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Last entry [21 Feb 2003|03:42pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Kid rocK ]

Today I am getting married. At 11 am. I wont have a computer. Which isnt to bad. Im pregnant, Joe and I are going to make "us" forever.
I would like to make a few messages to some people. Some bad some good. Messages to people i cant get ahold of unless i have a computer only.

All my "online" friends- ill miss you guys..i wont get to speak to you guys much ne more. Maybe once n a blue moon. But not to much. But a special shout out to Chris (LobotomicVampire), Mike (mikeymoomoohead), Cory (evilodin) [ even though we just met tonight ur cool as hell], Eric (mrdeprecation), ill miss you all :-* muah..

Kari and Tess..call my house..and gma will give you my cell phone number..call in like 1 week...give her sometime to cool off. I love you both. Ill come and visit soon. Promise!

This is a SPECIAL message.
To someone i can talk to but choose not too.

Loopee`leave a comment if you want. I wont get it and dont think about writing me an email either. I wont get either. so this is the final message.
Dont bring Joe into things. you dont know shyt about him. Does adam know you told me his dick was small, and that you hate giving head. Does everyone know your close to insane? Call me fat all you want. I dont give a shyt. I am pregnant, you stupid whore. Dont bother callin me either. This is the last word and i got it. So just let it go. ;-) your nothing, and never will be nothing. ever. I dont care about, and no i dont want you back. LOL and no i didnt want you back. i wanted some pussy you stupid bitch. fuk you and all your friends...whore.

Well guys...HOLLA..miss you..except a few...

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Oh Yeah [06 Feb 2003|10:49am]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | Daddy can i get the keys to your car? ]

" Now lets get it understood/ Thats im treat her real good/ And Imma love her all my life/ And keep her flooded with ice/ Now just take my hand/ Yous my woman Im your man/ Now your the one i choose/ And i dont love them other ho's/ Now make them nigga's understand/ You already got a man/ You need a player thats grown/ And that'll never do you wrong/ If those boys try to touch/ You should kick em in the nuts/ cuz them titties just right/ make a player wanna bite/ Cuz Im your one and only lover/ And we dont have to use a rubber/ Now look what we've done did/ Messed around and had some kids"

My song!!!
Big TYmERs

Today was like everyother day. I did nothing important. Spend time with Joe. We chilled.

I wish the snow would go away. It is annoying. it makes things so much more difficult. You cant drive nowhere and when you try to, you die. Sucks dont it :) ne ways

I have to work tomorrow. So Ill holla at you tomorrow

<3 Randi

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She stole my bowl. [03 Feb 2003|11:13pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | In Da CluB ]

She took my bowl out of my room. Searching for shyt is what she was doing. I guess I have NO need for it now ne ways. I was going to yell at her for going through my things. But then I thought about it. My plan will be coming into play soon. So if everything goes good Ill be outta here soon.

I started at Pizza Hut today. Doesnt seem to hard, But i know Colt and I wont work together to well..Oh well...Lets call it a night.
1 love

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Look into these eyes. [31 Jan 2003|12:33pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | :::Here with me you had a home::: ]

Look into these dark eyes of mine.
Tell me what your thinking.
Then look into my eyes again.
Doesnt look like i care does it?
Because I dont care.
None of you are anything. at all.

Things right now are good. I have kinda not talking to my Mom. I asked her if i could move out again. Bitch still wont let me. So I told her I'd do things my way. And Imma go to extreams this time. You people wont BELIEVE what i do. Im goin all out.

I dont have time for her shyt. I know she has another family and shyt. So what...
Im her daughter. How come Im not in her family?
Why was I neglected and never given the LOVE my brothers receive.
I guess life isnt fair.

One day, when I have my children...
She wont see them.
The bitch is soooo cut. They day I turn 18..
My whole family...who is ONLY related by blood...will not have a part in my life.
I am not going to speak to any of them at all.
They can seriously suck my dick, because I am not going to take my valuble time and WASTE it on them. I'm going to make it SO far in this life. Without them. I dont want them in my world. They can stay in fl. My grandparents can stay here..but away from me.

Youll see. Wait

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Long Time. [27 Jan 2003|03:35pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | You wanna be me [Nas] ]

Havent written ne thing in here in awhile. Been busy i guess. Well i quit my job, bc their assholes. I have quite a bit to talk about.
1. Loopee~ she is a liar. She told me she wasnt attracted to men what so ever. But here she is with Adam. Adam is a fat, dirty, nasty, lil BITCH. If i see his stupid ass on the streets, ill kill him. And his family. I dont give a fuk. He ruined something for me so, im like FUK ADAM.

