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Monday, August 23rd, 2004

Subject: 1.07am august 20th Time: 11:53 pm. Mood: pessimistic.

blurty has been v laggin, so I’ll post my blog lata…well, haven been bloggin for v long. It has gotta to do with the tiredness that is overwhelmin mi. hehe. Last wkend had been quite fun. We celebrated sengster’s 20th burfdae with him at chinablack on fri. Long, brain and sheng came along as well. It was sheng’s 19th burfdae on fri, but too bad, he left quite early. (or was it that I came too late?? =p ) licia didn’t come though, her wrk for sum banquet ended quite late, so she can’t make it. But jason, dal, mitch and kev managed to come! So nice. It’s been quite a while since I last saw dem. Not kev & mitch though. dey had been visiting mi at my wrkplace. Tok sum photo at chinablack. Mi and rol befor gg in. the trio at chinablack finally I getta tk a pic w Long mi and my beloved bradda Kev mi and Ling mi and burfdae-boy-tryin-not-to-show-his-big-head-Sengster went to jeanne’s chalet on sat. did sum bbq-ing but no pics though. hehe. been doin sum catchin up w frenz lately, quite happy that dey hav been fine. Oh ya. My almost-recovered right toe’s a bit swollen and my bone’s a bit painful. Wonder why. Tink I would go for a x-ray asap when I got the money. My nothin-happened left foot my toe-swollened-with-a-scar right foot difference??? Haiz. Nitta buck up on my vocal controls and techniques le. Todae’s lesson got “buah” until quite jialat... actually I didn’t get fried la... I jus didn’t reach my own expectations. *gan cheongz* hehe. I will do better!! Haha. Bed time.!

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Subject: august 2 4pm Time: 1:19 am. Mood: lethargic. Music: renaissance - revelation.

how's evrybody's wkend? mine was a rather unexpectedly one, especially sat nite. due to my late knockin off hrs, i wasn't able to join my usual clubbin kakis at chinablack for qiling's burfdae celebration. i didn't wanna waste my "mints" on the entrance fee as i was planning to tk off early due to the fact that i'm gonna face a long wk ahead wrkin full time. had free invites to zouk aniwae so i had my two other frenz to join mi at the party, but little did i expect i had frenz "waiting" for mi to had fun w dem. saw quite a number of familiar faces der, my own frenz as well as 'neighhbours' at FEP. so the crowd was great and the music too. didn't spend alot on drinks as i was given treats at such a happy occasion. though it was rather a pity that i hav to leave when the party was at its climax, i was a lil behind my schedule. hehe. met up w raymond yestie, when he was havin another "creature" tattooed on his right calf at the neighbour's. the fact that evn such a big man shudders as the needles eats into ur skin, probes mi, why would ppl pay to endure the agony, for some hrs of it. my thought for a pretty lil sumting on my body shakened. hehe. i'm the kinda person that fears physical pain. finally finished the order of the phoenix. the story was less anticipated than i expected. i wasn't quite convinced at the part whereby Sirius Black died. the whole story was a lil slow in pace, but i'm quite hopeful abt the sixth book. aniwae, i'm not tkin it too hard. its jus a storybook. haha. happie burfdae, Qiling! stay happie alwaes!

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Subject: family feast. Time: 2:08 am. Mood: full. Music: the fan blowing..

though it wasn't ani special occasion, we went to bedok 85 to have dinner tis evenin. its been a while since we had such a family feast. we met up with mummy str8 aft her wrk when it ended at 5pm with OT. all three of us, my younger bro Alvin, daddy and i were so hungry while waiting for mummy to arrive. our hungry faces. finally, mummy arrived and we took orders for our feast. fried calamari rings with belachan, one of our favourites. *yumz* we ended the feast with sum barbequed chicken wings and headed for the bus ride home. i bought tis cute lil pinky polka dots handphone "sock" last sundae when i went to west mall to catch f.i.r. hehe. have a good nite evrybody~! (*,+")

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Subject: boring saturdae?? Time: 2:38 am. Mood: blank. Music: z.chen & chen yi xuan - so far away.

