18 Jan 2004|10:13pm  ( consider the odds im going to move to greatest journal bc everyone is moving from blurty and i heard that greatest journal was good. ill still post quotes in the quotes community. ill update when i have a new username

16 Jan 2004|03:59pm  (1 consider the obvious consider the odds i am in so much pain its absolutely ridicoulous. =( why cant i be okay?! i slept for a whooping 45 minutes after school today. wonddderful. i dont want to give blood tomorrow. god damn these people. the nurse at school said i pulled something.. but the pain has moved now.. and im quite nervous. ugh. bye.

15 Jan 2004|06:15am  (1 consider the obvious consider the odds SNOW FUCKING DAY!!!

14 Jan 2004|06:55pm  ( consider the odds it is so cold out. yea everyone thinks we're going to have a snow day tomorrow. i doubt it. our school NEVER EVER closes. stef came back today. ;) woowhoo. [banana..] haha how funny are those two.. [not!!!!!] ugh!!! i have two more chapters for senior memory book. i wana look for pics/quotes first. i have a few. ill finish it tomorrow. thats the procastinoator in mE! =) im going. bye love. quote: ...i begged you not to go.. i begged you.. i pleaded.. bid you as my only hope.. watch the floor as you retreated..-dashboard confessional

13 Jan 2004|05:12pm  ( consider the odds hey. this is going to be short i dont feel like typing much. today was normal. im almost ready to start my final project in college computing. i love that class even though its first period. + im doing good in that class now. hopefully the avg will ^. walllace! haha. in the senior parking lot there were like 2-6 acidents today. because our school is full of assholes who decided NOT to put salt on the ground so the ice would melt. ash's car got hurt ;(. haha. suckks..!!! evilness of our school is so crazYYY!! other pple's cars got hit today.. because of ICE. + its supposed to be like 3x colder tomorrow than yesterday. ever hear of rock salt west islip high school?! haha they are going to get their asses sued anyways. after school lauren and i went to michaels to get purrrttty paper for our senior memory books. it was fun haha. so many pretty papers! ok im going to go. bye love. quote: as we speed along this endless road to the destination called who we hope to be, i cant help but whine, 'are we there yet?'-satc

12 Jan 2004|05:42pm  ( consider the odds howday. i ran a lil on my new treadmill when i got home from school. how exciting. than i fell asleep while watching the MIGHTY DUCKS!! (the second one is better though..) its snowy here. ugh. me and cris weds -> job hunting! im in sucha ratty sweatshirt right now but i love it; its so comfy. OH YEAH i have your sweatshirt maria sorrryyy! feel better stef! people are rude. its so disgusting. went to ruby tuesdays the other day. so funny. my hair was so str8.. haha. we got a caution sign put in front of our table. than mc dropped a big spoon and just put it on our table. i didnt like what i got but my desssert + salad bar was so good. and the people there are SO nice, i felt like i wasnt in new york anymore. PASS THAT DUTCH BABBAYYYY!!!! gramps is better. my bday is in like 2 months.. 18 BABY!!!! i love my birthday. its a tuesday! come see me get a tattoo! and hold my hand.. PLEASE! haha. i feel this attraction to this guy. its so weird. i dunnoo!! Lunch was so funny today. "well you can get a ______" :::hyseterical laughing::: "Ali, that is the funniest thing you have ever said to me ever" haha. it was great. i hope i get married. that is so random. but we were talking about it today. :( . i realllly do. i have midterms (finals mostly) in like 2 weeks. mofoooo! i cleaned out my closet yesterday and i found all these old notes. it was weird. they were from like 5-6 YEARS ago. ahness. who saw SEX AND THE CITY last night!?!?!?!? it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD! comment me if you saw it and we'll talk about it b/c many of my friends dont watch it and i need someone to talk about it with!! alright, its chilly down here. im going to go my loves.

