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[02 Jul 2003|03:28pm] |
well, its been a while. since i've used my xanga journal, i haven't wrote in this one. but im gonna write in here from now on. im a little tired of xanga not always working. so yeah.
well, today i woke up at 6:15 to wash my sisters hair. she burned her finger really .. i mean REALLY bad. and so she cant use her hand. no we weren't in the shower together. lol. i washed it in the sink. it was funny i kept getting soap 'n stuff in her eye and water. lol. =) but omg .. you should see her finger. it looks like it has a deformity[sp] on it!! and we think its getting bigger cuz it kinda "grew" on the top of her finger. cuz the burn is in between [its on her index finger] her index and middle. and wow. its this HUGE blister. like .. an inch long and like .. 3 quarters of an inch bubbly .. whatever you wanna call it. its incredible. i feel bad for her, but she should have been more careful. she said she blew out a candle, and the wax splashed on her. but i dont see how the wax could have gone behind her finger .. wouldn't it have gone on th front?? but i dunno.
ive been drinking a lot of water today, so i might go on a run later tonight, when its not hot. =\ but im really bored. allen comes home from hawaii today. and jimmy comes home from NYC monday. i got to talk to him online yesterday =) i miss him so much. *sigh*
we get to start painting my room at chips house soon!! someone bought the funiture n stuff in it so its empty =) im excited. but we're not painting till jimmy comes back cuz he wanted to and he was bummed that he was leaving when we were suppossed to start painting. so yeah. i've chosen pink and yellow as my colors. =) im so excited.!! =)
that's about it for todays entry. it's only 3:40. im really bored. brendan leonard comes on in 2 hours. *sigh* i LOVE that show. 5:30pm. abc family. channel 40. you NEED to watch it!! hillarious stuff.
oh gross, my legs are sweating. ughhh. its TOO hot!!!!! >:[
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[18 Jun 2003|09:07pm] |
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i haven't updated in here for a WHILE. i have a xanga now. but i dunno. this seems cooler. i might write in here. or something. yeah.
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[21 Mar 2003|09:33pm] |
my favorite song[s] at the moment >>
nooow billy joe mcgumphry was a really clumsy kid on the first day of first grade ill tell you what he did. he tripped over a pencil box. flew up in the air! landed on a kangaroo who pulled out all his hair. he something first day [clap once] in the first grade [clap once], first day [clap once] in the first grade [clap once], first day [clap once] in the first grade [clap once] . you could buy a zoo with all the doctor bills he paid.
oohhhh billy joe mcgumphry was a really clumsy kid on the 2nd day of 2nd grade ill tell you what he did. he slipped on a banana peel feel into the sky! landed on a chimpanzee who poked him in the eye. he something 1st day [clap once] in the 2nd grade [clap twice]. 1st day [clap once] in the 2nd grade [clap twice]. 1st day [clap once] in the 2nd grade [clap twice]. you could buy a zoo with all the doctor bills he paid.
noooow billy joe mcgumphry was a really clumsy kid on the 3rd day of 3rd grade ill tell you what he did. he fell out of a fishing boat. splashing to the seeeeaaaa! something something something something something on his knee. he something 1st day [clap once] in the 3rd grade [clap 3 times]. 1st day [clap once] in the 3rd grade [clap 3 times]. 1st day [clap once] in the 3rd grade [clap 3 times]. you could buy a zoo with all the doctor bills he paid.
HARMONICA SOLO "12th grade!!!" noooooooow billy joe mcgumphry was a really clumsy kid on the 12th day of 12th grade ill tell you what he did. he bumped into my something something fell and broke a bonee!!!! something something something something great big collarbone. he something 1st day [clap once] in the 12th grade [clap 12 times]. 1st day [clap once] in the 12th grade [clap 12 times]. 1st day [clap once] in the 12th grade [clap 12 times]. you could buy a zoo with all the doctor bills he paid! you could buy a zoo with all the doctor bills he paaaaiiddd!!!
