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celebacy [01 Aug 2006|12:00am]
i wanted to put this on my myspace, but it's not working. now begins my celebacy.
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in need of a little help [07 Sep 2005|08:17pm]


i need a home, so please:












even a dollar


or just post this somewhere for me:



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now there will be a song when you read this [04 May 2005|11:35pm]
enjoy: From Autumn To Ashes- Short Stories With Tragic Endings
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blah [20 Apr 2005|09:01pm]
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah!
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my day [14 Apr 2005|11:10pm]
so, my first time waking up was at 7:30, to steveo's alarm clock, which he didn't hear, upon going into his room to tell him it was going off, i figured i wouldn't fall back asleep, so i turned mine off. my second time being woke up was by jackie at 10:30, she was telling me to "wake up and get an education, so i get up and get ready and james brought me to daves house. dave made some soup(which is amazing because it like a drink with food in it), and these awesome potatoe things, and we jammed out to some music. dave's dad got to his house at around 11:20 and he brought us to boces to take the tabe test, me and dave then spent 3 hours in the same room working our brains, we had a hottie in front of us though, so it made it ok. when we were done, dave called his dad, and he brought us back to dave's. dave and i thenm listened to more music, and i made it so his phone worked again, and he called james to have him get us, and we couted change and rinced cans so that dave could get smokes. in all this time with dave, i didn't get hit in the nuts once, and he didn't say any shit about me, which brought me to the conclusin that it's the dave+james combination that makes them both be "mean" to me, because i also have a great time when it's just me and james. james showed up, and he fucked with me as i brought stuff out to the car, and he fucked wiht me in the car, we went to price chopper and cashed in the change and cans, and dave got his smokes.
we got home, and things were cool, everyone was chilled and doing their thing, and it was good, until the fucking probation people showed up. they raided the house, and criticized shit, and i just wanted to kill them, then, when they searched my room, some of steve's shit was in there, and they said that i was just using him as a scapegoat to get out of trouble. fuck them!! they took: one of his porn mags, one of his toys, tons of my movies, and pictures of my family!
when they left, we went to the shoppingtown mall, but i didn't get to get the shirt i wanted to, or anything else from hot topic for that matter, but i did get dave a mudvayne wallet, a wristband, and botle caps, and i got me a che guevara wallet and dickies wrist bands.
we got back home to steveo's friends, and they were douchebags.
now i'm on jackie's computer doing this.
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11 years [06 Apr 2005|12:21am]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | Nirvana- Plateau ]

it's been 11 years since kurt left this world(april 5, 1994, he died). kurt still lives in my soul, and i am glad for that, even though amanda likes to say shit about me for it. i just got two new shirts to memorialize him. he looks so great in a dress.

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why? [04 Apr 2005|10:37pm]
what is with me and having all these suicidal friends? why do i have friends that want to throw life away? i just don't understand that way of thinking. i've had enough friends do that already, why do more want to be so selfish and hurt me like this?
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fuck [26 Mar 2005|05:07am]
damn, i can't stand having tim around, it's just an annoyance. he is quite dumb it seems. the first thing he asked when we got here was "what is there to eat?", and then he complained when i said sandwiches, if he doesn't like sandwiches, he should just stay at his house with his annoying fucking bitv=ch of a mom, who didn't tell him that i was in the hospital because "i'm a loser that he's better off not knowing", FUCK HER!! watching leala has been easy so far, except for when people come in and disturb her, making her go downstairs and shit on the floor, instead off letting her sleep, what the fuck?
tommorow i'm helping steve with the trash(although he makes it sound like i'm putting it off). i'm complaining right now andf i know it, and maybe i better stop, as according to steveo, james and jackie say i complain to much, and james is getting very annoyed with me, and is thinking about kicking me out again, although i don;t know if that is true or not, if it is, i wish people would just talk to me and tell me these things themselves.
i wish they would stop calling me down, steve says that i'm blowing tim off, i didn't want him to come anyway, steve wanted him to. i'm getting sick off ranting, i may finish later.
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fuck [26 Mar 2005|05:07am]
damn, i can't stand having tim around, it's just an annoyance. he is quite dumb it seems. the first thing he asked when we got here was "what is there to eat?", and then he complained when i said sandwiches, if he doesn't like sandwiches, he should just stay at his house with his annoying fucking bitv=ch of a mom, who didn't tell him that i was in the hospital because "i'm a loser that he's better off not knowing", FUCK HER!! watching leala has been easy so far, except for when people come in and disturb her, making her go downstairs and shit on the floor, instead off letting her sleep, what the fuck?
tommorow i'm helping steve with the trash(although he makes it sound like i'm putting it off). i'm complaining right now andf i know it, and maybe i better stop, as according to steveo, james and jackie say i complain to much, and james is getting very annoyed with me, and is thinking about kicking me out again, although i don;t know if that is true or not, if it is, i wish people would just talk to me and tell me these things themselves.
i wish they would stop calling me down, steve says that i'm blowing tim off, i didn't want him to come anyway, steve wanted him to. i'm getting sick off ranting, i may finish later.
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falling off cars... [21 Mar 2005|12:05am]
hurts
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Jiggledaddy and the Little Guys [10 Mar 2005|03:09am]


































