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| Sunday, May 29th, 2005 |
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Today's Forecast On Friendster. Time to take a relationship to another level. Whether it's a friend, a significant other or someone who's somewhere in between, a deep conversation provokes some interesting movement. The Bottom Line Feed your senses along with your stomach. Take someone special out to dinner. In Detail The stars are telling you to accept gracefully the things you can't change, to have the courage to change the things that you know must, and to develop the ability to tell the difference. It's understandable that this can all seem a little bit confusing, especially at first -- after all, that's a pretty tall cosmic order you've got to fill. Fortunately, however, you've got the wisdom and perceptiveness to be able to see it through, and then some. Energy Meter money:$$$ love:LoveLoveLoveLove attitude:=)=)=)=) dinner anyone? your treat. =) |
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| Friday, May 27th, 2005 |
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was supposed to end wrk at 11pm, but due to the "lack" of experienced staffs, darren requested mi to extend my hrs, which i agreed. so, i ended wrk at 3am. at least, i had my "last" staff meal -nice country pie (yummy!). the cleaners really incurred my wrath. alwaes tokin tokin, nv wrk, stand at an obstructing place to sneakily use hp, stake up the dirty dishes, and i tink one of dem even dozed off in the toilet once! and todae, becuz the dirty dishes were staked up too high, dey caused mi to break a small saucer. argh. luckily, i didn't hav to pay. i dunno if it was becuz my manager didn't see it. who cares. haha. for those who catched a.i., amazingly, carrie underwood won. but it's ok, she's gd too! jus as long as the winner isn't federov. |
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| Tuesday, May 17th, 2005 |
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thanks to my mum, i return home full of hope, thinkin der'll be hot rice and gourmet home-cooked dishes awaitin for mi... after a nice shower, it came to my disappointment tt she din even cook dinner! to think tt i actually told her to cook my share befor i left home for work! luckily, i received a call frm syl in the nick of time, askin if i wanna go eat "supper" together with ben & her. the treat frm ben at this scissors curry rice place at jalan besar was lik a feast to mi.... ben order a table full of dishes enough to feed pigs! aft that, it was an excursion for syl at geylang at 3plus a.m.! we were educated by ben on "the culture of geylang"; saw china beauties and a parade of skimpy dressed foreign dark-skinned dames. then, it was another tok-cock session dwnstairs at syl's place whr i made used of 2 toilet breaks to go up and fondle with my dear baileys!! its been a few wks since i last played with him!! he's still so cute and tiny!! he's beginnin to bite harder on my fingers... wait till i got my bigger paycheck to get him a better toy.  i tried to tk a picture with him when he tried to attitude mi for the firz try.  being jus a pup he has short attention span. so we managed to get a candid shot as fast as we can.  ohh so cute~~.....!! oops... i'm not getting to the point... i realised... i'v not been phrasing my words properly when i tok. lik the sentence, which i'm supposed to put "i realised..." in front. jus lik yoda... it's gettin into mi. episode 3 openin this thurs. lukin forward to it, really, i am.... |
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| Saturday, May 14th, 2005 |
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chalet was not fun when we'r not allowed to slp cuz der was not enough space for 7, when u'r bein tortured and abused by sum maniac trained by her bravo bf, when the chalet had no beverages left, and when der's nothing else left to do except keep losing dai-dee. swimming was also not fun when der's flying ants floating on the water surface at nite, and u gotta keep "piggyback" sumone who's alwaes strangling u in the dae...   havin breakfast was a chore when u'r too tired to eat becuz u were deprived frm slp. u felt lik u can slip into coma instantly while waitin for breakfast to arrive on the table.  finally. the moment i landed on my bed, i felt like i'm in paradise. peace bestowed upon mi. i fell into the state of coma. |
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| Thursday, May 12th, 2005 |
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i hate it when sumone close gets wasted. its so tiring to hav to tk care of sumone whose heavier den u and that she'll do stewped tings lik tryin to remove the mirror on the wall of the chalet. to me, a good drinker is sumone that can hold his/her liqour well AND admit tt his/her limit is der. also, to noe to make demselves at least at a slightly clearer state of mind. i noe its hard, but tt's y one can be called as the truly not jus gd, also a great drinker. |
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| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 |
