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[10 Aug 2003|11:50am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Metallica- Master of Puppets (live) ]

Whoa, I am WRITING in this bitch! WHOOO HOOOOO.

I have had an A+ weekend... minus the 12 hour work day Saturday, and the fact I had absolutely NOTHING to do at Lameroux's last night, compared to the night before... Blah, shoulda gone to Matty's, well, I am tonite, but yeah.

Friday night- Went to the mall, after getting out of work at 7... It sucked that I got out so late, but I still got to see Alexiz, Kristen, Megs, Aly, and everyone else there I knew, so yeah, I can't complain that much.... Went with Lameroux, and it was chill. Went back to his hizzle that night, and got majorly fucked up. Yeah, it was fuckin awesome man....

Saturday- I had to work, it fuckin sucked... Had to wake up at 7, and then go home, get changed, and run to work. Worked like a dog until 7:30, which blew balls and ruined my plans for the night... But yeah, ended up going ot Chop's again, and told Matty that Sunday we will chill, which will most likely happen, cuz yeah. Nothin interesting that night, jus a lil bit of smokin, nothin big at all... I dunno, kinda cool

I've had a boring week, and it will be boring until the 24th, cuz tat's when I'm DONE with work! WOOOOOOT. Yeah, but there are a lot of stupid bitches in this world, and I mean A LOT. Well, only a bit that I know, but I can imagine for everyone else... I'd just like to state this, and get it out of my system...

FUCK YOU BRI, I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL.

: D, I'm out

- Gehop

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[07 Aug 2003|07:43pm]
Everyone has their day
Or that moment to complain
But you abuse the privilage
Stupid
Egotistical
Bastard
You bitch
Crying somberly
For some attention
Hog the light
Then burn in hell
Sick of your shit
Sick of your bitching
You put everyone
Else through the pain
Trying to get pity
Well
You won't get it here
Leave it be
We don't want you
You aren't welcome
I don't care
Fuck off
Asshole
Take your life
To some other
Hellhole
Or to
Someone else
That would care
Cuz
I DON'T
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[07 Aug 2003|07:42pm]
You are the one
That I breath from
Yearn for
You can constrict me
To your every wish
For being with you
Is in all way powering
I couldn't live
Without you
You are the light of day
And when you are gone,
It is darkness
I can't stand
To not see you
When we part
I will weep
Yet reflect
On the good
The bad
And of course
The beautiful
Times I have spent with you,
At my side
Under my arm
In my grasp
I can't forget
The sweet scent
Of you
Do not part
Do not leave
For I am just getting settled
Just getting
Settled
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[07 Aug 2003|07:42pm]
Everyone has their day
Or that moment to complain
But you abuse the privilage
Stupid
Egotistical
Bastard
You bitch
Crying somberly
For some attention
Hog the light
Then burn in hell
Sick of your shit
Sick of your bitching
You put everyone
Else through the pain
Trying to get pity
Well
You won't get it here
Leave it be
We don't want you
You aren't welcome
I don't care
Fuck off
Asshole
Take your life
To some other
Hellhole
Or to
Someone else
That would care
Cuz
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[07 Aug 2003|07:41pm]
I sit and wonder
How this day came to be
You in my arms
You liking me
We were worlds apart
At one point and another
Never knowing each other personally
But now we are like one
United through thoughts
And actions
When I hold your hand
I can feel the warmth
Consuming my coldness
You opened me up
Made me think
Dream
Wonder
About the world
Consuming my thoughts
Is the picture of you
Your beautiful figure
And face chiseled in gold
I can't seem
To remove you
From my train of thoughts
My seemingly endless words
Taken away when I talk to you
I have gotten
The message from heaven
You are proof
You're a living angel
And all I can say is
I love you
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[07 Aug 2003|07:39pm]
When I lie here
And look at the sky
I wonder who has been there
Through the thickest
Yet the thinnest
Who has really cared
And who hasn't
Who would be on the phone with me
When I am sad
And when I am not
Who I know will chill with me
On the darkest of days
Who won't leave me
To the hungry tiger
But rather help me there
And get me out
You are the one
When I feel down
That will help
Thank you for that
And for always caring
To my stupidest emotions
Your friendship is valued
More than life itself
Never meeting you
Would leave me incomplete
Irregular
Irrelevant
Nothing is better
Than your soothing words
Passing through your lips
Thank you friend
Thank you…
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[07 Aug 2003|07:38pm]
Why do I feel like a yo-yo
Winded up and down
Put in a high place
Before being released
Doing tricks for people
For their own pleasure
I feel as if I am old
Used to a pulp
No longer good
Jus something that goes up, and down
A yo-yo the only way to feel
Lost in the depths of insanity
Lead only by a string
I need the guidance
The way out
Of the epitome of this
To feel you again
But I can't
Instead I head down
After being held up
Bring me back
Back to the real world
And release me
From this pit
Save me?
For only you can now



By far my favorite poem i wrote, I just love this poem...
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[07 Aug 2003|07:37pm]
"Gimme the fame
Gimmie the money
Gimmie the life
I want that
I need this"