heh. i love that song. AAANNNDDD >> when i was a boy i went to church back home in arizona. and that is where i heard the tale of a man whos name was jonah. now jonah was a prophet, but thats not why hes remembered. we tell a tale cuz in a whale he nearly was dismembered. jonah was a prophet. ooh ooh. but he really never got it. sad but true. and if you watch him you could spot it. a doodely doo. he did not get the point. compassion and mercy from me to you and you to me. exactly what god wants to see, and yes that is the point. jonah was a prophet ooh ooh. but he really never got it. sad but true. and if you watch him you could spot it. a doodely doo. he did not get the point. now jonah set sail on a pirate ship in a dreadful gail got eaten up by a giant whale but managed not to be dead. you think he would learn a lot from being saved from an awful spot with the 2nd chance that he had got he didn't want to be spread. so poor old jonah now hes all alone-ah, gotta use a megaphone-ah to get it through to his head. HEY! jonah was a prophet ooh ooh. but he really never got it. sad but true. and if you watch him you could spot it. a doodely doo. he did not get the point. jonah was a prophet ooh ooh. but he really never got it. sad but true. and if you watch him you could spot it. a doodely doo. he did not get the point. now true in your life you probably dont ride on a camel, and you probably wont wake up inside a large aquatic mammal, but all the same like jonah there is something u can do, everyone deserves to get a second chance from you. compassion and mercy from me to you and you to me exactly what god wants to see and yes that is the point. jonah was a prophet ooh ooh. but he really never got it. sad but true. jonah was a prophet ooh ooh. but he really never got it. sad but true. jonah was a prophet!
yes i know thats REALLY long. but hey. they're great songs from jonah : a veggie tales movie
tara.
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[17 Mar 2003|08:36pm] |
hey guys! well updation about this weekend ..
friday- i went over to jimmys about 6:30. we watched a movie [ jonah : a veggie tales movie .. the very first movie we saw alone together, and we held hands. omg it was so great ] and i painted his nails. heh. iredescent yellow. ooo =) it looked pretty. i didn't really watch the movie. i just felt like being smushed in him and holding him. so thats what i did. i turned in the position to hug him [chest to chest] and just sat there, with my arms around him .. his arms around me .. occasional kissing. sigh. it was great.
saturday- went to disneyland. IN THE RAIN! =) it was REALLY fun! erica and i were splashing in ever puddle we saw. and screaming bloody murder on rides that weren't scary. we ever got complimented and high fived on indiana by these two guys. heh. it was funny. =) we went on pirates, space mountain, monerail, matterhorn, indiana twice, splash mountain, star tours, i think thats it. i dunno. then we went to a surprise dinner for my mom with lots of friends. it was real fun. =) im glad i went. =]
sunday- went to church. then out to lunch with jimmy. we went to subway. and then he took me to see where he works. pretty cool. =] later that day my mom called and when i got off the phone i was bringing it downstairs, and i was skipping stairs and on the first triangle stair that turns my knee gave out and i hit my knee on the corner of the wall. OMG i collapsed it hurt so much. i have a HUGE bruise. its like, poke-a-dot purple. heh =] its kinda cool. nothing else has happened. =] i'll let you all get back to ur exciting lives. byee! xoxo. tara.
i love you jimmy!! with all of my heart <33. =)
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[13 Mar 2003|03:52pm] |
i dont know what that means .. up there. but .. its in a song i like. well, jimmy came back yesterday. *sigh* i was so happy. it was during lunch when i saw him. i think about 12:54ish. i looked up and i saw him and i was like 'holy cow!' so i got up and i ran to him and gave him a BIG hug! =) im so happy hes back. =) his mom was waiting for him, so we couldn't be together for too long, but since lunch was over i walked with him .. er he walked with me? yah. and today was a good day. we got to cuddle at lunch. but we didn't, cuz he started poking my side .. so i had to do it back to him. so i turned to face him and we had a 'poking war' i guess you could call it. it wasn't fair tho. his hands are soo much bigger than mine, and so he can hold my wrists with one hand while he pokes me with the other, and i cant do that. i cant even hold one of his wrists. heh. so i lost. go figure. it felt good to be with him. i hope i can go to his house tomorrow. probably not tho. but maybe! =)
soo. disneyland saturday. i dont know if we're going now, cuz its supposed to rain. i hope we dont go. i want to go to chuckie cheese with jimmy and his friends. that would be soo much more fun than going to disneyland with my family. so yeah. hmm.
i wish jimmy and i could be like allen and his girlfriend. i want to lay in jimmys bed cuddling. i want to fall asleep with jimmy in the 'spoon' position [i dont know what that is, but it sounds good]. i want to go over to jimmys house when im sick so he can make me dinner. *sigh* i so wish. but my parents wouldn't have it. i dont even think they like me going to his house at all. *sigh* if only. =\
well thats about it. i'll talk to you guys later! =] xoxo. tara.
HAPPY 5 MONTHS JiMMY!!! so the best 5 months ever!! =) you mean everything to me. i love you.