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09 Jan 2004|06:27pm  (2 consider the obvious consider the odds quick one before i hafta go. hafta go see grandpa tonight. sick ;( (sorry jaime.) i want bo hing. ha jiLL im out

09 Jan 2004|12:27pm  (2 consider the obvious consider the odds hey there. i am in writers circle now. we are doing (well supposed to be) typing our senior memory books. - one of my many projects. ive already done most of it. ill probably finish it this weekend. wow it is ridiculously COLD. my goodness. its soooooooooo coold. and its cold in this classroom? maybe because its all computers and ya know it needs to be cold. we were talking about prom at lunch today. i duno. i wana go but i dont want to go without a date. ugh. so ughy. anyway. im going to get a job soon. maybe ill meet someone when i get a job. i dunno. its just a pain. yesterday meghan stopped by and she showed me her new car. its SO SO nice. i love it. its a 2003 elantra. its silver and hand detailing and leather. last night i was watching ER and reading that book for social issues. its called um It Happened to Nancy. ooooooiiii. i LOVED it!! i cried! lolol. i love deannas hair color. its so pretty!!!! =) maria and stef were absent today. feel better you two!! oh here comes ms. sacchi. talk to you later. ps i got a new layout but its not done yet. im putting a lovely picture of Chris Carraba on the top!!!!! love, alison quote: no one understands the meaning of your eyes and how i feel burning deep inside-taking back sunday

07 Jan 2004|02:33pm  (2 consider the obvious consider the odds taken from jess's journal [What's Your Favorite...] Band?: dashboard confessional and simple plan Singer?: britney spears Boy Band?: bsb! haha steF!! Rapper?: EMINEM <3 Color?: light purple Parent?: my dad.. since hes the only one? Store?: abercrombie of course Food?: italian.. Sport?: baseball.. yankees <3 Friend?: how do u have a fav. friend? Fruit?: i like all of em!!! Veggie?: YUMMIE! broccili corn etc Resturant?: outback Clothes brand?: abercrombie! Song?: there are many [You] Height?: 5'4 Weight?: yea right. Hair color?: dark brown Eye color?: brown Shoe size?: 8 Pierced?: ears Tattooed?: nope.. but march 30th 2004!!! i will be! Sexual Orientation?: i love those BOYS <3 Girlfriend?: ^ Crush?: sure why not Who?: u all know [Have You Ever?] Been hugged? [not by anyone in your family..]: yes! Been slapped?: nope .. not seriously Gotten beaten up?: nope Beat someone up?: nope Killed someone?: yep im a first class murderer Purposley killed an animal?: horrible pple. Tried suicide?: ew no Thought about suicide?: permanent solution to a tempoary problem Gotten drunk?: hell ya Had sex?: for u to find out.. PEACE haha Done drugs?: couple times Flashed someone?: no no TP'd someone's house?: nope Egged someone's house?: haha halloween '03 Snuck out?: nah my dad doesnt really care how late i stay out till.. lol Gotten suspended?: nahh Gotten expelled?: nah Gotten detention?: NOPE! ha Blackmailed someone?: thats mean Sold drugs?: nah Sold beer?: bought it To minors?: im a minor! Eaten a banana?: yes Sincerly wished someone was dead?: not really Gotten a wedgie?: at splish splash? everyone does DONT LIE FCUKERS! Given a wedgie?: uhh nope Poked the Pillsbury Doughboy?: aw [Do you...] Think you're punk?: nope Think you're goth?: nopeee Know what NIN stands for?: nine inch nails Like the Offspring?: eh Wanna fuck someone like an animal?: oh baby 0;) Like coke or pepsi?: neither Shower often?: everyday Bathe often?: im more of a shower girl Brush your teeth twice a day?: yes Wear deodorant?: yes Have AIM or AOL?: both Have MSN?: ew no Have email?: hm yes Like Pina Coladas?: too fruity ima beer kinda gal Dance?: sure why not Sing?: to songs Think you're awesome?: i rock lolol Think you're a loser?: no no Think you're cool?: haha yeaaaa. Get naughty thoughts about bananas?: eww Think Johnny Depp [in Pirates of the Caribbean] is sexy?: NO!! Damn straight you do.: holla Think Kurt Cobain is fucking hot?: eh. Think Brad Pitt is sexy?: yes ma'am See any resemblence between Brad Pitt and Kurt Cobain?: nah Own a Playboy?: a playboy bunny piLLoW! Own a car?: nah Walk to school?: nope Go to school?: yes Often get called a fruitcake?: ah no Why is that?: cuz i said no? Wish this test would end so you can go watch sexy, sexy, Johnny in POTC?: uh not really