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just click it [26 Feb 2005|02:21am]
http://www.truthquiz.com/invite.phtml?u=1&q=MjA1MDEyKio0NCoqQWRhbSdzIEFtIEkgQ3V0ZT8gVHJ1dGhRdWl6
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me [21 Feb 2005|12:04am]




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please just do this [20 Feb 2005|08:30pm]
go to this link, i want free money, and i'm sure you do to, so just do it, please.



http://www.ds4free.com/default.aspx?r=254883
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why? why? why? [20 Feb 2005|04:43pm]
why does every one get al thing good shit, and i get nothing? i hate this existence they try to tell me is life, this isn't life, it's being in this world and having no purpose at all. i want something more, please, anything, just not this.
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i love this guy [14 Feb 2005|01:18am]
Hey, I got this post from another list - its a hoot so I thought I'd share.



Ya got to love Dr. Laura...

> On her radio show recently, Dr Laura Schlesinger said that, as an
observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to
Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The
following response is an open letter to Dr. Laura, penned by a US
resident, which was posted on the Internet.
>
> Dear Dr. Laura:
>
> Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law.
>
> I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that
knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to
defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them
that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. ... End
of debate.
>
> I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other
elements of God's Law and how to follow them.
>
> 1. When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it
creates a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is my
neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I
smite them?
>
> 2. I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned
in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a
fair price for her?
>
> 3. I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is
in her period of menstrual uncleanness - Lev.15:19-24. The problem
is how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.
>
> 4. Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male
and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A
friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not
Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?
>
> 5. I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath.
Exodus 35:2. The passage clearly states he should be put to death.
Am I morally obligated to kill him myself?
>
> 6. A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an
abomination - Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than
homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this? Are
there 'degrees' of abomination?
>
> 7. Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if
I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading
glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle
room here?
>
> 8. Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the
hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden
by Lev.19:27. How should they die?
>
> 9. I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig
makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?
>
10. My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two
different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing
garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester
blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really
necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town
together to stone them? - Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them
to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep
with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)

> I know you have studied these things extensively and thus enjoy
considerable expertise in such matters, so I am confident you can
help.
>
> Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and
unchanging.

> Your adoring fan,
>
> James M. Kauffman, Ed.D. Professor Emeritus
> Dept. of Curriculum, Instruction, and Special Education
> University of Virginia
> 405 Emmet Street South PO Box 400273
> Charlottesville, VA 22904-4273
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Avenged Sevenfold- Unholy Confessions [11 Feb 2005|05:22pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Avenged Sevenfold- Unholy Confessions ]


avenged sevenfold - unholy confession :: urbnmix.net

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hmmmm [10 Feb 2005|06:54pm]
I am 86% Emo.
Emo Royalty!  ...Wah!
Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater...
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Is anyone there [06 Feb 2005|03:57am]
Is anyone there
anyone at all

someone to respond
someone to care

someone to talk too
someone to scream at

someone to love
someone to hate

someone to acknowledge me
someone to see me

someone to just be

Is anyone there
anyone at all
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star scars [30 Jan 2005|08:37pm]
oh how i love giving myself scars. they are so pretty. when i get my arm sleeved with tattoos, i'm not going to have anything put inside where my new stars are, they will be empty, and it will be pretty.




mmmmmmmmmmm... scars of stars
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