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| Wednesday, December 10th, 2003 |
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Today...well nothing was bad. Nothing was great. It was a day. I feel quite peaceful I don't know why. I just do. Alot of ppl missed me yesterday. I feel loved. I actually feel accepted now. You know? Like at first...well I was like unsure about these ppl. But now I really do like them...no no no I love them! lol. And also I helped Sarah out of her really really bad day. I feel happy. Also I have to buy presents for all my wonderful friends. My wonderful wonderful friends. I am very happy with Frank. The whole weekend he didn't smoke but he did on Monday but I am very happy with him. I made up a math test today and let me tell you right now. I got half the problems wrong. That's gonna bring my average down cause it was a really good average with my 89 and 90 in math...but I falied this so it's gonna be brought down. There's no more for me to say here Later Robyn |
| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 |
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For all you curious I was sick today. I haven't had sleep in two days, my back and upper arms were charlie horsed from shoveling snow and I could barely move, I was nautious ever so often and I had a slight temperature. Go me right? I missed a math test today and it's on graphing and slop intecerpt forms and shit....wonderful. Hayley is at F.I.T's open house. She brought it up that she might want to go there about a week ago. I think it would be really cool for her to go. I know some ppl that go there. And as for hayley driving.......she failed. :-( But she scheduled another test for the 29th. AND YES I ROBYN LEIGH IS JOINING BNAI BRITH! Too bad I'm gonna miss winter convention considering its like in 2 days...lol. I have a chamber singers performance at the Junior High concert on Thursday. Mr. McKinnon didn't even give me and LAy another chance at the solo. He gave it to Tara Lazlo. Grrr...got me soo fucking pissed. You know why? Because of two reasons...no three...One is that it' Tara. She gets every solo. Her and Marissa Hanson. Becuase he loves them sooooo much. I hate them. They suck up to him like there is no fucking tomorrow. The second reason is that it's a hanukkah song and its in hebrew. I've known that song since I was in fucking 2nd grade. Third is that at first I was the only one who told him I was trying out. He goes who's trying out and I raised my hand. Then he was like talk to me after class. So I go up to him and then Lay also does too. So I'm like great here I am thinking I'm the only one who's gonna try out and this was gonna be my big break considering this is my first year in chambers and I wanted to prove myself. Lay comes and tries to take it. Then he was like both of you will do it if you are a bit louder. I didn't want the both of us. I mean i know its selfish but it's a solo, solo means one not two. So anyway...I was totally willing to do it. But then he has his lovely Tara do it. GOD I WANT TO KILL HIM!!!! Ok I'm gonna go...help my lovely Sarah out with some stuffage................................ Later Robyn |
| Monday, December 8th, 2003 |
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Today is a very off day. I feel like crap. I felt like I was going to throw up, pass out or fall asleep. Grr. I need a massage. Hayley took her road test. I wonder if she passed. HOpefully she did. It's so icy on the roads. Dad took her to the test so I got to see daddy this morning. Yay! Is there anything more to say? No not really. I'll update when I get home. Later Robyn |
| Sunday, December 7th, 2003 |
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It's over, it is officially over...... Eric was on tonight. And we broke up. It was a mutual thing. Apparently he was thinking the same way as I was for the past 3 weeks...lmao. I go to him so do you consider us "going out" and he was like truthfully? No...lmao cause that was the same way I felt. lmfao. So I am officially single......time for me to be all single and stuff...lmao I'm getting a new comp b/c this piece of crap is getting me pissed off. Very it freezes up all the time and the speakers don't work and grrrrr. lol. It snowed on Friday and Saturday......big blizzard...very big. Damn why couldn't it have been on a school day? Damn. I have to go to school tomorrow. But it's cool cause then I'll see my friend's which I haven't seen since friday in school. I was going crazy cause I stayed in the house for two days strait. but then I went outside last night and did cartwheels in the snow..let me tell you that is fun......very fun. But hopefully things will be better in the future. For me and Eric that is. For now we jsut want to be friends. Maybe in the future we will be together...I don't know, I'm not phsycic. or however you spell it. So I feel good. Well it's all for me today. I will talk to you later Goodnight and have a pleasent tomorrow, Robyn |
