Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in ::.*Trishy*.::'s Blurty:

Thursday, November 28th, 2002
10:29 pm	Bumpin n Grindin... Happy Turkey Day all you turkey heads! :) I'm over michelles and we're dancing our asses off :) w0o0ow0o0.. I'm having fun.. I'm laughing, smiling, i love michelle,.. she's awesome.. Uhmmm.. I dont know Ej seemed alittle weird to me before, and I just want to .. be alone with him, like completely alone.. eh, .................... Going back to bumpin n grindin :) ~mwahz~ leave me some comments :) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
12:22 pm	Not that bad... Things have been surprizingly well for EJ and I.. It was so bad one day and then everything changed. I love it. I love him. I just wanna be with him 24/7.. He's the definite bestest. He also bought me crayons yesterday. HmmmMMmm.. I didnt have school today, thank god! Tomorrow is Turkey Day!! =) Today DC is on, yay. I'm excited but EJ has work.. *sniffles* oh well.. Mike is being such a prick.. ugh, cant stand him. Schools going good, finished my photo project.. =) w0o0o! What a relief. Report cars are comming up, im excited I cant wait to see how good i did.. and i know i did very well =) I did bad on my sats though... =( .. blah oh well. Its not like im going to any fancy type deal school. Well.. yeah.. thats about all.. xoxoxo-- TRisH (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 23rd, 2002
10:36 am	Better that that... I think I can say things are getting better, but I guess I'll wait and see. EJ and I talked last night. It was a good talk. I guess I had forgotten how he felt, till I asked him and he told me. He said he loved me more than anything. I love him more than anything too. I needed him to remind me though, cause I was thinking things we're changing and I didnt want them too.. Bri came over last night.. it was s0o0o much funnnn! We laughed and talked and it was fun. I dont feel good. I feel like I have the flu or something, but that will not stop me from going out with Michelle and everyone tonight. I wannaaaaa! We're going to see "8 Mile"-- Emineeeeeeemmm :o) I got up s0o0o early this morning.. like 7 oclock! It sucks.. I feel like shit, but George .. my friend from like madd long ago and i talked on the phone i was like ya know i dont wanna talk to you lol.. and he was being annoying :P! Well, im waiting for EJ to wake up..... :)! bye guys. (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 21st, 2002
8:18 pm	In the end, it doesnt even matter........ Nothing matters. I want to just sleep forever. I cant stand anything anymore. He's got bigger problems than me.. which means what? I'm holding in so much shit.. Does he ever think about that? That i dont show him all my emotions cause i dont want him thinking im some f*cked up emotional basket case. I cant take it anymore. I cant! I went out with Mike.. and I made him take me home. I didnt want to be out. I wanted to come home and cry.. I cant f*cking take it anymore. I just want to sleep forever.. please.. thats all I want.. :o( (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
10:17 pm	Whoah. Tonight was so amazing with EJ.. I cant even explain to anyone the feeling that I'm feeling right now. I love this guy more than anything in this entire world.. There's just one thing I dont like.. is that he jokes around 24/7.. and I know he can be serious, i wish he was alittle more serious is all.. Cause like after we did what we did, I wanted to lay there with him, talk about what happened, like.. uhm.. just tell each other what we mean to each other. And I know he feels alot about it, but i wanted him to tell me "gee that was amazing"? I dono.. Oh well.. My wrist still hurts.. and I decided not to tell EJ.. but now he'll know cause he reads this... yeahhhh... :o\ Thats about all for now.. .. Gonna go to beddy.. .. night! (Comment on this)
7:37 pm	I'm just a kid... Yeah, well, last night was pretty eh.. I mean things didnt work to the way I wanted them too. I was alittle crappy feeling and I felt really sad.. and i teared a few times, .. When we we're layin on my couch.. i turned over and wanted to cry so badly, but I held it in.. and when he was leaving and we we're outside.. and I started to tear again.. Why didnt I just cry? I just wanted to cry so badly. I feel like such a wuse though.. and i dont wanna be like that. I dont know.. My Dad smashed my fucking wrist today against the wall and I have a bruise on it.. which I dont plan on showing EJ... I dont want him to think i'm some pathetic chick who is.. pathetic. *shrugs* that didnt make sense.. but thats how I feel.. I hate my father. I hate him. Why does he have to hurt me? My wrist is now killing me.. dammit. I dont know whats wrong with me =( Day wasnt bad.. .. Ej is here.. byebye.. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 19th, 2002
6:25 pm	O'keeffe O'keeffe made me make this thing.. even though I have another diary thing. I have to admit, this is pretty cool.. hehe.. My day consisted of boring shit, as always. Woke up, did my hair, got dressed in my cute little school girl uniform and left for school. nothing too great happened in school. Taryn and I though we're making fun of Crystal.. more Taryn though, they went back and forth about Taryn being fake and whatnot. Cause well, it all started cause Crystal wanted to room with me and O'keeffe.. but Taryn, me, Lamm all decided we we're rooming together. .. And like it was this whole big thing. Laura just sat there looking at us, while we yelled at each other.. hehe.. Last night Ej stopped over.. It was really nice.. which was a definite plus-a-roo =) Alright, thats about all for now.. Leave me some messages peoplee!! =) <3 Trish (3 Comments |Comment on this)