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I've been online all day trying to set up a BIG christmas present for Kyle and I'm happy to say I've been successful. I've been e-mailing bike companies and pro riders and I set up a day where Kyle gets to go out and ride with these people and have a great time. Of course I had to tell him and he's so happy. I feel like the greatest girlfriend ever. Well I'm feelin kinda sick, so i guess I'll go lay down.
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[06 Nov 2004|03:30pm] |
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I started work last night, and I absolutly hated it. I told my trainer I never wanted to come back. Being a cashier sucks ass. I hate dealing with the public cause people are such ass holes. I had one cool couple the whole night I was working, and they were like old hippie people, and I think they were high. But they were still really nice to me while everyone else was a complete ass. I think I'm going to call my manager and ask her if there is any other position open, cause I don't want to do it ever again. I'd sweep the floors for 5 hours instead of going back to that place and being a cashier. Thank God I don't have to go back until Monday though. Right now I gotta go pick up Kyle at work, and then I am taking a long anp since I only got a few hours of sleep. Last night at about 12 I realized that I had SATs this morning. They sucked!
Gotta go..
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[05 Nov 2004|12:07pm] |
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So training is finally over and I start working tonight 6:30-10:30. It kinda sucks though cause I haven't had a night off in the past week so I never have time to hang out. So I pretty much wasted my whole vacation doing stupid shit for work. I'm kinda nervous about starting. But now I think I'm gonna go hang out with Teddy until 6.
<3 Me
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[01 Nov 2004|11:32am] |
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So, I've been incredibly busy and never have time to update this thing. It's kinda hard to get on the computer anyway since so many people stay at my house now. Nothing is really new. Everyone got new jobs. My mom and Ant, both got jobs working at Tropicana, and me and Kyle got a job together. We have training tonight. It's been fun around here though with Keith and Kyle staying. My parents love having them around. Well me and Kyle are off to Subway.. and then who knows where..
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[06 Oct 2004|07:25pm] |
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It's been forever since I've written anything in here. I guess it's cause I've been busy. Well not really busy considering I spend every day with Kyle (all 90 days). He pretty much lives here. Last weekend me, kyle, mike duda, britt , keith, and christine went to the suposed asylum in vineland, which i think doesnt exist. There is just a bunch of old boarded up buildings and crazy shit in the middle of a corn field. Any way something spooked mike and made everyone run back to my car. So me and kyle wanted to go back and go farther into the corn field. So Julie and Mike Froliech came along this time. We went a little while back and came to like an old swing set and shit in the middle of the field, but nothing scary happened. Needless to say I was really disappointed. Some how i ended up going again Monday. This time me and Kyle went into these crazy buildings that had all this weird shit still inside of it. We had a video camera and taped it, and this morning Duda said he watched the tape and saw someone standing behind us in a clip in the video, which is kinda creepy, but then again I dont really believe him. This weekend I think we are all going to the "meat factory". I heard thats pretty lame too, but it's not like I have anything better to do..
Ugh- time to work out.
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[13 Aug 2004|01:45pm] |
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X to the one's that are true
[x] I miss somebody right now.
[x] I don’t watch much TV these days.
[x] I love olives.
[x] I love sleeping.
[ ] I own lots of books
[ ] I wear glasses or contact lenses.
[x] I love to play video games.
[x] I’ve tried marijuana.
[x] I’ve watched porn movies.
[ ] I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
[x] I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
[ ] I have acne free skin.
[ ] I like and respect Al Sharpton.
[x] I curse frequently.
[x] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
[ ] I have a hobby.
[ ] I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
[x] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
[ ] I’m really, really smart
[x] I’ve never broken someone’s bones.
[ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[ ] I hate the rain.
[x] I’m paranoid at times.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I need money right now!
[ ] I love Sushi.
[x] I talk really, really fast.
[x] I have semi-long hair.
[ ] I have lost money in Las Vegas.
[x] I have at least one brother and/or one sister.
[ ] I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
[x] I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
[x] I have a twin.
[ ] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
[ ] I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
[x] I like the way that I look sometimes.
[x] I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
[ ] I know how to cornrow.
