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| 10:03pm 23/05/2003 |
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the icon that im using now rocks my world...thanks to keno_waitress on lj...(thats how i saved it, i hope i got it right) ok thats all this post was about :P |
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| 07:01pm 23/05/2003 |
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mood:  amused music: finch-what it is to burn
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i picked up my check this afternoon, and i saw my FORMER FRIEND jack picking his up and he totally snubbed me! fuck him! anyway, i go to cash the shit and NOBODY will cash it...why? 'we cant give you details ma'am' fuck them too..payday nazis...so i call my boss and she said to go BACK up to the bar and they'll cash it out of the safe for me..so i'm gonna wait until the stupid sun goes down before i do..its too hot and bright for any normal human being to be outside in...or maybe im just in an 'i hate the daytime' mood today because i dodnt get enough sleep...*shrug*
convo between me and my exbf jamey... Mordant Squib [5:09 PM]: take your friend to see bat boy XivFallenAngelX [5:09 PM]: bat boy? Mordant Squib [5:10 PM]: AOL News: New Orleans - What's Going On - Bat … XivFallenAngelX [5:10 PM]: omg lmao Mordant Squib [5:10 PM]: i'd go XivFallenAngelX [5:10 PM]: i have no doubts XivFallenAngelX [5:11 PM]: it looks stupid tho Mordant Squib [5:11 PM]: it looks cute Mordant Squib [5:11 PM]: you look stupid! XivFallenAngelX [5:11 PM]: i know XivFallenAngelX [5:11 PM]: i remember that bat boy from years ago Mordant Squib [5:11 PM]: take him to cajun dance lessons at michaels XivFallenAngelX [5:11 PM]: thats nuts lol a bat boy musical XivFallenAngelX [5:11 PM]: uhm no XivFallenAngelX [5:11 PM]: lol Mordant Squib [5:11 PM]: michauls Mordant Squib [5:12 PM]: take him to a dinner jizz cruize Mordant Squib [5:12 PM]: jazz cruise Mordant Squib [5:12 PM]: or a jizz cruise..whatever you like *shrug* XivFallenAngelX [5:12 PM]: thats tourist stuff XivFallenAngelX [5:12 PM]: lol Mordant Squib [5:12 PM]: hes a tourist XivFallenAngelX [5:12 PM]: but im not! XivFallenAngelX [5:12 PM]: id be bored Mordant Squib [5:13 PM]: well i'm done offering you suggestions if yer just gonna shoot them down!! XivFallenAngelX [5:13 PM]: lmao XivFallenAngelX [5:13 PM]: theres nothing to doooo Mordant Squib [5:13 PM]: i know that i'd enjoy going on a cruise Mordant Squib [5:13 PM]: or seeing batboy XivFallenAngelX [5:13 PM]: a cruise probly means up and down the riverwalk XivFallenAngelX [5:14 PM]: which is gay Mordant Squib [5:14 PM]: but theres jizz involved XivFallenAngelX [5:14 PM]: lmao XivFallenAngelX [5:14 PM]: and thats even worse XivFallenAngelX [5:14 PM]: i could not sit thru a night of jazz XivFallenAngelX [5:14 PM]: or jizz Mordant Squib [5:14 PM]: yea right Mordant Squib [5:14 PM]: yer all about sittin in jizz XivFallenAngelX [5:14 PM]: damn straight XivFallenAngelX [5:15 PM]: but not all night
we were BORED lol...he was actually looking up stuff for me to take kevin to do when he comes in tonight *sigh* sometimes ex's can be sweet :D oh yeah, kevins coming to see me for a whole day today lol...im really freakin excited *giggles* <3<3<3
oh this is interesting...
SARS has infected more than 8,000 people worldwide and killed at least 689
sars infected over 8000 people and killed about 689...ur chances of living if you catch sars are pretty damn good...but if I caught sars, i would die within minutes... i have the shittiest luck...
I adore this song...