| Friday, December 5th, 2003 |
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Jenna and Andrew are two really cool people. I was hanging with them afterschool the day before. They are so cute together...they are great. That's it I've decided that I am getting my eyebrow pierced. I dont care what my parents say. I really don't. Well I'm not getting it like tomorrow...I'lll get one just not now. I'm getting a bank card. So I can take money in and out of my account when I please. I really need one to buy presents for the holidays. And right now in my wallet there is 19 dollars. So yea I don't think 19 dollars is going to help me with buying presents for 7 people. I hate this time of year...............lol I'm listening to the Foo Fighters. I love them soo much. They are the the desktop pic for my laptop. And speaking of my laptop....it's slow as anything, it always freezes and it has AOL 5.0 and I keep trying to update it but it keeps freezing. So I'm just like I'll wait for the CD to come in the mail. So it's official. I am out of my band. Well actually...it just feel apart, Serena has done absolutly nothing, and I am starting to get upset with that so I told Jess that I am out. She wants out too and our bassist left awhile ago. So yea..lol RIP The Final Hour As for Eric. For me that is over. Jessie and I know that Serena knows where he is but she wont tell us. So guys I am officially single...got that? lmao It's a blizzard out there. And I can't go out. And I hate staying home on a friday. My mom wont drive me cause shes "too tired" yea right. She's too fucking lazy. School's starting to piss the shit outta me again. Like I really don't care about it anymore. Whatever. But I got a 90 on a math quiz. So I'm actually a bit happy about it. I think Hayley and josh are sort of making their way back to eachother...and I'm happy cause I know they love eachother very much. yay!...lol I'm in that state of mind again. Or as Sarah would say, I'm not the real rob. Ugh I don't know. Whatever. Thats all for tonight LAter Robyn |
| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003 |
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As I told you....I would be updating in keyboarding....yup well I am updating....lol Nothing special happened yet. Probably after school somthing not boring will happen. lol Ok I'm gonna go......I have art next nd the bell is about to ring. LAter Robyn |
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Ugh....I am in the library again. But this is the last time. I'm supposed to be doing work for ss but I don't like it and i don't really like Ms.Luciano. Ugh, this sucks cause I'm the only one who is going to do the work for my group. Whatever. I'm supposed to go to BT for Ashley's bday but I have no idea how I'm getting there and I didn't even tell my mom about it. Oh yea...Nick I hope your eyes don't hurt after this...lmao. He's a crazy kid fo shizzle. Shit my teacheris comming. got to go! Later Robyn I'll probably update in keyboarding.... |
| Monday, December 1st, 2003 |
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Ok this is my third and hopefully final enrty for today. I swear to god ninth period was totally awesome. Had a lesson *wink wink* then after went with Kevin, Segh, Steve, Sal, Dan Toth and this girl Danielle went in Kevin's car to McDonalds. Then we drove Danielle home and went back to school. Oh my fucking god the ride was fucking hilarious. Kevin drives like a maniac, Danielle was telling him directions to his house she would be like make a left, so he'd be like what you said right? ok......then he'd make a sharp right and made sal spill soda....omg i was hysterical. Then he would swerve around and shit...it was great. Then there was stage crew, Frank had the munchies (if you know what I mean...grr.) And I was like no you can't have any. So he was like but I'm hungry. So i was like yea well you wouldn't be so hungry if you hadn't smoked. God it just pisses me off now. I mean the first few times I was like ok. Now it gets annoying and it pisses me off. Well anyway....I am going to go......I will speak to y'all later.....lol. LAter Robyn |
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I'm in keyboarding and still nothing important happened yet. Said hi to bunch of ppl in the hallways, hugged stro...nothing new. I'm tired and I should be doing work,\. But who does wrok on the Monday back after vacation? Not me. Well I'm gonna go...bell is gonna ring....I'll update when I get home Later Robyn |
