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gah [12 Oct 2003|01:02am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Alec + Me = Phone ] Gah. You know what? Fuck you guys. And this whole journal thing. No one ever fucking comments. This is pissing me off. Whatever. Bye. xlizx 1 fucking liar tell me yOu lOve me

heylo [10 Oct 2003|10:25pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | The White Stripes - Seven Nation Army ] Heylo. . . Like my new laypout? I do. Angelina Jolie is the best actress ever and she is simply the most beautiful person in the world! Hmm. . Well, I'm off grounding. . Nothing much has really happened. . And I'm too lazy to give details about the party right now. . Perhaps sometime later in the night. . . Well I talked to *him* earlier. Hehe. Yeay! I love *him* so much. . We talked on the phone for about 15 minutes or so. . I'm gonna try to hook him up with my new sessay bi guy friend, George. Heh. They would be extremely cute together. . And there's a bonus for me, I just might get to see two, extremely sexie, hott, fine, sweet guys kiss or make out! Score!!!!! In the words of me who stole it from Marisa who stole it from my EX BEST FRIEND, Colin. Hmm. . . Well now I just pissed myself off. . . Smart, ehh? I best be gone as silent as I came. . . Start talking people, I can't take this much longer. . . _x-much love-x_ xOxO xlizx 2 fucking liars tell me yOu lOve me

quickie [08 Oct 2003|07:10pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Jet - Are You Gonna Be My Girl ] Hello all. Quick update. I miss you all so very much! I'm grounded. . For those of you who didn't know. . . I shall update on Saturday when I get off grounding for the comp and tell all details. . . Call Me!!! 636-3379 I'm allowed on the phone. Well, I have to go. . I have to finish doing what I'm supposed to be doing on the comp in the first place so I don't get in trouble. . Once again, details on Saturday. Much lovE xOxOxOxO xlizx tell me yOu lOve me

la de la de da [01 Oct 2003|07:20pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | nothing ] Got bored. . So I went to this new site that this chic told me about on livejournal. . . Got some quotes. . . Cuz yea. . . So here they are I guess. . .:x:. . . Scars are stories, history written on the body. The scars will last forever. But nothing compares to the pain that put them there. ". . .just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say that death was on sale today. . ." -Marilyn Manson- Why do you care about me now when I want to die, and not when I wanted to live? "Therapy? I don't need that. The roles that I choose are my therapy." - Angelina Jolie "You're young, you're drunk, you're in bed, you have knives, shit happens." - Angelina Jolie "Without suffering there'd be no compassion." "Yea, well tell that to those who suffer." - Mandy Moore, Shane West, A Walk To Remember You may forget what they said, but you will never forget how they made you feel. "Conformity is suicide. Imitation is Suicide. Love is Suicide. Suicide is self- expression." -Marilyn Manson- How will you know I am hurting, if you cannot see my pain? To wear it on my body, tells what words cannot explain. . . "Laughter cannot mask a heavy heart. When the laughter ends the grief remains." - Angelina Jolie "I know whats it like to want to die, how it hurts to smile, how you try to fit in but you can't, how you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain in the inside." - Angelina Jolie There's a smile on my face but I don't know why it's there. . . I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care. Lingering pain has changed me everyday - and now I'm covered with a substance of darkness that won't wash away. Give me a reason to smlie, I'll give you a reason to cry. Give me a reason to live, I'll give you reason to die. People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is gonna take away all the hurt and all the pain. . . . Well I've tried that. I've tried hiding my sorrows, and covering the saddness in my smile. . . And what I've learned is when it hurts this much inside, your heart always has a way of showing it, no matter how many fake smiles you wear. ( Dud. . famous ppl who self injure! ) That was just interesting I guess. . . Hmm. . . I'm so bored. . . Bleah. . . I guess I'm gonna go. . . xOxO Bye. xlizx tell me yOu lOve me

