i wont laugh about it either. im felling damn down and nothing can ever ever cheer me up until the day i get over him, and im serious. i mean REALLY get over him. ahhh well.. lets just wish upon a falling star eh? *more bitter laughs* SWALK, me Mood: words cant express how i feel Music: Daniel Bedingfield- If you're not the one

	2004.05.23  00.43 bleah~ hahaa.. man~ think i'm turning alcoholic.. been drinking consecutively for god knows how many weeks. and todae was my 1st mug of... beer. yes.. that smelly thing. surprisingly, it ain't tt bad. haha.. i guess its one of the few unsmelly ones, unlike german beer.. haha.. we were at lao pa sat, i chio my old frens thr. Jason, phy, hernry, sebas, cher and chad. surprisingly, i hardly ate.. wasn't hungry la.. den we went to get hooch. yummy! caught troy.. not bad la. didn't like e ending tho? guess i am a sucker for happy endings. how i wanted the elads to LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. the dreamer in me is still around. shan't sae much la. muz let u all watch urself. Yeah! harry potter coming out! i MUST watch. hahahaha well, will stop here. getting blurry eyed you'll nv drink alone elaine + snowy Mood: blank Music: jars of clay..

	2004.05.14  22.00 economic systems(?) hey peeps. havent been logging in as often as ya thought i would huh? sighs. studying (or should i say cramming) for bloody econs test now and what the heck.. i cant even get e stuff into my grey matter. im no stressed out, its just that i darn well feel like sleeping. but hell no.. dont want to fail this damn test. but then again, i might fail it.. sheesh~ so many things to do and so little time! ive gotta cram econs now, then test tomorrow, then i've got pw tutorial (!) till 11am. then i'll head over to my lil resting place which is sunset bay for a couplea hours and then back to town with friends and lfc vs nufc (hehe! we so gonna win this! champions league here we come!!!). gosh~ feeling kinda cranky today (again). forgive me... *winks* and sunday i have pw at 8am!! can you believe it?!? its 8 am!!!!!!!!! then back to changi for more cramming of geological stuff (weathering) into my lil grey matter again. someday i suspect it will turn black due to over exersion of stress. eeewww... yuck.. ok i take back my words. haha, hey gotta go back studying man. dont want to fail!!! *sobs* yep, anyways have a nice weekend people (unlike me)... SWALK, cher Mood: stressed Music: britney & madonna- me against the music

	2004.05.09  20.36 Boring~ Yawnz... argh! sian dae.. went to changi juz now. and surprisingly, i left early.. at about 5plus.. hai~ studied a lil econs, lit, and hist. Econs was Eww.. didn't understand it.. i sooo need help here man! lit, juz read a lil of my measure for measure.. and hist, read sea topic 1.. Everything screams out boring. tot econs wld be fun, but it ain't.. maybe cos i dun understand wad i was going thru. and gosh.. my 'not understand' is sooo gna pile up esp since i have econs lect tmr... grr... Slow down school! Kmr was thr.. but he came around 4.. i think.. Chad was EVIL. he ask me to go ask for free stuff.. wad e... dun wanna manipulate ppl lor.. esp since they are already so nice. and cher! i wanna smack u ah.. wad's with the consipracy theory that he likes me..???!!!! frens cannot ah.. Left early as i said and i came hm to doze.. man~ soundsbloody 'exciting' eh? i want to go for movies! do smth crazee~ but no time liao. hopefully, i can go to e lotr exhibition!! you'll nv be sian alone... elaine + snowy Mood: bored Music: Blue- breathe easy

	2004.05.07  23.17 oooh.. feel like im in a reflective mood today.. okay at least for now tho.. was sitting in the bus on the way home for changi and it was kinda raining and i was listening to super jiwang songs like 'someday we'll know'.. and then there was this phrase 'someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you..' then i was like 'hmm....' and then i started my reflections, or in other words, thought drifting. i realise that in life most people want to achieve utopia, and i realise that im no different from these people. they want to be happy, they want a good life, ie a boyf/girlf, enough cash to get by, etc etc.. but then i realise that each of us are fortunate in our own way, in that we have something nice in our lives like good pals/ a nice boyf or girlf/ cool parents, etc.. so why the hell do we want more? and hey hey~ im bloody single and im kinda enjoying 70% of it.. and the other 30% of me is like.... hey i want a boyfriend. but hell! i dont think im ready yet, and pals, dont think you can matchmake me with some bloke you pick from the streets man. and one very very depressing thing is that most of the desirable (by that i mean cute, hot bods, tall) guys are f**king gay! what the hell?!?! im begining to suspect that statistics are going down the drain already!!! *rob schneider's voice: that is so sad!!!* oh shoot~ now that i realise what ive been typing all this while i feel like dying! what on earth am i talking about?! sigh sigh sigh.... think i'd better go to sleep man otherwise i'll have no idea what nonsense im gonna sprew already... hmmmph... SWALK, -beach bum- Mood: sleepy Music: five for fighting- 100 years

