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I bid you adieu, faithful readers! (All 0 of you, hehe) [13 Jan 2004|03:31pm] I have moved to livejournal. http://www.livejournal.com/users/liquidsilk/ decide to paint the sky

Nothing better to do than post a writing. [03 Jan 2004|03:28pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Sarah Brightman- Figlio Perduto ] Unfold, and to Perfection A struggling vision We tame these words with Love light spoiled ruins And I, with my audacity I come to you with nothing more Than empty, hallowed Regrets. Humming feebly; a lost hymn Each breath a cloud Frosting fractals on the glass Implanting runes, with warm, Loving hands. We are just an illusion of a Bitter lost perception. A story sung to the highest hilltops And in this final chapter, we know We are gone, because we were never here ”I” is “we” is as it is And never in between. Who am I to search the stages That which connects our minds with our hearts Here in our winter, lost without answers, Lessons unlearned, because we are unkept Because we are scattered Were we torn, as to pieces, Of microscopic matter? Our numbers are our patterns, The language we speak, Though we remain unheard of Yet we are uncountable, Much like the stars Coveted, blanketed, Yet shrill on my canvas I await for you, to bury me soundly Glittering, ravishing Solar reflections Mold and unfold me, Will mold and unfold me… Unconcerned we are, Unaffected we are, Humbled by a, Long lost embrace, We are. decide to paint the sky

Although my eyes were open, they might just as well have been closed. [02 Jan 2004|09:53am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Sarah Brightman ] When I cross the city, This hypocrite, your city My body, Which passes through both of you, Is an insult at cowardice. You will find again The most splendid possession A moment of sun above us In search of you -Sarah Brightman Sarah Brightman played Christine Daae in Phantom of the Opera alongside Michael Crawford for many years; and in any case, I saw a cd by her yesterday when actually searching for something else, so I got it just for kicks, and it is wonderful... one of my new favourites. Anyway, Christmas break is winding down to an end, sort of depressing, I do not even want to THINK about another semester of school. Especially ap psych, the class I love so much, is unfortunately probably going to become the class I detest. And no more Philosophy with the lovely Mr. Dunn, oh no, to replace it, KEYBOARDING. Yeah, such geniuses are the school people that instead of putting sociology, the class I WANTED to take (which Mr. Dunn teachers) as the class during 4th period 2nd semester, they put it for 3rd and 6th, which are both ap classes for me, which I cannot change. So then, I was either stuck with Speech, or Keyboarding, the only two classes they even offer during fourth period. And of course I had to choose keyboarding because there is no way I am taking a class that is nothing more than writing and giving speeches. Oh well. Last night I watched Cruel Intentions for the first time in awhile- I forgot how much I liked that movie. I know there is a lot of sexual things/deceit/profanity and whatnot, but really it is a wonderful movie. I also got the book, Phantom of the Opera, the book that the actual play was based on. And I got a pretty Renoir calender for the new year. :) Buying myself things is a fun little oddity- I usually do not have money to just blow on myself. Anyway, this has gotten to be a sort of lengthy post about nothing profound, once again. I am off decide to paint the sky

Here in this room, he calls me softly... [01 Jan 2004|03:59pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Phantom of the Opera- Angel of Music ] I do not think I really have anything profound to say, to be honest. Today my mother taugh me to make New York style cheesecake (the only type of cake I will eat), and later, she is going to teach me to crochet... all of a sudden, now that I am 18, for some reason, I want to learn to do these wifey things, you know? Like sewing, cooking, knitting... it feels girly, and out of the ordinary. We talked for awhile today, a lot about religion and whatnot. It was nice, we do not talk all that often because I am usually busy and if I AM here, I stay in my room and keep to myself. I feel kind of worried about the future, about graduating, about what I am going to do... I am so tired of thinking of it that more than I think of it or not, I am just trying to push it from my mind and pretend as though it is still forever away. Yet really, it is a mere few months short of transpiring. I really want to see the Phantom of the Opera in Orlando, in January... I think it would be incredible. Do you know the story of the Phantom of the Opera? Because well, I educated myself quite thoroughly on it, and actually, the Phantom seems kind and gentle to me and it disturbs me more than I would have thought that in the end he lets Christine go to be with Rauol, and she leaves. He is this, composer/scholar/inventer/genius, and who does not love that? Just like I say with Beethoven, that I would think he would not have had so much trouble with women. I guess he was actually a very vile person, though. He impregnated the love of his life, and did not even realize it, and she sent him letter after letter saying she was pregnant and that they needed to be married immediately (that is what they did in those days, I suppose) but for some reason, the letters never reached him and she resulted to marrying his brother and his brother and she raised his son, and he resented them both for the rest of his life. I guess also, it had always been a dream of his to meet Mozart, and right before he was going to have the oppurtunity to do so, he died. Such a tragic life story, he has. Anyway, I guess I went off on a tangent. I am going to get going now. decide to paint the sky

Live and Kickin'! [01 Jan 2004|01:45am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Phantom of the Opera soundtrack ] Well, as most of you know, my previous journal was suspended, because, ignorantly, I posted a question on the question board, and instead of ANSWERING my question, they suspended my journal because I did not meet the required age. So, here is my new journal. Unfortunately everything in my previous journal was lost and I have no access to it, which kind of pisses me off, but after all, a trifle such as an online journal should not make me INTENSELY angry, so I am over it and moving on. Here is what is new- Today, my friend Pamela and I got in a little fender bender, which was ironic because not too long beforehand, we had been sipping coolatas in Dunkin Doughnuts and I was talking about how many people have gotten in minor car wrecks, and I wonder when it would happen to one of us, and then it did. No one was injured or anything though, and the man we rear-ended was nice and understanding. Actually, some children playing ball hit his car with their ball and he had to slam on his brakes so she slammed on hers and it honestly seemed as though she was a good enough distance away, but she continued to skid toward him after slamming on her brakes and she did, rear-end him. Her car was a little more damaged than his though. And besides that, today, is my birthday. Yes, I am now 18 years old, pretty crazy. Anyway, it is late, so I am going to make some adjustments to the journal, and get to bed... goodnight all! 2 with blushing brilliancy| decide to paint the sky

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