2. Mall Rats~ I guess i knew none of them were really my friends. Like for example. Dave Z is WAY to FAR stuck up Rachel's ass. Alex..poor alex..i love alex. Lauren doesnt talk to me. Dan never wants to chill. He took me and Joe up to the mall not to long ago..but he totally ditched us for his "friends". David M..he is funny..but we were never that close i guess. Blaze is a fake asshole who has NO meaning to even being on this earth. He is worthless. I mean 4real..he is a total LOSER. Basically, for now on. None of those people mean ne thing to me. I know i mean nothing to them, so fuk em.

3. Grandma~ I hate her. She makes me sooooooo mad. I hope she dies. For real i am not playing. She makes my life so awful. She is always on my back about everything and anything. She also has no point in trying to help me become this cheerleader she wants me to be. Ill never be anything but me..but she doesnt understand that.

4. Jessica FAT Miller~ She is a two-faced, fat, lazy, mama's girl BITCH. She has the worse attitude ever. Her mother is a FAT BITCH that puts her nose in things that are none of her business. And Jessica's little friend shayna is a COW. They both deserve each other. They are nothing, and honestly ...i hope they stay FAR FAR FAR away from me. ;-) OH and Jessica is a ho because she has sex in Ryan's parents bed. And she slept with all of Ryan's friends.

5. Rachel Wilson-Justin Brown- Matt Korba-~
Rachel is a pathalogical liar and everyone knows it. She'll lie to god if he asked her a question
Justin is fake and he couldnt keep his work if he tried.
Matt is gay.

I guess that means "im the last real nigga alive"


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hola. [06 Jan 2003|11:39am]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | so emtpy inside ]

I just wanted everyone to know
I have the best sex life

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Same shyt, Different year.. [01 Jan 2003|01:38am]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | 50 cent ]

Nothing is ever going to change.
BTW you bitchs dont mean shyt to me... :::::Laughs:::::

punk ass bitchs

Joe I love you...night<3
Happy New Years boo.

Help yourself this year 4 real.

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Drama. [26 Dec 2002|12:48pm]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | Love is Blind ]

Tonight my X Ron came into town. And i thought we could be chill and shyt. Ya know..me, Joe, and ron all chill. But all Ron did was cause drama in Joe's and my relationship. He tried to break us up. He tried sooooo hard..but Joe and I are still strong..we're keeping in there. We're forever. Joe and I have that love, you've been looking for.
Nothing Can Break us. True love, cant be broken.
Ron back the fuk up..b4 you get wrecked...

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[24 Dec 2002|11:48pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | <3 i smiled when i found you dead<3 ]

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla

The test doesnt lie...

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[24 Dec 2002|11:39pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | "Today I smiled all day, I found out you died" ]

What Self-Mutilation Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla

Tonight was good... Joe and i talked about lving arragements..some of you know what im talking about

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[.Nothing.] [24 Dec 2002|10:40am]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | Two Wrongs.. ]

Tonight I did [nothing]. I went to Joe's and we watched a movie. [Nothing].
I'm bored as shyt. I have [nothing] to say, nor do. ::laughs::
Yum. Drugs. Yum
:::Looks at sky..pointing at you:::

I got to go
I seem to
be kinda
busy. Bye.

* *
** xo xo **
*** Merry Christmas ***
** **
* Luv Randi *

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What I've been waiting for. [23 Dec 2002|11:19pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Don't mess with my man ]

I got my ring tonight. It's beautiful. I'm in a beautiful relationship, and I'm becomin a beautiful person. I have to go jump and down now..so ttyl<3
Wanted to say hi to mu umpopular crowd...hi

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Those 3 words. [20 Dec 2002|01:04pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Sublime ~*my favorite band*~ ]

Joe and I have never said "i love you". We know we love each other, but we dont say it. Well the other night, when i didnt go to his house, he thought it was bc i didnt love him. If he only knew how much i love him. So i called him when i got home from his house last night. And i finally said it. I told him I didnt see myself with anyone else. I dont know how he comes up with these thoughts in his mind. Over-re-actin..is what hes doin. ;-/

We're Ok now.
There wasnt really a problem I dont think?!?