07 Jan 2004|02:10pm  (2 consider the obvious consider the odds i need a new background! dashboard confessional would be nice. meghan came back today! woo. it was so fricking cold out today it was so bad. + im an idiot and wear short sleeves. lol. ty for the sweatshirt i have 133248239048 projects due and its ridiculous. why does my school make most seniors take a shitload of "classes" that are half years? stupid people. when we went out to lunch today @ the mall.. lol.. well we made a scene. as usual. im waay too loud! + maria g got water all over her car? bc she thought the h2o bottle was closed and went to belt out a song and it went everywhere. it was classic.! NO SYMPATHY! haha stef/mc/mg i went to Fran's today! finally got my key. go me. caught up on a buncha things. was nice gotta love that lady =) i got to thinking about college last night. i need new PJS for it. lolol. mine are all like old and stuff. lolol. i dont know why i thought of that. robin said i would be a party animal yesterday? lolol. THAT IS WHAT COLLEGE IS FOR. hahaha jk!! i wana go to cortland or western new england. rob goes there. kris said he loves it. hmm. i just wana see where the hell i got in and didnt get in. when do they let you know?!!! so nerve wracking. wowzers. im gonna go do my 19472390492 projects. <3 mE quote: (taken from emily. thanks darLin! ha) ...and in the end, will i be the girl you're looking for?

05 Jan 2004|02:04pm  ( consider the odds heey. my computer is fixed. buttttt... i dont have any of my pictures or anything. i had this awesome site.. kiss me or something for backgrounds and html help. does anyone know the name of that site?? or does anyone know where i can get a background or something? it would be of great help. xo me

03 Jan 2004|05:16pm  (2 consider the obvious consider the odds friday- i went to smithaven mall with maria. we shopped a lot! we saw emily and jaki in abercrombie. i got a pair of pants from af, and black pants from charolette russe + two FREE shirts from cr! go me. maria got a lot of stuff too. than i got home and my grandpas gf called and told us that my grandpa was in the hospital. (he was getting a one day surgery thingy and they had to keep him over). so me and my dad went to get my aunt roseann and than we went to good sam. we went into the dialyisis part of it.. ive never actually seen the machines working. i saw one working and i almost passed out. it was so bad. i would never wish that on my worst enemy. than he got transported to a room and we saw katie there. i havent seen her in sucha long time! saturday- (today so far.. lol) got a call saying my grandpa is STILL in the hospital. and no one knows why he is still there. im guessing something must be up. than lau called me and we went to see mona lisa's smile. it was SOO good. i loved it. i just got home from it. and im guessing im doing something later with some chickas. i suddenly got down again. its like one minute im all happy alison.. than the next im down alison. what is wrong with me? i feel so alone sometimes. =(. + i wish i could be a better person. i am a good person just a better person for myself. i never put myself first. i think its time i do. i always care about people and their problems and such but i never feel like pple care about mine. a certain few do [u know who u are. love yous] but its time for me to care about myself and not other people. im always worried when someone isnt happy but when do pple worry about me? seems pointless sometimes. but its time for me to be happy. i dont even know if that made any sense. lol. jess.... u should make me a new layout. i know you want too.. haha u dont hafta. let me know. <3 me quote: the things in life you are most scared of are usually the ones most worthwhile.-mona lisa's smile