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I'm in the library supposed to be reasearching for Johnism but I dont wanna. This is boring. I hate scial studies and MAGALY IS WATCHING ME!!!!! lol. Sunny was like hey I'm not the only one who updates!. Yea...Nothing happened in school so far, there is stage crew today. Ok yea I'm gonna go and do work. Ha thats a laugh me doing work....yea right. I like this computer cool keyboard. Ok now I'm gonna go before I get caught. I'll update more when i get home from school. Later Robyn |
| Friday, November 28th, 2003 |
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Hmmm... Thanksgiving..... Thanksgiving I went with my dad to his g/f's house. I realized that do sorta wanna forgive and forget. But I can't forget. Maybe I'll forgive but never forget...so right now I don't give a shit. Today.... Went shopping with mom. Then came home. Jessie called me and told me Nick's (jessie's ex) dad just died like a day ago. I was like woah...what? I really don't believe it. It's like so I dunno. I mean I do believe his dad died but...geez. It's just surreal. I read his xanga. It's sad. I feel horrible. Like. Ugh, he might want to end his own life. I don't want him to. Really, I mean I have thought about it and I was very very close to suicide...but I don't want anyone to do it. I even think and I knew it was wrong even when I thought about it. I was hypocritical on the situation. Like I knew it was wrong yet I was almost close to it. Ugh I dunno. I mean I barely know him but I don't want him to do that. I know sooo many people who has a parent die. Jaime her dad died over the summer. And she was one of my very good friends. My mom's dad dies when my mom was 16. My mom and gma and uncle struggled but pulled thru. Ugh i dunno.......it's depresing to dwell on hte subject. Frank left me a very great message on my phone last night. First he said happy thanksgiving of course and then he was like, I really enjoyed our convo...i feel that i can talk to you and ugh he is so great. Cause the night before (wed night) We were talking and he said he looked up to me. I've heard that two times in my life, one from Sarah and from Frank. In a way it's flattering but in a way i hate it. He said that in school i look great and i just dont let my private life get me down and i act so normal and perfect in school. I never noticed. I told him I knew he could do the same, and that I expressed to him my care for him and how I don't want him ruining his life and I dont want him hurt. That's all I'm going to get into............ I thought about cory today.....and I am going to slap myself in the face for doing so. ::slaps face:: No cause I ws looking through the camp scrap book they gave us and the comment he wrote and i was looking at pics n stuff. I dunno. It just came up. Can't help it. I'm normal thining about an old "fling" is normal for someone to do! but really I am going to slap myself in the face for doing so...lmao. OMG!!! Syd is in LI!!! And so am I!!! This never EVER happens! We MIGHT not totally sure...hang...and if not thats ok...I might hang with ppl again tonight. Yea......... Later Robyn |
| Thursday, November 27th, 2003 |
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Yesterday was good then it got not so good. Here's my wednesday: School....it was ok...yea. Then after school was really awesome. I went with Jenna and Christian too Ale Frisciesen's(I think that's how you spell his last name...lol) and if you don't know he is the drummer for Odds Against. The best band NHP has. But anyway...........Odds Against was having practice so we went to watch them play...Kevin was bein all crazy and seghposs just joined the band so he was actually pretty damn good. So Kevin was like all over me and Jenna and singing in our faces and it was just sooooo awesome. And Tony was like....I hate yo all! Then he was like Jenna I love you and I don't hate christian but I dont know you (pointing to me) so I dont like you...lol. Massa is a really good bassist. They were all just so awesome. I had never heard them before and now I really like them. I mean i really dont like that kind of music too much but since I hang out with all the hardcore emo kids...i think imight be turning into one!...lol. But really all of you.................ODDS AGAINST IS THE BEST!!! GO CHECK EM OUT!!!!!! Then when it was all over Kevin was like thanks for comming and gave me a hug...he's a really great guy. He gave Jenna a hug too but JEnna wouldn't let him go!...lol. Then we were haning in front of Ale's and Tony was like my miss I don't know you. So i was like you know Hayley Rothman? He said yea...I'm like I'm her sister. So then he was like OH yea i remember you! I saw you when you were drunk right before we all went to the fight. I was like yea that was me. THen he drove off then we went walking and then my mom picked me up to go to my therapist appointment. Later that night: I hung out with Stro, Evan, Frank, Jackie, Ackie, Matt, John and this kid Eric. Evan and Stro got completely trashed and I mean trashed. Frank got high. We were talking he's a good kid he just...ugh i dunno. Jackie, ackie, matt, eric and myself didn't do anything. I actually had a horrible time. Ugh. Then we went to taco bell....blah....Frank got in a fight with the manager, we left, went to D&D, jordan was there. Stro almost got in a fight with some kid. Ugh.....then i called my mom to pick me up. I felt nice so i bought a half dozen donuts for home. Yea..........that was my horrible night..................... Robyn |