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such a chaotic nite for mi last nite. i got so stressed out frm wrk last nite tt i accidentally forgot my uniform at the toilet meant for evrybody. and i meant evrybody.... i onli found out when i'm reachin tampines on the train. i panicked... and panicked... i realised tt the no. of frenz i hav who owned a drivin license and a car is so few tt one handful of fingers can count!! but thanks to sylvia and benny, he drove mi der to recover my uniform... even met into a little small accident.... lucky it was jus a misunderstanding. in the end, my uniform was still lyin in the toilet aft 2 1/2hrs... my u~niform~....my pre~cious~...... |
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| Monday, May 9th, 2005 |
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today's forecast on friendster: You're still feeling exhilarated and enthusiastic, and quite ready to do what it takes to accomplish something you've wanted to do for a very long time. Don't lose that feeling. Stage one was recognizing your dream. Put stage two into operation now. The Bottom Line Work issues are rearing their not-so-pretty heads. Mind the details and watch it. In Detail Speaking of dreams, you're about to receive a very direct hint from the universe, telling you that you're headed down the right path. You're aimed directly at making one of your most cherished dreams a reality -- in record time too. A series of coincidences will bring your attention to where you are and where you want to be. Pay attention to these signs. They're really 'signposts.' And when you see a new one in the distance, keep your eye on it. |
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| Sunday, May 8th, 2005 |
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catched 'coach carter' jus a few hrs ago. was told that it was a nice show, indeed, inspiring. it wasn't as bad as i thought, inspiring and funny at the same time. it gave a push to my thoughts as i was watchin at the same time. the best part of the show i love... timo cruz gave his answer to the qns coach carter alwaes ask him. din manage to catch 'house of wax' though. hope to do so befor the show ends its screenings in the cinemas. got a big envelope for nafa lying on my bed when i reach hm. noe wat tt means? i got accepted! yippie! it means i need to wrk extra hard for my fees though. zzz. hah. but at least it means i'm one step closer to my dreams.... oso... sorry SIA, i can't join u for the tym being now... heh. |
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 |
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he's so cute! just 2 months old. a surprise syl got, brings mi to a happy mood too! great joy shared! dirty white with slight brown patches on the nose and legs. so couldn't wait to see him tt i demanded syl to bring him here to my place just to tk a gd luk and play with him! he just loves lickin my hands and biting my fingernails, and respond when i call out "baileys~..." to him. still dun wan to tk a pic with him firz as he was just lik a baby, gettin tired so easily and so exactly lik his mummy--teh-ing all ard. btw, baileys is a pure breed maltese. cute name rite?? awww......~~ |
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| Wednesday, April 27th, 2005 |
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woke up so early todae, making mi so tired already at nite during wrk. amanda ling came with desmond dunnoe-his-surname to hav dinner. she's so cool!! sexy kitten!! haha. i'm mad. aniwae, thanks to seng i had "sumptous" dinner just now. and thanks for the ride too.... cuz i accidentally missed the last train. was to engross tokin to youlian finding out abt daniel wu shopping at club 21. last nite wasn't exactly the best one. my application to tp for retail mgt wasn't thru. this meant i can't study in tp, at least for tis yr. so gotta for nafa to try my luck tom. and i haven got my "san zi jing" fully memorised.... together with the ping pong ball. hope i do well tom for the "freak show". |
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| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 |
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i haven't been here for so long... just dislik havin blogging in my bro's rm. and finally, the pc crashed. so now i hav the modem connected to my lappie!! and i can use msn 7 to nudge the hell outtaf u!! these pics are meant to be shared earlier, but i was too lazy to still hav to transfer dem frm my lappie to the pc... now i can upload dem str8 frm my lappie!! tken on 26 march 2005. the JB trip with Ong Li Ru. can u imagine sumone forget her most impt -passport- on the trip...?? i waited so long~ for her to finally cum...  regular dose of morning coffee. for jus $3.50RM  panda eyes. she made mi wake up so early... (notice all those delicious goodies behind mi?? heh...)  tk a rest on this veri balinese chair at the G2000 "butik" with mi!  shopping spree!  i saw a nice yellow mickey t-shirt, but too bad it was the last piece... and a display one, in a rather bad condition. the color ran... then all the little little furry balls on the tee... hope i can get one soon den.... my back is aching again.... think i slouch too much while i'm sitting on the floor.... |