	2004.05.07  23.09 STUDEEEEEEE!!!!!= STRESSSSSSSS!!!! yeah.. guess e title speaks for itself. damn tired. studied from 4.45 til approx 10! my head is pounding.. literally.. bursting with economic terms. and guess wad.. i haven't fin. i got apprx 2/5more to go. apparently my attempt at chionging my revision ain't working. how am i to studee with a shut down brain and closing eye lids? i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired lor. slpy. didn't get much rest these daes! Craps.. Anyway, i went to study in changi coffee bean. and KMR was thr.. he was sooo nice! i ordered a regular vanilla latte.. wanted a cheese cake but did not have enuf cash la~ so i was waiting for my drink and he looked up and saw me. he was like "eh? studying ah?" yeah.. i was prepapring to fry my brain cells under immense stress.. he asked me if i was in JC. i laughed and told him yeah~ and added that time pass so quickly, it used to be studying for Os. but i am soooooooo over that stage of my lfe. juz a digression. Os is nth as compared to JC. i practically had no time to breathe. so anyway, back to e main sub. he smiled and told me to take a seat. And thr i was sitting next to 2 MJC peeps that i will get to know later. KMR is SOOOO darn nice. he served me my drink and chuckled at e sight of me studying 15mins later (and upsized it to a large!) and oso gave me a free cheese cake. this is like e 3rd time he gave me free cakes! Gosh~ i really owe him man! big time. he wished me gd luck for e test and proceed to cont working. while i was waiting for e drink, i can tell a couple of ppl arond me looking at me prob thinking 'she nv order anything den sit here and study' aiyah~ my fren call me to sit ma!!! he was working when i happen to glance and him, and as usual we stick our tongue out.. muahaha.. funny man! I saw my Lit teacher in coffee bean! DR S appeared with a couple of europeans. dun know if she noticed me but i bet she noticed e 2 MJC fellas beside me. That was when i talked to them. Anthony and Priscilla. haha.. we told racist jokes! and he helped me a lil with econs and we discussed sch. they are pretty cool considering e fact tt i only tok to them 2hrs later after sitting beside them. when they left, anthony gave me 2 sweets.. So SWEET!!! Cher appeared moments later and we studied.. And believe or not.. i am not finished with frying of brains mission 101!!! guess i'll stop here man~ muz work harder! you'll nv stress alone elaine + snowy Mood: tired Music: Phantom Planet- california

	2004.05.02  19.58 tarot readings.. man! todae was pretty good. as i said, i went to study with cher, chad and jav.. and b4 that, we met early to go take pic i took lots and lots and loads of pix! muahaha.. can see our idiotic face! haha.. we were all in a flutter. the thing flashing so quickly, that i barely had time to turn.. we took so many pix man! e card one.. the many many one.. two sets of each ma.. den we proceed to coffeebean. and i was traumatised. i went thr, and me, cher, and chad ordered ceaser salad add chicken.. i finished mine (luckily). i will now proceed to tell u y i am lucky to fin eating it. cher, smart la. see so much vege den dun wanna fin e veg.. only eat e chicken and bread crumps. so we stacked e two plates and told jav to put it on top of the dustbin( he was sitting nearest). the enxt thing u know, a man wearing a cap and tights taking cher's leftover and eating it. GROSS!!! he was eating/drinking leftovers... SICK MAN! chad looked at him and said.. gosh, dun worry.. i'll fin mine. muahaha.. den we say that the guy now has essence of cher. cher is his now.. hahahaha.. poor girl.. after that, e happening thing happen. TAROT READINGS! yes.. chad, that psychic, knows hoe to read tarrot cards. he helped me, cher, jav to read. obviously.. i asked bout love life.. duh~ 80% of them ask for that. and guess wad.. i had a good spread. i had e slping lord, the hermit.. and dunno wad e other cards is called. and an advice card. basically, my love life have nv been ignited. (so accurate!). i have been 'slping', while others around me have enjoyed/suffered a relationship. and basically, i will meet someone who is also new in it. he is a very stable person, good la. and he is willing to learn (the hermit). he learns and observe. and according to chad, he will know wad i like and dun. he said it was one of the best/better spread he had seen.. relatively good. the advice cards tells me that, even tho the tornado has passed, i muz still stand guard. fight against any doubts in e relationship.. so coool!!! great way for a 1st (and only i hope) love. :) next, i asked about my archeology.. which will soooo shock me! as u know, i am an archeologist inspired. wad i want, is very difficult in sg. and my relationship, because of it, will face some trouble. and somewhr along thr, i will change a job that requires patience. chad saes that he suspect it is TEACHING! *gasped*.. oh gosh.. this brings me back to ages ago, when i remember my mom telling me this. when i was a kid, it was long predicted wad my occupation would be by a psychic (which is my mom's cousin). it is predicted that i will be a teacher. my mom's life was predicted by her.. and my mom did not belief it. till EVERYTHING came true! so.. she predicted that i will be a teacher. is that a sign? there were many more readings done soonafter. and chad taught me and cher to read cards.. luckily, we were able to connect with cards.. it gave some rather accurate readings. yup. i am learning tarrot readings. i can do e basic ones la. i need lotsa practice, and i am looking for a set. so any takers? haha.. i dun mind. this will be so cool. i mean.. many are skeptical.. i am too.. til wad was chosen was sooooooooooooo accurate! some not proven yet, but it is thr! gosh! tarot readings :) think i'll stop here... you'll nv read tarot cards alone... elaine + snowy Mood: creative Music: hilary duff- so yesterday

