I'm so weird.   
08:19pm 10/07/2003
 
mood: depressed
Megan's got no time for me anymore, and when she's with me, all we talk about is Elvis. Elvis is a cool guy, and I'm happy for her that she has a boyfriend... But aren't friends supposed to be more important than guys? I guess it's easy to say that when you don't have a boyfriend, huh? She barely even lets me talk about the guy I like... It's always, "No, please, let's not talk about him." And then we launch into a conversation about Elvis again. Elvis Elvis Elvis. Strange name... It doesn't really have any meaning anymore, though. I've heard it too many times.

This makes me really depressed... I guess all the sadness that has been missing in the past few weeks caught up with me, and all the tears I've forgotten started up again. I managed to blink them back, but they're still there.
 
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Since I'm still bored, and willing to waste another hour...   
10:36pm 10/07/2003
  Time to try Liz's new thing. I will write descriptions of a few people, and they guess who they are. Not in any particular order.

The scariest person in the world. I LOVE HER SO MUCH... But she's so sneaky, and ends up going out with a girl and a guy at the same time. She gets herself in so many sticky situations, but always cunningly slides herself out without any problems at all. She's really unpredictable... At times I think she hates me, and other times I think I love her too much, but we've been best phone friends for several years. I think I must have fallen asleep on the phone with her at 2 in the morning about a hundred times. She's a wonderful person, and if she TRIES, she'll get really far in life, I know.

Wow. I don't know what to say about this girl really... I've known her since I was a tiny little baby. We were united around 3rd grade, and we've been best friends ever since. We've had a lot of fallouts, but we still are best friends. Right now, we've been going through a bit rough patch, but we just have to hold on. I love her so much.

This girl is such a sweetheart... Who also gets her self in sticky situations. Through everything, she's always been there for me, and I love her so much... She sticks up for me while talking to my enemies... -cough-JENNAANDJACKIE-cough- And I hope we stay best friends forever!

He's so cool... He plays guitar AND he has an afro. AND he likes my rat! How cool is that? Ooh, that rhymed... Anyway, I love him as much as anyone I know, and he's willing to put up with my stupid tendency to do things without thinking about them first. I have a feeling his friends hate me, but I'm really happy that doesn't keep him from hanging out with me.

No, I know I've never met him before. And people think I'm crazy because I met him online, and I love to talk to him. He's extremely clever, and has really interesting philosophies on life, and on the questions people are afraid to answer. He's a wonderful listener, and while I usually get bored talking to other people about the stuff we normally talk about, I love debating with him on certain topics. And I love him, because he's so forgiving, and beautiful on the inside. If only he weren't afraid to just dump the gothic deal, I think I might love him more. If that's possible.

I met her through another person in this list. She is hysterical, and lovely, and even elegant at times. I've never seen a picture of her, but I just know she is one of the most beautiful people in the world. We share strange music interests, at times finding out we like the same bands no one's ever heard of. We sing songs together, and she is honestly one of the coolest people I know. She even has a really cool name.

GET GOING ON GUESSING!

(Not that hard, I know... But whatever. ^-^)
 
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BORED...   
10:49pm 10/07/2003
 




Do you experience love as a sensual journey? If so, that might be because seductive Oshun has seeped into your heart and soul. Oshun is a West-African orisha--a Santerian goddess who rules over fresh water and sweet honey, and embodies love and fertility.
According to two myths, Oshun is known for saving the world. In one, she is embodied as a peacock that flies to the heavens to end a drought. As she gets closer to heaven, she grows hot and dry, and eventually turns into a vulture, thereby sacrificing her beauty for the sake of others. In a second myth, Oshun dances seductively to lure the town's only blacksmith, Ogun, out of the forest and back to work in the city. She acts as if she does not see Ogun, and as he moved towards her, she smears honey on his lips and dances back towards the city.
As an "Oshunite," you may be perceived as a sweet, giving, self-confident, playful person who likes beautiful things and uses them to her advantage. If you share that aspect of Oshun's personality, you may sometimes be mistaken for someone who is over-invested in her own beauty. But in the long run, most people recognize "Oshunites" as peacocks that are willing to lose their feathers for the sake of the crowd.

(I LOVE PEACOCKS.)
 
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