| Monday, November 24th, 2003 |
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I think I've come to realize, you can't changw someone no matter how much you try. You just can't. I think this is why there are so many people unhappy with themselves. I try and try and try to convince Frank not to smoke pot anymore. He does it. I tell him I care about cause well I do. He's a very good person at heart he is a great person. But he doesn't stop and I told him I was upset at him...I still kinda am. I dont want him to get hurt. People grow up with their own morals and their own thoughts and they do certain things and their outlook on life and when they're set...you can't go in and change em. Like too many people I know and it hurts cause I want things to change and I wish there were so many things I can take back and do over and relationships I never had a chance to fix or have or even leave. And it kills me to think I could have done things better or I could have done things right or I could have left alone. People grow apart and people change. Right here in this household. My sister and I. She's off to college in a few months. Then after that...she's gone. You know? We've fought ever since I could remember. I never saw anything wrong with it. I never saw anything wrong with the way we were or are. Until about a year or so ago. I looked at it and I'm like oh fuck. She'll be gone soon and I'll be leaving her with no real good memories at all. I mean yea we do have some but barely. I try so hard to like understand what's going on with her and asking her about things going on. It seems like she doesnt have time. I try to talk before we go to sleep but shes too tired. And I can't help but feel as everyday passes I'm losing her.........I dunno. maybe I'm, just overreacting. I wish I could change myself. I wanna do things but I have a rep as this, or I do things and it's like oh ok thats her. I've dug a hole too deep and I can't get out of it. I seem to get new friends every year. I dunno. But I mean there are those who I will never ever forget about like Jessie, Sarah, Sivan, and Syd. But I mean last year I was really close with Maiken, Veronica, Mary and Jaime and Kat and a few others. This year I in a whole other group. All older than me. And I was thinking. Wow you know They are all gonna be gone by the time I'm a senior. Stro, segh, andrew, jordan all gone in a few months. Frank and Steve next year. Jackie, Ackie, Matt, Christian, John, and a few others in two years. I'll most likely be alone most of my senior year. I mean hopefully I'll still be good with Maiken, Mary and Vern. I really have to get closer with them. Like when I was 7th. I totally dropped all my friends from elementary one because they treated my like total shit, and second cause they weren't me anymore. I tend to keep friends like clothes and I have to stop I really have to. And it pisses me off. I mean everyone does it. Everyone gets new friends form time to time and drops old ones from time to time. I think after last year was my whole chaning point. Like I've picked up some crazy/bad/good habits. I'm not going to list em all. But I mean my last post. Look at it. I like making ppl jealous? I never would have said that two years ago. Ugh..................... Alright enough for tonight my eyes hurt from crying........... LAter Robyn |
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Not much today....... I know some pretty crazy, fucked up, great people...that's it. I've realised that....I like making ppl jealous. I don't know why..I really don't. I know I'm a horrible person. Today seemed like a VERY off day. I dunno it was just off......... That's it for me...... Robyn |
| Saturday, November 22nd, 2003 |
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Ugh.....this new anti-depressant I was just put on it giving my a headache...so the medication count is now two anti-depressants. Great right? and I have to take all this vitamin supplement bullshit cause im underweight and I'm want and need to gain weight, but I'm not getting too much into that. My foot is doing alot better but last night like that moron I am I stubbed my toe and it hurt like a fucking bitch......grrr......but I'm fine now. I ate at this really bad resturant last night. So here is what my night looks like: Shopping with mommy for a bit and then I'M SEEING SYD AND SARAH! YAY!!! I missed them sooooooooooooooooooo much. I love them they are my sisters...hehe. Yea and that would be all for me........ Later Robyn |