	2004.05.02  10.01 argh! muz studee.. (O-O)-->4 eyes ah! todae muz go changi studee! as usual la... haha.. at least i think stuying is actually quite fun(i know it's weird but....!) i guess its that sense of accomplicement u get. like v.proud of myself. that is GOOD! was in sentosa yest.. ALONE!!!! wad e..?! yeah.. cher backed out last min, so i went with my fren and her stead. they went tanning, so thr i was sitting near andy and jas as usual. and this guy call father fu/foo/fool? i dunno la. i ask for his name and he told me that.. shegot baileys, and wyn wanted to see e id.. haha..so had to ask her boyf. lucky he old enuf.. duh! took a sip.. not bad ah! so yah~ how was i to know my fren left at 1+... gads! so early.. haha.. she wanted to watch 50 1st dates.. so me, poor me, was soooo alone. lucky got andy entertain. SSB should pay me for helping out haha.. no.1 ppl who asks for ball, eyes MY GORGEOUS BALL. 2. they tend to approach me rather than andy, asking me how much kayaking is etc. 3. i help andy put the smelly yellow bands to e other basket behind. 4. i help him keep e balls... 5. i help him dry e wet cash! hhahaha.. told u i shld be paid.. but ok la. quite fun. gain some experience( no matter how limited it is). i found out that the fav qn is: is thr any doubles, or singles.. for kayak of cos. and that is e problematic one whr u have to go check often(which i'll nv know how to ans as i have short term memory). was attempting to read a lil of george orwell's politics vs english language. make me feel like an intellectuall. awhile only la.. haha cos.. I DUN UNDERSTAND IT! so how am i gna do my work on it?! plus, orwell like to use chim words.. and i nv bring dictionary(siao.. sentosa bring dictionary?) haha.. andy saw e circled words and said: ' ah, circle words u dunno wad e meaning rite..?' duh~ den embarrasse me by asking this new girl who is gna join a bunch of regulars. Michelle, she is nice la.. haha.. found a gossip partner. we talked bout scary possesive men (who? read cher's part in e blog.. and others i dun wanna name la). haha.. father fu/foo/fool attempted to interrupt us and prevent us from cont, saying.. aiyah.. all this can be summarized into 1sentence. All men are bastards.. haha.. well, ironicly it is comin from a man. haha.. Well, andy ah, he said his chaser oming at nite. how was i to know i saw her at 4.. wad e...?! he gave me a pleading look and said 'now cher shld come down' hahaha.. i went to bathe preety soon (long queue man! e SSBC toilet! eeewww). the door could not be locked. luckily, women are nice and they halp u pull e door to prevent it from opening... i came out and to my horror/disgust.. i saw ANDY RUBBING HER BACK WITH SUN TAN LOTION!!!! *pukes* aiyoh. he gave me this 'god, why am i saddled with this' look. serves him right la. he can reject and call her to ask jas or someone else rite? cher saes he will get hell. hahahahahahahahahahaahh... i left soon ah.. the whole dae, sentosa was queued... tootpid labour dae! went to orchard to meet cher. bought lotsa things ah.. i bought a small puny 50ml baileys.. haha.. and topshop clothes, and perfumes (for my mom.. but she shan't know yet. i bought a small bottle of polo blue too.. smellls damn shiok. but i still love hugo la.. muahahaha... kk. shan't go on liao. muz get ready for changi.. cya folks you'll nv walk alone elaine + snowy Mood: cheerful Music: usher ft ludacris- yeah!