[ ] I am usually pessimistic.
[x] I have a lot of mood swings.
[ ] I think prostitution should be legalized.
[ ] I think Britney Spears is hot.
[ ] I have cheated on a significant other in the past.a
[x] I have hidden talent.
[x] I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
[ ] I think that I’m popular.
[ ] I am currently single.
[ ] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
[x] I love to shop.
[ ] I would rather shop than eat!!!!!!!!
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[ ] I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
[ ] I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
[ ] I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
[ ] I’m a pretty good dancer.
[ ] I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
[ ] I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
[x] I have a cell phone.
[ ] I believe in God.
[ ] I watch MTV on a daily basis.
[x] I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
[ ] I love drama.
[ ] I have never been in a real relationship before.
[x] I’ve rejected someone before.
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[04 Aug 2004|10:13pm] |
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Yesterday has to equal the worst day EVER.. Some how I ended up getting jumped?
Everything was cool in the morning and pretty much all day. Kyle woke up early and left for work and I slept in some more. Got bored and called up Ray and asked him if he wanted to come play with me. So he came over and we chilled at my house for awhile. Then I started craving brownies and asked Alex if her and Jess wanted to make them with me, and of course they agreed. So around 9ish me and Ray decided to walk to Rite Aid and get brownie mix. On the way home in the Clayton Acme parking lot, these 2 kids circle us on bikes and have their shirts pulled up to their eyes.. then they rode away. We get to my road and then we realize that the kids are behind us again following a little ways back. So we keep walking and these kids follow us for like 20 minutes. We cross the tracks and I started walking slower and the kids come up to the sides of me and Ray, with their shirts still covering their faces, and tell us to give them our money. I just laughed at them and told them we had no money, but they just continued yelling at us to give them our money.. we didnt give them anything so they decided to jump us. I didn't know what the hell to do, so my first instinct was to swing what was in my hands so I hit the one kid in the face with the box of freakin brownie mix. Then he just threw me to the ground and went after Ray. So I jumped on him and just started choking him and screaming shit at him. Then they decided to run to their bikes and leave- so I chased them down grabbed the one by his neck and shirt and then threw him on the ground causing him to stumble off his bike. I stepped on his back rim and lifted his frame, so his back rim is all bent. I went over to Ray and he had a big egg on his head and was bleeding in a few places. I felt so bad though, cause if I didn't slow down they probably wouldn't have approached us. But it sucks to be them cause they didn't get any money, but left with a fucked up bike. Assholes. We've been driving around lookin for the kids to press charges. I know we'll see them around somewhere.
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[31 Jul 2004|09:58pm] |
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Last night I got to hang out with Teddy for the first time this summer. We went to the movies to see The Village. My advice to anyone who wants to see it- DON'T. It was stupid, and the only time I jumped is when a blind girl fell into a hole. It was just gay. But I still had fun with Ted. He came back to my house afterwards and we hung out for awhile, just catching up. Kyle called at one point in the night and him and Mr. Marino had like a 25 minute phone conversation. It's good to see my parents like him, I guess. So Ted decided to go home a little after 12 and I agreed to walk him half way. So we're walking down the street and there is a truck approaching us on the other side of the raod and I noticed that it had like 4 lights instead of two so we're like talking about that and then all of a sudden another car comes from behind the truck heading straight towards me and Ted. At first I thought it was kids fucking around and just trying to scare us and they would of went right behind the truck again, but the car sped up and was coming straight at us. At like the last minute I jumped behind Ted and the car just skimmed us going like 80 mph. My heart was in my fucking throat. I don't think I've ever been so scared. I walked Ted the rest of the way and then like ran home. I was so scared.
Didn't do much today. I talked my mom into getting chinese food so I was happy. Kyle was supposed to be working today, but he calls me and tells me he's sitting on the beach trying to get a tan- way to work babe! After my parents left I mowed the lawn, cause I'm a good daughter- and I thought that would make them happy. Plus it's not like I had anything better to do with those 2 hours. I gotta get to bed sometime soon though. Gotta get up early and pick up Kyle tomorrow morning..