| Thursday, November 20th, 2003 |
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I think I am turning Emo.... My worst nightmare...jk...lmao That's what happens when you are the only punk in and emo crowd... Why? I downloaded a Brand New song.... Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades Oh yea....I stepped on a screw helping take down sets in Stage Crew...lol Stayed home today...blah...went the podiatrist...blah...found stuff in my foot...blah...took it out...blah blah...got a novocaine shot...blah blah...can't walk...blah blah...probably not going in tomorrow....... Go me! I've been writing a bunch of new material! Woo hoo!! Yea...here it is... Tough/Me So you think you're tough You've got another thing commin Yea well I've had enough So with this gun I'll pull the trigger Then I'll laugh when your body hits the cold hard ground Think Again/me Suddenly I don't feel so small Or is it that I know your dead Sorry i wasn't there to catch your fall I had better things to do So think again when you decide to call I wont be there at all I'm happier now you're gone Cause I know I'll be here for another day Not Here...Another day/me What are you looking for I'm no longer here So leave a message Like the one I'm telling you Don't come back and expect Because you're my perfect little defect So go away and don't come back another day Wake Up/me She was only fifteen And ready to die So I sighed and said Now you can wake up Breaking Rivers and Crying Bridges/me So cry me that river you are dying to cry And break me that bridge you are dying to break Cause I don't care if you've been waiting I only care when you leave Cause then I'll be free Yea it sux I know...lol Robyn |
| Wednesday, November 19th, 2003 |
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hey Im in school...7th period keyboarding... Damn Kevin got kickd out of chambers...me and ackie are bummed...damn I HATE JAKE..he is so annoying...lol I'll write more wehn I get home gtg Later Robyn |
| Monday, November 17th, 2003 |
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1. first name- Robyn 2. middle name- Leigh 3. last name- nope sry not gettin that one 4. nicknames- rob, robbie, raunchi robbi, jynx, cupcake....alot more 5. gender- girl 6. age- and that one isnt going to be said either!...:-p 7. birthday- March 20 8. height- 5''2 9. weight- fuck you 10. hair color- might brown with some blonde, and my roots are growing in which are dark brown but it looks black...lol 11. eye color- green 12. ethnicity- russian, austrian yea....lol 13. glasses- nope i've gots 20/15 vision baby! 14. contacts- nope 15. braces- not anymore biotch! but i havent had em for awhile no...lol 16. hair short or long- a tad bit shorter than shoulder length 17. you were born- Maimonidies Hospital in Bklyn 18. you now live- nhp..unfortunatley 19. astrology sign- pisces..which is why im so emotional all the time 20. chinese zodiac sign- uhh...snake i think 21. nationality- American/Isreali cause us Jews are already citizens of Isreal biotch! dual citizenship....lmfao 22. bad habits- too many to list..lol 23. piercings- two holes in both ears hopefully I'll get my eyebrow done 24. tatoos- no, don't want em and am not allowed to get it FAMILY 25. mother's name- Ma mere 26. father's name- Padre 27. brother's name- A brother? I have a brother? 28. sister's name- Hayley 29. favorite aunt- I dun really like my mom's side and as for my dad's side...well we wont get into that....... 30. favorite uncle- probably Uncle Mark or Uncle Glen cause I dun like my moms side 31. favorite grandparent- Papa Stan- Rest In Peace 32. worst relative- probably everyone on my mom's side...cant you tell I'm a daddy's girl?...lmao 33. best relative- Everyone on my dad's side...hehe 34. best family memory- I don't have one....and prob never will 35. do you get along with your parents- Ma mere...depends on our moods and Padre I always get along with him. 36. does anyone in your family understand you- PADRE!!! and Hayley ONLY sometimes Pets 37.do you have any pets- yesum 38. names- Harry 39. type of animals- bunny! 40. if you don't have a pet, why don't you have one- um this question will be replaced by this one: 41-Have You Ever Had Any Other Pets Then Mentioned Up Above- yep School 42. Are You Still In School: Unfortunatley 43. Did You Drop Out: No and sry I didn't 44. Current/Supposive Grade: NOPE! Cuase then you'll know my age! na na na na na na! 45. Favorite Grade: Is that a trick question? 