Today's on fire The sky is beating above me, and I am blister I walk these signs of blasphemy, every day And still:
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
I feel diseased Is there no sympathy, for the sun The sky's still fire But I am safe in here, from the world outside
So tell me What's the price to pay for glory
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
Today is fine, and she burns Today is fine, and she burns She burns She burns She burns She burns She burns She burns
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
is it obvious that im BORED out of my mind today?????? |
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| 03:47pm 20/05/2003 |
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mood:  blah music: emotionless-gc
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In a mere 3 hours and 12 minutes, Buffy the Vampire Slayer will be no more... It's almost unbelieveable that its going away already! I mean yeah, we'll always have the re-runs, but thats just not the same.... So, tonight, I've decided to make an entry in both my lj and blurty (im considerin dj too even...i mean this is big) commemorating my favorite characters(past and present), highlights,quotes, best of the sunnydales big bads, etc from the entire Buffy series... anyone else going to be watching? *sigh* i love my buffy icon too btw.. |
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| 03:19am 20/05/2003 |
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mood:  aggravated music: evanescence-bring me to life
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Anyone believe in love at first sight?? I never did, ever, until this past weekend..I met the most amazing boy..I feel like I've known him forever, and he feels the same way about me!!! ..believe me this guy is so unbelieveably hot...he could have so many girls, but he wants me *sigh* Problem is, I live in New Orleans La and he lives in Boston,Ma...but right now, he's all over the place cuz he's following my favorite band around while they're on tour, and I joined him and his friends this weekend and we caught 2 of the 3 texas shows (well i saw 2 because i came home earlier than i planned because of stupid drama back home but they saw all 3) he called me today TWICE *giggles* and he wants me to come to Denver Friday and pick up where we left off yesterday...and i really really want to go Problem is my friends...they think im nuts, they say he's going to end up hurting me, and following a band around the country is stupid to them...i personally think that theyre all jealous that i can actually do something that i've always wanted to do, and be able to do them with a guy that i know that im in love with already... i just wonder why no one can ever be happy for me! me and my 'best friend' jack actually came close to swingin tonight because he comes up to my job and waits for me outside DRUNK and ready to argue...he called me selfish, which im not, and he said the only person i care about is myself, i dont stop to consider other peoples feelings...(oh i didnt even mention my stalker friend who is not jack btw, that FOLLOWED me and found me in dallas tx...) jack acts like he cant exist without me being around him..he did it for years before he knew me, now it seems like he cant get thru the day without my input. but anyway, i love kevin, right now...he could be THE one...i dont know, and i wont find out unless i try, and i cant leave without all of these feelings of guilt...am i a bad person?
oh and dont you love how in the evenescence video for bring me to life how amy lee just falls like 30 or more stories down and paul from 12 stones kinda just looks down after her like 'eh, oh well' *shrug* and the guys inside just keep playing the whole time hes trying to hold her? haha i love that shit...
i love you kevin! |
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| entry 2 crossposted from lj..sorry! |
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| 04:49pm 19/05/2003 |
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mood:  cheerful music: movin on-good charlotte
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So Kevin called me today as promised...I'm a happy girl at the moment..*giggles* He invited me up to Denver Friday for another show (they're not part of the bands or anything, they just follow em around going to shows and stuff) so if I do go I may just bring alot of clothes and credit cards and stay with em til the tour ends (which from what i read is june 8 in LA, though it may change) ...i loved bein so..free,if it was only for a coupla days... its nice to just go and not worry so much about anything cept gettin in line early enough to get a good spot in the pitt, so im seriously considering going...plus i miss them (specially *kevin*) I also heard alot of people were sayin that GC were assholes because they didn't want to meet the fans here in new orleans...or because they just kinda signed an autograph and walked away...i, personally was not treated that way, and i saw that a bunch of other people weren't either... Take this into consideration...All of these bands are on the road in cramped quarters for hours and hours, they park the bus and step off and are mobbed by people...then they have to go get on stage and dance around and sing and try to make everyone have a good time, then they're back on the bus (mobbed again), probably with no showers, no time to themselves, and heading out to another new city to repeat the process...how would you feel?? i know that all i did was ride in a car and get in the pitt and scream and i was POOPED! i can only imagine and feel sorry for the people on the actual tour.... i think alot of people are just mad because they didnt get a chance to meet whoever...they do their best, but im sure theyre exhausted...and they cant make everyone happy...so just get off of your little rag because you know you enjoyed the show whether you met them or not, and if you wanna hate them 'because they ignored me' wahhhhhhhh...you weren't a true fan to start with. |