by far, tis is the most boring saturdae i eva had in my life. was in town alone.... and by 5.30pm i had run outta places to go. decided to buy my desired bag todae, but Yani wasn't wrkin. so went to shop to hangout instead. E lil boy frm e salon nxt dae was so happy to see tt he bullied mi again todae. *sobs* he Pinch~ my face....until i demanded tt he stop if not i wun be tokin to him again. hiaks. jus befor closin tym, qiling & licia came to luk for us. business is better for todae. haiz. sales' so stagnent this few daes. hope tings will get betta nxt wk. wat can i get frm hk which i can hardly get frm sg?? ani suggestion? darlink blur & rol came to luk for mi yestie! its been so~ long tt i met up w my darlink!!! den we went to the food festival opp. centrepoint to hav our supper befor heading hm. nice. i muz realli find time to mit up w her. wee* i'm gg to see f.i.r. tom!! rock rulz! hello! licia...hehe....muz gimme comments k~!

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Subject: pictures time! Time: 3:52 am. Mood: chipper.

girls' outin to sentosa beach on June 18 mi & rol my bestie LiCia & LinG~! & of cuz... how can i forget?? my bro & his new hair cut!! a new life. i mean no life... =p my new hair color. & new hair cut! last but not least, last nite's clubbin! e pal who noes mi best! rol&mi mi drunk? of cuz not!

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Subject: 17july 9.37pm Time: 3:04 am. Mood: sleepy.

i'm bloggin at my wrkin place now. cross hybrid far east plaza. well, tis is e firz tym i brought my lappie to wrk. thot of watchin f.i.r.'s concert while wrkin...but e concert's in rmv format & i dun hav e real player program in my lappie. argh.guess i gotta wait again. reached hm at abt 4 last nite. went clubbin with e girls again, but without licia tis tym cuz she has sch e nxt mornin. maths class. *wee* we went hm befor chinablack call it e nite. feeling all sweaty, we practically draggggg our sore legs. *yawnz* hope to get hm early... business' not bad todae. though tops were e onli ting i'm sellin todae, but i managed to hit e regular sales target.(corporate secret, i can't reveal e amount) =p feelin abit flip flop in e stomach, i hope i'm not havin sum serious gastric probs. i'm not been feelin well for abt a week. haha. while i'm bloggin, neighbours kip cumin in to ask abt my lappie n wat i'm doin w it. "watchin RA?" one asked. LOL. guess i'm realli used to wrkin here alredi. able to crack a lil jokes w em. tis is gd, as i'll be strtin full tym here in august. to be able to pay for my singin courses & other stuffs. yea. i managed to scraped thru. apparently i was showin "attitude" to my producer. wateva. guessed i'll jus hav to kip a watch out nxt tym. closin tym.

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Subject: so penny! Time: 1:42 am. Mood: thoughtful.

oh my god! i saw penny yesterday! sorry. for those who don't know who penny is, she's dai pei ni, a young talented composer/singer frm m'sia. one of my fav. since she's been in the taiwan music industry. petite but cool, she smiled to me n walked out of 7-11 far east plaza when i was queuein to pay for my coffee. i dunno wat came ovr mi but i jus followed her out of e store n to e taxi stand nearby whr her assistant was waitin for her. dey got into a cab n off to their desired destination. n mi. i jus had tis sudden urge to scream. haha. lucky for my fren. she mananged to went for her performances at a shoppin centre n poly. i seriously hope i'm able to acheive her success & work my way towards wat i desire. as i jus had my vocal test last wed, i was told by my sch's producer tt i'm able to do it if i work hard enuf. god bless mi! happie burfdae to licia! not tt i noe she'll be readin or not. but aniwae, hope she reali had a great tym tis yr.