go die [29 Sep 2003|07:29pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | talking to Alec on the phone ] "I'll take you tomorrow" *next day* "It's raining. We'll go tomorrow" *next day* "If you'd do more things around the house then you'd be surprised with how much you'd get" God. I'm sorry for wanting to have fun during my teen years. I'm sorry that I have people to talk to. I'm sorry for having friends. I'm sorry for acting my age. I'm sorry for being me. I'm sorry for needing things. I'm sorry for wanting things. I have a life. I have needs. I have friends. I have people to talk to. I have fun. I act my age. I am me. I want things. You just don't care. I swear. I'm sorry that it gets cold at school and I need a fucking hoodie and I've been needing one since this summer. But nooo. . . You're too fucking lazy and worried about yourselves to ackoknoledge my needs. And you sit and wonder why I hate you. Why I don't talk to you. Why I don't spend time with you. And you sit and wonder why I don't do anything you tell me to do. You don't respect me so I'm obviously not going to respect you. And then I hear you say "I wish that little fucking bitch was never born" What the hell is your problem? You are sorry excuses for parents. I know you want me to die. And you try to tell me that my friends don't care?! But no. . . When Zac needs needs something or wants something. . You'll do anything to get it for him. Even though he's the highschool dropout. And I'm not going to. Whatever. I hate you. Yes. I just said it. It's official. I HATE YOU I hate you with a passion. Both of you. You are never there for me. And I really don't care anymore. That's just how it is. And how it's always going to be. It's final. You don't care about me, I don't care about you. My friends do care. Unlike you. So go DIE. I hate you both. So much. My friends are always there for me. You don't want me. Fine, you'll get exactly what you want. By the end of October. Guaranteed. tell me yOu lOve me

