::..d.o.n.a.l.d.z..p.i.e.c.e..::'s Blurty

Subject:	ouchy...
Time:	11:55 am.
Mood:	groggy.
Music:	ryan cabrera- true.

wow... my life is the worst- and its only getting worse and worse... donald's parents say that they want him to wrestle for another town.. well, what am i supposed to say to that? i was going to go to another school because rahway education sucks.. but donald said not to... so then i didn't... but what am i supposed to say to that now? shouldi just sit back and say nothing, or should i tell him i can't live without him being in the same school as me... i dunno what to do.. should i say something, or be quiet? like yesterday, i got so upset when he told me and my mom... like i know wrestling is important, but i didn't go to another school for my grades b/c i didn't want to leave him... arg! wut to do??? I love him so much.. but yesterday i couldn't say it, b/c i know if i did i would have broke down in tears.. BLAH!! i'm sick.. i'ma go......\
~*~stay tuned~*~

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Subject:	ahh- i feel so DaMn GIRLIE!
Time:	9:29 am.
Mood:	annoyed.
Music:	echo- trapt.

uhg. chris and i made a bet, and i lost.. my "punishment" was to dress GIRLIE.. so i did... so yea.. its sucks.. AHH!! anyway, social lofe isnt exactly at its best.. im "grounded" b/c my friends aren't "respectful" WHATEVER!!!~ I got a new puppy. her name is princess... she's a baby rottweiler.. SO PRECIOUS!! anyway, I'ma go for a while... l8er.. lyl.. *i'm gone*

333~*~crystal marie~*~333 one

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Subject:	ah... *<3 "LoVe"
Time:	9:05 am.
Mood:	enthralled.
Music:	toybox- best friend.

well well well... i was talking to paula on the phone yesterdayu, and we called "X-Man" on three way. OMG!! if that was not the SEXIEST voice I have ever heard in my entire life, then I think my ears are playing tricks on me. He was so nice, and so funny, and so AHHHH!!!! I want one. I get to meet him today, b/c he's going for his license, and if he gets it, he's coming to rahway.. so I HOPE he gets it so I can meeet my "dream guy"
..cough cough.. LOL... but seriously, he seems like an awesome person..... so yeaaAaaaa.. YAY Paula!!! ONE WEEK yesterday!!! wooh... kelly wasn't here yesterday.. ..::boohoo::.. I NEEDED to talk to her.. o wellz.. anyway.. I'M GETTING A PUPPY!!!! "roxy" i named her.. :) so yea.. I'm finally getting out of the god forsaken house on friday.. mall with paula.. :) so yea.. I'm gonna go.. w/m l8er.. LYL... 333
~*~CrYsTaL eVa MaRiE~*~

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Subject:	happy fuckin new year!
Time:	1:05 pm.
Mood:	indescribable.
Music:	papa roach- last resort.

wow.. a whole year has gone by, and my life has seemingly only gotten worse.
hah.. let me act like thats a first!at least i'm not possibly pregnant and trying to kill myself.... YAWN! anyway, break has sucked!!!!
lil old *whats his face*
is SERIOUSLY on my last nerve, alyse has lied to me like to no end. me and mike are becoming much more distant b/c of nicole,
nicole is jealous of my friendship with mike, i haven't chilled wit paula for like a week, i've been lied to like a
piece of uneeded shit, i spent new years eve piss drunk in my room ALONE crying b/c i couldn't accept the fact that i'm
a total screwup and my (let me quote this) "friends" (not counting paula) don't give a shit about how they make me feel. and
jesus fucking christ, i miss my two bros and my sister!!!!!!! uhg.. then there's the fact that i give the hell up on guys.
they are all lying sacks of shit, and hey if ur a guy, and ur NOT a lying sack of shit that needs to grow up, let me know...
AHHH!!!!!! someone kill me. ooOoo i almost forgot, I got chris fucking up my ass thinking we're b/gf all b/c we went out THREE times...
i coulda sworn i told him that I DIDN'T WANNA DATE HIM!!!!! ..::stupid boy::.. DUDE, get over it, YOUR GAY!!!! i hafta go finish
reading this damn book for english- its actually a pretty okay book, but i'm just tired of it- im just tired of life...
HAPPY FUCKIN NEW YEAR!
333 ~*~crystal~*~ 333

