Excuse me.   
07:50pm 13/05/2003
  Megan has been to two of my plays. Out of around fifty. I don't ask her for much, no. Believe it or not, I don't. Now I understand she's had to put up with some of my tweaks- and I'm grateful. But she always complained about it the entire time, making me feel entirely terrible when there was nothing I could do to fix it. Believe it or not, Megan can be amazingly selfish. She was looking for a little relief. And you think everything was peachy with me? Friends are supposed to stick together. I sat through the damn 10th graders play five times. I was inches away from death by Lee Lavery. Everyone hated me because I was sick and missed rehearsal- which was Lee's fault, by the way. I had to catch up on 8 tests that I missed. And I felt horrible. I couldn't stop coughing. And Megan says she had a horrible week? I would have loved to go to friday night. But I had a commitment. Of course, the commitments you make with me don't count if there's something to do that's more fun, right Megan? Of course, you apologized a few times, but if you knew it was wrong, why didn't you come? If it was worth apologizing for, you knew that you were making a mistake, and yet you did nothing about it. And of course you weren't grounded. I heard your mother say it was okay that you came to my play. I'm not dull. I also remember telling you that there would be no one there- and there wasn't- and I needed you to cheer us on. Mom and I had gotten into a huge fight that night, and she told me she wouldn't come. So no one was going to come. Not for me anyway. Gee, thanks Megan. I love you too.  
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Oh, and by the way...   
07:58pm 13/05/2003
  Get a spellcheck, Megan.  
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O.o   
08:31pm 13/05/2003
 
mood: sleepy
Okay, now that I've calmed down a bit I guess I should fill you in-

+I haven't finshed my research paper that was due two weeks ago.
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+I haven't started reading my third anthology book. An 8-page paper on 4 books is due monday.
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+It's either I can't walk, or I can't move my arm. I've been really achy recently and it's pissing me off.
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+I still haven't gotten over the cold.
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+I'm still pissed at Megan.
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+I'm being kicked out of honor's math.
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+I'm obsessed with phone straps on ebay. They're so pretty! ^-^
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+Danny plans to run away and marry Beth. I'm serious. He's 18. She's 13. Get the picture?
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+The entire downstairs smells like eucalyptis. I do too. This has been the work of Mom's devil yoga instructor, Ula.
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+Kyle, I'm sorry for not talking to you recently... Really busy. Thanks for checking up on me. ^-^
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+I found a dead baby bird. Still in his shell. Rather than be grossed out (like the other bitches in my grade), I felt horrible for the little guy, and tried to find a good place for him to rest. The bio department got there first. And threw him away.
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+Tenshi's getting worse- pink stuff's coming out of his nose again.
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+I just read about a hundred dead baby jokes. What's red, pink, silver, and walks into walls? A baby with forks in its eyes.
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+I'm in love with Jesse from the Mediator Series. Read now.
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+Cass hates me.
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+Cass's car smells like alcohol and cleaning fluid. o.O
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+I just realized I'm going to be a sophmore. I can go off campus LEGALLY! Not a big deal, but I remembered my friends are going to be juniors. Meaning they get a parking spot for their car. Meaning they bring their car to school. Meaning Liz can drive me everywhere! XD Just kidding Liz, love you.
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+Cecily, Abby, Julie, Cass and me are going to Palm Springs again in June! I'm SO fucking excited. Cecily came to my play the other night and we hung out afterwards and laughed about mullets. I almost forgot how fun she is. She's so kawaii!
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+I'm tired, and I'm going to sleep now.
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+'Night.
  
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