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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in
poetic_lies' Blurty:
| Friday, June 20th, 2008 | |
| 1:33 pm | "If you keep your head down today, how are you going to see the new opportunities?" Current Mood: numb |
| Saturday, May 17th, 2008 | |
| 9:41 pm | thank you, horoscope. This is a time to let the sun shine brightly on yourself, to put your heart on your sleeve and let everyone see it. Whether you are angry, nervous, excited, or all crushed out, hiding that fact will only create a much bigger mess for you to deal with. Just let it all hang out and deal with the consequences, whatever they may be. |
| Sunday, May 4th, 2008 | |
| 7:22 pm | we pretend we are in love with the people close to us, instead of facing the fact that we no longer have a heart to love with. everytime we cry over the one we lost, we lose yet another piece of our heart, until finally we just dont have anything else to love with so we pretend to be happy, we pretend to care, we pretend to love. when really inside we let everything go to waste hoping that our heart will grow back to the same size is should be, & while we wait yet another second is passing, our hearts continue to shatter, and discard little pieces. why pretend we love when really all we can do is lust. we lust not love. we sob not cry. we are cowards not proud. nothing can make sense, nothing can be frozen in time, but our hearts can break. until we face the fact that if we dont try to pick up the pieces of our shattered hearts we will never love again. |
| Friday, April 25th, 2008 | |
| 1:04 pm | My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you |
| Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008 | |
| 10:48 pm | While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words dying to believe in what you heard I was staring straight into the shining sun |
| 10:22 pm | Breathe, breathe in the air don't be afraid to care leave but don't leave me look around, choose your own ground for long you live and high you fly and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry and all your touch and all you see is all your life will ever be |
| Wednesday, March 19th, 2008 | |
| 12:43 pm |
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| 12:35 pm | Let me make myself clear, If I leave here it's done; I'm gone, that's that. You carry my love around like It's a heavy burden. Well I'm about to take it back. |
| 12:35 pm | It's hard to explain how I am getting by on so little from you It's hard to believe that I would let myself get so wrapped up into you There's got to be something that would be worthwhile for me to give to you We need a connection but you seem to push me far away from you -"Ender Will Save Us All" by Dashboard Confessional ..stupid ex-boyfriend.. disappear!!! |
| 12:34 pm | sometimes two hearts just can't dance to the same beat. |
| 12:33 pm | What drives you on can drive you mad. A million lies to sell yourself is all you ever had. Don't believe in love. Don't believe in hate. Don't believe in anything. |
| 12:28 pm | I never seem to find a reason to let you in again, or forgive you Im sick of feeling like I need you knowing I never did, but I miss you Taking and breaking and hating I remember all you said to me now Faking forsaking and feeling my memories are all stained again |
| 12:23 pm | meet me at our old spot. i know its been a while. but i think we need to talk. |
| 12:23 pm | this was the roller-coaster and she always preferred the merry-go-round |
| 12:22 pm | in vain, i blame my trembling on the cold air but i can't hide that i relied on you |
| 12:17 pm | "make yourself free." a man said that to me. and now my heart is like an open door. |
| Wednesday, March 12th, 2008 | |
| 5:23 pm | if you seek, then you shall find. |
| Thursday, February 21st, 2008 | |
| 9:15 am | With one or two I get used to the room We go slow when we first make our moves By five or six bring you out to the car Number nine with my head on the bar and it's sad, but true Out of cash, and I owe you I got desperate desires and unadmirable plans My tongue will taste the gin and malicious intent Bring you back to the bar get you out of the cold A sober straight face gets you out of your clothes and their scared, that we know all the crimes they'll commit, who they'll kiss before they get home I will lie awake, lie for fun and fake the way I hold you, let you fall for every empty word I say Barely conscious in the doorway you stand Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes your demand You laugh at every word trying hard to be cute I almost feel sorry for what I'm gonna do and your hair smells of smoke Who will cast the first stone? You can sin or spend the night all alone Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold in the shape of a heart that they cut outta stone Your using all your looks that you've thrown from the start If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart 'cause it's all, you can be, you're a drunk, and your scared It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free I will lie awake, lie for fun and fake the way I hold you, let you fall for every empty word I say |
| Wednesday, February 13th, 2008 | |
| 9:25 pm | Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air Can't live can't breathe with no air |
| Sunday, February 3rd, 2008 | |
| 10:51 pm | How to make a beautiful life. Love yourself. Make peace with who you are and where you are at this moment in time. Listen to your heart. If you can't hear what it's saying in this noisy world, make time for youself. Enjoy your own company. Let your mind wander among the stars. Try. Take chances. Make mistakes. Life can be messy and confusing at times, but it's also full of surprises. The next rock in your path might be a stepping-stone. Be happy. When you don't have what you want. want what you have. Make do. That's a well kept secret of contentment. There aren't any shortcuts to tomorrow. You have to make your own way. To know where you're going is only part of it. You need to know where you've been, too. And if you ever get lost, don't worry. The people who love you will find you. Count on it. Life isn't days and years. It's what you do with time and with all the goodness and grace that's inside you. Make a beautiful life... The kind of life you deserve. |
