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(Quick note on this entry...This is from my regular journal. I write in it when I don't have Blurty or if I'm in school. I wrote this the second I got home. By the way, my body is so bruised from the mosh pit, it's not funny. I love it. I would so do it again.)
Too tired to write...Obviously I didn't meet them. BUT!
During 'Hold On', I cried. It was just too much. Benji said somthing really touching before the song. It was along the line of "This is the only time I'm going to be serious tonight, I promise. But, suicide has effected everyone in this band, and I don't want it to effect you guys. So, remeber, things WILL get better. Remember that." (Actually, I think that's exactly what he said...) But, what he said really got to me. It made me think. Because, you guys know what I've been going through. Benji just hit it on the nail with the way he said it, and it felt like he was talking to me. Weird. So, as the song was playing, I pushed my way to the front. I HAD to see them play this song. I didn't even realize that I was crying UNTIL Joel stopped in front of me, kneeled down, and looked me right in the eyes as he was singing. I was in heaven. He reached down (during the second verse) and brushed some tears from my face, and smiled at me as he got up. But, he didn't move. He stayed standing right in front of me. When he sang the chorus, he held his hands out to me. I loved it....
I even had a little experiance with Benji. During 'Riot Girl', I fell and a bunch of little teenies fell on me. They started cussing ME out. So, that pissed me off and I started raging. I was screaming: "You little motherfucking posers!" and other things I shall not repeat. I made them cry. I loved it. That sounds so mean, but they were getting on my nerves. They had been acting like it was a Nsync concert or something. But, I looked up at the stage after they ran off crying, and caught Benji's eye. He was laughing. At the end of the song, he gave me a thumbs up. Funny...He even recognized me later. When he was signing autographs for a bunch of screaming, crying teenies, he same me and rolled his eyes at the teenies. We shared a smile. He kept motioning his head for me to come up there, but the damn teenies wouldn't move, and I couldn't even breathe barely. But, his bodyguard made him leave before I had to do something drastic. As he was leaving, he threw me a peace sign and a wink, saying over the teenies: "See ya later, Riot Girl!" I was floored. All the teenies turned to glare at me. I just smiled and sauntered off to go meet The Disasters. (Who I got autographs from. I got them to sign my journal, and the lead singer, I think his name is Roger...can't read it that well, read my journal before I could stop him. Kinda embarrassing. He was like, "Deep." HAHAHAHAHA...If he only knew. ^_~)
Yes, that was my concert experiance. No MxPx...*sigh*...But, it still rocked. The Disasters were first. Nobody knew who they were, but it was okay, I loved them. Less Than Jake was next. THEY KICKED ASS. I mean it. I was so close to them, I have no idea how. I was like front row the whole concert. After Less Than Jake, they stopped to set up for New Found Glory. I went to the bathroom and got sick. I guess I got over-heated. It wasn't pretty. Well, as I was walking out, I heard the intro to "Lifestyles". GC was next and nobody knew it. So, I hightailed it to the pit, and I had missed the song. That's okay...That song was getting on my nerves anyway. "The Story of My Old Man" was next. Then they sang "East Coast Anthem", "Little Things" (perfect...when Joel talks about his dad leaving him and he says 'Dick!' in the song, everyone screamed "DICK!" at the same time, he looked surprised.), "Wondering" (I made my way to the front at this song.), "Riot Girl", "Hold On", "Waldorf Worldwide", "My Bloody Valentine" (which was awesome the way Joel sang it. He was holding his hands out like he really did do something, and looked really pitiful.), "The Young and The Hopeless" (when Joel sang the second verse, he was right in my area, so I got a great look at his face when he sang it. There's so much emotion in that verse, I've always wanted to see him sing it live.), "Anthem"...and I think I'm forgetting some...I don't know....Ah, well. That's all I can remember. New Found Glory was last. I didn't get to see their first songs, I was too busy visiting with The Disasters, getting crushed by teenies, and getting called a 'riot girl' by Benji. I didn't mind, though.
Ok...I'm going to respond to comments tomorrow, if I can...I already wasted time writing this. So, I'll talk to you guys later!
True Story,
Stephanie, also known as Riot Girl, who is still in shock that he actually called her that....and that Joel touched her face.
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