Thursday, October 30th, 2003

Subject: Rancid - Red Hot Moon Time: 3:52 pm. Mood: happy. Music: Eminem - The Kids.

I had an awesome weekend. On Saturday I went to my grandma's with Chet. Lmao first we went to some show maker guy and we saw Mrs. Burchett there lol we had seen her like 2 minutes ago when we picked up chet!!! So thennn we went to my grandma's and my aunt and uncle were there visiting. so me and chet walked up to the pool to see if it was open and then we went and made out near the pond. I got a huge fucking grass-stain on my ass omg it was so ugly! so then we went back to the house and changed into our bathing suits and went to the pool. no one was there so we fooled around a bit. the water was wayy too cold to swim. after that we went to the mall. I bought a Shady Ltd shirt (which i am wearing right now it's so sexy!!) then I got a button that says "I'm not gay but my boyfriend is" yea I know it's supposed to be for a guy but I like to tease Chet about being gay. I got an eminem calendar and a button that says "drugs are bad mmmkay?" like the song THE KIDS WHICH IS MY FAVORITE ASS EMINEM SONG FEATURING THE CAST OF SOUTH PARK!!! then I got new headphones and I bought Chet an Anti-Flag cd. We were harrassing these little 7th graders who liked good charlotte. hehe i think chet scared them. well they don't know what the fuck they're talking about they're like "benji's so hot! rancid sucks!! i only like benji and omg simple plan!!" on sunday we went to town center w/ xtine. we went to schenk's island and fucked. mwahahaha.

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Time: 1:04 pm. Mood: bouncy.

It's been a while. School's been keeping me busy. It sucks. I have no classes with my friends. Except I guess Madeline. But no Xtine :( I miss her. Lol idk why tho...i'm talking to her online right now lol Well anyways, on Friday me and Xtine went to the football game. It was so much fun! We sat down in front of Jillian and Becca and we didn't know it but we sat in the Juniors section. So then some Juniors started screaming at us "FRESHMEN MUST CHEER IF THEY'RE GONNA SIT IN THE JUNIORS SECTION!!" So Jillian and Becca started screaming back at them. Me and Xtine decided to go along with the Juniors and we cheered (since we don't really understand football we ended up cheering for bad things haha). So the Juniors decided that since me and X cheered that we're cool and that Becca and Jillian aren't. Haha it was funny. We saw Dan there, and me and X have been kinda mad at him for not inviting us to his birthday party (haha we don't even know him and it's a sleepover! lmao) so we were like "HEY DAN!!! WE CAN'T WAIT UNTIL UR PARTY!!!" and he was like "uhhh yea..." then later i went up to him and i was like "Hey Dan, Christine likes to sleep in the nude, is that ok?" and he was like "yea!! DEFINITELY!!" hahaha. Then I saw Chris Edwards and he was like "I heard somewhere that you lost your virginity to Chet..." hahaha u'd think people would stop asking me this since it's been like 3 months! We saw Dan again and Christine was like "Dan I don't have a sleeping bag. Can I share yours?" and he was like "yea sure! But sleeping nude is required!" hahahaha!!! Apparently he thought we were seriously gonna come to his party because he asked Chet if we were. Then yesterday I hung out with Chet. We went to Starbucks and I saw one of my Junior friends lmao. SHe was like "you're the freshman from the football game right?" haha Football games are fun! I cant wait until we play Ridgefield. haha Wilton's gonna lose. oh well, at least i'll get to see my friends from ridgefield! yay! haha.

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Subject: WHS Time: 5:09 pm. Mood: excited. Music: If you like to talk to tomatoes...lol xtine and grace.

Yesterday was my first day at WHS...fun fun! I don't have many classes with my friends except chorus w/ Xtine (and 50 lmao). Today my dad drove me and Jill (my neighbor) to school and I was like so late lol. Then I had to go to the other side of the school for gym and i didn't have a lock for my locker. So I just put up a little sign on the locker I want that said "reserved" but I'm so convinced that someone took it off. My locker is G817...this is how i remember. G-unit, 8 Mile, and October 17 which is Eminem's birthday. :) People better not take my locker cuz it's right next to Emma's. I've seen Grace like twice...last year we had 3 classes together and lockers right across the hall from each other. I have Humanities with Cori so that's cool. Maria's locker is right near mine so I see her on the way to and from lockers. I have no classes with Chet. :(. But I see him in the hallways sometimes. Anyways I think this year is gonna be cool...not as cool as last year tho. 8Y rocked my socks off. I had all my friends on the same team and their lockers were right near mine and we saw each other btwn every class and gave each other letters. except i sorta stopped writing letters when people started dropping them lol!! All My Love, Er

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Subject: my evil father Time: 9:51 am. Mood: annoyed. Music: Allister - Overrated.