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Subject: here i am. Time: 1:24 am. Mood: happy. Music: Nina Sky feat. Jabba - move ur body.

finally!! tis song has been playin in my "mp3" for daesssss!!! & my daR-LinG saved mi! she has e song & sent it to me!!! *wee* so excited! its my vocals exam tom.... hope i dun get nervous & mess tings up. *sobz* den aft examz can mit Jess for prata!!! wahahaha! so happy! Jess' in town!! hasn't changed a bit. still as corny as eva. haha. betta not let her see tis if not i'll die. she'll jus scream "AUNTIE!!" at mi. haha. she & her "auntie". i jus trimmed my hair tis aftnn. & i got it dyed black last fri. jet black. sorry guys. will upload e pic of my new hairstyle lata....hehe. den aft tuition, i went to mit up w my "long-lost" frenz. guys tt were too busy w their soccer & girlfrens to mit up w mi & my girls. *hmp* but it was fun though. dey were still as lame as eva. & great suckers. hazardly smokes ard me. *pukes* ohh! i din manged to tk pics w dem cuz my stupid hp's gg low batt soon again... but its ok...we'll be mitin up soon.... alritey! i'll be able to dance again!! my toe's ok now...though not as agile as e past. dun worry guys. i'm feelin all betta. thanks to e concerns & laughters given to mi. *great smilez*

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Subject: tomorrow.....is just another dae. Time: 1:31 am. Mood: listless. Music: 3 doors down - here without u.

so sick. i'v been tired but just can't get into slp. heard tt alex's mum's still in coma....hope evryting will turned out fine. when he's back, i'll be able to hear wat he has to sae. e atmosphere still seems so tensed. i'm at my wits' end. e last ting i need is to hav ppl kip buggin mi. i tink i'm letting go... of wateva tings tt r beyond my control. coincidents r for those who did their bests. i oredi hav those who loved mi deeply, though i dun mit up w dem often. hope rol had a great burfdae. with whoeva she spent her tym with. ling & bravo were gd too. my beliefs tt tings will turned out how it meant to be evntually. i nitta go to bed....tired....

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Subject: tired. Time: 1:43 am. Mood: listless. Music: still of the night.

spirits weren't high e whole dae due to e lack of slp. been at DT's hse for a lil' hsewarmin party tt turned out to be a meetin of recapturing the "truth". feeling a lil' sorry, tt it hasn't been the most wonderful tym for sumone to hav at ani party. it turned out to be lowering morales & tings weren't quite well done. tings at alex's side weren't gd as well. hope tt his prayers will call out to God. e strength of love is owaes great, i guess.

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Subject: i am here. Time: 2:22 am. Mood: lethargic. Music: e sound of e fan blowing.

it's been a long tym since i update my bloggie. my internet connection is finally back. i did blog & save it in my lappie for e past few wks, but der was a lil' problem when i was tryin to transfer my files back to my pc & i didn't hav ani backups for e bloggies. too bad. =p tings were a lil' tense for mi these few daes. i'v quite alot in my plate, but i tink i managed. tings tt were within my own control were not steered off pace. tings tt were not? well, i guess i did my best to do wat i can. the last ting i nit now is to hav evryting in e worst case scenerio. i am on my own now. u'r with another one tt love u.

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Subject: blogged tis at 9.30am.20th May 2004 Time: 4:36 am. Mood: awake. Music: atomic kitten - whole again.

mornin~! Tis is one of the very rare occasion tt I wake up so early w onli 6 hrs of slp. I’m enjoyin my coffee while bloggin tis. Izzit jus me or the 9am sun has owaes been lidat?? It didn’t occur to me tt its 9am now. It luks lik 8am. My internet connection got cut off again. I guess my mum didn’t pay the bill. Dun realli matter though. I usually can’t use the comp aniwae. This song has been on my mind since the moment I open my eyes. My “mp3” again. Haha! Wrk will still strt at 1pm lata. So I gotta be prepared by 12nn. & my sandra darling is cumin to visit mi!!!! wooz. I’ll be havin company! But still, I’ll hav to tink of wat to eat lata… hmm. My dear, stop the ciggies or stop whinin abt ur health!!! U’r not evn addicted! Tis is not gg aniwhr… u mite as well stop ur medication as well! Stop tellin me I wun understand e feeling of bein e sucker at e end! & seriously…. To anione who’s tinkin to light up ur firz, pls make up ur mind to ruin ur life befor u do. I miss hong long…. Its been a long tym since I last irritate him. Haha. & heard tt he has got a new girl~!! Hmm. Muz realli mit up with him soon. I will. Not jus a thot I know.