<3
Alisha
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[29 Jul 2004|07:55pm] |
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Haven't been up to much lately. Kyle has been here since Monday morning. He showed up at my house and scared the shit out of me, but it's all good. I told my mom today that for her birthday we should both go and get tattoos together. She never gave me an answer, just told me that she thinks I won't be able to handle it. But I'll show her! Hopefully she agrees with the idea. I was supposed to go out with Shannon last night, but I couldn't since I was babysitting the boyfriend. I felt bad cause I really miss her and really wanted to see her. I <3 her more than life itself. But she promised we'd still get together sometime soon. I'm tired as hell. Haven't slept good since sunday night. Maybe I'll go lay down for a bit..
<3 Alisha
| How to make a Alisha |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
3 parts arrogance
1 part empathy |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion |
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| In reply to Rach's post.... |
[27 Jul 2004|07:32am] |
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Okay this is getting ridiculous. You guys are all pissed at me cause you got yelled at by my parents. Why the hell do you care? You met my parents what, once? You don't even know them and like wise they don't know you. And none of you even got into ANY trouble. I'm the only one whose parents know what the hell went on that night. And you are all mad at me? Fuck that. All you got was a slap on the wrist from my mom. In your words Rach- You're a big girl, fucking deal with it.
I came out and even admited that I drank too much.. And yes you did tell me to stop, but weren't you and Andy the same people who handed me a fucking bottle of Bacardii so I would get out of his room so you could have sex? Leaving me with someone I don't even know, who kept giving more and more shots until I blacked out.
But whatever- it's all over with. I'm done with this incident and I'm done with all this petty bullshit I've been putting up with the past week. I'm done with all of you.. So don't even waste your time commenting. It's over. Grow the fuck up.
<3 Alisha
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Kyle just left so now I'm home alone, and it kinda sucks. He slept over last night, which was amusing as usual. He woke me up early this morning then we layed in "the coffin" and fell asleep til noon.. We didn't really do much all day except play around in my room. He redecorated it while i threw out a bunch of shit. All in all this punishment isn't bad at all.. I just hang out with Kyle or Ray all day, and thats all I do any way.
Well I've gotta clean up some more shit in my room..
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[22 Jul 2004|09:49pm] |
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People are really fucking shady..
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[22 Jul 2004|07:41pm] |
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It feels nice to finally be able to get on the computer again.. Well actually I'm only allowed on for 2 hours a day cause i'm technically still punished. How did I get punished..? I don't really remember to be honest. Last Friday was supposed to be a great time. Well it was for the most part. Hung out with Rach for awhile at her house, where we had a good ol' time, then traveled out of her house and thats when things got crazy. Let's just say I don't remember anything after 9 o'clock that night.. Woke up early that morning with my mom screaming in my face, but I dont remember anything she said.. Then later that afternoon I got bitched at for hours and Anthony being who he is, decided to scare the crap out of everyone that was there, so he starts calling everyone and making a bunch of shit up- like saying that someone put something in my drink- which i never said . I guess he was sucessful in scaring everyone though.. It was just one big mess. I haven't talked to anyone lately. The only people I've been allowed to be with are Kyle and Ray.. well i have more to do in my 2 hours online..
Later
Alisha =/
Happy Birthday Kyle
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| You don't do it on purpose but you make me shake... |
[14 Jul 2004|07:09pm] |
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wow.. so kyle is officially the craziest person I know. He rode all the way over here this morning on his bike, and he lives pretty far away even for a car ride. He's insane. It's not even like the ride is worth it, cause all we did was walk to the baseball fields where we sat and talked and made fun of some kid, and then watched this lady drop her baby on its head.. yeah that was scary.. came back to my house and we did some crap for my mom.. then we watched another one of his dvds. Hmm, that was pretty much it. So then I gave him a ride to Mike's house.. they went riding, and now I'm home babysitting Alex. Suprisingly me and her have been getting along really well lately. Things really are changing for the better around here..