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| im a slaaaave for you |
[11 Mar 2003|03:45pm] |
woohoo!! jimmy comes home tomorrow!! ah im so excited! about 1ish he said. not in time for lunch =( which sucks. so we'll only get 2 days out of 5 to 'cuddle' at lunch. =( late start tomorrow too. yay =) im gonna straighten my hair .. im gonna look pretty [prettier] for jimmy, in case i see him tomorrow. yup. it actually hasn't been all THAT bad without him. i mean, im on time to all my classes now. heh. and thats pretty good. but i still haven't had a hug or kiss for a while. *sigh*
well, in other [important] business, im going to disneyland saturday for my moms 48th birthday. its gonna be so boring. just think .. the whole day there with my sister mom and her fiance. WOO! fun! chh yeah right. at least ill be able to tm jimmy occasionally. which isn't too bad, cuz im talking to him. but i wish he could go. that'd be so awesome.
uh, theres nothing really else to talk about .. so i guess i'll go. byee! xoxo. tara.
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| everybody .. la de da de da. |
[09 Mar 2003|08:10pm] |
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hey guys. well, today was the first day without jimmy. =( only 3ish more to go. so this morning, i didn't go to church because erica forgot to tell mom that she had to babysit, so i didn't have a ride there or home. so i just watched tv. i layed out for an hour. i think i got a little burned. heh =) so then i worked on a skit due tomorrow for spanish. i had no clue what i was doing. plus i did it all wrong, so i emailed the people in my group and tiffany fixed it. yay tiffany. heh =) so i did some laundry. watched some tv. i called jimmy at 3ish cuz i knew he would be on the plane, but i wanted to see if his phone worked. obviously it didnt, so i left him a nice long 3 minute message. and thats a long time. =) yup. so i watched more tv. i watched that mary-kate and ashley "island in the sun" movie. i sketched all their clothes. heh. i wish i was skinny and beautiful like them =\ oh well. im happy the way i look. kinda. i just want to be skinny. or skinnier. heh. so anyway, the phone rang, and i thought it would be my dad, so i didn't hurry to get it. but it was jimmy!! =) jimmy called me!!! i was soooo happy that i got to hear his voice. *sigh* he's so the best ever. EVER! we only talked for a few seconds cuz he had to go to dinner. im glad he called. i was afraid he wouldn't be safe on the plane. phew. heh =) well thats all for right now. it sucks so, cuz everyone is on the trip and practically no one is online. eh. cya guys! xoxo. tara.
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[08 Mar 2003|08:49am] |
hey guys. wow, sorry i haven't updated in a while. theres just, nothing to say. but im bored and i feel like updating. the past week[s] have been okay. we just got through the CAHSEE [california high school exit exam]. ugh. it was so stupid. we had two english parts and a math. the english was a joke. it was so unbelieveably easy! the math was pretty hard for me, only cuz my teacher is the worst teacher ever, and he didn't teach us half the stuff that was on it. so i was basically screwed. and it really sucked, we had to be at school at 7:15. i woke up at 4:50 for three days. ugh. it really sucked.
jimmy and i are still happily together =) 5 months on thursday the 13th. sigh. hes so the best boyfriend ever. yesterday .. er the day before yesterday we were talking about battle of the bands. we both thought it was yesterday. but its today. and so we had a plan that i would go to his house after school and id help him pack n whatever, and then if it was okay with his friends we'd go to connor's house around 6 and theyd practice and jimmy [and maybe me] would help them load their stuff somewhere. and then we'd go to battle of the bands. but friday [yesterday] i didn't see him before school cuz we were late, and so going to 2nd he was like 'oh yeah. BOTB isn't tonight, its tomorrow' so i was kinda frustrated cuz i didn't know what to do. whether or not i was gonna go home or still go to his house, but his parents weren't gonna be home. so i was kinda madish. so then we talked going to other classes [cuz i see him after every period] and so the plan then was just for me to go home. but i really didn't want to. i wanted to go to his house to be with him. so he called his mom after 5th period to see if they would be home. so after school i saw him [like i always do] and he said 'my parents are home' and so i asked if i could come over and i could. so i was REALLY happy. he took his friend, mike, home, and then we went to his house. it was fun. we went online and took pictures and we watched some stuff on homestarrunner.com. i was a LITTLE bit bored so he asked if i wanted to go on the swings at point vecinte[sp]. and of course i said yeah cuz i love swings. so we walked over there. and it was fun. only i felt like a freak cuz i was on the floor most of