it is now pervading every part of me. i have not felt this way since rochelle...and even with her i didnt have these feelings. to have found love twice before i even turn 18...i dont kno what to think of that, considering some people dont find their definition of love...ever. but the bottom line is that im in love and im happy. also im insecure, worried, stressed, full of anxiety, and scared...but those are the feelings, the prices you pay for love. love isnt a free ride full of "slap-happy" and tender moments. it is the perverbial "roller coaster" of emotions that every one should have the privelage of goin thru. people criticize those who are "young and in love." they say shit like this, and it is shit:
-you're too young...go out and experience new things and meet new people----why, when the vast majority of people in this world are not worth meeting?
-you don't know what love is...you're too young to truly understand what love is, what it means or what it feels like---i would like to tell-off every person who was ignorant enuf to say any of the previously stated.
love is amazing and is a gift from God that no one has the right to take away from you.
robyn - you are amazing to me...i never knew i could have the feelings i do for you after knowing you for 2 weeks. but, thru whatever criticism from those who are jealous and dont believe, i am confident that what we have is real and true. ur smile, the way you like to hold hands (your thumb inside of mine, lol), the way you nuzzle up to me when we cuddle, and the noises you make, while cuddling, that are signals to me of your happiness...all of these things, along with many others, are why i do love you! i am more comfortable with you then girls ive dated for much longer than me and you have thus far. get used to me cuz im not going newhere, lol. i want you and only you. you are beautiful! i dont care if u dont believe that yet - ill get u to one day, lol, but for now jus believe that i believe that. i think about you constantly and always wish i could be with you. i was gona give you a card on valentines day that had a great saying and i cant wait till then to tell u what it is, so here it goes: when i wake up in the morning i instantly think of you...and when i go to bed ur the last thing on my mind...the rest of the time inbetween...i think about us! that is more true than nething to me right now. i love you sweetheart! Current Mood: indescribableCurrent Music: "my everything" - 98 degrees