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Subject: if.... Time: 5:17 am. Mood: blank. Music: atomic kittens - if u come to me.

i haven been touchin e comp for daes!!! it has been quite a tiring wkend for me.... & e stupid modem jus kip dc-ing. argh. i'm beginnin to wonder if my daes hav becum a lil clueless....haha. sigh. hangin to much w sengster jus makes me lame. *pushin e blame* hehe. heard tt ling has been contactin hui juan, her fren, recently. she's a realli cute ger she getta noe when she worked at bugis last tym. & e usual drill. i go visit her & we'r being "introduced". haha. biz gettin on fine at far east lately. been able to had some regulars cumin for apparels n stuffs. hope i can get a pay rise when evryting has gotten on track. hehe. now i'm plannin for sum summer "party" & stuffs. & not to forget...clubbin!! not able to go chinablack w e babes last wkend. i wasn't realli in e mood lately. had tings to tink abt. "So long ago I didn't have a care about me I didn't know my right from wrong But now I know That you've got your love around me You know it makes me feel so strong Baby if you turn around And prove to me its real Maybe we can work it out Cos this is how I feel Do you know when you go when you give it all away I'll be there for you, care for you Love you everyday oh baby And do you feel the same for me? Everyday you're away And I feel a little low I would cry for you, die for you Just to let you know oh baby And if you come to me you know I'll make it right Through out all my life I never thought I'd have somebody Someone to call my own And now I've found A little bit of heaven baby A place to call my own Baby if you turn around And prove to me its real Maybe we can work it out Cos this is how I feel Do you know when you go when you give it all away I'll be there for you, care for you Love you everyday oh baby And do you feel the same for me? Everyday you're away And I feel a little low I would cry for you, die for you Just to let you know oh baby And if you come to me you know I'll make it right Hey there dont you know You gotta slow down before you know You gonna brake down and turn around Before you know, you go and break my heart When will you learn to be A little helpful when you think of me A little careful when you're close to me Coz baby i loved you from the start Baby if you turn around And prove to me its real Maybe we can work it out Cos this is how I feel I love you Do you know when you go when you give it all away I'll be there for you, care for you Love you everyday oh baby And do you feel the same for me? Everyday you're away And I feel a little low I would cry for you, die for you Just to let you know oh baby Do you know when you go when you give it all away I'll be there for you, care for you Love you everyday oh baby And do you feel the same for me? Everyday you're away And I feel a little low I would cry for you, die for you Just to let you know oh baby And if you come to me you know I'll make it right" but u didn't.

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Subject: wat a dae. Time: 1:31 am. Mood: anxious. Music: phantom planet - california.

the o.c.'s hot! oh my god. e anxiety is risin. can't wait for nxt wk's show. a.i. is gettin a lil' lamer now. firz my fav aiken din win....den tis season jpl got voted befor stevens. & now! latoya is out! darn. the commercial breaks kept on cummin up, i doze off while e bus did its rhythmic shake. got "shocked" when fantasia & latoya were in e bottom 2.... but tis is my "news" of the dae. my fav singer frm Speed, e j-pop ger band, eriko is pregnant & gettin married. i almost faint in e shop when i received e sms frm my fren. pros & cons? i guess. but jus hope evrithg is gg on fine & wish her happiness. bumped into erika, lijun, farhan & firdaus while dey came shoppin at FEP todae. so happie to be able to do a lil' catchin up w my long-tym-no-see frens. i'm gonna be slpin early todae. & i'll go joggin tom. um. yea. tt's wat i'll do. summer's approachin & beach.....sand & sea.... here i cum!!!!

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Subject: jus a lil getting closer. Time: 2:24 am. Mood: apathetic. Music: sarah conner - skin on skin.

surprisingly i woke up quite early "todae". to tink i slpt at 7am, i woke up at 2pm. how screwed can my bodyclock be? didn't hav e appetite todae. sick again. my "strawberry season" again. argh. e part i dread being a lady/female/woman/ger. wateva. sorry guys, its a bit gross here. pls bear w it for a while. *stress* i havn been opening my "gold" vocal cords for lik 2 weeks, resulting my disability to sing well at vocal class todae. sigh. 1mth plus away frm exams & i'm still so slack. realli gotta go jogging. tom i guess. or fri. hmm. *draggin* i still hope to see e cute guy tom.... a lil motivation for wakin up & draggin my feet to wrk, to spice tings up a lil at e boring shop. life's a lil normal now i guess. but still hope to receive pay soon... so tt i can go shoppin!! hehe. still considerin abt trimming my hair though. it luks a lil messy at e side. e "crave" for a tattoo is still lingerin..... i feeling a lil optimistic abt my life now. i'm learnin to control my life.