the time. i dont know why. all i can remember is me falling off the swing and then falling off jimmys back from a piggy back ride. but i know i was down there more. and i felt kinda really stupid. but oh well. im sure he doens't think im weird ... i hope not. so we swung, and went down slides and it was really fun. so his mom called for dinner, so we walked back and i ate dinner with them. mm it was so good. BBQ chicken and mac 'n cheese. yuummmy! aww it was so cute. they're like, a real family. they sit at the table and talk about their day or other business. i wish my family was like that. so after dinner jimmy put away food and i went to the doors leading out to the pool to watch the sunset. he came and asked if i wanted to play a game and i said yeah. but there weren't any games that i wanted to play. his parents wanted him to go to the store to get purified water so i went with him. before we got out of the car i looked at him kinda weirdish like we always do, and he did the same to me. so i just leaned in a kissed him. *sigh* =) then before we left back to his house we did the same thing, only he leaned in to kiss me. heh *sigh* i love kissing him. so we got home and his mom asked us if we wanted to play pictionary with play dough. ahh that was so fun! i like that game. his parents are so cool. they're funny too. i got like, the hardest cards to do. i had ivy, an indian, ball [lol that was funny], and other stuff that i cant remember. so after that we left the table and watched a movie. we watched toy story. hah i LOVE that movie. the whole time jimmy and i were saying practically all the lines from the movie. heh. oh it was so great. sitting therewith jimmy, his arms around me. occasionally kissing my head. *sigh* it was the best. and one time, i guess i moved my head to fix my hair and he kissed my cheek. that was the sweetest thing ever! =) i got such a huge *tf*. heh. i really liked that. then it sucked, cuz i was getting REALLY REALLY bad cramps. i asked if he could take me home a little early. he took me home about 9:45ish. i put the chair back and i layed in his car. we listened to hanson. i was staring at him the whole ride home. when we got to my house, my mom was home with chip so we couldn't have a long goodbye =( which sucked. so yeah. that was last night.
i'll be seeing him tonight at church. the last time for 4ish days. hes leaving for washington d.c. sunday morning *sigh*. hes coming back wednesday. i'll miss him so much. =\ i wish i could do something with him tonight after church. help him pack or something. anything. just to be with him. well thats about it. glad i updated .. i guess. talk to you all later! xoxo. tara.
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[27 Feb 2003|01:24pm] |
Name: tara renne
Do you like your name?: yeah =)
nickname(s): none really. i have like, one day nicknames. heh =]
Age: 15
Do you wish you were older?: not really. i like being young. i wish i could drive tho ..
height: 5'2''?
Do you wish you were taller?: no. i like short.
weight: 112?
Do you think youre fat?: no.
Do you think youre too skinny?: chh, yeah right.
birthday: 11.16.87
Do you like your birthday?: yes.
eye color: brown
hair color: brown with [natural] red highlights.
Do you like the way you look?: I don’t dislike it
Would you change anything about your looks?: tanner maybe.
School: peninsula
School Mascot: panther
Is your school nice?: ya i guess
Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: yes. jimmy. i love you!
Do you wish you had a boyfriend/girlfriend?: i do & i'm extremely happy
Favorite colors: any shade of blue
Where do you see yourself in ten years?: college, still with jimmy.
What is your biggest fear?: losing someone you love, fire, being robbed, scorpions, being eaten alive
Are you afraid of spiders?: yeah, especially when they are in my room and the shower.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes.
What kind of grades do you get in school?: B's & C's .. occasional D's .. =\
Favorite basketball team: don't watch sports.
Favorite football team: look up
Favorite baseball team: look up
Where do you shop?: anywhere really. i haven't gone shopping in a while.
Do you like to go to the mall?: not really.
If you were stuck on an island, who would you wanna be stuck with?: jimmy.<33
What would you want on that island?: hygeen[sp] products
Favorite radio stations: i hardly ever listen to the radio but 106.7
Favorite Tv stations: nick, disney, cartoon network
Do you speak any other languages: spanish .. but im not that good. heh =]
Do you want to get married?: yes
Do you want to have kids?: yah, a boy and a girl
Favorite cartoon character: ed, patrick, timmy/cosmo/wanda, jimmy neutron
Favorite TV show: fairly oddparents!!! =) 'laaaa cucaracha la cucaracha enchilada blah blah blah!'- cosmo ahah.
Are you afraid to die?: hmm not really..wouldn't want to die young
What's your screen name(s)?: hows your cheese
Do you live at home?: yeah
Do you like where you live?: eh. i guess.