	2004.05.01  23.13 dedications, dedications.. oh.. goody! i just had a last and major fight with him. it went like:- blah blah blah, then (im the beach bum, while he's the so called clark kent [eeew!!]) |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: wat Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: i didnt say anything bout endiing i think |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: you cant convince youself, you wanted me to fuck it and keep my non constructive criticism to myself and so how do you think i feel? Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: i dunno but i was juz speaking the truth Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: u were so sarcastic Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: ok u werent |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: look who was the one about the handphone |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: all my doing k |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: low batt means low batt right.. you werent happy with the fact that iw asnt picking up your calls and so you think it gives you a real good reason to piss me off is it? Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: were u Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: no ar Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: u were picking up fine Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: juz abit pointless when u pick up den u talk to someone else Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: later phone bill high complain again |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: yea yea whatever Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: ok Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: here's the yes/no questionare Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: did u complain dat your phone bill ex? |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: you feel the age gap is too much then when i say forget it you start all your nonsense again.. and you totallt dont understand the fact that i've got school the next day and you keep asking me to go out at night or talk on the phone etc etc.. and so you say 'go hang up la.. bye' stuff like that you think its funny? |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: and yes i did say handhopne bill was fucking high. so? |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: its not funny Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: i meant it Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: if u wanna hang up den hang up lah Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: at least i dun go ':(' after i hang up Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: or ok Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: its your fren who sent the sms |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: i told you it wasnt me who sent that fucking message ok Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: so prob the high bills werent caused by me? |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: i've got better things to do than to sit there and send you a message and cry like a baby till you reply my messages you know Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: i noe Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: u r busy studying wif your fren mah Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: so wat makes u think u will have time for other things Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: dun u get the point Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: and wanna noe something? Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: u dun sit at the back when ur fren is driving u Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: i was like wondering where is your manners Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: oops Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: where were your manners |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: you know what? i cant believe you actually get irritated at this slightest bit of stuff. i wonder if you'd get pissed off if you actually found an ant on your backseat? Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: which reminds me Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: eating in the car is like... Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: nvm Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: til your dad nags at u |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: it wasnt me ok! Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: ant on breakfast..and basic ettiquite is diff Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: u dun wear red to a funeral rite? Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: so u gonna say the grieving members r unreasonable when they stare at u? Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: or do u juz cut queue at the water cooler when everyone is thirsty? - i've got a crush on you, i hope you feel the way that i do - says: wait ah Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: not enuff examples? Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: prob u juz someone who always gets your way with things |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: oh come on lor.. not happy you could just say it out at that point of time ya know. you dont have to drag up all the past issues now you know Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: when i said i m happy the way we are |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: and say whatever you want cause i honestly dont care.. Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: u juz presumed dat its the end |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: yes til this point of time i m still talking to u coz i still think u r my fren Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: n i was juz thinking i shd juz not give a damn animore since u r not appreciative of advice n comments bout your character Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: but well i decided to say 'hey' aniwae Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: and this is wat i get Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says: u noe u deserve someone who will make u wake up the hard way |||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says: you know what? you piss me off fucking big time and i think you should get out of my life since im so immature huh... and after the wake of all this, i've got a few dedications, from my friend jinli, she sent me this message: people walk in and out of one's life all the time, this time round he walked in for awhile and walked out again. it came all of a sudden so it left you lost and confused but remember ya. there will be someone new who's gonna walk in your life soon. in the meanwhile you've got all of us, so smile girl! i nearlky wanted to cry oka.. i was so touched.. then there was another from wilson that asked me not to be sad and cheer up. then amalina sent me one too.. and elaine just dedicated this song to me: Artist: Mandy Moore Title: Someday We'll Know Ninety miles outside Chicargo I can't stop driving I don't know why So many questions, I need an answer Two years later, you're still on my mind Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart Who holds the stars up in the sky Cuz true love is just once in a lifetime Did the captain of the Titanic cry? Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you Does anybody know the way to Atlantits? What the wind says when she comes I'm speeding by the place that I met you For the ninty-seventh time, tonight Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know Why I wasn't meant for you Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Someday we'll know Why Samson loved Delilah One day I'll go Dancing on the moon Someday you'll know that I was the one for you I want to take you to the end of the rainbow Watch the stars crash in the sea If I could ask God just one question Why aren't you here with me, tonight? Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Someday we'll know Why Samson loved Delilah One day I'll go Dancing on the moon Someday you'll know that I was the one for you but i feel more like this song is better: Artist: Blaque Title: As If Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh Yo, yo (ooh yeah) Let me explain this to you See I'm not gonna let you run me How we're gonna do it is I'm gonna run you You, you've got a lot of nerve I guess you haven't heard I'm doin' fine out here on my own You, you think that you can come Around here for some fun But boy you've got a lot to learn Don't shake your head from side to side Saying that you've changed enough That you see the light Cuz you just say what you say And want your way And it's that game that you play It's a little late As if I'm ever gonna take you back As if It's ever gonna come to that So see you 'round, wave goodbye Be a bird pass me by As if I'm gonna let you break my heart again As if I'm gonna let your love back in my life Not tonight, get a grip Baby as if Come on (oh, oh) come on (Oh, oh, oh, oh) Uh-huh, uh-huh, yeah (Oh, oh) You seem to think that I (I) Ain't got no sense of pride (Pride) Well boy you got a weird perception now (Yo) Of what it is to love (Love) And I am sure because (Because) You got the look of desperation Don't shake your head from left to right Saying that you will when you won't ever see the light And you just say what you say and want your way And it's that game that you play It's a little late As if I'm ever gonna take you back As if It's ever gonna come to that So see you 'round, wave goodbye Be a bird pass me by As if I'm gonna let you break my heart again As if I'm gonna let your love back in my life Not tonight, catch my drift Baby as if (Oh, oh, oh, oh) (Blaque:) Never should have dealt with your sh*t (Joey:) Never should have talked too much and gave me lip (Blaque:) Basically I spent my time trying to find someone (Joey:) Someone who could give you the world at the drop of a dime (Blaque:) (don’t cut me off) And if you can’t believe you could take the count And sense the thong mistress and bounce like this (Joey:) (what?!) (Blaque:) You heard me that’s right don’t play with me as if (Joey's rap:) What can I do what can I say don’t walk away from me I should have thought it out that’s what love is all about What do I gotta do to get this through to you (Blaque:) Don't shake your head from left to right Saying that you've changed and now you're on my side Cause you know you just want some lucky charm And it's that game that you play So I'm moving on As if I'm ever gonna take you back As if It's ever gonna come to that So be a dear, disappear Maybe I'm not being clear As if I'm gonna let you break my heart again As if I'm gonna let your love back in my life Not tonight, get a grip Baby as if (Oh, oh, oh, oh) No, no, no As if I'm ever gonna take you back As if It's ever gonna come to that So see you 'round, wave goodbye Be a bird pass me by As if I'm gonna let you break my heart again As if I'm gonna let your love back in my life Not tonight, get a grip Baby as if I'm gonna let you break my heart again As if I'm gonna let you try and be my friend It's the end, take the hint Baby as if (He, he, he) yep yep.. so there.. gonna try out my new outfit i bought today, cya peeps. =) Mood: as if!!! Music: blaque- as if