*5*
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I feel kinda bad cause yesterday me and a few friends were supposed to go bowling, but my mom started bitching and said she didnt' have any money to lend me, so I kinda ended up dicking everyone over and hanging out with Kyle all day and night instead.. Any way, he came over and my parents were bored so they called ray and told him to come over and play with them, since I was just hanging out in my room with Kyle, so Ray came over and I don't even know what him, my mom, and Mr. Marino did. But about an hour later Ray came in my room and me, kyle, ray, and Mr. Marino all walked to Twin Kiss.. That's where I saw the guy that made me fail my SATs. Adam and Sheena drove by and Ray took off running down the road tryin to see Adam. It was pretty funny. We walked Ray home, then we went back to my house. Me and Kyle layed on the couch and watched tv until like 1, and I let him go to sleep. Woke up hung out for a bit and then took him home. Then when I went to get out of the truck I caught my jeans on something and ended up ripping the leg of my pants. I was highly upset cause they are my favorite pair, but what can ya do? Shit happens. Came home and took a long as nap, then went to Ritas. Talked to the beautiful Rach, and she wants to make plans to party. I can't wait. It's been awhile since I've seen her, and I miss her terribly..
nighty night
-Alisha
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..I'm such a whore.. =[
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[10 Jul 2004|09:32pm] |
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So things are finally starting to change for the better.. Woke up at 6:45 yesterday. Got ready and Mr. Marino took me to Kyle's house. I got there around 8 I guess. Everyone left and went to the beach, and we just kinda hung out. Mom called around 4:30 and told me she was on her way, and Kyle got really quite and nervouse.. so I asked him what was wrong and after talking for a little, he asked me out. It was cute. Today I went to Megan's grad party. It was interesting. A lot of drama, but still fun. Everyone went swimming but I only lasted a few minutes and got cold so decided to come home.. now I'm bored and gonna do this survey to pass the time..
SECTi0N>1: ABOUT YOU_
+` name: Alisha
+` gender: girl
+` height: 5'10
+` hair color: black and brown
+` eye color: blue and green
+` location: NJ
+` fears: drowning
SECTi0N>2: HAVE Y0U EVER_
+` peed in your pants: not that i can recall
+` cheated on someone: no
+` fallen off the bed: yes
+` fallen for a relative: no
+` had plastic surgery: no
+` failed a grade: no
+` broke someones heart: i doubt it
+` had your heart broken: nope
+` done something you regret: no
+` cheated on a test: of course
+` broken a body part: yes, nose and my foot
SECTi0N>3: CURRENTLY_
+` wearing: green t-shirt and hooters boxers with my hot pink bandana
+` listening to: From Autumn to Ashes
+` chewing: nothing
+` feeling: sore
+` located: in the living room
+` chatting with: nobody
+` watching: nothing
+` should really be: partying still
SECTi0N>4: D0 Y0U_
+` brush your teeth: yes
+` like anybody: yes
+` have any piercings: 3 in my ears and the tounge
+` drive: yes
+` believe in santa: of course
+` ever get off the pc: yes
SECTi0N>6: THE LAST PERS0N Y0U_
+` hugged: Megan's mommy
+` gave eprops to: no one, ever
+` IMed: i don't IM people...they IM me
+` talked to on the phone: Kyle
+` yelled at: my cat
+` fell in love with: Kyle
+` tripped: probably my sister
SECTi0N>7: PERS0NAL_
+` what do you want to be when you grow up: a medical examiner... yeah I'm gonna work with the bodies of murder victims..
+` what was the worst day of your life: hmm.. dunno.
+` most embarrassing story: probably when I walked into the medal detector at the Rite Aid in Wildwood.. and Shannon and Amanda laughed histerically at me for hours
+` the best day of your life: YESTERDAY !
+` what comes first in your life: family
+` do you have a bf/gf/crush: bf.. Kyle
+` if you had an extra set of eyes, where would u put them: i'd donate them to umm, people like my dad who have lost their eyes
+` what do you usually think about before you go to bed: what I'm gonna do the following day
SECTi0N>8: FAV0RiTE_
+` movie: A Beautiful Mind
+` song: Reinventing you exit- Underoath.. or any FATA song, cause that band has a whole new meaning with me now..