All you hear in our society,
All you'll hear
It runs you
And it runs me
We all need money
To run our life
But what if it was different?
Would we be the same?
I don't think so.
Our society
Filled with feeble people
Like you and I
Don't deny it
We all have that fault
Greedy to the bone
Wanting it only for ourselves
Don't listen to the
bullshit
You hear from people not wanting it
They always do.
Period.
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[07 Aug 2003|07:37pm]
Let's run it back
To the beginning
Back to when
It was normal
You and I
Were all the same
Equal in everything
Friends forever
Now it's different
We're not the same
You act weird
I act weird
We are shaky
Faulty at best
You and I
Are growing distant
When we should be closer
Explain the weirdness
Explain the distancy
We should be stronger
If not for each other
Then for the relationship
Ending it breaks
Keeping it weakens
No true decision
Only speculations
Shaky and controversial
Needing a pave
Sculpt it out
Of the dirty mud
I need you
And you need me
But we fail to realize it
No clue why
People say the stuff
People think shit
But I don't care
Fuck them
Let's runaway
To the land of far beyond
Where we can be merry
And live the life
That we should
Or let us fall
Into the depths
Of the demonic devil
Where we argue,
and bicker forever
Only to have us end
On the low note of sorrow
Wondering about this
And pondering about that
Let us not
Forget this time
As we unite,
For the very first time…
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[07 Aug 2003|07:30pm]
Death greets him warm
Like the heat from
The fire of dying life
Only the hearth
Can keep the poor man warm
The last place for his swollen soul
The eye
Of a weary man
Starts to slowly
close into sleep
What was once his
Is now gone
Left only with memories
Of yesterday's past
Roaming the earth
For his last few days
He stares at his past
And watches his fall
From the heights of a killing man
To the man he sees in the mirror
Torn and withered
He sleeps so soundly
In the depths,
Of his everlasting hell?


-From an assignment for the book December Stillness...
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[06 Aug 2003|10:58pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Sparta- Vacant Skies ]

Fuckin tired man. just got back from the mall, and seeing my girl. Pretty happy right now, besides that tired part...

Worked today, good... 9 hours I believe. Suckered tobacco in the mud, and then handed latts of tobacco in the barn today. Wasn't bad, got a couple blisters, and my socks were soaked all damn day. But yeah, other than that, not bad.

Went to the mall tonite, and saw my girlfriend, which made me cheer right up. Gawd I love that girl, yes I do. Didn't do much there, just hung out. Yeah, pretty boring, as usual. : D

I have nothing to write, I just wanted to update this bitch quickly, going to go wait for Alexiz to sign on, and then go and hit the fuckin hay, and get ready for another day of work (hopefully rain will come and stop the work day) tomorrow. Later... But first, here's a poem, rip it to shreds in my comments after you read it, cuz it's kinda like a freestyle...

Why do I feel
Like the ball always drops
Straight on my head
Making me fuck up
And making me sad
Screwing with my head
And leaving me for dead
No one can see what I see
Or feel for a second
Life is a constant pain
I can't even think
What I am here for
Kept alive by the small hope
That one day it'll all be gone
I could start a new
And live a new life
But that won't happen
And neither will this pain end
Never will I escape
Or even come close
Lifes a bunch of bullshit
Dropping on my face
Sprinkled with hope
Only to be dashed
By the reality of my world
So I'll let the ball drop
And continue to screw up
For the only thing I have going for me
Is the hope that one day, you'll realize too...


Gawd, that was awful, and only took me like half an hour to write. I need to practice more, demmit, >: o

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[05 Aug 2003|09:22pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Linkin Park- Faint ]

Meh, fresh from NY, and once again I am BORED. Fuckin a-hole, I want to go somewhere.

NY was awesome tho... Martin actually wasn't that big of a dumbass, although there were a few times when I was about to punch him square in the face... But yeah, other than that it was fine. The Matt Brewery was mint, again. I got another question right, second year in a row baby! Had a damn good lemonade there, too... I also bought a huge like, sign thing for Jed's Hard Lemonade, with a lil space to write on... 4 bucks, so fuck yeah baby! I dunno what to write in it yet, kinda confusing.

The mall (cough, HOOTERS, cough) was mint... 'Cept Hooters let me down this year, the hot sauce wasn't all that hot... And the girls weren't either (HAHA). I had a BBQ Sandwich, oh god that was good. The hotel was ok, saw X-2 for the movie, which I give a high amount of stars too... The hotel was sketchy tho, there was like... I dunno, I won't even say it. But yeah, I was scared shitless for a while.

Empire Farm Days ruled, I won a cooler, sang karioke, and looked at big-ass tractors. But yeah, lots of walking, lots of looking, all taht good jazz 'n shit.

Well, I'm off to go do something more productive than write in this POS (It won't be soon, but yeah, I'm too lazy to find color codes for a style... And Kenny hasn't made me my icon yet.) Later

-The unimaginably in-need-of-something Gehop

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[03 Aug 2003|03:00pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | The A/C on medium powersave ]

Meh, first entry into this blurty... I dunno if it'll be like the old livejournal, but maybe? I love broadcasting my thoughts to the public, beotch. I dunno, I'll write in here once in a while, let you know what's goin down...

Let's see... This weekend has been awesome, while at the same time I want to seriously crawl in a corner and die. I have a girlfriend, her name is Alexiz. Noho girl, dunno how it'll work out quite yet, should work ok tho.

Friday was the trippiest night of my life, by far. Too many reasons to explain, but yeah... It was mint.

Last night rocked too, Mizula's was wicked cool. 'Cept the ex was up there, and yeah... We don't seem to get along too well anymore. I don't care, she can be a stupid bitch, no skin off my back. We had a bonfire, on top of his mountain. It was pretty cool, it was a mix of absolute hick-ness, while other times it was kinda ghetto. Earlier in the night, I had some AWESOME steak, and grilled corn... Yes, grilled corn you say? It was wicked good, you jus gotta cook it right.

Yeah, well... I'm out, going to go somewhere, do something...

I think I'm supposed to call Marie back, but it's kinda hazy talking to her, some people should know why.

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