01 Jan 2004|11:26pm  (1 consider the obvious consider the odds this is a different survey.. i got it from someone in the quotes community. Instructions: 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold the things that you have in common with me. 3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you. 01. i'm half Irish. 02. i smell like smoke. 03. i am the baby of the family. 04. I did not go through a goth phase in high school. 05. i love sex and the city 06. i hate people pretending to be someone their not 07. i love dashboard confessional. 08. i also hate when people TypE LyKe D1s. 09. I really enjoy my sleep. 10. I have a nose. 11. I just watched John Q. 12. I love chapstick. 13. i think my neighbor is hottt! ha 14. I love to read 15. i have headaches. 16. I wonder sometimes if my life would be different if i tried a bit harder 17. I hope I end up where I have imagined myself. 18. I am nervous/terrified about college. 19. I am hungover 20. I love rain (occasionally) 21. i didnt get dressed today. 22. my dad is going away this weekend. 23. I love hugs. 24. I am a very crap typer. (well today i am) 25. i think most guys are hot. lolol 26. i am listening to jessica simpson. ha 27. i am wearing victorias secert pj pants. 28. i have my glasses on. 29. i dont match. lol 30. i heart my friends <3 32. i like to believe that there's one person out there for me. 33. i love chocolate rocky road from coyles. yum. 34. i swear a lot 35. baggy shorts and tube socks are sexy on certain guys gotta love punky guys sometimes. 36. i love love love love Viva La Bam. 37. I am tan. 38. I've never been snowboarding 39. I have little hands. 40. i'm very sarcastic 41. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they cost nothing. 42. i never leave home without my phone. 43. my hair is messy 44. i need a manicure. asap. 45. I spend way too much time shopping. 46. I need to do my math homework. 47. i need to clean my room. 48. i watched ryan and tristas wedding today 49. i miss hot boys. 50. i love to lay and listen to music. 51. i like just laying with someone, and not having to say anything. 52. i want money 53. I love to find money in my coat pockets. 54. but i never find money in my coat pockets 55. I wish I could draw better. 56. i wish i could play the guitar. 57. I don't like self centered people. 58. hangovers are the worst thing. ever. 59. i need a new journal background 60. I think everybodys hot. 61. i like nice abs. 62.I overreact about things sometimes. 63. i dance to britney spears. sober. ha 64. I want to have a good life. 65. i love spiked hair 66. I hate to be alone. (occasionally i like to be alone) 67. im singing along with britney spears. 68. im wearing flag socks? 69. Douchebag is a funny word. DOUCHE! 70. i love my cat! 71. I want roadtrips with loud music and retarded friends. 72. I am a alright procrastinator 73. I am drawn to induviduality, crazyness and humor. 74. I like being with people i love 75. i hate when people don't be themselves. 76. im cold. 77. I read golden colour in books when i was little 78. I don't think chickens have fingers. 79. i hate cartoon network. 80. im retarded lolol 81. I've never done cocaine. 82. I like this test thing but i hate making things bold 83. i want Bam SEXY 84. I want to go to italy. 85. i have logn hair. 86. Sometimes I think to myself: Wow. im really fucking stupid haha 87. i'm a loud girl. 88. I have random pictures in my locker. 89. i've never not worn underwear 90. i have lived in the same place all my life 91. I can't stand avril lavigne 92. i used to have fish 93. I love little kids. 94. I love to laugh. 95. i like the snow. 96. i'd love to be rich, like rich girls on mtv. lol 97. i dont think im going overseas next year 98. I really want a tattoo HELL YEA 99. Sometimes I think i still am 10 years old 100. I love to make people laugh.

01 Jan 2004|11:01pm  (1 consider the obvious consider the odds HAPPY 2004 MY LOVES!! i was in the shower right before maria came and got me. and my brothers friend came. and i missed it. i hear hes a looker. damn u. wow. all i can say is i was so DRUNK last night. everything after midnight was a blur. all i know is i BROKE my fucking camera. im sending that shit back and hopefuLLy get it fixed or something without my father knowing or ill die. BOSOM BUDDIE?! CORONA RUN!!!!!! i hate bud. i want corona. NOW. hahaha i think i might have thrown up last night. i dont even remember. WEIRD. i woke up without my contacts? in jessicas bed? than randomly katie got into the bed? and maria was there? no idea how i got up the stairs. somebody took care of me! THANK YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE! kaluha + pineapple juice = my new love <33 i was actually hAPPY last night.. due to alcohol. but hey IT WORKS FOR ME. my brother is like so sick. =(. his friend, mark, just called to see how he was. sounded cute. road trip to daves school. pick up some men. yes! lolol. i stayed in tonight.. watched John Q. good movie. quite bored tho.. i think my dad is going away for the weekend. niiiice. house to myself. PARTAY?! drunkness?! close out the vacation in the right matter! call me if ud like to come ovER! damn my brother is sick.. i forgot. hmm. ill fig something out. i hope my dad goes. i need a mini vacation with no adults. jesus. lol. so its 2004. thats just SCARY. i remember saying "in 2004 ill be gradutating.." eww. thats scary. ok no more of that shiznit. i just thought of PAUL. i dont even know why. he just poped into my head. i havent thought of him in sucha long time. cuz i never see him and whats the point? ok, long ass one. maybe ill do a survey. maybe not bye my loves. comment me whores xo alison