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| 03:17am 19/05/2003 |
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mood:  cheerful music: Riot Girl-Good Charlotte
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Well, here I am, finally back home. I never did update about the Good Charlotte Show the other night, but now I have 3 Good Charlotte Shows to update about :) Thursday night was the New Orleans Show, and it was GREAT, I met the coolest people and the coolest guy *sigh* and and they talked me into following GC into Texas and see 2 of the 3 shows that were there, so we did, and that's where I've been. But the guy I met,Kevin, lives in Boston,Ma so it's going to be really tough to see him.He was really cool and shit and alot happened between us in these few short days...I don't think I've ever had so much fun. I was lucky enough to meet each and every member of Good Charlotte in New Orleans, they were so freakin nice,they signed autographs,took pictures and stood around talking for a few minutes. I couldn't believe how cool they really were. I also met Jordan from NFG.And of course, the light of my life ***Benji***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :::swoons::: he is soo freakin beautiful up close...and i effin got 2 hugs from him!! hdskaiewre!!!!!! ::dies:: Stretch Armstrong rocked, MxPx blew me away, Good Charlotte stole my heart and New Found Glory rocked my socks...3 days in a row...I hope I can go and see them again before the tour ends, with the same people of course, because it was...great. I'll never ever forget this weekend (especially Thursday night cuz hi, i HUGGED BENJI!!!!!!GAH!!!!) It was the best. |
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| 11:41am 15/05/2003 |
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mood:  bouncy music: festival song-gc
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It's on, it's on, it's on tonight... In less than 6 hours, guess where I'll be??? ::dances:: |
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| 11:15pm 14/05/2003 |
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mood: hurt, sad and pissed music: some shit on tv
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I wonder why it is, when I'm upset or sad, it's really no big deal to my friends...yet when they get sad or upset I have to coddle them and make them feel loved or they get pissy with me. Yes, I am upset because Dawsons Creek said goodbye tonight. I am upset that one of the main characters had to die. As sad and pathetic as this may sound to whomever, I felt like I was friends with all of those people, part of their crowd. I was involved in their lives for 6 years, its seriously hard to let go of something like that without getting upset. Especially when one of them dies. I'm not really going to explain myself, because I don't owe anyone an explanation. Think me psycho, do I care? Not in the slightest. But I will remember the next time a friend comes to ME crying and bemoaning something I deem retarded, no sympathy from me, piss on you. I hope it hurts them as much as it does me. |
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| 05:27am 14/05/2003 |
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alrighty...i just came from the anti Good Charlotte community..i just wanted to hear what these people had to say. i get angry easily, but i'm going to do my best to be nice. yes, i know everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and i had no business going in the anti gc community because i'm not anti gc..but some of the stuff i read made my jaw drop, literally...a lot of former fans hate gc because of their new found popularity..why? you liked them before, now theyre famous and can pave the way for other bands that are like they once were..you should be fucking oozing pride...but you choose to hate...you sad sad little people. are you mad because they dont have the time to spend with the fans like they did before? are you angry because the one time rejects are now mtv darlings? get over it...seriously...they made it...old fans, i feel, should be happy and proud that they were there, supporting them thru thick and thin.
and the whole mtv whores bullshit....thats just stupid...benji and joel have a way to promote their band..and who doesnt want to be on tv??? the sound of gc hasnt changed, the lyrics havent changed...so why the sudden hatred?
one thing i do agree with is how everyone makes such a big fuss over benji and joel and leave billy and paul out in the cold (yeah yeah, i'm a benji fan, but im a good charlotte fan first and foremost and i'm pleased to say that i am a TRUE fan 'i've liked this shitty band a little while longer than other people have liked this shitty band' i think that i quoted whoever that was correctly)....but what about chris?? hes the drummer and a part of the band..but i guess its ok for him to be left out just because he's the new guy...if ur gonna hate on the band, hate on the WHOLE band..get ur shit straight and do it right... , but i'm going to do my best to be nice fuck that i LIED...whoever has a problem can kiss my ass...i'm just tired of people like that, its like one person says something and everyone jumps on the hate wagon, because all of the reasons are the same, just different morons speaking them...i'm glad that these fickle fucks dont want anything to do with good charlotte anymore, leaves more room for the ones who actually respect the music. i guess this post doesnt make me any better than them..*shrugs* if you wanna flame the shit out of me feel free, but just so you know, i could give a fuck what you think..kthanks |
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| 03:00am 14/05/2003 |
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sorry, i have a request..ASHLEY IF YOU'RE READING THIS YOU SHOULD UPFUCKINGDATE YOUR BLURTY. that is all. |
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| Isn't it ironic? |