yet another survey thingie. . . [28 Sep 2003|03:38pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | rain. . hehe ] {x} About you... {x} I Want: *him* {x} I Have: nothing {x} I Wish: I was really really really rich {x} I Hate: preppies, liars, backstabbers, Sarah Trosset!, and people who only talk to you when they have nothing else to do. . . {x} I Miss: Corey C. {x} I Fear: spiders, some snakes, bugs, getting sent away to a program {x} I Hear: Good Charlotte - Boys And Girls and me typing {x} I Search: for a life {x} I Wonder: when Michael will get mad at me again. . . {x} I Love: my true friends, being different, *him*, Marilyn Manson, punk, rock, metal, heavy metal, death metal, techno, dance, rave {x} I Ache: in my heart. . . {x} I Always: stand out! woop! {x} I Am Not: happy at all. . . {x} I Dance: rarely {x} I Sing: whenever I feel like it {x} I Cry: almost everynight. . . {x} I Am Not Always: in the mood for people {x} I Write: poetry {x} I Win: never. . {x} I Lose: always. . cuz it's me. . . {x} I Should: stop being a bitch {x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x}{x} [.X.] What... [.X.] people think I never: care [.X.] people think I am: happy [.X.] my bf/gf thinks I am: hott [.X.] makes you happy: being with *him* or my bf. . . [.X.] upsets you: a lot of things. . I think I need anger management. . LoL. . . I think? [.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.][.X.] -x- Yes or No... -x- you keep a diary: obviously. . . what the hell do you think this is?! -x- you like to cook: not unless I'm starving (which is very rare. .) -x- you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: I have a lot of them. . . -x- you're in love: yes -x- you set your watch a few minutes ahead: I don't have one. . they're annoying -x- you bite your fingernails: no! I love my fingernails! -x- you believe in love: I think love was created to seriously fuck up people's lives but yes. . I do -x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x--x- ×¤× Who is...? ×¤× the prettiest girl you know: Lisa-Marie ×¤× the weirdest person you know: me! ×¤× the loudest person you know: Samantha Vera ×¤× the sexiest person you know: Michael Marra heh. . . ×¤× your closest friend: Marisa ×¤× the person that knows the most about you: Marisa ×¤× most boring teacher: Mr. Walker פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ×פ××¤× (¤) Do You...? (¤) take a shower everyday: Duah! (¤) have any crushes: Las, CJ, Corey (at my school), Donny, Alec (¤) think/know you've been in love: yes (¤) want to get married: maybe. . . depends. . . (¤) have any tattoos/where: no ::tear:: (¤) Piercings/where: ears, eyebrow, and I'm gonna get my bellybutton, lip, nose, and *other* places done (lol) (¤) motion sickness: nope (¤) You're a health freak: hell no (¤) like thunderstorms: yep yep! hehe they're fun! (¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤)(¤) _x- Random names... _x- Ryan: Pinkston! _x- Drew: Lachey LoL. . . _x- Stephanie: lives in Tampa _x- Heather: is a bitch _x- Aaron: is some fat chic that was in some of my classes last year. . he is so annoying. . _x- Amy: is Corey's mom's name on Boy Meets World! _x- Will: Christianson _x- Paul: Alderman is sexie and fine as hell! _x- Eve: is some gay Barbie. . . _x- Jake: Gyllenhall is Donnie Darko and is sexier and hotter and finer than anybody! _x- Lauren: is a gay name _x- Alex: is Michelle's ex-bf _x- Dave:-y Hovak! _x- Justin: is my brother's bf of 6 years. . . LoL! _x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x-_x- [XxX] Do you prefer...? [XxX] To Cuddle or Make Out? Make Out! [XxX] Chocolate Milk, or Hot Chocolate? Chocolate Milk [XxX] Milk, Dark, OR White Chocolate? Milk Chocolate [XxX] Vanilla OR Chocolate? is French Vanilla a choice. . . ? [XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX][XxX] (»×«) In the past week have you... (»×«) Cried? yea (»×«) Helped Someone? maybe. . . idk. . . (»×«) Bought something? yep (»×«) Gotten Sick? almost cuz this Greg kid in my class that I cannot fucking stand wrote this really really really disgusting psycho ass story and yea. . . (»×«) Gone to the Movies? no (»×«) Said "I love you"? yea (»×«) Written a Real Letter? no (»×«) Talked to an Ex? yea (»×«) Missed an Ex? yea (»×«) Written in a Journal? isn't that what I'm doing right now? (»×«) Talked to a crush? yea. . . . (»×«) Had a Serious Talk? no (»×«) Missed Someone? yea (»×«) Hugged someone? a lot of people (»×«) Fought With Your Parents? I do everyday. . . (»×«) Fought With a Friend? no (»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«)(»×«) !*x*! Would You Ever... !*x*! Eat a bug? HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !*x*! Bungee jump? no !*x*! Hang glide? no !*x*! Kill someone? Probably beat someone to death. . !*x*! Have sex with someone you don't love? HELL YES! !*x*! Kiss someone of the same sex? I guess. . . idk. . . !*x*! Have sex with someone of the same sex? no !*x*! Parachute from a plane? no! !*x*! Walk on hot coals? HELL NO! !*x*! Go out with someone for their looks? Would you go out with someone who was ugly? Didn't think so. . . !*x*! For their reputation? No! Who gives a damn about someone's reputation. . That's just what other people think of them. . . It doesn't necessarily mean that's who they are. . . Reputations are just plain flat out STUPID AND FUCKED UP !*x*! Be a vegetarian? nope !*x*! Wear plaid with stripes? yea !*x*! IM a stranger? yea !*x*! Sing karaoke? yea. . . it's fun !*x*! Get drunk off your ass? I have before and I'll do it again! !*x*! Get stoned off your ass? Hell Yea Bitch!!! It's great! !*x*! Shoplift? I have before. . !*x*! Run a red light? Don't be a pussy now. . . Of course I would. . That is. . . If there were no cops around. . . !*x*! Star in a porn video? hmm. . . LoL! JP! !*x*! Dye your hair blue? I am over Christmas break! Woop! !*x*! Be on Survivor? HELL NO! That show is so fucking retarded I swear. . . !*x*! Wear makeup in public? All the time!!!!! !*x*! NOT wear makeup in public? Hell No! I would kill my best friends before I do that. . . !*x*! Cheat on a test? who wouldn't? besides all those goodie goodies and shit. . . !*x*! Make someone cry? if they deserve it. . of course !*x*! Call your math teacher a mother fudger? I speak my mind !*x*! Kick a baby? Lmao. . no! That's too mean. . . even for me. . . LoL. . . !*x*! Date someone more than ten years older than you? George Clooney! ::drools uncontrolably:: !*x*! Cuss out a priest? LoL!! That'd be soooooo much fun! !*x*! Take a job as a janitor? HELL FUCKING NO! That's DISGUSTING!!!!!! !*x*! Stay up all through the night? Uhh YEA! I always do. . . !*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*!!*x*! tell me yOu lOve me