+` store: umm.. dont really shop at any particular store.. maybe victorias secret
+` relative: Reg<3
+` sport: i like watching football and hockey
+` vacation spot: hmm.. i liked England a lot
+` ice cream flavor: half baked
+` fruit: apples
+` candy: starburst, skittles, sweedish fish.. anything fruity
+` holiday: christmas
+` day of the week: friday and saturday
+` colors: green
SECTi0N>9: D0 Y0U_
+` like to give hugs: love to
+` like to walk in the rain: yes
+` sleep with or without clothes on: with
+` blue or black pens: black
+` dress up for halloween: not really anymore
+` have a job: no
+` like to travel: yeah
+` like someone: yes
+` sleep on side, stomach, or back: i sleep in every position
+` think you're attractive: sometimes
+` want to marry: eventually
+` have a goldfish: no..they all die right away
+` have stuffed animals: yes
+` go on vacation: no
SECTi0N>1o: WHAT D0 Y0U THiNK AB0UT_
+` abortion: it is up to the person..it all depends on what they think is right and if they want the baby or not
+` bill clinton: he's a hottie...
+` eating disorders: they are stupid..
+` suicide: gay
+` tattoos: love them.. can't wait to get mine!
+` piercings: love them.. but too many can look weird
+` make up: some girls need it, and some dont.
+` drinking: brings some good times.. and some seriously bad times
+` guys: depends on the guy
+` girls: most are a bunch of back stabbers... found that out the hard way.. but like the guys, it depends on who it is
SECTiON>11: ThiS OR THAT_
+` pierced nose or tongue: tongue.. =P
+` be serious or funny: funny
+` single or taken: taken
+` simple or complicated: simple
+` law or action: action
+` mtv or bet: mtv
+` 7th heaven or dawson's creek: neither
+` sugar or salt: sugar
+` silver or gold: silver
+` tongue or belly button ring: tongue
+` chocolate or flowers: flowers
+` angels or miracles: believe in neither
+` color or black&white photos: b & w
+` sunrise or sunset: sunset
+` m&ms or skittles: skittles
+` rap or rock: rock
+` stay up late or sleep: stay up late
+` tv or radio: radio
+` taller or shorter members of the opposite sex: the same height or taller
+` sun or moon: moon
+` diamond or ruby: ruby
+` left or right: right
+` 10 acquaintances or one best friend: one best friend...
+` vanilla or chocolate: depends
+` kids or no kids: no kids
+` cat or dog: cat
+` mustard or ketchup: ketchup
+` spring or fall: fall
+` give or receive: give
+` rain or snow: rain
+` lace or satin: lace
+` a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship: hmm..
+` happy or sad: happy
+` corduroy or plaid: corduroy
+` wonder or amazement: amazement
+` sneakers or sandals: sandals
+` duct tape or scotch tape: duct
+` candy or soda: candy
+` a house in the woods or the city: city
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[08 Jul 2004|05:07pm] |
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So I'm finally starting to enjoy my summer.. Today and yesterday I hung out with Charlie for awhile. It was very interesting. And for the note: I beat the shit out of him. Can't mess with this.. I'm a beast. As soon as he dropped me off today, Kyle called. I've gotta be at his house early tomorrow morning. Which means I have to wake up at 6:30. This is insane! It's summer. I'm not supposed to wake up before 12. But he's worth it.. Plus he's injured.. broken collar bone. I can't wait to see him.. well I'm out.
-Alisha Anne
breaking hearts since 1987
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He doesn't just give me butterflies in my stomach, he gives me hummingbirds.
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[04 Jul 2004|11:55pm] |
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I left my cell home and Kyle called.. I feel bad, cause I can't get a hold of him. And he left the cutest message<3.
Any way, I missed his call cause I was out with my mom, mr. marino, reg, alex, and ray. We went to the williamstown high school for the fireworks. we were the first people there. we sat there for like 3 hours. Then it all started and me and ray saw this guy sitting all by himself, so we went and sat with him. when i sat next to him he jumped like he was gonna take off running.
Afterwards we went and got ice cream and then took reg home.. it was a pretty crazy night. My parents love ray and when we're together it gets out of control.
Well now i'm off.. gonna try to get a hold of Kyle..
<3 alisha
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