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| Sunday, January 23rd, 2005 |
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 did some shopping with mum in town on fri. jeans...mum's shoes... and papa beard's. pretty much excited abt cny... as usual. was at taka when sumting shocked mi. on the escalator down frm lvl1 to b1, there's was tis 2 aunties standing behind mi, whom i tink dey knew each other, but pretend tt dey dun. for frenz who noe mi, i hav tis green army pouch tt i alwaes wear it sling and i alwaes put mi handphone at the netted left-side pocket, secured with the elastic fastener. though its pretty unsafe, i would alwaes turn ard to check or "touch" to ensure tt my phone is still der. jus as i turned ard, i saw a hand was trying to reach for my phone, while the other hand was holding a plastic as if its trying to hide wat "that" the other hand was doing. it was the auntie behind mi. she quickly tk her hands away and her eyes was all ard avoiding my cold hard stare, and the other auntie did the same ting, luk all ard. i couldn't believe wat had jus happened! right der at taka.... i almost got picked-pocket! oh my.... afterwards i went to chinatown for the cny bazaar, i saw the same ting. an uncle put a vcd or sumting into his bags and hastily walked away... right in front of the vcd shop. wat on earth happened to these ppl?? not even ashamed to sumting lik dat in broad daylight?? enjoy ur lunar new yr my frenz. and be realli careful of ur valued belongings if u realli wanna spend ur lunar new yr heartily happy. feel the warmth of cny?? at least i don't. |
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| Thursday, January 20th, 2005 |
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It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense Can anyone tell what I've done I miss the life I miss the colours of the world Can anyone tell where I am 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun again Away from the sun again I'm over this I'm tired of living in the dark Can anyone see me down here The feeling's gone There's nothing left to lift me up Back into the world I know And now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense And now I can't tell what I've done And now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again |
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| Monday, December 27th, 2004 |
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| last blog of the year, perhaps. still i don't have the habit of recording the events of my everyday-life, not that they are all different though. although its just two days after christmas, i'm already reminiscing abt year 2004. i can't wait for 2005 to start, i'm so-already feeling that i'm in the new year. not that 2004 is that terrific, but i'm already excited abt the new beginnings of my life. i'v "rested" for a year, so i'm glad i'v finally made up my mind to go back to school nxt yr. and hopefully i can be achieving "sumting". no more "been there, done that. achieved nothing." wat has alwaes been under-achieving is my ability to get my share of "boyfren" love. wat can i say? sum other ger hooked-up my guy and another of the male species still can't get enuf of his already "flown" away ex. okay. spare me of the details. of coz. i still can't get enuf frm ogling at those hunkies at zouk either. so, its nxt yr i guess?? meanwhile, darlinks, pls do be caution when makin promises to ur loved ones. the year has just started. pls do not make pacts such as no clubbing for the rest of the year. 2005 is probably the yr for u to drink urself silly with mi on the 4th sat of august. u noe wat it means. for those who worry abt transport fees, its time for u to get urself a piggy-bank and start savin now! and of coz, its time for mi to get more of the "bling-blings". i learnt that though superficial can get u dealt for now, but it won't bring u far. so, get real! put sum heart into it though its just business, and a one-time-ting with sum customers. u'll nv noe wat it'll get u into. oh ya. did i mention i still had my toe on? the one that almost got chopped off at the midnight of june 4th 2004. it seemed that the superglue is finally wrkin. so, its time to tink abt those re-solutions. solutions that alwaes get procastinated. but since dey'll get procastinated, wat for set dem in the firz place, rite? yeah man. 2005 is gonna be a hellava yr! here i cum! | ||||||||
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| Monday, November 1st, 2004 |
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| Monday, October 18th, 2004 |