31 Dec 2003|04:09pm  (3 consider the obvious consider the odds HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE! i feel MUCH better today!! + i figured out what was wrong. i was watching rich girls *haha tara best show.. my idols?* and jaime was going off to college. and i just got SO nervous about leaving. and i dont know why. but than i got over it. its just nerve wracking not knowing where i got into and what my options are. when i know where im going ill be stable again. what if i dont make friends like the ones i have here *love you allllllll!!!!!!* thats like my BIGGEST fear. who goes to college now and wants to lend me some much needed advice. anyone. HELP. happiness! talking to miss stef. havent talked to her in awhile! feel better! i actually have plans tonight. i usually do nada on new years eve for some reason. it shall be fun. im going to jessicas and sleeping over. last sleepover was so much fun at her house. haha remember that? i stole 13532948320423 beers. HOLLA. the camera's going there! more pics! im obsessed with my new AF pants.. i want another pair in a different color. love, me

31 Dec 2003|12:56am  ( consider the odds whenever night rolls around i feel so crappy. and i honestly dont know why. =(. i want to be happy again. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!!?!

29 Dec 2003|10:25pm  (3 consider the obvious consider the odds saturday i went to mg's house. drunkness? maybe. lets just say it was drama central. i felt like a mother. lol. im guessing i was just being a good friend through it all? i hope so. i hope i helped somewhat. postively that is. =). sunday i went to my grandparents house for dinner. dave and ellen didnt go because they were sick. nor did aunt eileen? im guessing something is going around. and of course the tattoo issue came up. none of these people are my dad. all that matters is my dad when it comes down to this. he said its okay and is totally cool with it. but of course, "im ruining my body if i get a tattoo", "its permament", "dont get one.", "18 year olds are too young to make any type of decision like that" (i will be 18 in march + it will be my bday gift) I WANT A TATTOO WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL JESUS MOTHER OF CHRIST. wow. sorry. its MY body. not theirs. it just makes me want to get my whole body done as a tattoo. guess what family? im getting one. its not just because i want it and all my friends are getting one and its cool. no. i want it as a symbol of my love for my deceased family members. its an angel. http://www.axxent.ca/~gennaro/Other_Tattoos/Angel/angel_17.html <~go there or maybe click if it works? i dont get it. what do you think about tattoos? today i went to roosevelt field mall . it was fun. i got pants and a shirt from abercrombie and a shirt from hollister and a new eyeliner from sephora. saw some crazy lady with purple hair? so confused. mall security has its own like gocart? weird. i love that mall. i wana go back to hollister. ! anywho. i felt a lil down tonight. i dont even know why at all. and i still dont know why. well i wrote this part before i wrote about the tattoo incident. and im guessing thats why. just makes me so mad. im never good enough for ANYONE, it seems.+ sometimes i just feel alone. lonely, im guessing. actually i dunno. nevermind. + i never live up to other people's standards. ive always been the person who gives the advice and is the "rock". when is it my turn to be a mush and cry for no reason? and have someone else care about me and help me through some of my problems. jesus im ranting and raving for no reason. i have NO reason to be down. this is just stupid of me. plain and simple. sometimes i just get down when i have time to myself to think about things. stupid things. who am i to be down? when my dad just bought me a NEXTEL and a DITIGAL CAMERA a week ago for christmas. i sound so ungrateful. but IM NOT. im a strong person. why do i feel as if i am a big mush of nothing lately? urgh. i just need to get out of this house and not think anymore. wow i sound like a freak. dont mind me. i just needed to get it out and i feel better. sorry if i scared you. ha. love, me quote what did i do to deserve the pain of this moment..-christina aguilera

25 Dec 2003|10:37am  ( consider the odds MERRY CHRISTMAS! i hope santa was good to you! he sure was to me. i got a ditigal camera, a nextel!, finding nemo, SEX AND THE CITY DVD, slippers, pjs, dream cards, portable cd player, a sweater, breakfast at tiffanys etc. WOO.

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