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Subject:	blahhh
Time:	12:23 pm.
Mood:	hopeful.
Music:	last train home- lost profits.

elvis is really makin me upset.. dude y the hell ru gna go and have a gf and be all like yea.. i duno.. i like david.. (frosh) but his friend likes me and omg dude.. hookups are the best.. woohoo... lol.. sh! anyway, me and kristie r gna go do shyt.. john is herre too... but yea.. who cares.. jp... y ru reading my entry john? sum1 has NO LIFE!!! juss playin.. l8er

lyl
333

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Subject:	..arhg..
Time:	4:38 pm.
Mood:	crushed.
Music:	sick transit gloria- brand new.

i dont even know why i try anymore....how can someone judge someone else on their FIRST IMPRESSION.......everything that i do is seemingly wrong to everyone, and i just can’t take it anymore. ppl expect WAY too much of me, and i just can’t give everyone exactly what they want.. me and joe- 1&1/2 months.. umm yeaaaaaaa..... i duno.. i cant take the pressure of being in a relationship on top of all the other shit thats going on.. i truly do love him, but at the same time i don’t thing im good enuf to have a bf who actually likes me back.... im so friggen confused.. and other ppl tell me shit that i personally could have really used in the end of october!!!! i screw everyone’s life up, and im sick and tired of all the drama i cause..... so i GIVE THE HELL UP!!!!!!! things were so much easier before i was born.....
i miss ppl from my past, and i wish i could just get everything back to how it was last year.. i want a break from EVERYTHING at this point...... **no love, crystal...**

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Subject:	lost
Time:	8:57 am.
Mood:	quixotic.
Music:	genitalia.

im here- lost in my thoughts... i duno.. LIFE.. ive *banned* certain ppl from my life who i tend to believe (now) that i shuld have kept in, b/c i miss them and miss wut we had, and at this point in timei wish that they were back... i love certain ppl, but yet i miss others dearly.. i want my life to go back to the way it was, the way it used to be when things made sense...
~*~-Die for love-
I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl on his lap
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to mother was said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave Dig it deep
Dig my grave From head to feet
And on the top place a dove
And remember this, I died for love…. ~*~

BLAHHHHH..... i want to be with my joey, but he's not here, and i think that im guna cry.. i burned my arm, and it hurt REAL bad... mike nd johnny came over yesterday.. its all mike's fault that i burnt myself, i think that i shuld kill him now.. sry nicole-it's gotta be dun.. muahahahahaha!!!!! lol, j/k.. but seriously, i gotta give props to donald b/c he sed sum stuff to me yesterday while i was *stressin* that did make sum sense and helped me out a bit soOo yeaaaaA.... me nd him are *getting along*.. heh.. well, ima go now..
~*~y do i always end up thinkin of u,
your voice your smile,everything you do
at 1st i thought this would never work out,
i thought we would never last, without a doubt,
but i think i m starting to c what no 1 else could that it seemed,
no1 else would, we r perfect 4 each other,
without a doubt, and this time it really will work out ~*~

~*~I wish upon a star
that no matter how far apart we are
you will find me and you will see
How perfect are we
I wish that
if for some reason my wishes dont come true
That another person out there is wishing for me..
hopefully that person is you. ~*~

~*~~*~

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Subject:	well well well
Time:	9:38 am.
Mood:	alone.
Music:	way away- yellowcard.

yea... sitting here in graphic arts being bored to shit!!!!!! AHH!!!! me and donald have actuallly been getting along lately.. joe went camping this weekend.. i went to the youth group sleepover and sat i went to a party wit the family in piscattaway.. man o man was it off the hook.. heh.. ik swear im innocent!!!! LOL... nywayz, I finally finished my notepads.. its soooOoooo cute!!! woohoo.. nyz, I MISH my joey LOTS and LOTS and LOTS!!!!!!!! but its all good.. thursday im goin to a football game-homecoming- wit lindsey, she's up for queen.. O YEA!! then we r going to her house for dinner.... o yea.. well, bell's gna ring soon, I guess I'll w/m l8er... LOVE U LOTS and LOTS!! i miss my joey!!! ***david has sexii abs- o babii!! lol***o yea, paula, we WILL think of something to do about the *prob* I LOVE U JOEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! l8er... 333

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Subject:	ahh
Time:	9:38 am.
Mood:	horny.
Music:	missing you.