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i fought 2 battles on thursdae nite - vocal exam & a struggle for forgiveness. finally. it was the final cut to see if i'm ready for wat it tks. and obviously, i'm not. mr roy thought i was nervous when i was doing my recording, and i sure was. my voice was practically shaking when i was singing. well, i'm not realli sure if tt's singin, or can it be consider as shouting. haha. aniwae, i tried to do my best and pretend tt mr. roy wasn't der. it was indeed easier said than done. it's all over now. i passed my test! *relief* it's out rather fast but i wasn't sure of the actual results yet. gotta wait till my a&r manager to ring mi up. now to the nxt obstacle i'll be facing - monetary support. i learnt sumting frm the "talk" tt nite. sum ppl r jus not worth for ur sympathy. i jus dun understand how sumone can plead for forgiveness, or say tt he's sorry when thru his eyes and body language he seems lik he's ready for avenges, anitym. I dun understand how he can be such a coward to pretend tt he’s not running away and jus shift the blame to sumone who is the victim of his sin. How sumone can jus call for ur help then later thinks u’r not fit to be talking to him. Talk abt immatureness. Grooving tonite. Cherry brandy awaits. |
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| Saturday, September 25th, 2004 |
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backgrd music: those orchestra kind frm harry potter or star wars. lol. last nite, i had a tough fight with the second worst enemies of my life - flyin roach. it made a brief appearance on the wall above my bed, then went to hide under the legs of my study table when i let out a terrible cry. lik a damsel in distress, my elder bro came to my rescue lik a knight in the shinin armour, except tt two pieces of tissue pp were his weapon of choice. the flyin roach then escaped underneath my bed, whr its dark and difficult to be spotted with naked eyes. jus as my knight went away to get a torch, the flyin roach decided tt it was e best time for him to get away. it wriggled across the small space in my room towards the door whr i was standin and hid near my wardrobe. seems lik he's on the winning side, but suddenly, i gather up my courage and reached for the newspp near my bed. i thot i'd do it once and for all. "ah tor~~...." "smack!" and i won. my morale of the story: newspp is always the best weapon when it cums to battling with roaches. but remember to clean up the floor usin the tissue pps aft tt oso la! =) |
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| Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004 |
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I jus had another weird dream last nite, again! I dreamt tt I got married…. Again, w a hunk but I jus cudn’t see his face. Its so vivid as if its actually happening! Argh. I tink I’m gonna get a book on dream interpretations and find out wat all these actually means. On the other hand, I dying to have a break…. To release all tt’s accumulating…. Daes seems to be gg by v slowly…. Finally had my hair coloured red last thurs. it came out more or less the kinda colour I expect, purplish-red, but it oredi started to bleed. Guess I won’t really wanna colour it black again, since the hairstylist told me once black is on, its even harder for other colours to eat in.  & my burfdae prezzie frm fren-boss. All the way frm korea!!  
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| Tuesday, September 14th, 2004 |
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not been bloggin for a sewiously long time..... *wee* well, dun bother mi, i'm mad. *milo-filled bwain* haven been havin my regular dose of cheery brandy and martini. argh. tis is sick. and my vocal exam's cumin faster den i thot. argh!!!! my life becumin clueless again. wat's happenin man!? catched garfield on sat w a buddy and my bro. if u'r jus lukin forward to a gd laugh off to evryting tt is buggin u, tis is a show u wudn't loathe. Lame-tastic! |
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| Thursday, August 26th, 2004 |
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my mind is whirling. der's so much tings i wanna do. yet i dunno wat i wanna start with. farhan came to luk for mi todae. he suggested mi tkin a design course at the poly. surprisingly tt's wat i'v been tinkin bout for the past few wks, but i dunno if tis would be the right step. of cuz, the sayin goes "you'll nv know until u give it a try." but izzit realli tt ez? saying is alwaes easier than done. to actually do it, it involves money. its true tt my fren saes, wateva ppl wanna do, it'll alwaes be bite down with the monetary issue. then my heart probes, "wat of designin do i wanna do? can i actually draw as good as i thought i am?...." i need sum good advice. i'm trying to listen and shut up. whether does it realli gets into me it tks time. my fren told me, to have the skill. designin is not jus a job tt ani tom, dick or harry possess. when u have the skill, u can tk up wateva challenge life brings on. to inquire tt skill frm a professional governmental institute is alwaes betta den to go to a private institution tt accepts ani untalented. do i still have the time? |
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dorky.
mellow.
chipper.
blank.
nauseated.
drained.
excited.
listless.
pensive.
good.
complacent.
restless.
full.
morose.