	2004.05.01  12.47 im baaack~ hola peeps! im finally back after god know how many aeons. a good thing ain't it? im soooo freaking busy these days that i can no longer watch america's next top model or american idol (SOBS!!!) thank god today's labour day, otherwise i'd die big time man. so stressed, what with all the teachers piling on work on us as if we don't have other subjects to study for. what crap man.. and as elaine said, mid years are after JUNE!!! what the hell? i wanna enjoy my hols and they're doing this to me. and i do not want to think of track training! not that i dont like track, but the thing is im back after each track session at about 10-11pm! which absolutely gives me 2 options: a)to sleep or dont do homework, or (b) to do homework or not sleep. so i usually choose (a), in which i'll have to spend my breaks the next day chionging homework. what the hell.. ok lets see whats happened recently: ok 3 weeks ago i met this guy called wl. and at first i was like 'awww so keeeeewt!' and then we became fast friends. he'd pick me up after track on tues and thurs for dinner (thats why im always back at 10 plus 11!), then recently, like in the middle of last week, he told me that he liked me. and after much 'consultation' with andy, chad, elaine and a bunch of my classmates, i decided to give things a shot. but before that, i had chad read my tarrot cards. and i had 5 prediction cards, and an advice card. so it was like he's rich and he know he likes someone but doesnt know what to do; he'll be very possessive and will stand in others way if the want to get to me, they'll have to get though him; he's powerful and wants to have the upper hand in the relationship; sometime along the relationship there'll be another guy coming in, and i'd have to choose if i want either guy, or just take the centre path and leave them all behind. and the advice card read that sometime along, we'll have a very big fight that threatens to destroy everything we built on but there's still hope, ie tyelling me not to give up. BUT WHAT THE HELL?! after he told me that he like me, he'd get mood swings and we'd quarrel almost everyday. and im not enjoying it so yesterday was the final straw. he IMed me a really rude message (said that i was v unreasonable, i dont understand him and that hes calling me and i could pick up if i wanted to but meanwhile could i save the non constructive critics to myself and fuck it?) GOSH~ that was really bad okay. he was the one who didnt understand me, he was the possessive one (he'd ask who im going out with, guy or girl, go where, from what time to what time, etc, etc), he didnt understand that i have school and cant afford to watch late night movies with hoim on school nights, he didnt understand that i needed to sleep and concentrate on school and so its all my fault is it? asshole! and so what if he's 23, in NS and drives a fucking merc and has 2 bikes? oh, and by the way, he said he didnt want to talk to me, he told me to fuck off and then he called me. he called me. and so then its supposed to be my fault. and later he called me approximately 5000 times and i didnt pick up. so he send me a message saying ' do you know that i want you to understand that i like you? take care'.. i was like ' the cheek of him!' said he'd never want to talk to me and now hes doing this. and i replied him about 12 hours later and said 'you were the one who started this, and you were also the one who wanted to end this. what do you want me to do?' and he didnt reply. oh well. i guess thats the end of it. and its not that i dont like him, i like him just a teeny weeny bit more than a friend, thats all, and i swear i never liked him for his merc!so there... nothing good ever happens to me.. sighz.. shall not dwell on it, didnt mean much to me anyway... and im going off to town to suss out sales not (that means im alright, right?) haha!! ps: MAN U LOST TO LIVERPOOL!!!!!! WOOOOO HOOOOO!!! Sealed With A Liverpool Kiss, C Casillas Mood: crazy Music: will young - don't let me down

