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I am tired like hell right now. Only 5 hours of sleep in last 48 hours. Why?? Lots and lotsa weird things.. is neone mad enough to watch Friends at 3:30 and then read novels till 6 am and then go out for a ride on a foggy kanpur morning. Well I am. After that ride I had a long steamy shower and went to the Diffusion class.Came back and started practising for the Cricket tournament till 6:00. Missed the breakfast, lunch and the tiffin. After such a long time I felt so much tired.I just felt like falling on bed and sleep but din't ... instead moved to have a shower at 8 in the night. If I were the Sarah of Serendipity I wudnt have had that bath because at first I cudnt find my bucket (my neighbor took it) and then I went to find the Geyser not working ... I moved to the mid, even bot but no where it was working.I finally went to the BTOP where I found hot water coming and had a really looooong shower. It did carry away all the tiredness. After that had the dinner and was stuck designing a Tshirt for Techkriti with Shikari. After that the walk to my room GBOT to ATOP was seeming as difficult as climbing on the Tiger Hill.I was lurching, all the limbs aching badly.Alas at 2:00 I was back to heavenly warmth of my quills :)
----- The MMEions lost :(( -----
We had a Cricket match with Mechanical Engineering guys and we lost the goddamn match cuz of silly things... ahh it feels so bad when you just drop it out of your hands :(( ... we lost it by 9 runs. Defeat!!! everybody says defeat is not important but feel like punching your hand against a wall when u actually loose it ... philosophical ppl say its not important you lost it .. .....( u know the crappy saying) MY FOOT. When you loose you loose!! Tommorrow the men of steel are gonna take over the circuit makers :) ( Electrical Engineering buddies ).
In all this busy stuff something really bad happened. I did something I shouldnt have done. Theres a place in my dreamscapes, a very special place. I am maniac about it. And once again I hurt my best friend because of my madness about that dream, the stupid belief in a stupid dream. I feel so bad about it but I cant help it!! I cannot stop loving that place in my dreamland and I cannot afford to hurt people for it either.
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