Last night at like 2 in the morning I couldn't sleep so I went downstairs to talk to my dad. I (stupidly) told him that I was better than him at the guitar (lmao i've strummed like one chord!!!) so he was like "prove it!". Okayyy so I picked up my grandpa's ancient acoustic (which I guess is mine since he gave it to me when he died) and I played Mary Had A Little Lamb. It sounded good! but that's bc the guitar was out of tune lol. So my dad had me tune it and then he started making me play all these chords and omg my fingers KILL!!!!!!! My dad's like "oh it's ok you'll get a callous" WTF?! I DONT WANT A CALLOUS!!!! My hands are soft (just ask Ben S lol) and I wanna keep them that way! Ew so now my hands STILL hurt. Oh and then at like 3:30 when I was getting tired, my dad wouldn't let me go to bed. So now I'm like really really tired cuz I got no sleep last night. <3, Er

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Subject: Time: 12:57 pm. Mood: happy. Music: Hottie Simple - Grow Up.

So last night I talked to Chet for like the first time in 3 days. I didn't exactly tell him about my "friend" who likes him, but I just asked him if he thought she was pretty and if I didn't exist, would he go out with her. And he said he's not attracted to her. I feel so much more relieved. Like for the past 4 days I've been worrying that maybe when school starts again that for some odd reason he'd like her. which is so fucked up anyways because she wouldn't let him touch her and whenever I'm with him he can't resist mwahaha. But anyways, now that I know that there is absolutely no chance of him liking her I'm not worried. Her horoscope for September said that her BFF's bf would hit on her and so I told Chet that, and he was like "oh well now I'll make it a point not to" haha. Love, Erin

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Time: 10:43 am. Mood: cheerful. Music: Mest - Hotel Room I WANNA BE INSIDE OF YOUUUU.