	2004.04.28  21.07 argh! so busy man.. everydae work work work.. sch end late some more! kaoz.. been a busy tiring week. on mondae, i was rushing for my hist and GP essay. tues i was busy studying for e test. todae can slack.. after 2daes of mugging. wanted to do lit, but i realise that i dun have e staff for my utopian.. and to add to this never ending books, i have PE! since mondae.. run run run. they think cute ah? MOn and tues got PE. but tues, i was released late, so all of us had to do make up PE for todae. crap man! run again.. _|_ ah.. and sekali still have v.ball training. luckily, v.ball is still kinda fun. make me made up my mind to buck up in sentosa, chillin. shall go play v.ball and cher is not spared. JC IS TOUGH! i'm starting to feel e tight shedule on my shoulders. i hardly have time to correspond with outside frens.. unless it is on weekends, whr SAT is my only relac dae, in e beach.. Dunno how i'm gna take it man~ and my cousin is already having her mid yrs.. wad e..?! her sch so kanchiong ah.. haha... for me, my mids is after JUNE... v.early ah. sch smart la. make us study over e hols.. how to play? plus 1st week they eat up for more lectures. i'm going crazee. soooo ain't lookin forward to tmr, whr it will be a long long long dae!!! shall stop whinning here! you'll nv walk alone... elaine + snowy Mood: tired Music: sugababes- lost in u

	2004.04.22  23.58 will miss ya~ hey thr... yeah~ todae was a crap dae for me man! no.1 so many lessons packed into a day. i'm surprised that i still have a brain. it shld've exploded somewhere between e 3lit lessons and hist tut. yup.. juz got my broadband.. yes its fast blah blah blah.. but it is giving me more pain den pleasure so far. dc so many times.. kaoz.. disrupt my mood and all. cock ah~ anyway, lin li is leaving for perth on sat. will so miss her tho i know i dun see her often now.. but still!!! my pri bestie lor.. and worsst thing is.. i can't send ehr off.. i have hist.. plus hist lect got smth new to cover hai~ sorry lin.. wish u a bon voyage, and happy nose bleeding in aussie.. man! i so envy u.. surrounded by lotsa gorg surf stuff.. i'm a sucker for them *hints*.. haha.. seeh ow la. if at e end of e yr, parets lemme travel with my frens to aussie, i'll look for u.. but hey.. compromise. no way i'll go to perth... meet a mel? hahahahaha... ya.. will def miss u gal! frens 4 eva ya... loggin off cheers.. elaine + snowy you'll nv walk alone Mood: blank Music: blue- breathe easy

	2004.04.18  22.08 changi airport hahah.. todae is so crazy! me and cher went to e airport. we were studying (duh!).. den cher was toking bout smth which reminded me of chad and javin!~ so i decided to msg chad saying: eh.. u not in airport stuying ah.. or smth like that. he called me soon after and i told him to get to cofeebean. they were at e staff canteen. i think i told them to come down to havoc~ and havoc we did. damn funny ah. toking and studying.. telling freaking funny joke. (to chad and jav: ORANGE!!!!!) haha.. shan't tell u all e joke. damn dirty! haha.. and we drive ppl crazy, up e wall. call ppl to take photo with e cam phone and all. making noise in coffee bean. and i jian jian go and take e sq tables, knowing that someone wanna sit thr. let them be in camelot (ROUND TABLE). HAHAHA.. yeah~ so much fun. i think my cheeks pain liao. all those smiling. crazee ah! haha.. and EVERYONE says javin is cute.. somehow i agree~ (to javin: STOP GLOATING OR I'LL BULLY U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) hahaha.. yeah~ fine la.. he is cute.. and he is my senior~ and coincidentally, he stay in e next block (when we found out we all died of laughter and shock!). and chad, which is gerald's fren stays 2 blks away from cher! wad e...?! hahaha.. damn funny la.. (to cher, chad and jav: yah la yah la. had a great time. next stop sentosa k?!) will stop here you'll nv laugh alone elaine + snowy Mood: cheerful Music: jet- are u gna be my girl--> nice ma!!