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| 02:10am 14/05/2003 |
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mood:  anxious
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This just, ya know, strikes me as FUNNY. I was watching the news tonight after work, and I see that the vice principal of one of the high schools I used to go to was ARRESTED for improper touching of male students. This same man, as a counselor when I went there, lobbied to get my best friend Kenny thrown out because he was extrememly openly gay. So now it's got me wondering if maybe Kenny turned down his advances...hmmm... oh yeah, when I was 18ish, he was going into Winn Dixie as me and my friend Wendy were coming out, and we had beer. He told us that we were 'hoodlums' and he would laugh when he heard that we were in jail. Thats NEVER happened. So who's laughin now sucka??? My Good Charlotte concert is in ONE day..I could die. Tomorrow night (tonight?) is Dawsons Creek's final episode. WHYYYYY???? It's such a good show! I've watched it since day 1. How sad that its going away. Next week Buffy goes byebye..what the piss am i supposed to watch? uhmm..what else did i do today...worked..annoyed jack...found out that jack is a retard... oh yeah..i went to mcdonalds uptown today to pick up some lunch for myself and a few co workers and a few of our regulars that were chillin with us...i place my order, which was fairly large, all burgers and only one fry tho..and the stupid bitch behind the counter looks at me and asks 'where the hell are you going to put all of that?' i was like, uhh i'm putting it in my car? (i knew what she meant but i chose to ignore it and be a smartass instead) and she actually responded with 'you must be on a bulimic binge because i've never seen someone as small as you put away this much food and keep it down.' needless to say i was pissed off and shes lucky my chalmette didnt come out and me jump over the counter and whip her stupid ass. i just calmly asked for the manager. and she said she didnt mean to offend me and that she was sorry, so i repeated my request for the manager. i told her, and she apologized, and gave me my food and my money back. i'm not sayin anything against people that work at mcdonalds cuz god knows i love that place lol...but i work with the public everyday in a bar, and i've dealt with drunken idiots, but never, ever have i been that blatantly rude to a customer. and i didnt even give her any reason to be that way either. she's there to take my order, give me my damn food and hopefully not spit in it, not to give me her 'educated' opinion of me. so yeah, i guess im done now. (tonight my icon is dedicated to the girl behind the counter at mcdonalds...much love) |
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| 03:28am 13/05/2003 |
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| your *ghetto!!superstarrr* is back |
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| 01:25am 12/05/2003 |
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mood:  amused music: Good Charlotte-Superman Can't Walk
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3 more days til the New Orleans Good Charlotte concert..it's like i'm sitting on the edge of my seat here waiting to go...its sad really lol i cant wait to show the guys my new GC/Benji tattoo! yes, i'm a total GC freak...cant be helped..dont wanna change it...live with it...oh and im old too lol...24...so its not just some weird i wannabe a teenie phase that will pass when one of the guys get married or whatever they do...i really feel the music and i can relate (like zillions of other fans im sure)...i'm a die hard...in it for the long run...here to stay...deal with it :)
i think im gonna start using my blurty more often from now on..my live journal and dead journals are kinda boring me for some reason. ::pets blurty:: i know no one reads this so i can say anything and not have to worry about someone flaming me..haha its great but i dont have anything really offensive to say..im such a nice person...maybe next time tho.. |
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| 12:53am 12/05/2003 |
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this quiz was emailed to me by my friend mary <3 u mary!!!
 Which Good Charlotte guy are you?
if anyone knows where i can find anymore gc quizzes puhleeeeze send em my way! ::cuddles:: |
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| Are you listening? whoaohhhohhhohhh |
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| 02:05am 04/02/2003 |
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mood:  aggravated music: Jimmy Eat World-The Sweetness
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I have problemsssss...im in love with an ex who is an asshole sometimes, he insults me and my friends...but i dont want to let him go for some reason...i'll always be his friend but i just recently decided i dont want to be with him, but im still sadly in love with him...why oh why cant i just make a decision and not have it hurt like hell?? |
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| 12:27am 04/02/2003 |
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mood:  awake music: sister sister on disney
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Dear Jamie from the Real World New Orleans and Brad Pitt, Please shave the beard it does not look good. I miss seeing your baby faces. Thankyou Nikki |
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| 05:11am 31/01/2003 |
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lalalalalala...im so bored right now! |
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| 12:19am 31/01/2003 |
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i lied todays entry sucks too...but i have a headache and just dont feel like recounting my day...soo i will make a better post tomorrow *crosses fingers* ashley u eat it btw |
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