46. Favorite Teacher: Ms. Kosmij...but I also loved my old fourth grade teacher Ms. Berke 47. Worst Teacher: DEMBECK! OMG I WANT TO KILL HIM! 48. Favorite Subject: Probably Art and Chorus(even tho Mckinnon is so retarded) 49. Worst Subject: MATH no doubt about that one 50. Do/Did You Buy Lunch Or Bring Lunch: Starting tomorrow I am bringing lunch cause they gave me no lunch period 51. School Sports: trying out for Softball in the spring 52. School Activities: STAGE CREW! I love those motherfuckers...hehe, Chariot, Chamber Singers, and National Honor Society. 53. Popular Or What: I have a shitload of friends and aquiantences so I guess you can say im popular. 54. Favorite Dance: and this has to do with school why? 55. Favorite Memory: from school? hahah yea right 56. Worst Memory: everyday 57. Worst Dance: again why does this pertain to school? 58. Most Humiliating Moment: I dont remember FAVORITES 59. Number: 20 60. Clothing Brand: Dogpile, Tripp NYC, uhm...or anything I like 61. Shoes: converse but now they are turning ghetto cause nike bought them but I also like my vans. 62. Saying: Your mom...lol 63. TV Show: Degrassi, Radio Free Roscoe, Tastemaker(if its a good one), watching music videos, SNL 64. Sport: Baseball 65.Vegetable: uhm...I dunno? 66. Fruit- same as b4 67. Movie- Animal House! Oh mom that movie is great! All the Beatle movies, yea...lol 68. Magazine- Alternative Press..oh yea....hehe 69. Soap- hmm...I'd have to say the one...WTF...why would I have a favorite soap?! 70. Actress- Audrey Hepburn, Molly Ringwald, Doris Day, Lucille Ball...etc. 71. Candy- Those vanilla tootsie rolls and the chupa chup ice cream lollipops..oh mom! 72. Gum- Orbit Wintermint...always gotta have that 73. Scent- Metro by BCBG Max Azria 74. Candy Bar- Three Musketters! 75. Ice Cream Flavor- Cookie Dough...cause I'm always upset...lol 76. Color- Black, red, white 76. Season- Summer 77. Holiday- Chanukkah biotch! 78. Band- Rancid, The Distillers, The Beatles, No Doubt, anything punk... 79. Singer- I love Gwen Stefani From No doubt, Brody Dalle from The Distillers, and Agent M from Tsunami Bomb?does that count? 80. Group- The Beatles...def. 81. Type of music- Punk, Ska, Oldies and yes some old 40's music...hehe 82. Fast song- Most of the songs I listen to...hehe 83. Slow song- Probably most of the slower Beatles songs, or Coldplay or The Cure 84. Thing in your room- My three guitars, my CDs, and my pictures of my fav bands. 85. place to be- NYC baby! I love it! 86. radio station- KROCK...sometimes 87. tv channel- Fuse....eh not much TV. 88. Junk food- anything I feel like 89. Overall food- I dunno...lol 90. store- Trash and Vaudeville in NYC 91. Shoe brand- converse and Vans. 92. fast food place- Taco Bell! haha 93. resturaunt- 12th Street Bar and Grill in Prospect Park, Bklyn. 94. shape- why? 95. time of day- Nightime 96. country- I really haven't given that thought 97. state- NY because its te best...lol 98. boy's name- I dunno..lol 99. girls name- Brodie, Alaina...yea 100. mall- a mall?...lol 101. video game- eh I'm not into that stuff 102. shampoo- shampoo....one that cleans ma haurrr! 103. board game- I used to have this board game that was like take a trip around NYC and it was cool. 104. computer game- The Sims...oh yea 105. car- 1955 Corvette or the 2003 Ford Thunderbird 106. music video- Anything by: Rancid, The Distillers, or a band that I like but isn't overplayed... 107. swear word- and form or Fuck! 108. word- uhm.... 109. month- March or June 110. cartoon- South Park, Clone High!, Invader Zim 111. Song of all time- I dont have one really 112. scary movie- Pyscho the old one...hehe 113. team- The Mets...die hard fan biotch! 114. posession- wow...umm My three guitars, my CDs, my CD player. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING TO COME TO MIND WHEN YOU HEAR 115. eminem- Shit from the ground 116. britney spears- Slut 117. nsync- Queer Eye for the Strait Guy in boyband form. 118. real world- nothing like the show 119. orange- marmalade...Id ont know why 120. choice- mine 121. fuck- er 122. bisexual- dual citizenship...lol 123. black- Jack 124. icq- ;kjnipfebn? 125. insane clown posse- conspiricy 126. linkin park- Abe Lincoln 127. Jack- Black 128. rainbow- bright 129. cherry- soda 130. cucumber- melon 131. shark- bite 132. lifehouse- my ass on a bad day kind of band 133. bat- MY ICON! 134. leather- kinky stuff 135. whip- cream 136. america- what? 137. water- faucet 138. volcano- o0o0o scary! THIS OR THAT 139. rock or rap- rock...yea like i'd listen to rap...lmao 140. pop or rap- you've got to be kidding me 141. rap and r&b- ok ok ok...i'll admit R&B is pretty cool 142. rock or metal- rock..metal is too bleh... 143. linkin park or limp bizket- linkin park def cause lim bizket makes me wanna stick a fork in my head. 144. tool or korn- tool 145. selena or j.lo- selena cause well she's alright 146. hot or cold- depends...probably hot I dunno 147. winter or summer- summer b/c I love SFY but recently I've been liking winter cause I looove my friends. 