	2004.04.17  23.57 eunui yoz! alrite.. i admit. i've been in eunui for e past 2 weeks, time to get cracking.. but. efore that, slacking, slacking, slacking. oh and pardon this short, predictable mistake-full entry. i'm tired and i can't type properly.. damn slpy now! went to sentosa juz now.. damn funny ah. at last i managed to tok to this guy call andy.. ( no no.. not skinny andy. thr is 2 andys).. yah. he is also working at sunset bay cafe. damn funny ah. think i rolled on e sandy beach a couple of times liao. my 1st impression is that he won't socialise with very crazy and crappy 16-17 yr olds.. i thought wrong. after e approx 4 or 5 meeting, we taled.. and he is more crappy and filled with nonsence.. as compared to me and cher.. believable? nope. we were acting like long lost besties, taking pic la, conversing la, whacking la, ka chiewing la, complaining la, bullying la (victim: andy!), teasing la. etc. was pretty fun la. vert (or how ya spell his name) attempted to wipe his sweat at me! GROSS!!!!!!!! hai~ pretty fun la. am looking forward to next week. if u r thr, u'll puke u guts out at our convesation topic.. saw kk yest. offered to take bus 72 instead of 27 so can tok to him a lil.. haha.. didn't expect to see him thr. wen to exchange england pic yest.. am looking forward to my new addition of pics. all the grp shts! so nice!!!!!! yah! i'll stop here la. handing going spas under me... you'll nv walk alone elaine + snowy Mood: relaxed Music: jet- are u gna be my girl

	2004.04.16  22.07 hes fucking using me aint it? hes fucking using me aint it?.. my life is so fucking sad... 1 week ago, i met this damn cute guy online. then hes added to my IM list. then i have his mobile number. then we're texting each other like nobodys business. then we're meeting up practically everyday for the past week. and now with one thing, everything's fallen apart. undone. unravelled. and that thing.. well its nobody's fault. nobody wanted it to happen. at least not me or her.. maybe he'd wanted to meet her, to see how she looked like for himself. and so he's done it. and now hes become interested in her and using me to get close to her. darn fucking smart. i feel so used. i feel so stupid, so thrashy, so disconcerted.. just so fucking used. and im like feeling a mixture of blah and agitation; its as if something's niggling at me from the inside. never knew this would happen. never knew that he was this kind of person. ah.. well.. lets just say that looks can be fucking deceiving, and hes proven to me that hes god damn shallow. he doesnt know a single crap about her and hes bugging me for stuff about her, accusing me at times of bitching about her in front of him. fucking shit.. i tell him what he wants to know and hes doing this to me. obviously never even considered how i felt, or how i would feel. stupid thick numbskull.. goddamnit! -anonymous- Mood: used Music: guy sebastian- angels brought me here

	2004.04.06  15.16 hey ya people! i havent been in here for aeons i guess, so now im back, guilt-stricken. heh..school's really keeping me quite busy. theres stuff like homeowrk, waking up at 6.15, sleeping really late, not enough sleep, attire spot check, econs *gives a really sian face* and little little stuff like that. Anyways ive got my proper timetable, and its a 4-4-1-3-3 thing. As in monday & tuesday ends at 4pm, wednesdays at 1pm, thursday and friday ends at 3pm. luckily they arent killing us by making us stay till 5 everyday. pwwwhew.. anyways, nothing much's been happening in and around school. maybe except the fact that my civics group is a super ponner cg. its like we're damn untied, we eat together, laugh together, go toilet together and pon classes/school together. hah!! what more can i say man? we're such a bunch of slackers-cum-ponners man. oh well at least not me. theyre so gonna pon school tomorrow cos theres a bloody cultural quiz, but i, for one, am so not going to pon. reason being that i've got the darn cca selection to make. no idea if im gonna join rocmoc, netball, tennis, squash or track. oh yes, track!! Haha. i swear im only gonna do 100m or 200m. the rest can all go to hell. no way im gonna do hurdles or whatever. hah! oh, that said, im going to take my nap. so see ya peeps!~ oh by the way liverpool thrashed blackburn 4-0 *smiles gleefully* Mood: devious Music: hilary duff- so yesterday