Do you smoke?: nope and never will
Do you have a tattoo?: nope
Do you have anything pierced?: no. i did have my ears, but it hurt to i let them close up.
What CD is in your CD player right now?: aquabats
If you could change your name, what would it be?: i wouldn't want to change my name. maybe something with a cool nickname.
Favorite restaurant: cheesecake factory
What do you want to be when you grow up?: not sure yet .. astrologist[i think thats what the are .. the star people] i like looking at stars.
Have you ever been on TV?: yeah. donny and marie show. little clips of me.
Favorite fruit: strawberries, apples, green grapes. [i cant swallow the red ones]
Favorite candy: skittles, anything really.
best friend?: jimmy, liz, michelle.
Worst enemy?: no one really .. i don't talk to the people i don't like. so nothing happens.
Parents?: yes i have em :)
siblings?: two older sisters
Who do you spend the most time with?: jimmy
Who haven't you seen in a long time?: everyone that went to my elementary school. [they all went to dodson and then to pedro]
Most willing to talk to and listen?: anyone.
Music?: anything really.
Band/singer?: aquabats, the hippos, jimmy eat world, incubus, etc.
Movie?: many. jonah: a veggie tales movie [<3], harry potter, lilo and stitch, the emperors new groove.
Actor?: eh, dont really have one. dennis quaid?
Actress?: look up. sandra bullock?
Food?: mac 'n cheese, chicken fingers, pizza, ceral, etc.
Alcholic Drink?: ew
Flower?: eh.
Shirt?: doesn't matter
Sport to watch?: eh. ice skating?
Sport to do?: dance. if you consider it a sport.
Eh/huh?: eh
Love/lust?: love
spa/pool?: both
Coke/that other soft drink?: coke
Work/play?: play
Morning/ night?: All day .. as long as im with jimmy.
Summer/winter?: both. winter, cuz i like the cold. summer cuz i love swimming.
Bed/couch?: bed
Silence/noise?: silence. [unless im home alone]
Music/tv?: both
Juice/water?: both
Barefoot/sandals (outside)?: sandals
Barefoot/sandals (inside)?: barefoot
relationships
Single?: nopee
Do you have a secret crush?: on my boyfriend hah
Does someone have a secret crush on you?: well if i knew..then it wouldn't be a secret
Gone out with someone and regretted it?: yup
Ever been dumped by letter?: nope..not yet
Perfect date?: sitting outside his car for an hour in the freezing cold, and walking up 4 levels of parking lot things at the pv mall =]
Where do you find yourself in 5 years?: college...and why is this under relationships
Who was the last person you kissed?: jimmy<333
Hugged?: jimmy<333
Who do you like?: my boyfriend
Do you hump on the first date?: oh yah alll the time...
the present
Who's with you?: no one
Whats on the tv?: not sure .. im not watching it at the moment ..
What time is it?: 1:43pm.
Eating anything?: skittles
Are you tired?: no. not really.
What are you wearing?: MIS shirt, orange boxers.
Showered today?: im getting in the shower after this to get ready.
What did you eat today?: hmm .. 2 croissants, piece of pizza, in n out, skittles.
What are you thinking: i cant wait to see jimmy tonight and after church when i can go to jimmy house!!!! =) =) =) =)
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[01 Feb 2003|09:42am] |
hey guys!! i haven't had a journal in a while. im gonna test this out. ill keep this journal public until i get some " problems ". well, uhh .. hmm. its not gonna be much of a journal. i'll only be able to update on weekends. im grounded till summer and my mom took away my keyboard [so she kinda all together took away my computer :x ] and i get it back every weekend. so yeah. yup. hmm what to say what to say. oo. report cards come out on wednesday. ugh. my grades are ok. im gonna try soo much harder this semester. i really need to or im screwed forever. =\ jimmy<33 and i are still going out. =) 4 months feb. 13th. *sigh* i love him. i thank god everynight that he brought him into my life. i cant ever imagine myself leaving him for any reason. its gonna be really hard when he goes to college [i know we'll still be together]. i dont think id ever be able to get over him. =\ i love him soo much. wow alot. church tonight. babysitting 1st service too. i love babysitting. the little kids are sooo cute! i work with the leepers [24 months]. i have 3 favorites .. jonathan, lydia and kyle. they are THE cutest babies ever. wow. heh =] well hey. i better go. ive got reading to do. have a GREAT! great! weekend everyone! xoxo;
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