148. fall or spring- spring but like late spring. 149. shakira or britney- shakira cause I like her skirt in her Tango video thing 150. icp or eminem- wow thats easy.....NONE! 151. marilyn manson or rob zombie- I'd havew to go with Marylin Manson cause I saw him on an interview with MTV awhile back and I have to say the man is really smart. 152. kittie or garbage- garbage by far Shirly Manson is so awesome 153. mtv or vh1- VH1 cause they have "I love the 80's strikes back" which is soooooo fucking awesome. 154. buffy or angel- Neither... 155. dawson's creek or gilmore girls- I used to watch gilmore girls and always refused to watch dawson so I'd have to go with gilmore girls...... Yep thats ma borin life....lol  which groupmember are you?  You are the Colored eye. You are different and dont give a dam wut other people think or say about you.. your independent n sexy. Good for u! The type of pain ur eyes behold brought to you by Quizilla Yea so there you have it......lol I just saw my padre a little while ago. He dropped by to say Hi. Oh yea me and Ackie got in trouble with MR. Evans after chambers ended cause we were dancing for Jenna...hehe. Also I was just thinking that Stro is so adorable. I was getting a drink from the lunchroom and he like right there when I was walking in and so he opened his arms and hugged me. I wasn't quite expecting that....lmao. Then he was hanging on me and then Kevin came cause Stro needed a ride to his house. Stro is lucky he's at the Thrice/Thursday/Coheed and Cambria show at Irving Plaza right now. I kinda like Thursday...god damn....I knew I was gonna start liking hose god damn hardcore bands once i started hanging with everyone.....thats what happens when you are the only punk in a hardcore group.....lmfao. I'm exclamation point and I say FUCK YOU!!! Robyn |
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Well all you motherfuckers! How ya doin?.............. My day? It was alright. I got up reeeeeeal early..like the asscrack of dawn. Why? So I could have breakfast...yes Breakfast...lol Then I got to school really early and just hung with Stro. He's a good kid....and a hot one too...lol Yea then Hayley walked by and then Stro was like woah! YOu're both like here. lol. Then Steph and Letitzia came down and they were like Robyn! What are you doing with Stro!? So stro was like yea...we're together...lol. Then ppl came and then school started and stuff. I had to take a pic for Stage crew and as I was walking down the hallway I heard my name and it was Desiree and so we walked to the picture. Then we took it and stuff and I actually got a heads up on a stage crew meeting. I always get told that there is a meeting right when I walk out the door and I hate that cause ppl ask me if there is and I either say no or I dont know then after I tell them I find out there is and then its like ya know...I dunno...lol. Today was the first time I ever bought lunch from home. And I liked it. Oh yea....I'm really hyper cause I actually had breakfast and now I'm all energized and stuff. Yea so tomorrow we are taking down the set for stage crew and yea. I painted it and stuff. lol. I think Frank asked me on a "date" cause there is this toga/keg party this weekend and I was like I dont wanna go so then after chorus I'm at my locker and Frank comes up to me and was like do you wanna come with me to the party? And I'm like Ugh I dont wanna go, I dont wanna wear a toga. So he's like come on please come I want you to and all that stuff so i'm like I'll think about it. I really don't wanna go. Cause yea...I dont wanna wear a toga and right now I dont wanna be surrounded by alcohol I'm trying to get over my binge drinking. I'm horrible yes I know. I think someone hates me. I dont wanna say anything cause I dont know...but I have the feeling that someone hates me........... I'm exclamation point and I say FUCK YOU! (haha like radio free rosco with question mark...lol) Robyn |
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WOW!!! Guess who actually came on! Eric! He said that he couldn't call me becuase he was away upstate for a "family emergency" thats why he hasn't been on............I dont have the balls to break up with him....but i still consider myself single so yea.....lol I'm really horrible.... I had a "talk" with padre last night. It was big, I cried, I laughed...I give it a two thumbs up...lol...No but like it was about stuff. looks like i have nothing interesting to say.......... LAter Robyn |
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Blurty for Borderline On Insanity.
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peaceful.
crappy.
sick.
accomplished.
contemplative.
bored.
happy.
mellow.
energetic.
annoyed.