	2004.04.03  22.19 Sick! Sick! This isn't happening! *rob sneider's voice* yeah~ i'm sick.. a lil under e weather.. hopefully, i'll get better asap. anyway.. yeah~ life is great (and very slpy) i went to dee's sec sch charity concert. yeah~ urban Xchange was thr.. but we were all so bored, so we left to siglap to makan. We comprise of me, dee, ming, aud. sc and sj. think u all will be huh? haha.. basically sc and sj are J2s from my lit trip. very crazy guys.. haha.. and funny. we went to watch match afterwards. the food was *2 thumbs up*, but ex la! Anyway, as i mentioned, i changed class. hai~ now i am in A202. haha 13 ppl only.. and 2 guys! Raphael (cool name eh?) and Samuel.. haha.. well, according to my sources, it states that our class got 3 scitzo(ok! how do u spell that?!) and 1 moron.. kinda true! i tok to my bear, amanda to her cow, and raphael to his wife(the guitar). i'm adapting pretty well! haha.. look forward to sch.. minus lessons of cos! I still wished i was in England. i keep thinking back and imagine myself thr! Darn i am hooked by its beauty! And i miss e bonds formed thr. Kachiewing and toking. hai~ you'll nv walk alone elaine + snowy ps: abrupt ending eh.. haha.. tired liao~ Mood: sleepy Music: atomic kitten- it's ok

	2004.03.30  22.19 i am such a slacker haha.. i know. i sooo long nv update. yeah~ let's juz say i have lazy fingers. Yeah~ so far, everything fun has been done. wad i mean is, i've been to england and back (unfortunately) and orientation was long over. Well~ i was posted to Vega 2. haha.. at least it is Castor's alliance. phew~ yeah~ initially, i was v.sad.. cos i am such a castor freak. But vega turned out quite fun. haha.. i won't deny and sae that i think that 1st orientation is better. this orientation is juz so silent. i mean silent as compared to before. maybe it is the effects of lesser cheers. but... mass dance was great. Mambo no.5 hahaha. shiok. we had hey mama for couple dance. not bad not bad. hahaha.. some steps are very cute. Alrite.. i had a great time shaking my bootie. coincidentally, gerald was in my OG. and everyone thinks that we are a couple.. wad e..?!!!! and i think we killed ppl with our crazy lameness. we drive them up the wall.. and peels of laughter. in the sense, it is pretty good. and, oh yah.. tho i know my og mates, compared to the other orientation, last time we were much closer. Argh.. i bonded with my ogls tho.. haha.. and kill my OG teacher.. England was fun. But i shall save my adventures for a later date.. seeing that i am so lazy.. i guess it is a much later date. Oh yah.. i am posted to a diff class. i like it tho. hahah.. you'll nv walk alone... elaine and snowy Mood: content Music: BEP- shut up

	2004.03.29  16.14 hi everyone! its been so long since i last updated this right? yeah, anyway lets get down to business. school (im in srjc!!!) started last monday, yeah exactly a week ago. and theres this really cute guy called A***. (its not a profanity, i assure you) dont want to reveal too much. lest he stumbles across this and im so dead! hehehe.. yeah well his tall, really tanned and cute! =) didnt talk to him at all.. was just enjoying THE view from afar. but i kinda suspect he knows im ogling at him, but whatever. school's kinda killing me- i dont get enough sleep at all ok and then i feel so mentally and physically drained at the end of each day. and then i accumulate my lost sleeping time (is there such a thing?) and then just sorta compensate it on weekends. then after i wake up i feel sooooooooooo nice, so relaxed, so full of energy, zest, vigour and what have you when you wake up from a good sleep. last week's been quite ok, played games, learnyt cheers and the way of the school and those boring little things, like touring the school! gosh~ but anyways made loads of new friends (duhhhh who wouldn't?) and then only to find out that we're all gonna be separated come today. its ok, cos i have their numbers and am able to bug them. heh.. and then theres only 17 bloody people in my class which is like.. errr ok.. and then theres this really irksome soccer guy who seriously gets on my nerves thinking thats hes damn cute and all. but thats only in his dreams. to me he looks like a really bad version of timothy. haha!! one good thing is that we've got this lit teacher, shes bloody funny and is currently teaching us how to swear in proper complex english. way cool man. i quote her: 'people, you must learn how to swear in good english, i dont want you to swear in hokkien or any other languages, ie wah lan eh!, which means my dick! i mean, it sounds silly swearing by your body parts dont it? hello?! do you hear women going round swearing bloody menstrual blood or my breasts!!! do you?' gosh shes a bunch of nonsense man.. but nontheless shes fantastic!! =) right. shall sign off now. need to read my lecture notes *sobs* swalk, cher casillas Mood: busy Music: Nylons- happy together (heineken song)