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Subject: caution. long one. i hav e com to myself tonite. Time: 5:11 am. Mood: drained. Music: britney spears - everytime.

wooz. i'm still awake at tis tym. tom's gonna be a tired dae again, i know. vocal lesson! betta not be late i hope. tuition's rather tiring todae. seems lik duke [e boy's name] is gettin nottier each tym. hmmm. but he's v smart witted, noes when to stop misbehavin when i said its enuf. & he can't seem to stop tokin!! i guess i'm old. 13yrs of age gap!! found out tt actually e "cute guy" is a fren of my fren. though i "finally" got to noe his name, its quite a turn off. seems lik ders no more xcitement in it. i can't "imagine" abt wat's he's name.....age...blah blah blah... when i'm bored in e shop. guess i'll jus hav to change my "target". hehe. took sum pics while catchin up w my besties yesterdae. & of cuz...a pic of mi~!!!! i realise tt der's still alot of my frens tt cudn't recognise me sporting my "punkies". ppl r so used to how my long hair sweepin dem off their feets. haha. darlink bLuR~!!!! saw ur bL0ggiE too~!!!! haha. nice. muz mitup ok... miss u~!!!! sumtyms i find tt my life's a lil pathetic. in a wae tt der's no color... i hav no control ovr it. i can't make ppl impt to me stay in my life.... "Notice me Take my hand Why are we Strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me? Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you baby I make believe That you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song is my sorry Ohhhh At night I pray That soon your face Will fade away And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby"

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Subject: in my quest. Time: 3:35 am. Mood: tired. Music: phantom planet - california.

it's been a few daes since i mentioned my life to e cyberworld. i'm gettin used to wrk der, but my bodyclock's still screwed. well, i'm still awake at tis tym. haha. hope my alarm wrks tom. *pray* i didn't get to use the pc these few daes. i tink e firz ting i'm gonna get when i get my pay is a router to my lappie. wooz. yeah. finally i tot of wat to buy!! i got to see tt "cute guy" on sat again! & seems lik he enjoys walkin ard outsid my shop so i did enjoy sum gd views. hehe. & i get visits frm SHEryl, huimin....& co.yeah. not so borin aft all.... & sum last min "visitin" frm ling. thanks arh. haha. daes been pretty well now. i hope it'll go on fine.... hi to my darlink bLuR~!!! i know u'v been readin my bLoggiE. i miss u~~!!!!! can we go to e prata shop soon again....~~~??? ohhh...i'm so~ cravin for sum nice doughs n curry w chilli~~~!!!!!haha. call me!! tk care~!!! i dun wanna go back to where i started.

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Subject: firz time. Time: 4:48 pm. Mood: nauseated. Music: dido - here with me.

der's a firz tym for evryting. i jus got a lil better frm e firz food poisonin of my whole damn cumin to 19yrs. shyt. tt's e activity i'v been participatin for omoz my whole damn bloody dae. argh. jus as i tot my life has turned better. i get tis shyt. how nice.... but i'm still all out to fight... anibody has ani great ideas to get rid of e vomittin thots in my head?

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Subject: i'm gettin bitchy. Time: 11:43 pm. Mood: bitchy. Music: five for fighting - something about u.

wat's e problem now?? my bro's havin PNS. pre national-service stress. evrybody's been askin me if he's alrite. pls stop askin me...i seriously do not know! when i strt openin my mouth to ask if he's alrite, i'll jus be given e big "none of ur biz". fuk. y do i evn care. hmm... tuition's tirin. especially its lil 6 yrs old n their attntion span is as short as.....a second?? well...prob tis is jus e firz lesson. it'll get better. need to buy more candies to make him pay more attention i guess... ani better suggestions out der?? oh ya. saw a realli cute guy the other dae. seems lik he hangs out at e nxt shop often. hehe. my new crush. =p

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