I AM: a poser =) I WANT: to be famous I HAVE: herpes...nah jk but eminem does!! lol I WISH: i could drive I HATE: friends who lie I MISS: grace I FEAR: rejection I HEAR: hottie simple!!! I SEARCH: google lmao I WONDER: wutup homie I LOVE: my life I ACHE: after doing shillates all day I ALWAYS: sing lalalala I AM NOT: eminem's wife sadly I DANCE: a lot I SING: too much I CRY: when i'm lonely I AM NOT ALWAYS: I WRITE: often I WIN: never I LOSE: myself in the music... I CONFUSE: people with my theories on posers hehe. I NEED: you, i need you, more than anyone darlin! you know that i have from the start... I SHOULD: clean my room x. father thinks I never: do what he advises me to do musically x. mother thinks I am: irresponsible x. my boyfriend thinks I am: i dont know...probably weird. lol x. makes you happy: xtine!!!! x. upsets you: friends that are "your enemies in secret identities to hide their true colors". yes or no... x. you keep a diary: yuppers x. you like to cook: sometimes... x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: i'm not sure...maybe x. you're in love: yes <33 x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no lol that's stupid cuz then u just know to subtract the # of minutes x. you bite your fingernails: nope x. you believe in love: yup, thanks to one special person who showed me that it does exist. Who is...? the prettiest hottest male you know: chet. the weirdest person you know: me! any maybe xtine. the Loudest Person you Know: haha xtine of course but in a good way the Sexiest Person you Know: ooo thats hard...chet, eminem, tony lovato, sid, colin farrell, tupac Your close friends: Christine and Grace. I think. I hope... The Person that Knows the Most about you: xtine your Crush?: why the fuck would i have a crush when i have a boyfriend lol Most Boring Teacher: SHMITER!!!! 2. Do You...? take a shower everyday: yup have a(any) crush(es): i just answered that up there^^ think/know you've been in love: yes want to get married: yes have any tattoos/where?: haha i wish!!! piercings/where?: none...but xtine's gonna pierce my bellybutton sometime soon get motion sickness: no think you're a health freak: not at all. get along with your parents: lately i do like thunderstorms: sometimes...not when i'm home alone WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of Ryan: my cutie 6th grade friend who chet is jealous of lmao Rob: Robert Deniro and Joe Demeirio!! lolol Drew: Barrymore. Stephanie: umm. Heather: mrs. candels lol Aaron: how people who arent from Massachusetts, Rhode Island, or Long Island say my name Amy: Jones Will: smith dont gotta cuss(dude) in his raps to sell records. well i do. so FUCK HIM AND FUCK YOU TOO!! Paul: Thomas. good charlotte. lmao Eve: Interscope Records <33 Jon: Kingett Lauren: Vanilla!!!! Alex: ew Jimmy Smith Jr's cheater girlfriend! Dave: navarro Justin: timberlake "Ladaysss!!" CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? make out. CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate. MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate. ( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? nope HELPED SOMEONE? i dont think so... BOUGHT SOMETHING? no GOTTEN SICK? yea sorta GONE TO THE MOVIES? nopers GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yup WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no...but christine did!!! proclaming her love!! TALKED TO AN EX? no thank god MISSED AN EX? no way! WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yup TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? i wish i could talk to sid but he's dead :( HAD A SERIOUS TALK? tried to... MISSED SOMEONE? grace... HUGGED SOMEONE? no but i need a hug FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? sort of...i dont think she knows that we're fighting lol name 10 bands you've listen to in the past 24 hours: - Rancid <3333 - The Sex Pistols - Mest - Hottie Simple - Count The Stars - NHOI - Allister - Dropkick Murphys - Distillers - D12!!!! Name 9 things you hate: - Murder Inc. - friends who lie - rhyming ridiculous and big's killers - my stupid dumbass kitty - school - avril lavigne - being ignored - denise austin....me and lauren would be better teachers!!! - expensive clothes Would You Ever.. 1. Eat a bug? nooooo 2. Bungee jump? maybe.. 3. Hang glide? sure 4. Kill someone? only kim! lol 5. Have sex with someone you don't love? no way 6. Kiss someone of the same sex? ew! i'm a homophobe! lol 7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? not if my life depended on it! 8. Parachute from a plane? 10 seconds to live... 9. Walk on hot coals? probably not, but if i was on survivor yea! 10. Go out with someone for their looks? no 11. For their reputation? no 12. Be a vegetarian? i tried that but i really like turkey!!!! 13. Wear plaid with stripes? haha yea that would be cool 14. IM a stranger: sure...*cough*double*s*cough* 15. Sing karaoke? yea of course!!! 16. Get drunk off your ass? hahahaha no comment! 17. Shoplift? why would someone who lives in wilton need to shoplift?! we're not poor!! 18. Run a red light? yea 19. Star in a porn video? DEFINITELY!!! 20. Dye your hair blue? no...probably pink 21. Be on Survivor? haha yea and then xtine could be obsessed with me! 22. Wear makeup in public? duh! 23. NOT wear makeup in public? maybe. 24. Cheat on a test? haha only in mr. yaggi's class... 25. Make someone cry? yea 26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? o0o that's a good idea! 27. Kick a baby? ummm no? lol 28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? well yea marshall's 17 years older than me! 29. Cuss out a priest? no but i bet cussdude does 30. Take a job as a janitor? only if i could work with Noma. LOL MARIA!!! 31. Stay up all through the night? sure.

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Time: 11:47 am. Mood: optimistic. Music: Christina Aguilera - Soar.

Last night sucked. I got so depressed and I don't even know why. I was just sitting in my room and all of a sudden I started bawling. It wasn't like a suicidal kind of depressed like I get every so often. It was like a lonely kind of depressed. I don't know. So at like 2 AM when I gave up on trying to sleep I ate some frosting and watched Fantasia. For some odd reason that really calmed me down. I feel like a new person! This morning I went on a 4 mile run through the woods down at the State Park. It was so peaceful: just me, the birds, and the wind. I guess the importance of all this was that I learned that I can't just sit around and wait for life to happen. I have to make my life the way I want it. Anything is possible.

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Subject: these things are addicting Time: 9:55 am. Mood: crazy. Music: Mest - Cadillac (video).

Which Band Should You Be In? by couplandesque Your Name Band Name Good Charlotte Role Vocalist Trademark Extreme Good Looks Love Interest Yourself Created with quill18's MemeGen! Dude I'm kicking Joel outta GC You Celebrity Whore by poolofjello Username (no caps) You will mess around with All 5 members of NSYNC You will have sex Never but you will lie and tell people you did He will like it when you Lick his nipples You will get lucky on October 16, 2004 Created with quill18's MemeGen! Which porn will you star in? by Bert Name Co-Star Jere Rangel Porn Star Name Marcy Cucumber Your Role Mail Carrier Title of Movie Dumb & Done Her People Who Watched 897,229 Created with quill18's MemeGen! oOoOo I get to star with Jere from Mest!! What about Tony?! :(

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Subject: Haha Time: 9:53 am. Mood: dorky. Music: 50 Cent - If I Can't.

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