::bangs head on desk::

Well Randi is off to work. :(

Good day

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Today was too LONG! [18 Dec 2002|08:43pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Reel Big Fish.. ]

The longest day of my life. I worked 9 hours, not including my 1hr break. Im not going to see Joe tonight. Im too tired. I miss him, this will be our first night away from each other. How shall I handle it?

People in general suck. You all make me puke.
:::throws up on your lap:::

Goodnight Joe. I love you. :-) Forever...

Time to go burn my oil burner..kick off the shoes...smoke a cigarette..sleep

I work 9 more hrs tomorrow. :( what a life..at 16...

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Test [18 Dec 2002|12:05am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | None ]

I got this survey from a persons profile and wanted to fill it out.

Spell your first name backwards: idnar
The story behind your journal username: Posion My Child..came to me in a dream
Are you a lesbian? LOL..ummm half/half
Where do you live? Maryland
Four words that sum you up: Loner. Drop-out. Smoke. Party.

Wallet: Flames..red flames.
Hairbrush: Black
Toothbrush: pink and black
Jewelry worn daily: Tongue ring, and 3 rings..soon to be 4! Get my drift?
Pillow cover: Pink and Black
Sunglasses: nada
Shoes: black simple shoes.
Handbag: Black with rainbow stripes
Favorite top: "Emily isnt crazy, She's mad"
Favorite pants: Plaid Bongage Pants
Cologne/perfume: CoolWater
CD in stereo right now: none
Tattoos: A shootingstar. A spider. A sun. A moon. My brother's name. And a heart.
Piercings: tongue
What you're wearing now: pants and a hoodie
Hair: Black
Makeup: eyeliner and mascara

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are):
In your mouth: my tongue
In your head: My Mother
Wishing: for money
Talking to: Joe
Eating: a cookie

If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? beside the obvious (annoying pop-stars) ? Brandon Craig Nanny..this is off the record :-)
Is next to you: an empty soda can and a bowl and some bud
Some of your favourite movies: Girl Interupted.
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months: New Years Eve
The last thing you ate? A cookie
Something that you are deathly afraid of? Drivin
Do you like candles? I have TONS
Do you like hot wax? Yes i do.
Do you like incense? Yes my favorite smell is Nuglicous
Do you like the taste of blood? no
Do you believe in love? yes i do
Do you believe in soulmates? yes i do
Do you believe in love at first sight? nope.
Do you believe in Heaven? No i dont believe in lies.
Do you believe in forgiveness? yes-but not in a biblical sense.
Do you believe in God? nope
What do you want done with your body when you die? I dont know and i dont wanna talk about it
Who is your worst enemy? Jessica Miller
If you could have any animal for a pet: monkey
What is the latest you've ever stayed up? 5am?
Ever been to Belgium? No but i had a friend that goes there every summer and i called him and my parents flipped about the phone bill.
Can you eat with chopsticks? Yes
What's your favourite coin? nada
What are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? Im happy where i am.
What is something that you wish people would understand? Life.
What's something you wish you could understand better? people
What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow? Win 1 million dollars

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The best night? [17 Dec 2002|11:45pm]
[ mood | impressed ]
[ music | If you died I wouldnt cry... By mya ]

I thought tonight would be wonderful. Like always, bored and filled with nothing. I went to the mall, with Joe and Dan, I thought i could go back into my crowd and be straight. Well there's 600 new people. I dont know who they are, and Dan had no intrest to chill with Joe and I. So Joe and I got our shyt, left. Things really just arent the same. But change is good. Here i am. Happy. Without any of you.

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Welcome [17 Dec 2002|01:01pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | Bone Thugs and Harmony :) ]

Yup so here i am. I got a new journal. I clean start. I decied I'm going to be 100% honest to you all. Everything I think of you, will be in here. I will NOT spare your feelings. I am Randi. I say what needs to be said. I dont care about your problems either. Do you want to leave me a nasty message. Dont waste your time. Just email me: Takemylife666@yahoo.com
Do it there and we'll talk about your malfuction one on one. :)

Well that was the welcome.
Here's my daily report.

Woke up at like 11. Tried to call Joe but his cell was off. So I got into the shower and smoked some bud. Then I called Joe again and I got ahold on him. We talked for awhile. Then I began to get ready for work. Fun Fun!!!
I worked til 7. Came home, Joe and I watched TV until 11. Then he left. And here I am online. AT this hour. 12:57 am..i have to work in the morning..so hit me up later. :-*

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