The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could say the save the world, like I was super girl
The real me is to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded life got so complicated
I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Now that I'm with you
You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke just meant for us to know
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me
Cuz I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Come and take me
Love you save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself
With you
With you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now (Baby as I do now)
Now that I'm with you

~*~*~I love u joe.... hehehe.. per 4 is boring.. and i mish my joey lots nd lots.... boohoohoo.. nyway yea.. ppl i kno r serious deusch bags, but others r awesome- i printed my notepad, shuld finish it tomoro.. cant wait to show certain ppl.. my report card is gna suk i gotta 70 in english! O NO./. well, im gna go.. 17 days till bobby!!! lol katie.. SEAN GOT HIS LICENSE!! woo hooooooo/// lo9l paual// ~love always~ LYL 333 l8er

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Subject:	AHHHHH
Time:	9:41 am.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	get low- thnx to katie.. hehe.. pd 4 4eva.. lol.

graphic arts is boring- fir drills suk, and life is CRAZY!!1 its joe's birthday today!!!! o yea- my bf is FINALLY 15!!! woo hoo.. nyz, *ppl* have seriously got to stop lying b/c if they don't, its gna come bak to bite them in the ass l8r.. ::cough cough:: katie is my bestest friend.. shh she's next to me.. LOL.. i MISH my joey.... :( boo hoo.. I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!! hehe.. ~*~crystal nd joey 10/29/03~*~ <3<3<3.... im done.. w/m l8r.. LYL.. 333

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Subject:	o yea
Time:	7:23 pm.
Mood:	chipper.
Music:	yellowcard- way away.

the bday ball was yesterday.. o boi did it rock.. the beginning of the night had a few problems, but once *ppl* told me what was going on it was all good... ...cough cough joe cough cough... nyway, the last dance was probably the best ive gotta say.. plus. i was nice and tried to make *sum ppl* feel better when they were upset... see, i dont comletely hate evryone.. lol.. so yea.. now ppl know... heehee... 333joe333 lol-if u read this- i still feel bad, but u know my whole deal with u, and half the stuff ive sed to u was completely meant, and i have more to say too, whenever u wna listen... still on a mission to break it... hope so... lol.. im not slow, just not fast... sry ur nite sucked linz, u kno i love ya.... happy bday adrienne.. glad u enjoyed it.. o yea o yea.. glitter glitter.. mike itll be okaii.. i still luv ya... hehe.. well.. ima go now.. movies at 8.45.... o yea.. either matrix 3 or sumtnin else.. prolly matrix, but i wna c that wit joe............................ l8er.. LYL.....333

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Subject:	ahh!
Time:	9:32 am.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	darkness- i believe in a thing called love.

okaii, seriously life is just really amazing to me.. how the hell can sum ppl be so goddamn stupid to the point where like u just wna cry... i duno.. rents got into a fight.. its all good, ive learned npot to care that much anymore.. i have sum serious feelings for **sumone** and hopefully they truly have them bak and arent just saying they do like *sum other ppl did*.. i hope that this relationship actually works b/c im tired of failed ones, and i really like him.. so yea..well ima stop now b/c i think that i may have sed too much.. w/m l8er...
~*~the one i see b4 my eyes is the one i choose to love at no cost, no surprise.....*~*

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Subject:	AH!
Time:	3:03 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	no doubt.. like family.

AHH!! Halloween was fucking awesome..... me, paula, joe, and sean had SO MUCH fun!!!
ahaha!! too fun.. oya.. [for once] we were a little hyper i wuld say..
mike n macarena were wit us too, but then they left... "guys my feet hurt! sumbody
carry me! damn boots!" he he ha ha.. sry ive been in a VERY good.happy mood
lately.. lol.. paula, joe, nd sean.. ahaha! i win.. life DOES get better..
O YEA!!!!! M\ATCHMAKER MATCHMAKER MAKE ME A MATCH..\FIND ME A FIND.. CATCH ME A CATCH!\ <-see
wut u did joe?!?! thnx for being DUMB!!!!!! lol... j/k..
bench? wut? porch? huh? lets run ahead!!!!! o ya..well, im gna go... L8ER!!!!! lyl....

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Subject:	AH!
Time:	3:03 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	no doubt.. like family.

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