why won't you dieeeeee. . . . . .!!!!!!! [27 Sep 2003|09:53pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Alec + Me = Phone ] Hi. Short entry. Cuz I'm really pissed. Ok. Last night Missy stayed the night and yea. We talked on the phone with Alec for like ever. Then we went to bed at like 245. Woke up at around 11. I got on the comp. Brad, Chris, and J.B. rode their bikes all the way to Kennedy from Sharpes to hang out w/ Missy and me. We went swimming in our clothes in the rain for like 3-4 hours. . . . . Then Missy and I came home. Ate pizza. Took showers. Then we got online. Talked to Alec on the phone for a while. Michael IMed me. Saddao and Michael broke up with him. They told him he wasn't ready for a relationship or some shit like that. Right. . . Well, I think we all know if I had him, I wouldn't ever break up with him. But. . . Unfortunately. . . I don't think that's ever going to happen. . . . .::sigh::. . . . . Ohwell. . . He said he misses me. I miss him more! I think this is the most I've written in blurty yet that I haven't said "LoL". Gee. I wonder why. Maybe because I hate my fucking parents because they wouldn't let Missy stay the night again for some gay reason. And for those of you who don't know, that is not the only reason why I hate them. Trust me. I'm not like those little preppies who say "I hate you/them" just because they don't get their way. But w/e. But yea they were just seriously bitching out at me bc I wanted Missy to stay the night too and so did she. And now they're all pissed off at me for no fucking reason. God I hope they fucking die in a car crash on the way up to St. Augustine on Friday. Damn. That would make my whole night/life so fucking much better! I would be so fucking happy. I would probably never stop smiling. Geez, I'd probably smile and laugh in my sleep. LoL. Now that's something to say "LoL" about. Hah. Well, I'm gonna go call Alec. So yea. . . . I guess I'll leave it with that. Start talking people, I can't take this much longer! xOxO Bye. xlizx OOOO!!! I'm having a party on the 3rd!!!! It's from 5 PM to 4 AM so yea you have to come!!!! It's gonna be kick ass! There's gonna be a lot of people there and there's gonna be A LOT of beer, bicardi silver, and weed there!!! And a lot of hott guys!!! IM me if you wanna come and you need my address!!! AIM - selfNflicteDrama MSN - baby_g99@hotmail.com. Or call me -636_3379-! 1 fucking liar tell me yOu lOve me

start talking people. . . [25 Sep 2003|08:29pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | 500 people IMing me. . . ] Start talking people. I can't take this much longer. So comment!!!! I like to feel loved too you know! Ugh. But of course, I'm not. Whatever. Bye. I hate you p.s. I'm not talking about everyone. Just one person. If you don't know who it is, TOO BAD. 4 fucking liars tell me yOu lOve me

eww the ugly FISH LOOKING ONE?!!!! [24 Sep 2003|10:13pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Marilyn Manson - The Beautiful People ] Haha! Yes! Now I know I'm not the only one who thinks Brooke Beauclair looks like a FISH! WOOP! HAHAHHA. Ok. AnYhOo. . . I got that from some old comments in an old entry in Lisa-Marie's Deadjournal. Hah. Go see!! http://www.deadjournal.com/users/xlisamariex/1536.html Woop! LoL. Seriously though. . . She really does look like a fish. I don't know what guys see in her. What's so sexie about a slutty fish with fake tits? Uhh. Here's an answer. . . NOTHING!!!! Wow. I'm so0O smart aren't I?! Woop! Go me! LoL. Or. . . NOT. AnYhOo. . . My lesbian lover, Dina, moved back to her mom's. Yeay! I'm gonna go see her tonight. LoL. Woop! And I know what all you sick-minded freaks are thinking. . . And the answer to that is NO. No, you cannot watch us finger each other wildly. Lmao. Hah. As if. We are so not lesbian-lovers. Bleah. . . . Thad be like wrong. Not saying there's anything wrong w/ gay/bi/lesbian ppl. . . But it's just Dina and I are like best friends. LoL. And even if we weren't, it still wouldn't change anything. LoL. Sorry for all you horney bastards out there. LoL. WelP! Guess what! I got a new bf! Woop! Go me! LoL. His name is Las. . . And yea. LoL. I've known him for like 4 months now. Missy introduced us. And I stole him from that slut Sarah. Excuse me. That 12 YEAR OLD Wanna-be WHORE. Ahem. AnYhOo. . . Here's Las. . .:.:. . . ( Get hornEy. . . ) Damn. He is SO fine. . . Yummified. . . Well. . . I guess I'm gonna go. . . . I need to update my other blurty. Start talking people. I can't take this much longer. 2 fucking liars tell me yOu lOve me

life's joyful little world of randOm thOughts. . . hah [23 Sep 2003|09:52pm] [ mood | suicidal tendacies ] [ music | Marilyn Manson - Disposable Teens ] Woo. Guess what. Too bad. You're only gonna know this secret if you're on my list as a friend for my friends only blurty colourmebitch. . . But don't worry. It won't be a secret for long. . . . . Haha. Just for the fuck of it. . . I'm gonna make up that list again of who's my friend on that thing again! Just because I can and I am and I will and I'm bored as FUCK. . . So yea. The so-called lucky people are. . .:.:. . . saving_apathy xmorbidxbeautyx my_sanctuary penguinbowtie mangledsoul *byebye* Forget me. It's that simple. . . . tell me yOu lOve me

lusty, and a little slutty [23 Sep 2003|07:43pm] [ mood | quixotic ] [ music | Alec + Me = Phone ] Your bra is a NOVELTY bra! Never one to go for the boring conventional approach, always in for something off the beaten track.....you are Novelty Bra! Always full of jokes (and hand buzzers), you are a bra filled with mirth and other good things. Your cups, for example, might be attached with spring cords from your shoulders, delighting innocent bystanders as you walk by. You love getting attention and if you don't get enough, you whip out your barely covered by glittery butterfly nipples - and do a little dance. What Kind of Bra Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva You Are Thong Panties! Lusty, and a little slutty. You turn heads everywhere! What's Kind of Panties Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Woop?! tell me yOu lOve me

I love you. ::long pause:: SHIT! NO I DON'T!! [22 Sep 2003|10:31pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | MSI - Pussy All Night (hah) ] LMFAOB! Hah! Ok. What I'm about to say means I'm in deep shit but it's also fucking hillarious at the same time. LoL. Ok. Brad called me at around 830 to say that he couldn't talk on the phone for the rest of the night right? Ok. ::breathes:: Well. . . . When we were getting off the phone. I accidentally said "Ilovyou". SHIT! LOL. And I realized I said it when he said it back!! He was like "I love you too. . . More than you!! Bye baby". And then yea. I said "Bye." And that was that--Or so I thought. Ugh. And then, I started freaking out but laughing histarically at the same time. First, I called Missy but she was on the phone so yea. Then I called my friend Christina from school bc she's just smart/good when it comes to things like these. She was on the other line with her bf/fuckbuddy (lol) so yea she said she would call me back in 30min. So I was freaking out for half an hour when she called and I explained. LoL. Oh that was great. LoL. Good times good times. So then yea. We talked for a while then she had to call Josh (her bf) so we got off the phone and then yea. She was gonna call me back in half an hour but she started cleaning instead so yea. Then I called Missy and told her what happened and we just died laughing right ther. LoL. Then At like 955 I called Christina and we just talked about random things and didn't get to "it" until we were about to get off the phone. I told her to come up with something believable to tell Brad tomorrow when she sees him in 1st period. LoL. Cuz she's just good at things like that. LoL. And yea. So I shall leave this at that and update tomorrow with the outcomes of all this. OH! And ONE more thing. . . When Brad and I were talking on the phone earlier, he said that one of my good friends (a.k.a. Christina) said that I told her that I thought I was falling in love w/ him and I said no! bc I'm not bc I love *him* and yea. . . . . So this is just grand. LoL. AnYhOo. . . . Today was somewhat boring, somewhat not. I hung out w/ Canadian Bitch (a.k.a. Dan) during breaks today. Fun. LoL. I would say what we talked about, but most all of it was 'you had to be there to get it' kinda stuff. So yea. And when I was walking w/ Canadian Bitch after school to the corner where I would meet Vinnie and get a ride, I had on my black Hard Rock CAFE spaghetti tank under my Without A Trace shirt today (which is huge by the way) and I told him to hold my binder for me real kwik so I could take off my Without A Trace shirt and when I started to he was like (lol) "Yea! Take it all off, Liz!" LoL!!!! That's great. LoL. So yea that was my entertainment of the day-day. Then the "thing" was the entertainment of the night. LoL. Michael and I are friends again. Yeay! BuT. . . . I just don't want to get hurt again. And he says that it's just him being pms-y. . . But like. . . It's just that. . . ------------ ****Stop****(yea I know, that was gay but w/e fuck u) This isn't for this blurty. It's for my friends only one. The people who can read colourmebitch are. . . penguinbowtie my_sanctuary saving_apathy xmorbidxbeautyx mangledsoul Sorry if you're not on the list. . . If you wanna be. . . Go to that journal and do what it says to be added. . . xOxO Bye. liz tell me yOu lOve me

blah. [22 Sep 2003|06:23pm] [ mood | ehh ] [ music | Sessay bf + Me = Phone ] Just thought I'd share something with you. . .:.:. . . I cry all alone Shaking in my world With this knife in my hand Wondering who I am I don't wanna live Why do I feel this way? I hate myself more and more each day Am I worthless? Why do I just have hate and anger inside Why can't I just be. . . happy? tearspainblood I got that from her away msg. Even though it is hers, I feel the same. . . Except I would've added depression to the hate and anger inside line but that wouldn't be right so yea. I didn't. So I'll leave it with that. TaTa. Comments plez! *`~L~`* tell me yOu lOve me

oh yes. . . . even there! [21 Sep 2003|10:33pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Marilyn Manson - mOBSCENE ] Dunno. Blah blah blah uhhhhh yea I got bored so I thought I'd entertain you with my boredom. Hah! Baby Blue eyez With her perfect hair and tight thighs She walks in the room with a smile All the guys want her at least for a while Don’t walk away from me It hurts and why can’t you see? That we should be together I thought it was going to be forever? (¯`·.¸_)(_¸.·´¯)(¯`·.¸_)(_¸.·´¯)(_¸.·´¯) .·:º¨¨¤:·.-:¦:-º-:¦:-.·:¤¨¨º:·. ©ª«¬­®¯®­¬«ª© :¦:¦:¦:¦:¦:¦:¦:¦:¦:¦: `-,.,-`-,.-`-,.,-`-,.,-` there are so many tears in my heart that never reach my eyes .when he walks by. -I smile like I d0nt kare- .but inside I'm screamin life's *n0t fair*. This isnt a perfect world. . . people do get hurt. You smile when you feel. . . like crying. You act like you're okay when. . . you're anything but. You pretend like you're happy. . . when really you're falling apart inside. This is gonna be long. ( And I'm just getting started. . . ) Quotes usually aren't my thing but w/e. I g2g. Dad. Ergh. Comment if you wish. Bye. `me` p.s. I have a friends only blurty. . . colourmebitch. . . tell me yOu lOve me

uhh. . . [20 Sep 2003|06:34pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's Mom ] I made a new website cuz I got bored. Take a look if you want. . .:.:. . . http://hometown.aol.com/__121b_JJ7P0RQFl1RBuAJ5HTkXkpMlbRM7wFl6eCcyUW/HziU= Bye. tell me yOu lOve me

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